#〚 ★ 〛 — 𝒅𝒂𝒔𝒉 𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒆𝒔

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Muse Dating Service

"...Impossible-"

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How Attractive Are You From 1-100?

"Well... I do have a Pyro Vision-"

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𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐄.

Share at least 5 songs that you associate with or remind you of your muse!

Devotion - AmaLee

Hello My Old Heart - The Oh Hellos

Losing My Religion - Boyce Avenue Cover

Achilles Come Down - Gang Of Youths

If I Had A Heart (Old Norse version) - Colm McGuinness Cover

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What's your energy?

"...Excuse me what-"

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Muse Dating Service

"As you should~"

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what type of soul would you have?

Solitary Soul.

You have acquired the Solitary soul. while everyone belonged everywhere and to someone else, you did not. you belong nowhere. you belong to nobody. the only thing ever coming close is the way you haunt yourself. those pinprick whispers telling you that you're filthy. unloved. alone. you've gotten real crafty at how you can ignore it. but when you listen really close to that faint whisper you realize that it's not your voice. it's somebody else's. is it your father or some sort of sick joke. regardless a dog is a dog is a dog. and a father will be a father until you take your very last breath. you learned to wield a weapon before you learnt how to lick your own wounds. and you wouldn't want to anyway. but a life lived lonely is not one even at all. and maybe it's not your fault. it definitely isn't. but two lonely people don't make company. its just two lonely people together. to be torn apart is the cruel gift of loneliness. you do not have to live your life in solitary. you will find companions. you will let go of that ghost. you will feel your heart beating in your chest again. (i love you) You share a soul type with Levi.

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once you're stripped clean, what's at your core?

cauterizing rage

the house has burned around you, and you’re the only one left standing. is it gratifying to be the survivor? fear and anger are weapons in your capable hands, used only to serve your agenda of fighting back when deemed necessary. you're a powerful person, built from the ashes of your despair and your family's mistakes. with time, you'll bloom into someone softer, like the full blossoms that grow each spring and wither away with the leaves in fall. they won't disappear if you take your eyes off of them. you're enough.

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What form of love do you embody?

love as tenderness

[ love as gentleness after a lifetime of cruelty ] when ocean vuong said "sometimes being offered tenderness feels like the very proof that you've been ruined" and when pablo neruda said "like a jar you housed the infinite tenderness and the infinite oblivion shattered you like a jar" and when anais mitchell wrote "all i've ever known is how to hold my own, and now i wanna hold you, too”

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Tagging: @stxrsfxte @dutybcrne @museheavn & anyone else can steal it~

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which rage language are you

men, raise the drawbridge

when you're angry, all your defenses go up. the unfortunate person or thing that managed to piss you off is suddenly talking to a wall. On the inside, you're screaming and crying and cussing them out, but somehow you can't express it. you're blank. emotionless. to anyone's knowledge, you could be zoning out of a lecture. because of this, it's hard to express how you're feeling when the person asks for your thoughts. you've choked your feelings down, and they won't come back up.

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What's your energy?

"...I wouldn't say 'chaotic'-"

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What's your energy?

"...Oh- Well then..." He's speechless, honestly.

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what body part are you?

Teeth

To tear, to rip, to eat, to devour. You’ve only barked and attacked your whole life, bitten and torn at the hands that approached you, unable to tell if they were going to feed you or hurt you. Not uncommon for someone who has endured what you have. Sometimes they can turn in on yourself, biting and tearing flesh at every crevice of your being until you can find what’s underneath, to truly know who you are. But you won’t. Teeth always rot and fall out, and when that day comes, you will be weak and defenseless, muzzled and useless. So while you can, look to the cameras and give us a big smile.

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 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒅𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒗𝒊𝒆𝒘 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆?

devotional

to love is to kneel. to give your all in hopes of even a glance. to sit pretty with glistening eyes wishing that it is enough. to be a sacrificial lamb to the divine, your love. pliant beneath holy hands that wash away the sin that taints you whole.

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let me assign you an affection language

a knife called grief

You have left your house, you have left those people behind, but what are you going to do about the memories which have taken root in you? You can run but not without them. You want someone to sit with you on this cool marble floor while the sun burns everything. You want them to cut your rotten heart and theirs too. You want to sit with it in front of you, let them see you with all your flaws, which haven’t been your fault but you have been made to believe so, and you want them to love you anyways. Because you know you’d do that for them.

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How pure are you?

"...Inaccurate."

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What type of villain are you?

For the Greater Good

Perhaps you do not believe what you are doing can truly be classified as evil. Perhaps some people will be hurt from the immediate consequences of your actions, but what the masses fail to see is the immense good that will come of your plans. Maybe you act in the name of science, or for your people who have fallen on great tragedy. Maybe you see cracks in a failing system and want to uproot it through chaotic, destructive means to avoid greater tragedy down the line. Maybe you're just in with a bad crowd, but you can't leave them, no matter how unsavory their intentions, because they're your only ticket to your ultimate goals. No matter what, your goals are noble, and you take no joy in wreaking havoc or hurting those in your way, but the evils you partake in are necessary. If you need to play the bad guy to ensure a better future, then you are willing to play that part.