#ㅤꢾ꣒ mori my beloved

[hyuneskkami]

okay so girl, my bf's best friend lost his virginity to his gf of like a month (tho to be fair they have been friends for a decent time prior) ANYWAY

Im kinda scared that his best friend is gonna make comments about how I haven't put out for my bf yet, and how my bf is still a virgin bc of me 😢 and i'm even more scared my bf is gonna start rushing things bc he doesn't want to be left behind

Its not that I don't want to do that with him, I just want to wait for a chance to do it proper and romantic. I don't want it to be rushed or not as fun as it could be. It's a very big deal to me but I'm scared that seeming cool to his peers is more important to my bf.

I'm sure it's nothing and he is probably more than okay to wait, we've talked about how we both want it to be perfect before. But i'm still overthinking 😓😓 what do you think i should do?

wait people are losing their virginities at this age?? 😭 (not highly surprised but still kind of a shock to acc see it happen)

well your intimate relationship shouldn’t be your bf’s best friend’s business anyway (that wasn’t supposed to sound mean 😭 im so sorry 😭) and making those comments wouldn’t be good on his part, in like, general BUT I get where you’re going w this

ikik it’s literally something a person remembers forever, literally their entire LIFE

imo, i’ll just tell you what my bf and I discussed too: I think you guys should focus on studying and hanging out with friends you won’t meet after a few years and live out both of your teenage years to the absolute FULLEST first! since you’re both confident that you will always be with each other, you should sit down and actually talk about when you want to do it too. maybe in a few years when you’re 18 or maybe even a few years after that, maybe during your marriage, anything!

if both parties can come to a conclusion as to when you want it to happen, it’s truly gonna be something you’ll cherish forever <3

[hyuneskkami]

oh my GOD. just you wait. i’m daydreaming abt this rn and hopefully even write a fic.

can you give me another prompt for skz x f!reader fluff for my daydreams again PLS i love your prompts sm

(maybe hyunjin/lee know/chan)

i'll do hyunjin bc he is your bias

Imagine he's an artist who got comminsioned for your cousin's wedding. You have trouble w love so everybody is begging u to bring a date, so you lie and say rhw artist is ur date (w/o knowing its hyunjin) but he agrees to be your fakedate

Then yall fall in love 🤗

[hyuneskkami]

Which sounds best for a romcom style book?

The Love Curriculum

The Irresistible Equation

Crush Course

Teach Me to Love

Lessons in Love

I'm trying to think of what to call something, but idk which sounds the cutest. (If you need the story plot to decide lmk)

hi mlll <3

mmm crush course is calling out most to me idk why (and yes plss I wanna know the plot either way hehe)

[hyuneskkami]

when my bf makes me laugh 😁 but i'm on my period 😰

BRO I FEEL YOU 😭

[hyuneskkami]

I guess this could be it? I'm gonna do a bit more digging first

this makes sense but it also doesn’t (a little bit) idk 💀💀

GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME LOL my curiosity has been satisfied 🙂‍↔️

i love you sm my sweet angellllll THANKSKSKSK

[hyuneskkami]

The impact of social media in a historical lense

How social media works & brief history behind it

First hand accounts of history (journals, newspapers etc)

A prediction for how we can use social media in the future

How social media is somehow both more and less biased

Propaganda through social media

Why romcoms don't hit like they used to

Dating scene totally sucks (dating apps, talking stages, sucky people)

We can't relate to the average romcom

Nostalgia plays a factor

Generative AI versus Analytical AI: What's the difference?

The creation of AI, and why it was created

Analytical AI: using it to do important math, predict breast cancer early, nd other things. Why its g9od

Generative AI: definition, chatgpt, stories, and cheating for school. Why its bad.

Explaining why people should try to be original even if its harder

Essay ideas i might do cuz im bored. Ugh i wanna be so cutie and write essays but i feel like im not good at articulating myself enough. Anyway if you can think of more key points thay would be so cutie. Omg or if you have essay ideas (not for me to steal ofc hst to listen)

omgggg I sooo wanna read all three of these ☝️☝️

also dw your first draft doesn’t even have to be perfect, it js needs to have words in them so 🤷‍♀️

and ooh do you want essay ideas on stuff you can research? bc like research essays are sooo cool

you can try the obvious ones like big bang theory, or maybe how the covid pandemic occurring changed 2019-teenagers lives and how 2025-teenagers are slowly going back to being kids like it used to be before covid (like journalling, hanging out at parks with friends more often, getting off phones and playing irl games instead, etc.)

feel free to write any of them tho omg it’s not stealing if I beg you to write it 🙏🙏

[hyuneskkami]

i got really sad last night because as I do, so I was like sobbing my eyes out and my boyfriend got scared i was gonna commit but my phone shut off before i could tell him i wasn't going to 😭

he's asleep rn i think, but hopefully he'll wake up soon and see my messages

omfg no 😭 (ARE YOU FEELING BETTER NOW THO)

omfg i would be shit scared if I was him 😭

[hyuneskkami]

i genuinely hate being wrong LOL i refuse to agree that ball cramps are worse than period cramps bc it genuinely cannot be true

Even just talking pain to pain (like if period cramps lasted as long as ball cramps) i think the most is that they might be equal. otherwise i think the average period cramps could beat ball cramps

REAL

it’s just not factually the right vibe to say ball cramps hurt more

[hyuneskkami]

I feel like im unhealthily attached to my boyfriend 😢 I feel like I'm codependent or smth. He might go to England over the summer for two weeks or more 😭😭 and there is absolutely zero chance I could go with him so I'm gonna be miserable. My mom suggested we have our vacation the same time he is on his, but I genuinely can't see myself enjoying life while he is physically so far away. I can exist fine when he's close and I know I'll see him like the next day but he'll be in ENGLAND A WHOLE OTHER TIME ZONE FAR AWAY. I don't want to complain to him so he doesn't feel guilty and I feel sort of stupid for being this attached to him, like I should be able to experience happiness without him but ☹️ I'm gonna be depressed. Like this totally fucking blows and I'm gonna cry if I think about it for any longer. Sorry for the rant 😭

first off, don’t apologise at all my babyyy ):

it’s so valid to miss him like crazy esp since he’s gonna be gone for that long and that far away!! I totally understand where you’re coming from, so no, it’s not unhealthy at all for you to be so attached to him.

if anything, it literally proves how much you feel for him, yk?

I hope you guys will be able to facetime everyday and still manage to talk!!

you can always text me about it too <3

plus, this means him and I will be on the same timezone! so whenever you see me online, you’ll know it’s an okay time to text him or talk to him to hehe (without having to look up the timezone)

trust me, you should tell him how much you miss him everyday. it’s def going to let him appreciate your presence completely. it’s so normal to miss someone you like so much!

I haven’t gone 5 years without seeing my now-bf everyday, but from next year, we don’t know where we’ll be going off to study for higher studies so, i’ll probably be in the same boat as you now lol

anyway. do not cry, my sweet angelllll <3333 he’ll be gone and back in like a millisecond if you guys are like texting or facetiming everyday, trust me!!

meanwhile maybe, ik it’s def different but, try to utilise this time to spend extra time w your parents or siblings or other family as well (:

ik yall got this tho bc you guys are so perfect for each other AND he will def understand if you tell him how much you’re gonna miss him everyday <3

[hyuneskkami]

I started writing my first ever video essay! (Well I might turn it into a video essay idk yet) anyway i would love some feedback :) also this is a very rough draft so there is probably quite a few mistakes LOL

hold on. YOU ATE THAT UPPPP 🤭💪

there’s literally no actual feedback in me to give because it’s genuinely so good lol,, I really loved how you put the truth out there ngl. like, no censor, no sugar-coating it, just the straight up truth how it is.

this is such a good topic for a video essay too!! I hope it turns out exactly how you want it to be, if not better hehe 🫶🫶

[hyuneskkami]

oh right girl i wanted to lwk explain the whole i gave my bf a boner bc it was mad embarrassing 😭

okay so basically i was sleeping on him while we were on the bus, and according to him my hand like drifted down and touched his crotch. so then he got hard yk, i woke up and felt something poking me but i was tired and didn't fully realizing what was happening SO I LITERALLY PALMED IT AND SQUEEZED IT WHILE BEING LIKE "what is that?"

uhh its okay bc we talked it out and he's not upset or anything but like OMG I CANNOT BELIEVE I LITERALLY TOUCHED IT SO LIKE FULLY 😭💀

LMAO LMAO IM CACKLING LMAOOOO MORI PLSSS 😭😭

[hyuneskkami]

🐱🐱

MODERATELY INTIMIDATING???? WE’RE MARRIED????

[hyuneskkami]

My friend replied to me!! she said she's been wanting to reach out too but didn't know if it would be a bother so i'm hoping we can go back to talking 😁

YAYAYYYY

that’s so good omgg i hope you guys become very good friends again!

[hyuneskkami]

i decided to message my childhood friend so hopefully we can reconnect now that we've both hopefully gotten past the social anxiety

omgggg!! that’s amazing <3 all the best!

they’re gonna love being friends w you again <33

[hyuneskkami]

how are you queen? i wasn't feeling well so i skipped school lol

im goodddd! i’m happier than usual because after nearly a year, i resumed reading books again!!!!

wait nooo what happened tho ):

[hyuneskkami]

omg i almost forgot to tell u but im pretty sure my irl friend is gonna try to get tumblr! i jst need to help her set up an account (& pray she doesn't stumble across the porn in tags 😭)

omggg is she the skz friend (im praying it is) YAYAYAY hope I can be mooties w her soon 🤭🫶

(hdjsjdh ewewewww I hope not 😭)