#꒰ ♡ ꒱ thread ╱ yoo daeshim ◞

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          *ੈ  ♡ ‧₊˚     "  listen,  i  know  i  fucked  up.  i  know  i  did . . .  but  don't  shut  me  out  anymore.  please just  come  back  to  me . . .  please. " —  ♡ @r3dblccd

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          " why are you being so stubborn ?  when are you going to see that i would go to the ends of the world for you, that i would do anything for you ?  —  can't you see how much i love you ?  or do you just not care ? "  —  ♡૮꒰•༝ •。꒱ა @cupidrealm

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          *ੈ  ♡ ‧₊˚     a  smirk  is  quick  to  form  on  the  model's  lips,  peering  over  at  lily  with  a  sense  of  accomplishment  painted  across  his  features.  slowly  (  almost  teasingly  )  he  stands  &  closes  the  distance  between  their  two  vessels.  "  well,  well  . . .  look  who's  attention  i've  finally  got.  "  his  smirk  grows  as  he  raises  a  hand,  tucking  some  of  her  hair  behind  her  ear  as  he  gazes  down  at  her.  "  —  dinner  tonight.  8  PM.  i'll pick you up in the porsche. how  does  that  sound,  beautiful  ?  "

 𖧧   ‧   ꒰ ◞ ♡  ◟ ⠀⠀. "   i   don't   know   why   you're   messing   around   with   all   them   other   girls   ,   acting   like   you've   got   all   of   the   time   left   in   the   world.   i   promise   that   if   you   were   mine   ,   i'd   never   let   it   go   to   waste.   " @honeycoded

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          *ੈ  ♡ ‧₊˚     her  words  only  leave  him  discontented,  though  he  is  very  much  unwilling  to  give  up  that  easily  when  it  comes  to  hyeona.  head  shakes  &  there's  a  desperation  looming  behind  his  eyes  that  felt  somewhat  strange  (  &  absolutely  foreign  )  —  "  yes.  "  he  answers  without  missing  a  beat.  "  yes,  because  i've  done  it  before.  you  know  how  crazy  i  am  about  you,  you  know  that  i've  only  had  eyes  for  you  from  the  moment  we  met.  "  a  frustrated  sigh  before  he  reaches  a  hand  up  to  run  fingers  through  his  dark  locks.  "  —  so,  stop  it.  stop  it  &  just  tell  me  the  real  reason,  because  we  both  know  there  isn't  an  insecure  bone  in  your  body.  i  . . .  i  think  i  deserve  the  truth,  hyeona.  "

౿   ׂ    🫧    ִ     ꒱     twinge of hurt rises and falls in chest upon registering their words ; hurt she's caused & therefore has no right to be feeling. ❛ you are what i want — but sometimes the things we want aren't the things that are good for us. ❜ girl eases into speech, though it does nothing to dress ever - present wounds. ❛ our lifestyles aren't compatible, you have all your modelling stuff going on. i would hate to get in the way of your success. ❜ what she doesn't say : i don't want to give up my habits for you. ❛ what happens when someone famous and attractive throws themself at you ? you want me to believe you'd turn them away for me ? ❜

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          *ੈ  ♡ ‧₊˚     "  —  but  . . .  but  why  ?  "  a  step  is  taken  towards  hyeona  but  daeshim  is  sure  to  keep  some  distance  between  their  bodies.  thick  brows  furrow  in  the  center  of  the model's  forehead.  "  over  &  over  again  you  tell  me  that  it's  unrealistic  for  us  to  be  together,  &  that  we've  always  had  limited  time  together,  but  you've  never  told  me  why  . . .  i  would  be  good  to  you.  everyday,  for  the  rest  of  my  life,  i  would  love  you  &  cherish  you  &  support  you.  i - is  that  not  what  you  want  ?  am  i  not  what  you  want  ?  "

౿   ׂ    🫧    ִ     ꒱     ❛ this isn't about who cares more or loves more — this was always going to happen. this always had an expiration date. ❜ she'll gesture between their two figures. ❛ you can promise me all the happy endings the world has to offer, but you knew this. what would happen if i let myself be in this ? just forget about everything else going on in my life and why it makes us so unrealistic ? ❜