#物語好き
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imiteeshon · 2 years ago
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yoghurt-freak · 2 years ago
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北海道 小林牧場物語 濃厚ヨーグルト プレーンタイプ
新札幌乳業さんの新商品2点目。
こちらもサンプルのご提供ありがとうございます🥹
今日は、昨日お預けにしてたシリーズの説明おば。
小林牧場物語
北海道江別市にある小林牧場さんの生乳を使用したシリーズ。
牛乳・チーズ・ヨーグルトで多数展開。
小林牧場さんは総面積180ha、飼養頭数は約550頭のとっても大きな牧場さん。
循環型酪農を行い、基礎飼料は全て牧場内で生産🧑���‍🌾
「美味しい生乳は健康な牛から」をモットーに、牛さんが自由に歩き回れるフリーストール牛舎で再生敷料を使用し、好きな時間に餌を食べられる環境を提供🐄
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小林牧場さんの生乳と生クリームを使用したプレーンヨーグルト。
乳脂肪分 6.2%!
一般的なヨーグルトの倍の脂肪量🤤
新札幌乳業さんの既存商品「ご褒美ヨーグルト」よりも生クリームを増量されているそうな。
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ムチムチムチムチムチ♡
なめらかもっちり系ではなく、粒感があって細かい塊っぽく搾り出せる。
搾った跡が程よく残るように積み重なってく。
スプーンで混ぜてみると少しなめらかになって、もちっと粘るようになった💕
爽やかなミルクのいい香り🌱
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わっ、おいしい!
ちゃんと酸味があるタイプ😍
これは嬉しい!!!
酸っぱいほどじゃないねんけど、最近のヨーグルトってとことん酸味抑えまくってるから、これくらいでも酸味残してくれてるととてもありがたい🫶
質感はところどころ固形っぽくなってたりして不均一。
パウチの上から揉んだらよかったかな?
舌触りがベロアのような高級感できもちいい。
食べ始めは意外と酸味があることにびっくり&感激してたけど、口が慣れてくるとお乳の甘みをたっぷり感じ始める。
脂質の高さからもっと重い感じを想像してたけど、しつこさがまったくなくて、こっくり優しい甘み🤍
この軽さは口溶けのよさのおかげかな。
めちゃ好きなタイプ。
アルミパウチ系でもありきたりな味になってなくて超素敵👏💕
と、ここまでは最初に食べた時に書いた感想。
なんと、食べ進めていくと味も質感も変わってきた😳
最初の方は酸味があって軽やかで、後から出てくる方が乳脂肪分が濃いぞって味!
ムチっとした質感に変わって、味もこってり感が出てきてびっくりした。
パウチの中で成分が偏るんかなぁ。
見た目にホエイが分離してる様子もなかってんけど、不思議。
こういう楽しみ方してもいいし、均一に濃さを楽しみたい人はやっぱり揉むとよさそう🙆🏻‍♀️
🛒 新札幌乳業 公式オンラインショップ
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gouken86 · 2 years ago
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. . . . . . . #その瞬間に物語を #フィルター越しの私の世界 #ファインダー越しの私の世界 #写真を撮るのが好きな人と繋がりたい #カメラ好きな人と繋がりたい #カメラ初心者 #写真好きな人と繋がりたい #広がり同盟 #amazingtaiwan #travel #streetphotography #photo #photography #love_amazing_group #その旅に物語を #風景写真 #旅行好きな人と繋がりたい #写真撮ってる人と繋がりたい #誰かに見せたい風景 #夕日が好きな人と繋がりたい (台南) https://www.instagram.com/p/CpzvrVhvOKX/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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danzoku · 9 months ago
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どれが一番でもない
どれが一番ということもない。
シリーズ物を並べたり
好きなグループや
好きな物語、キャラクター
そういう話をすると
とかく 「一番」 を決めたり聞いたりしがちなのが人間かもしれない。
どれが一番好きだったか
誰が一番のお気に入りか
話したり、聞かれたり。
どれが一番ということもなく
それぞれに良く、それぞれがつながっているような時
少し困る。
どれが一番ということもない。
どれも好きだ。皆好きだ。
そう思う時もある。
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tama-02 · 4 months ago
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凄い。こんなこともあるんだなあ。なにか始まりそうじゃないですか。
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anju45 · 2 years ago
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flymola · 2 years ago
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無機質 甲府市 GFX50R + EF40/2.8 STM #写真好きな人と繋がりたい #写真撮ってる人と繋がりたい #ファインダー越しの私の世界 #写真で伝えたい私の世界 #日常をドラマチックに #儚くて何処か愛おしい様な #誰かの記憶に残る写真 #キリトリセカイ #日常に魔法をかけて #gfx50r #fujigfx #fujifilmphotography #reco_ig #yamanashi #山梨 #streetsnap #ef40mmf28 #誰かの記憶の片隅に #物語のある写真を撮りたい #映画のようなワンシーン #映画みたいな僕の日常 #fujifilmgfx #fujiworld #fujifilmshooter #japanstreetphotography #urbanromantix #best_moments_street #nightshooters #raw_nightshots #ig_snapshots (Kofu, Yamanashi) https://www.instagram.com/p/CrYAxzFPG8z/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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yaccham · 2 years ago
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【ボクナリノカタチ】 イロヅクトキ ◻︎ 優美早紀(@saki_youme )/新宿御苑 ------------ 春に向かう時間を感じて、 ここどこだろうなど、気軽にコメントもください! 撮影依頼などもお気軽にご相談くださいませ^ ^ #サンジョウヤスタカ #ボクナリノカタチ #イロヅクトキ #感写 #優美早紀 #新宿御苑 #写真好きと繋がりたい #ファインダー越しの私の世界 #写真部 #ポトレの世界 #何でもない日常に物語を #lovers_nippon_portrait (Shinjuku Gyoen) https://www.instagram.com/p/CqPLkNsSI00/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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okumaseitai · 2 years ago
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・ 【気づきに感謝】 3月11日 とても感動的なことがありました。 2011年3月11日東北の震災がありました。 その震災でお父さんと祖父母を亡くされた佐々木投手がマウンドに立ちました。 監督の配慮は あったと思いますが なんという巡り合わせなのでしょう。 佐々木投手は見事なピッチングで勝利しました。 私はとても感動しました。 お父さん おじいちゃん おばあちゃんも きっと喜んでおられると思います。 そして 今日の「編集手帖」を拝読し 更に感動しました。 試合中 佐々木投手は 相手選手にデッドボールを与えてしまいました。 162km/hの速球が相手選手の足に当たりました。 数分後 相手選手のエスカラ選手は 立ち上がり ダッシュをして 走れることを アピールしました。 お互いへの配慮ある尊敬できる行動に球場では大きな拍手が湧き起こりました。 私は とても感動しました。 翌日 佐々木選手はエスカラ選手に お詫びとしてお菓子を渡したそうです。 とても温かい良いお話でした。 そして 3月12日(日) 嫁さんと出かけました。 ・ひすいこたろうさん ・大嶋啓介さん ・矢野燿大さん(阪神元監督) ・YOUさんのライブ お話と音楽を聞きに行きました。 私の中で色んな学びとなり とても とても 素敵なエネルギーをいただきました。 とくに心に残ったお話は ☆ 人生がうまくいく人の特徴は 自分ができると「思い込める人」だそうです。 ☆ 1800通のラブレターを書くくらいコツコツとやり続けると自分は天才になれると信じることです。 ☆ 小さなことに気づき 今あることに感謝することができることが「成熟」という。 例えば、朝、目覚めて、ありがたいな〜と感じること。 ☆ 「心×行動=未来」 やり方を学ぶだけでなく どんな心でやるかが大切。 ☆ ①言葉は大事 ②夢は叶う ③比べるのは昨日の自分 と口癖にして 唱え続けることです。 自分の可能性を信じて諦めずに自分の可能性に蓋をしないことが大切だと学び��した。 ☆ 可能性を信じる3つの力 ①成信力(成功を信じる力) ②苦楽力(ピンチはチャンス) ③他喜力(他人を喜ばせる) ④感謝力(当たり前のことに手を合わせる) この4つを自分も心がけて生きていこうと思いました。 それと久々のたくさんの方との交流がありました。 それは 大嶋啓介さんの 「本気のじゃんけん」です。 相手とじゃんけんして 勝っても、負けても、アイコでも 大喜びするというものです。 体も心もラクになります。 めっちゃ面白くて熱くなりました。 私がいつも 患者さんにお伝えしている 心と体と頭を繋げることが少しでき とても気持ち良かったです。 初めて ひすいこたろう先生に 直接お会いできて とても良いエネルギーをいただきました。 矢野燿大さんの監督時代の貴重なお話はとても勉強になりました。 そして障害を待って生まれた歌手のYOUさんの歌は心に響きました。 ありがとうございました。 #ひすいこたろう #矢野燿大 #大嶋啓介 #you #佐々木投手 #佐々木朗希 #エスカラ #ひすいこたろう先生 #阪神タイガース監督 #矢野燿大監督 #矢野燿大物語 #矢野燿大ファン #ひすいこたろうと繋がりたい #ひすいこたろうの名言ラジオセラピー #ひすいこたろう好き #ひすいこたろうさんの言葉 #大嶋啓介さん #大嶋啓介講演会 #大嶋啓介さん講演会 #大嶋啓介さんとコラボ講演 #you #口蓋口唇裂 https://www.instagram.com/p/CpwuAr3uVNP/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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naturalbossa · 2 years ago
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. デザインの締め切りでアップアップな1週間でした。 毎回制作時には ・どんな世界観が合うのか ・どんな言葉にしたら伝わるのか ・どんなデザインにしたら見てもらえるのか など、「伝える」ことの難しさを感じながら、毎度試行錯誤の日々です。 始めは好きだったイラスト描きと写真が、こうして仕事として続けていられるのは本当にありがたいなと。それと同時に知識の浅さ、バリエーションの幅の狭さ、デザインへの思考が巡りきらないことを目の当たりにすることもあり、落ち込むこともよくあります。 でもそんな時ほど、次回までにはクリア出来るよう沢山の資料を見たり、調べたり、時には美術館や博物館に行って、できる限りインプットをしています。 そして"いつか"の"次回"に、必ずアウトプットできるようにしています。 これを他者は努力というのかもしれません。。。 でも結局、自分の「好き」が仕事になっているので、何も苦じゃないってところで、自分では努力じゃないのだと思うのです。 毎回、一喜一憂しながら、日進月歩(四字熟語ばっかやな)。 また月曜日からも自分の好きを巡りながら、「伝える」難しさを噛み締めながらやってくぞ〜☺️🙌🏻 #ドライフラワーインテリア #ドライフラワーのある暮らし #ドライフラワー好き #アンティーク雑貨 #アンティークのある暮らし #暮らしを愉しむ #暮らしの工夫 #暮らしのこと #life_with_camera #dryflowerart #life_is_beautiful #pics_jp #into_the_screen #street_photo_club #japancityblues #今日もx日和 #その瞬間に物語を #瀬戸内ノスタルジー #儚くて何処か愛おしい様な #過ぎていく時間を刻んでいく #ノスタルジーな瞬間を #誰かの記憶の片隅に #お部屋に飾りたい1枚 #誰かに見せたい景色 #デザイン勉強中 #写真勉強中 #デザイン会社 #アートディレクター #フォトグラファー (Kagawa Prefecture) https://www.instagram.com/p/CpXL7e0PwRQ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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hellpants · 2 months ago
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遅くなっちゃったけど洞窟物語20周年おめでとう🎂
ずっっっと大好きだーーー!!!
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yoghurt-freak · 1 year ago
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伊都物語 のむヨーグルト
昨日はプレーンを載せたけど、メインとなるオリジナルはこちら!
福岡県の糸島半島にて、牛糞を発酵させた堆肥で土地を耕し、無農薬で栽培した牧草やトウモロコシなどの自給飼料を中心に大切に育てた牛さんのお乳をじっくり発酵させたのむヨーグルト。
JAL国内線のファーストクラスでも提供された逸品✈️
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生乳87%のプレーン加糖タイプ。
こちらもオリゴ糖入り。
100㎖、150㎖、500㎖、900㎖の4サイズ展開。
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おぉぉ🤍
蓋裏に���厚い付着。
コップに注いだ時にできる波紋。
超濃厚!
冬の伊都物語ってとろみが一段と強くなってて贅沢💕
コクのあるお乳の香りと、加糖された甘い香り。
たまらん。
・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・୨୧ 頂きます🙏 ・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・୨୧
むたぁぁぁぁぁ🤍
食べるヨーグルトやったかなってぐらい重々食感🤤🫶
流れ込んでくるまでに時間かかるし、口ん中でモニュッと揉めるし、最強に贅沢!
お乳の味わいがしっかりしてて、甘さはほどよく、酸味はかなり控えめ。
クセのない万人受けの味わいで、誰におすすめしても間違いない👏
振りが弱かったのか、カップの底の方はもはや流れ込んできたら噛める🤣
最後かなり残るけど、口が広いからヨーグルトスプーンで掻き出せるのがありがたい。
はぁ、おいし💓
============================ 無脂乳固形分 8.0% 乳脂肪分 3.0% ————————————————— 栄養成分(100mlあたり) エネルギー 90kcal たんぱく質 3.2g 脂質 3.2g 炭水化物 13.0g 食塩相当量 0.1g カルシウム 110mg ※全量は150ml ————————————————— 原材料名 生乳(福岡県産)、ぶどう糖果糖液糖、乳製品、オリゴ糖 ————————————————— 製造者 株式会社 糸島みるくぷらんと ============================
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2021年7月21日のレビュー
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伊都物語 のむヨーグルト
久しぶりに伊都物語お取り寄せ💓
これが近くで買えたらなぁと願う一方で、お取り寄せに添えられてくる暖かい手書きのお手紙も大好きで、結局ルンルンでお取り寄せしちゃう💌
伊都物語
福岡の糸島みるくぷらんとさんのブランド。
平成4年に酪農家さんから立ち上がったメーカーさんで、中村牧場さん・田中牧場さんの生乳を使用。
牛糞を発酵させた堆肥で土地を耕して、無農薬で栄養豊富な牧草やトウモロコシを栽培。
自給飼料を中心に愛情を込めて育てられた牛さんたちのお乳を、添加物不使用でじっくり発酵させたのが伊都物語✨
JAL国内線のファーストクラスでも提供された逸品✈️
オリジナル・プレーン・博多あまおうの3フレーバー展開。
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まずはメインのオリジナル(プレーン・加糖)から。
生乳87%使用でオリゴ糖入り。
100㎖、150㎖、500㎖、900㎖の4サイズ展開なんやけど、100㎖ってまだみたことないな🧐
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あぁ💕
もう注いだ感じで伝わっちゃう、この濃厚さ😍
とろーんと太く流れ落ちる優雅な質感。
コクと甘みの合わさった香りにズッキュン🙈
我慢できーん!
・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・୨୧ 頂きます🙏 ・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・୨୧
おいしいおいしいおいしい😭❤️❤️❤️
濃厚すぎて、流れてくるの待っても埒があかず、唇にぷにゅんと乗ってくれたタイミングで吸引❤️
うまぁぁぁぁ。
チーズですかってぐらいに旨味に溢れてて、まろやかで酸味がほとんどなくて、飲むクリーム。
冬場に暖かいふわふわのお布団に入った時ぐらい幸せ🛌❄️
質感だけじゃなく乳成分も濃ゆいんじゃないかなって、何度もラベル見直しちゃうぐらいすごい😳💦
かなり独特なコクのある味で、一般的なヨーグルトと全然違う!!
しかも後味まったく引きずらんの。
すごすぎる。
これ何度でも買いたいし、やっぱり近くで売ってほしいよぅ😭🙏
伊都物語大好き!!!
============================ 無脂乳固形分 8.0% 乳脂肪分 3.0% ————————————————— 栄養成分(100mlあたり) エネルギー 90kcal たんぱく質 3.2g 脂質 3.2g 炭水化物 13.0g 食塩相当量 0.1g カルシウム 110mg ※全量は150ml ————————————————— 原材料名 生乳(福岡県産)、ぶどう糖果糖液糖、乳製品、オリゴ糖 ————————————————— 製造者 株式会社 糸島みるくぷらんと ============================
2020年1月21日のレビュー
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糸島みるくぷらんとさんのヨーグルトといえばこれ!!
大大大好きで、モチのロンで掲載済みやけども、ヨグ報の取材で「糸島うまいものフェア」にお邪魔してきた記念にリピ&ブラッシュアップ。
福岡県糸島半島の2軒の酪農家さんが自給飼料を中心に育てた牛さんの生乳87%。
牛糞を発酵させた良質な堆肥で土地を耕し、無農薬で栄養豊富な牧草やトウモロコシを栽培。 それをたっぷり食べて、清潔な環境で愛情込めて育てられた牛さんたち🐮
その生乳を添加物不使用でじっくり発酵させたとあれば、もう絶対おいしいに決まってる🙌✨
そして伊都物語といえば、なんと言ってもとろみ!
飲もうとして容器を傾けても、口元に流れつくまでに時差があって、やっと来たと思うと上唇にぷにゅーんと乗っかってくることから、わたしは「キスできるヨーグルト」と呼んでおります💋💓
特に冬の時期は生乳に脂質が多く含まれてとろみも増す��うで、もう楽しみで楽しみで・・・
珍しい500gサイズ、ちょうどいいな。
開封。
振ったのにべっとり脂肪分😍 濃厚すぎてコップに注ぐときにどぷん、どぷんと脈打つ感じ、たまらん…💓
頂きます🙏
あーーーーーーーーーこれこれ!!! 口元まで来てるのに濃すぎてスローモーションやから、焦らされまくって耐えきれずに思わず吸い込んじゃう!!!
うまぁぁぁぁぁぁ😭💓 口の中もにゅにゅ!!
加えられた甘みだけじゃない、お乳本来の甘みもじゅわーっと広がるような豊かな味わい💓💓💓
コク深く、力強い旨味。 それでいて酸味は皆無といってよいほどに抑えられた万人受けの優しさ。
極上…!!! JALのファーストクラスでも提供されたという伊都物語。
しかし前に飲んだときに感じんかった風味がある🤔 チーズの旨みに近いような、少しクセのあるお乳の発酵の香り。
前は春先やったし、季節の違いで脂質が乗っての違いなのか、3年も前やから何かが変わったのか??? いや、むしろわたしの味覚が変わった可能性が。
他のヨーグルトをたくさん知って帰ってきて、当時見つけられんかった違いがわかるようになった説。
ますます味わい深くなって、さらに好きになった💘
============================ 無脂乳固形分 8.0% 乳脂肪分 3.0% ————————————————— 栄養成分(100mlあたり) エネルギー 90kcal たんぱく質 3.2g 脂質 3.2g 炭水化物 13.0g 食塩相当量 0.1g カルシウム 110mg ————————————————— 原材料名 生乳(福岡県産)、ぶどう糖果糖液糖、乳製品、オリゴ糖 ============================
2017年4月4日のレビュー
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蓋裏に脂肪分がべっとり♡ そして濃厚なとろみ!!超タイプ😍
あーーーーーたまらん💓💓💓 好き好き好き好き好き!!
甘みとコクと酸味のバランスも最高。 生乳87%使用でしっかりお乳の旨味も感じる👍
ヒット!!
濃すぎて容器内に残りまくるので、最後はスプーン使用推奨。
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❀ 𝐈 𝐖𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐊𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐘𝐨𝐮 | 𝟏 Gojo Satoru / Geto Suguru
Falling in love despite a language barrier.
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𝐂𝐡. 𝟏 | 𝐖𝐜. 𝟒.𝟔𝐤 | 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐱 | 𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭
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Satoru's never really been in love before.
Sure, in high school he experienced crushes and a handful of dates. But the crushes were shallow and short-lived, and the dates were lousy and forgettable.
But you? Well it's funny, see, you live on a whole different continent and can't speak his language, and yet to him you're as unforgettable as the scent of spring.
His feelings for you seep into his skin slowly, beautifully; and yet he can't express a single one to you because he too can't speak your language.
During late-night video calls, Suguru tries to bridge the gap between you and his best friend. And in your group chat, both Shoko and Suguru combine their skills to help you and Satoru understand each other. They do it because they see how badly the both of you want to know more about each other; especially Satoru.
Satoru has never been so infatuated before; never quite so curious and unashamedly intrigued with someone else. You're all he thinks about day and night.
When you speak, he desperately strains his ears. When you text, he consults the dreaded Google translate. And he's always nagging Suguru to translate everything, because he wants to know your every thought and expression.
Around a year and a half after meeting you, Satoru realizes something when he's lazing in his bed with his fluffy white cat curled up on his stomach as it rises and falls with his gentle breathing.
He likes you.
On call, when you giggle at the cat's fluffy tail blocking the webcam, Satoru thinks;
あなたの笑いが大好きです I love your laugh.
When talking about you with Suguru, he receives a little teasing smirk from him.
あなたは彼女が好きですよね? You like her, huh?
During lonely nights, he scrolls through your socials and stares longingly at photos of you, ones where you're hanging out with your real-life friends or family.
とても羨ましいです。私も彼女に近づきたいです。 I'm so jealous. I want to be close to her, too.
Listening to you attempt to speak Japanese on a call while him and Suguru are on a walk around Tokyo, he thinks;
私の言語であなたの声を聞くのが大好きです。 I love hearing your voice in my language.
Any photo of your face that you personally sent him, he looks at with heart eyes and saves immediately.
キスしたい。 I want to kiss you.
He'd be lying if he said he never pressed his lips to his screen and closed his eyes, pretending he was kissing you.
Satoru thinks poetically about you. He pens down these elaborative thoughts into his diary that he plans to give you one day. Maybe then you can get an idea of how deeply he thinks about you.
But even if he could speak English fluently, or you could speak Japanese fluently, he's sure neither language could be descriptive enough when it comes to his feelings for you.
He tries so hard to learn some phrases in anticipation of your upcoming visit, but all he can say when he meets you for the first time at Haneda airport is;
"Hi."
And he waves cutely.
"Hi!" you giggle, waving back.
And all at once, there's a bunch of thoughts buzzing in his head. He's looking at you like he's captivated. Even if he knew any solid English, he's sure he'd be speechless anyways.
実物の彼女はもっと美しい、信じられない。 She's even more beautiful in real life, I can't believe it.
彼女が何を言っているのか全く分かりませんが、いい感じですね。耳元で聞く彼女の声だけが私が望んでいたものです。 I have no idea what she's saying, but it sounds good. Her voice in my ear is all I wanted.
なぜ彼女は私ではなくスグルを抱きしめたのでしょうか?その瞬間は混��の渦だったのでしょうか、それとも彼女は私を抱きしめたくなかったのでしょうか? Why did she hug Suguru instead of me? Was that moment a whirlwind of confusion, or did she just not want to hug me?
When you excuse yourself to go to the bathroom, the boys wait for you in their seats at the little airport cafe. The neon sign glows yellow above, plants hang from the ceiling; it's a busy place.
They're talking about you over their beverages.
Satoru groans dramatically, throwing his head back, fluffy hair flopping cutely.
"Oh Satoru," Suguru chuckles, "What's the matter? Why the groan?"
"I want to hug her."
Suguru's heart melts. "Then hug her. She doesn't bite. I think she wants to hug you, too."
"But then why didn't she hug me like she hugged you earlier? Maybe I don't seem huggable to her..."
"It was a rushed moment, she had just arrived you know? Don't overthink. Satoru, just hug her."
Satoru lets out a long, stifled noise that's a mix between a groan and a sigh. He tilts his whole body back, balancing precariously on the plastic chair. Rubbing his eyes until he sees some phosphenes, a habit he did when he was nervous. Suguru notices.
"Are you nervous?" Suguru asks tenderly.
"Really nervous. She's prettier in real life. I don't know what to do with myself." he admits quietly.
"Yeah, she is, haha. Oh, there she's coming back now — や!"
"や!" you returned, giggling.
That was Suguru's 'thing'. It's cuter in real life, seeing how his eyes curve up into a smile when he says it. There are details on his face that you didn't notice through the screen; he has an attractive trio of moles on his lower cheek, and when he smiles the left side of his lips curls up more to reveal some of his upper gum.
Satoru's heart beats a little harder when you sit closer to him. He's thinking;
Yay, 彼女は私の隣に座っています。 She is sitting next to me.
"Suguru, ask her if we're taller than she expected." Satoru asks suddenly. You just hear his voice next to you and it gives you tingles — there was a quality to his voice that only revealed itself in real life. An endearing voice crack accompanies the middle of his sentence.
"Satoru asks if we're taller than you expected." Suguru asks you, habitually resting his chin on the palm of his hand while taking a long sip on his iced tea.
"Yeah! Actually, I was surprised, because I thought you and Satoru were the same height, but Satoru is very slightly taller... " you say.
Satoru is listening curiously, waiting expectantly for Suguru's translation. And then it comes, and Satoru smirks at you.
"Yes." he nods, "(Suguru, how do I say I'm taller?) — I'm taller."
You let out a short and sweet ha-hah that makes even Suguru's heart feel a little something.
Each time you laugh, Satoru's thinking;
私はあなたの笑いが本当に大好きです。 。 。 I really love your laugh.
You three leave the airport for your hotel, so you can check in. It's almost midnight, your plane landed late. Though he thought he'd be tired, considering he's not a night owl like his best friend, Satoru is energetically striding next to you, teasing you and laughing with you and throwing hand gestures to try and communicate better. Suguru's fondly eyeing the two of you out, admiring how your chemistry comes to life so beautifully — this is what his best friend wished about for so long; to be at your side. Now he's getting to truly enjoy your company. The dreamy-eyed exchanges between you and Satoru make Suguru think that the two of you ought to be in a novel one day, with how pure and wholesome your story is unfolding right now.
Though, he can pick up on Satoru's frustrated stuttering when he fails to communicate with you. Suguru doesn't mind being the translator, nor does he mind bridging the gap between the two of you; Satoru's nagging can never bother him.
They help you out when you're checking into reception at the hotel, but then suddenly...
"... oh, that's not good. He said your reservation got cancelled." Suguru tells you.
"What!" you panic, "Why?"
Suguru inquires further for you, and finds out that it's because of overbooking.
So you groan, the three of you walking out of the hotel lobby, standing in the glow of the light coming through its glass doors. Satoru silently offers to take care of your suitcase, attentively noticing how tired you'd become from pulling it around.
"Thank you..." you tell him.
"Mm." he nods.
Suguru is quick to offer that you stay at their apartment. "... if you're comfortable with it. Just for the night, until you can find another booking elsewhere. Or if you want to stay by us for the whole month, that's okay too — just mind the cat."
"Suguru... thank you. I'm sorry to be intrusive."
"You're not being intrusive, don't worry. And anyways, I think Satoru will be excited to know that you're staying with us. He was bummed out when he learned that you were gonna stay at this hotel, since it's a bit far from our apartment."
Satoru looks at the two of you curiously after he hears his name mentioned.
"She's staying with us." Suguru tells him. You quietly appreciate his voice, and how soft it becomes when he speaks to Satoru.
"Yay!" Satoru says with a very cute thumbs up. You can hardly believe that this man is older than you.
"Tell him he's cute." you request to Suguru.
"Tell him yourself." he teases.
"No! That's embarrassing! Ah, never mind."
Satoru already knows what you said, though, his ears picked up on that he's cute and your words repeat in his head like his favorite song while the three of you walk the streets at night. He feels dreamy.
There is something indescribably welcoming about Japan that you realize while heading across the street, looking at the faces passing by. It's clean. The lights glow warm and bright. The buildings stand tall, but not intimidatingly so. When you pass by chattering people, you wish you knew what was being said.
The three of you have to take the train to get to their apartment. While boarding it, a cute little exchange happens between you and Satoru that you can't quite explain, but it makes the two of you laugh shyly and look away.
Now squished into a seat at the very edge, another cute little exchange happens between you and him. Satoru is talking up at Suguru, who opted for holding onto the train handles after giving up his seat for an older woman.
Satoru uses lots of hand gestures even when speaking Japanese, his big hands fly around, dramatizing whatever he's saying — and then he accidentally flattens his palm right on top of the back of your hand.
Satoru's quick to remove his hand and giggle it off, but Suguru is even quicker to let out a teasing "ooh, cute" when it happens, so the two of you get completely flustered.
Satoru's heart thumps and throbs for the whole train ride. You swear you can feel a tension between your hands as they rest palms-flat on the seats, less than an inch away; you can feel his warmth, and he can feel yours.
But then the train ride is over, and before you know it Suguru's thumbing his key into the lock of the apartment door. It rattles, the door opens, and the automatic light comes on in the genkan.
"Just a sec — gonna see where Mint is. Make yourself at home." Suguru tells you quickly, voice shaking as he shimmies out of his shoes, and then he disappears down the hall to find the mentioned cat.
Satoru hears the name 'Mint' and gets the idea of what Suguru said based on that.
He nimbly unlaces his Converse, and leans down to neatly tuck them into the corner of the genkan, purposefully next to your shoes.
Then he straightens his body out, and you two have a small comedic exchange as you both notice the height difference between you and him.
"Uh..." he looks down at you. "Water?" he asks after thinking for a moment.
Your heart lurches at his thoughtfulness. "Yes, please."
"Mhm." he hums self-consciously.
He wonders if his accent sounds weird to you. Suguru's reassured him plenty times in the past that it sounds cute and oddly British, but he doesn't really believe that.
Satoru leads the way into the kitchen, clicking the lights on as he goes. And you follow. Such a simple moment makes him feel fluttery.
And then you drink some water with him in the tiny, cramped kitchen that's much too small to accommodate two people. You wonder how Suguru and Satoru can stand in it at the same time if even you and Satoru can't manage it without bumping elbows. He chuckles apologetically.
Ah, the kitchen scene. What a movie scene it is between the two of you.
"Uhhh..." he seems to be skimming his mind for any piece of English vocabulary, getting nervous as you blink at him, waiting for him to speak.
He holds up one finger, then pulls his phone out of the pocket of his jeans. He's a very simple, yet stylish dresser; jeans and a white shirt that's much too big for him. He is truly so opposite to his best friend's fashion that it makes you smile to yourself. Suguru's quite showy with his style, and you can tell he puts a lot of effort into his hairbun, too. But Satoru? Messy hair, in fact so messy that it looks like bed hair even though he did especially brush it and style it for you.
"Okay..." Satoru mumbles, typing things into his phone. Then he gives it to you, and you look at the screen.
飛行は乱気流でしたか? Was the flight turbulent?
You type your response. He watches you. And oh how he watches you — he looks lovestruck. His eyes are full of wonder. His mind reads like poetry.
He reads your reply when you hand him back his phone.
It was. I realized that I hate airplanes. そうでした。私は飛行機が嫌いだということに気づきました。
He nods. "Scary."
"Yeah." you nod too.
Satoru hesitates.
He's still bitter that Suguru got a hug and he didn't; it's on his mind. He just wants to ask you, but a deep-rooted shyness holds him back.
That is, until you look up at him.
あなたは私を見上げようとしてとても頑張っています。かわいい。 You're trying so hard to look up at me. Cute.
His whole body buzzes with the desire to hug you. He's had dreams of meeting you in person, of hugging you, of kissing you.
The two of you feel your bodies naturally pull together, as if subconsciously desiring to embrace, so it just happens. It just happens.
And you hug and he thinks to himself;
これは私が今まで経験した中で最高の瞬間です。 This is the best moment I've ever experienced.
You can feel his heartbeat and he can feel yours. For a moment, the world around you becomes a dream; and you and Satoru are the only things that truly exist. Everything in the world except your love seems fake, unreal.
You hear him swallow like he's choking up. Then he sniffles a bit.
泣かないで。泣かないで。 Don't cry. Don't cry.
くそー、泣いちゃうよ。彼女はとても柔らかいです Damn, I'm gonna cry. She's so soft.
And you break away to laugh sympathetically, he feels a bit embarrassed.
He's crying so softly that it makes your heart lurch.
Your bodies aren't separate for long, because he dives right back in for another hug in an attempt to quench the thirst from deep within his desirous soul. This time he squeezes tighter; you can feel the tones of his torso and the firmness of his bicep muscles as they press against your sides.
He sniffles again, the sound makes your heart lurch again.
あなたに言いたいことがたくさんあるのですが、どうやって伝えればいいのか分かりません。 There are so many things I want to say to you, but I don't know how.
でも、このハグで私の感情を感じていただければ幸いです。 But, I hope you can feel my emotions in this hug.
And you can; that's how closely connected the two of you feel in that moment. You can feel the emotions radiating from him, permeating throughout the air and seeping into your skin.
You can feel that he likes you. And he can feel that you like him back. It's fascinating to you, because before him you've always been saying I love you and I like you and will you date me? to people, or been on the receiving end of those phrases. But those words are unnecessary for you and Satoru. In fact, they're futile.
If he would say I love you, it would just be an accessory to his already evident love.
Then a sudden embarrassment pries the two of you apart, and you both start giggling to cope with it.
"Sorry... a bit much?" he mutters, half-sure of what he's saying.
"No, not enough." you tell him. He kinda understands what you meant, and feels fluttery. His nose is reddened from crying. He quickly pats his tears off with the base of his hand.
It's like your bodies hate being apart now, you and him can tell by each other's body language. Now at least that's one language both of you became fluent in, despite only being in each other's company for a few hours.
He looks at you. And you flick your brows up and make a funny face, as if to ask him what he's looking at. And he looks away with a bashful laugh, as if to apologize.
The romantic tension is so thick in the air between you two that when Suguru comes back, he feels it hit him like a wave.
おお。さっきまで彼女と一緒にいたとき、世界の存在を忘れていた。 Oh. When I was with her just a moment ago, I forgot the existence of the world.
"That cat is a menace. A menace." Suguru complains.
"What happened?" you ask.
" 'Got scratched." he holds up his hand, showing off the Hello Kitty adhesive across his knuckles. "Anyways, It's late. Are you tired? Satoru's gonna sleep with me, and you can have his room. Unless you want my room. I dunno. You can choose."
"Ooh... I haven't seen your room now that I think about it, except for that one video of you two pillow fighting."
Satoru's already starting to feel a small bit of jealousy and frustration, because he has no idea what you two are talking about.
Suguru's quick to notice this, and translates with a quick tongue.
"Tell her my bed's comfier than yours." Satoru says smirkingly.
"Wow, rude — Satoru says my bed is comfier than his." Suguru lies, refraining from laughing at his own mischievousness.
"Ah, I don't care, I'll be grateful for any bed... ah, actually can I use the bathroom to freshen up a bit?"
"Like I said, make yourself at home."
"Thanks..." you smile.
So Suguru leads the way to the bathroom for you, and you lock yourself in there to freshen up for a while. You sniff your shirt and smile — you smell Satoru's subtle scent on it.
The boys are fussing over the bed situation.
"Don't we have an extra futon stuffed away somewhere, the one Shoko left here?" Satoru thinks out loud.
"Ohhh, you're right." Suguru nods, looking for it.
"Anyways you embarrassed me!" Satoru pouts.
"Haha, did I?" Suguru pulls out the futon from the tippy-top shelf.
"Yeah, earlier you showed off how good you can speak English." Satoru grumbles.
They're softly grunting as they ruffle blankets and pillows.
"Oh, I guess I did. Sorry." he admits, "gosh, maybe if you would have learned a little something in preparation for her visiting then — "
"I did learn stuff! I learned... how to write." Satoru interrupts defensively.
"But why didn't you learn some common phrases?"
"I don't like my accent when I speak, alright." Satoru admits, huffing as he dives into the bed, ruining the artful neatness that Suguru just put so much effort into creating
"Okay, fair enough — oh my god, why would you do that, are you twelve? Oh hey, Y/n." Suguru smiles. "Satoru ruined your bed."
"Oh — two futons? Am I sharing with you or Satoru?"
Satoru rears his head at you from the pillow, looking very cat-like right then with his fluffy white hair. You can tell he's struggling to stay awake as the hour pushes onto two in the morning. He hasn't stayed up this late since he had a video game addiction and played all night with Suguru. Keeping his eyes open was a grand feat.
"No, you get to have two futons." Suguru teases, "Princess treatment."
"Haha, shut up. Be serious."
"Well, you can share with whoever you want or Satoru and I can sleep here together. Whatever you're more comfortable with."
"Didn't you once complain that you hate sharing beds with people?" you giggle.
"Mmm, yeah, but I don't mind if it's with you. Satoru's a cuddler. He also kicks in his sleep."
"That's so cute — well, let's ask — ... hey, I think Satoru fell asleep. Satoru?"
And surely enough, Satoru is asleep; he fell asleep to the sound of your voice without meaning to.
"He's not used to staying awake this late." Suguru tells you, softening his voice so he doesn't wake the cat Satoru.
"That's so sweet. He's really so sweet." you tilt your head admiringly.
You and Suguru are just alone there together, gushing over how cute Satoru looks when he has his cheek squishing into a pillow and his lips pouty and puffy in that sleep-like manner.
A long, nice silence settles in the room. You admit to Suguru that you're feeling a bit too wired to sleep just yet.
"I can stay up with you."
"No, it's okay. You look tired, you should sleep."
"I just always look tired. The night is early, anyways. I usually brood until four in the morning, you know me."
You smile at him, and he has to look away before he swoons. There's a small tension between the two of you, but the both of you force yourselves to ignore it.
The two of you assume a comfortable position on the futons, chatting as if you're not emotional about the fact there's no screen separating the two of you.
"Satoru's never been an insomniac, but in the week leading up to your arrival, he couldn't sleep at all. We'd stand in the kitchen together at midnight, talking about all the things we planned to do when you got here. I've never seen him so excited in a long time... it's really heartwarming to see."
"Really?" you blink at Suguru. He side-eyes you for a prolonged moment, then looks at Satoru who continues to sleep indisturbedly.
"Yeah. You know, he's such an idiot, actually. Because I told him to learn some phrases and instead he learned how to write English."
"That's a start! I mean, look at me, I can barely say a damn thing..." you mutter with lighthearted shame.
"Maybe that doesn't matter at all... I mean, with the kind of chemistry you and Satoru share, there's not much need for words." Suguru says.
You feel your face warm up a bit when he says that. "What do you mean?"
He wiggles his brows. "Oh come on, you know what I mean. I could feeeeel the tension in the kitchen earlier."
"Huh!"
He smirks and begins to tease, "I've never seen two people flirt so much and yet use no words."
You chuckle shyly. "Really...?" you look fondly at Satoru, who's become more curled up by now, face half-hidden under the blanket.
There's a long silence. You're looking at Satoru. Suguru's looking at you as if spellbound. And then he snaps out of it, and reanimates himself.
"Anyways... we should probably get some good sleep if we wanna drag you around on a tour tomorrow. I want your first impression of my home to be how good the food tastes here."
"Ooh, a food tour around Tokyo? Sounds nice. Won't it be too hot tomorrow, though?"
"It'll be fine." he says surely, "Anyways, are you sure you'll sleep here with Satoru? Like I said, he's a cuddler. He will cuddle you in your sleep."
"It's okay. I don't mind." You giggle.
"M'kay, goodnight then."
"Mhm, see you tomorrow." you say, standing with Suguru.
"Wow." he suddenly exclaims when he looks at you.
"Hm?"
Suguru stops on his way out the door, he seems taken aback. "I can't believe you're actually right here. I'm so used to pressing a red button and you vanishing from my screen." he laughs in disbelief.
"Yeah, I'm still a bit in disbelief, too. I feel like I'm in a dream and not standing right in front of you."
Suguru smirks. "Mm... well."
He leans down to hug you, pressing your smaller body against his chest with a lovingness that you never envisioned he would possess.
"Have you ever tried to hug someone in a dream? It's pretty difficult." he jokes.
"N-no, haha." you chuckle nervously against his neck. He feels your laughter on his skin, and pulls away before he lets that tingly feeling spread across his chest.
"Goodnight." he murmurs.
"Goodnight." you mumble back.
You're glad when he disappears into his own room, because you felt like you were melting in his alluring presence. A boy as sultry as that requires you to take a breather.
Satoru draws your attention by letting out a sigh in his sleep. You head into the bed.
Though there's a distance between you two, somehow it closes, and Satoru rolls right over onto your futon.
Oh, he is indeed a cuddler, you think. You feel a warm arm suddenly hugging your waist as Satoru changes position, and you hear sleepy lip smacks; his face is very close. You can feel his sweet, warm breath on your face.
There's a comforting, human intimacy about sharing a bed with him. He's so gentle when he sleeps. His hair falls over his eyes, his lashes shudder as his eyes do that sleepy twitching thing.
He looks angelic.
You wonder what dreams he's having. And well, actually he's having dreams of kissing you. How coincidental that you were staring blinkingly at his pouty lips, wondering just how long it will take for the both of you to just — just kiss.
Roaming his features in the dark, you find aspects of his beauty that you never saw before through the screen. He's got a tiny scar above his eyebrow, that must be the one Suguru told you about — the one he got as a child when he fell out of a tree. You remember making a joke "but I thought cats always land on their feet?" and when Suguru translated that, Satoru laughed.
There's slight freckling under his eyes, and slight indents of eyebags stemming from the inner corner of his eye.
And yes, how could you not admire those lashes. They were more beautiful in person. You could count each one if you wanted to, that's how closely he slept to you.
Listening to his soft breaths nearly lulls you to sleep, but then he suddenly cuddles closer and whines in his dream.
Oh, that's close close, you think.
His torso is pressing completely against your side, his body melting into yours like it was made for you. Two puzzle pieces meant to fit together.
His leg comes over yours, and his muscular thigh nestles between your two thighs. It makes you aware of just how attractively long his legs are.
He completely entrapped you with his sleepy embrace.
The warmth of his gentle breathing tickles your cheek, and the tip of his nose slightly dents into your skin. Now that's when you fall asleep. When he's completely melted against you, snuggled up like a cat.
He stirs awake after a few hours of heavy sleep, and for a split second in that groggy wakeful mind fog, for some reason he thinks he's laying next to his wife. So he squeezes you tenderly and cuddles more affectionately.
Oops, he thinks, and pulls away a little out of embarrassment. But once he falls back into dream land, his body subconsciously goes right back in for those sleepy cuddles.
Now the morning dawns over, and you wake up to two bleary, blinking blue eyes right up close to your face...
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傳谷 英里香は、日本の女優。千葉県出身。KON-RUSH所属。女性アイドルグループ「ベイビーレイズJAPAN」のリーダーであった。 ウィキペディア
生まれ: 1995年11月2日 (年齢 29歳), 千葉県
映画: なれたら
身長: 158 cm
事務所: レプロエンタテインメント(-2022年7月); KON-RUSH(2022年11月-)
血液型: B
日本人の父とフィリピン人の母との間に生まれた。洗礼名はアンジェラ(Angela:イタリア語で天使の意味)。日本語の語順ではアンジェラ傳谷英里香となる。
スポーツ全般が得意。公式プロフィール記載の特技であるバスケットボールは小中の7年間部活に入部しており、中学生時代には副キャプテンを務めていた。同じ時期、水泳部、陸上部も掛け持ちしていた。スキューバダイビングは2017年夏に日帰りで資格を取得。
運動能力反射神経ともにメンバーの中ではずば抜けており、ベイビーレイズのメンバーと運動で争う企画では独壇場であった。
ピアノも幼少時より習っており、「第17回Japan Expo」のため渡仏した折には撮影で訪れたモンマルトルの丘にて両親の思い出の曲であるサザンオールスターズの「TSUNAMI」を演奏し、居合わせた現地の人や観光客の注目を集めた。
ベイビーレイズJAPAN結成以前はモデルまたはソロアーティスト志望であり、黒木メイサや安室奈美恵を目標としていた。このため結成当初はアイドル活動に全く乗り気では無く、自身のTwitterやブログなどで「元々アイドルというものが苦手でやりたくなかった。」とも語っていた。しかし、ベイビーレイズJAPANのメンバーとして活動していくにつれて「今は(アイドルが)好きです。ちゃんと言えます。」「前の自分に会ったら引っぱたきたいくらい全然違う世界だった。」と思うようになり、アイドルに対する考え方も変わっていったという。
ベイビーレイズ時代は「やるならとことん」を座右の銘としてことあるごとに明言しており、キャッチフレーズにもなり実際の行動規範ともしていた。
10代の間に体験しておきたいと、20歳の誕生日前に群馬県のみなかみバンジーでバンジージャンプを体験した。
ベイビーレイズ(JAPAN)時代はハーフと言うこともあり漢字が苦手キャラであったが、読書家であり実際はそれほど苦手ではない。自身の苗字の「傳」の字もバランスよく書きこなし、客観的には達筆の部類に入る。
『世界ふしぎ発見!』(TBS)の解答者として初めて出演した回を含め合計3度{2019年5月時点}もの全問正解のパーフェクト賞を獲得し、推理力・考察力に秀でた才女ぶりも披露している。
ロック音楽が好き。2017年1月に名古屋で共演してからSUPER BEAVERの大ファンとなり、1人でワンマンライブに参戦するほどである。女性シンガーでは阿部真央やあいみょんが好き で、ファンクラブイベントで彼女らの曲を歌唱披露したこともある。
読書好きであり、仕事の合間を縫って様々な本を読んでいる。哲学書や自己啓発本も好んで読む。小説も幅広く読むが、川村元気や住野よるの作品に造詣が深い。漫画はほとんど読まないが、ファッション関係の仕事に関心が強いこともあり、『ランウェイで笑って』は好きな作品であると表明している。
映画も非常に好きで、オフや仕事の空き時間を縫ってよく鑑賞する。幅広いジャンルを鑑賞するが、ドキュメンタリー物が好み。ファンイベントでは、おススメの映画として『グッド・ウィル・ハンティング/旅立ち』、『湯を沸かすほどの熱い愛』、『ワンダー 君は太陽』、『ルーム』、『君が生きた証』を挙げ、作品に対する熱い想いを大いに語った。
  
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最近数年、ヒップホップミュージシャンがよく私の外来に訪れます。大麻取締法で逮捕されたのを機に、弁護士さんから「治療プログラムに参加しなさい」と指示されてやってくるわけです。 ほぼ全員が20年あまりの長きにわたって毎日タバコ感覚で大麻を吸ってきた人たちです。いずれもこれといった健康被害もなく、よきミュージシャン、よき家庭人でした――大麻愛好家であることを除いては。 しかし、逮捕を機に生活を改め、それこそ20年ぶりに大麻なしの生活を始めます。大麻の場合、覚醒剤のような強烈な渇望感を自覚することもないので、みなさん、拍子抜けするほどあっさり断薬します。 ただ、周囲はかなり迷惑します。実際、家族から、「大麻をやめたのはよかったが、最近キレやすく、物忘れやなくし物が増えた。大麻の後遺症ではないか?」と相談されます。 しかし、よくよく話を聞いてみると、大麻使用以前からの問題であることが判明するわけです。たとえば、小学校時代は授業中に私語が多いとか、突然、教室内を歩き回ったり、教室から出て行ったりして、始終教師から注意されたり、親の呼び出しを受けたり、自分だけ教壇に横に机を置かれて授業を受けさせられたり、といったエピソードです。 つまり、大麻愛好家ラッパーの多くがADHDであり、どうやら大麻――それも特に「サティバ種」――にもまた、ADHD治療薬としての効能があるようなのです。 そこで、治療のなかで大麻の代わりにADHD治療薬を投与することがあります。もちろん、効果はあります。態度は穏やかになり、物事を落ち着いて判断できるようになります。 しかし、問題もあります。「治療しすぎてしまう」のです。ADHD治療薬を服用すると、多動を解消するついでに、ラッパー独特の手振り身振りが目立たなくなり、その人からラッパーっぽさが消えてしまいます。 それから、治療薬はADHD独特の「過集中」を改善してしまいます。大麻の場合には「過集中」を改善しないので、それを生かしてラップのリリック書きに没頭できます。ところが、治療薬の場合には変にまったりとしてしまい、あの、一気呵成にリリックを書き上げる勢いが失せてしまうようです。 誤解を怖れずにいうと、ヒップホップミュージシャンにとっての大麻とは、ADHDを治療しすぎずに「その人らしさ」を残す、という魔法の治療薬なのかもしれません。
「困った人」は「困っている人」――自己治療と重複障害(松本俊彦) – OHTABOOKSTAND
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