#【ＨＩＭＩＫＯ】ʀᴀᴛʜᴇʀ ʟᴏꜱᴇ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴍʏ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ

[imxaxmage]

          “Y’know what I think...Anyone who wants ta keep ‘virgin talk’ private...” LONG PAUSE FOR SUSPENSE — “Is probably a virgin.”

[wxrldlyreflectixns]

          “Go on. You can tell me.” Rare bout of COMPASSION wasn’t gonna continue for very long. They’d better appreciate it while it lasts. (Was even a tiny smile tugging at the corner of her lips). Helping people was EXHAUSTING. Himiko wasn’t the type to play therapist --- But just this once; “I’m a good listener cuz my ears are clean. Once, I cleaned them so hard they BLED.” (Was that something to be so proud of?)

[imxaxmage]

@upbeatpianist​ | THIS MEME

         “Nyeeeeeeh...” Heavy-lidded eyes leisurely made their way toward her thrall turned...WHATEVER. They hadn’t put a label on it yet, but the declarations of love & that ring around Kaede’s finger, sure did SAY A LOT. “What am I s’posed ta do about it...?” Himiko had been so absorbed in the latest episode of; ‘Attitudes and Feelings, Both Desirable and Sometimes Seductive,’ that she’d NEARLY FORGOT the other girl was laying in bed with her. Really wasn’t anything personal. That was just how the mage got when it came to her shows. She only had the brainpower to focus on one thing at a time, & when she was watching them? THEY CONSUMED HER. “It’s my job ta keep you from getting bored now? Geez. What a pain...” 

[imxaxmage]

@toxkeepxbreathing​

Send my character a ★ and I’ll bold everything they feel toward your character. (Italics means it easily could be possible / Strikes not at all / Bold & Strike together means it’s true BUT Himiko won’t admit it.)

I like you // I love you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family // I dislike you // I hate you // I’d kill you if I got the chance // I want you to like me // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I pity you // I respect you // I trust you // I feel protective of you // I’d invite you with me to parties // I’d lend you my money // I’d borrow your money // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you // You’re fun // You’re boring // I’m upset with you // You’re nice // You’re mean // I’m envious of you // You’re smart // You’re stupid // I look up to you // I think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better

[imxaxmage]

          “Nyeh...? C-Can someone tell me why Tenko always drools like crazy when she takes me ta the bathroom...I-Is that normal...?” 

[imxaxmage]

          “Nyeh...? I don’t get it...” Just like with MOST of Miu’s inventions.  ( Though, she did have a soft spot for the ones that let you do stuff while sleeping )  “Why would anyone wanna decorate the Christmas tree with lights that make you cum if you look at ‘em...? Wouldn’t that just make things really weird for Santa...?” There was no hint of humor or a blush on cheeks. ONLY CONCERN. 

[imxaxmage]

@ibukiiiiiiii​ | Cont. X.

          “Nyeeeh...” For Ibuki, this mighta seemed like it came outta nowhere, but this had been WEIGHING on the mage’s mind & soul for a while... It wasn’t that she hated her or anything... She hoped they could stay friends... There was just something about their current dynamic that TERRIFIED & CONFUSED Himiko --- “W-We are fine...I guess...?” Tone reeked of uncertainty. In a lotta ways, the two of them were GREAT. She just didn’t know what they were... & She didn’t like ambiguity of it all...

          Small hands balled up in her skirt --- KNUCKLES GONE WHITE --- “I-I just...Think...If we keep going like this...I’m gonna...Break...C-Cuz...I don’t even know what we are...And...” Why was she getting like this? It was pathetic. Himiko had never had problems in the past with this sorta thing. She’d had thralls; Which she used for sex & nothing more. What was the difference? Oh yeah, those STUPID FEELINGS... “Nnnn...I-If you wanna talk about it...We can...” She wasn’t the type to walk out on someone she cared about. (She didn’t wanna be like her dad -- She was just scared).

[imxaxmage]

@ibukiiiiiiii​ | Cont. X.

          BLINK. BLINK. BLINK. --- Himiko stood, still as a statue, blank stare fixed intently on her friend. Floor was covered in empty bottles. Stale air REEKED of liquor. (Reminded her of her childhood...) --- “Nyeh...Why does that sound like a lie...?” It was in her nature to trust those she cared about. & Ibuki was quickly becoming one of those people. So, all she could really do, was TAKE HER WORD. “I...Can’t wait to hear the song...I guess...” There was just a smidge of doubt in her tone --- It was clear that Himiko wasn’t completely buying the story. But, she didn’t have the energy to dispute it anyway. “It smells gross...” Dropping her gaze, the scrawny mage crossed the room & took a seat on the sofa. Nearly TRIPPING OVER one of the many bottles. “I’ve never drank before...Is it really that...Interesting...?” 

[imxaxmage]

@toxkeepxbreathing​  | FRIENDS OR MORE MEME

          “Nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh....” Dainty digits anxiously picked at the golden buttons of her blazer. FIDGETY FEET turned inward. Pointed-toes grinding together. Body trembling. Heart hammering. Why was Angie bringing this up now...? After all the time that passed since that...HUMILIATING & EXHILARATING NIGHT? (Was it cuz she’d caught her & Miu making out?) — “I wouldn’t forget something like that...You know...? You were my first kiss...That’s kinda a big deal...” The artist had taught her how to kiss & Himiko would always be GRATEFUL for that. It was cuz of that, she could kiss Miu with any semblance of confidence. Was that what Angie was reminding her of...? Telling her that she should be INDEBTED? Was she gonna have to give handsome Atua extra blood this week...? (She was already dizzy). “I’ve thought about our kisses...Lotsa times...” That was the truth. Often while she was locked in her bedroom, tights bunched up around ankles, & hand shoved beneath her— “A-Are you mad at me...?” 

[imxaxmage]

@toxkeepxbreathing​

Send me “Smash or Pass” + a name and my muse will answer with 100% honesty.

          “Nyeh...? Like I’d EVER smash Angie...” Little MISCHIEVOUS SMIRK tugging at lips, was quick to give Himiko away — She was just trying to tease them a little bit. Cuz it sounded like they were SO SURE of the answer before even asking. (Was it really so obvious she was playing for the other team & had a huge crush on Angie?) — “Is what a DUMB person would say. Anyone with eyes...And a brain...Would smash Angie. Don’t ask stupid questions.”

[imxaxmage]

@toxkeepxbreathing​ | To Emily

(  sms.   emily )  Nyeh? (  sms.   emily )  Just had hot pot with Tenko n Angie 🤢 (  sms.   emily )  Prolly gonna watch an ep of  Attitudes and Feelings, Both Desirable and Sometimes Seductive. (  sms.   emily )  Then I’m gonna go ta bed n replenish my mana. (  sms.   emily )  ....... (  sms.   emily )  Unless...U need me for something...?

[imxaxmage]

@toxkeepxbreathing​ | JEALOUSY MEME

           ＢＬＩＮＫ．ＢＬＩＮＫ．ＢＬＩＮＫ．—  Mental gears were sputtering & jamming up. Slow-minded mage couldn’t begin to comprehend where this was coming from. The thought of two people fighting over someone like HER seemed a foreign concept. Ironic, considering Angie & Tenko were constantly doing just that. (She hadn’t even noticed) — “Nyeeeh...? You don’t want me talking to them again...?” She repeated the words aloud, as if to DIGEST THEM. A bad habit of hers. Sometimes she could hold an entire conversation with someone & offer nothing but repeated statements. “Like...Ever...? That’s gonna be tough...” They were sorta TRAPPED in the academy together. “Are you jealous or something...? You’re kinda acting like it...” She’d seen girls get this way on daily soap operas when the boys they liked flirted with other people. But Himiko hadn’t been flirting with Miu. It wasn’t HER FAULT that every word outta the blonde’s mouth was sexual & vulgar & gross. “Nyeh...Miu’s just like that...I don’t even get what she said...” (She rarely did). 

[imxaxmage]

@snowthefirst​ | FROM HERE

          “Nyeh...?” ---  SOFT WHINE when her best friend embraced her in those strong, protective arms. (Too strong...It kinda hurt...) --- For just a second, Himiko allowed herself to ENJOY the contact. To relish in the warmth & safety. Teeniest smile tugging at the corner of lips & a light pink blush painting pale cheeks. She was QUICK to kick away those unwanted feelings. Expression reverting to the typical cold, blank, & indifferent. “Geez...” Body went LIMP & HEAVY. If Tenko wasn’t literally holding her up at this point, she’d CRUMBLE to the ground. “You aren’t gonna flip me again, right...? Cuz my back still hurts from last time...”

[imxaxmage]

          “Nyeh...So many thralls...How will a cute and ordinary girl, with magic, like me, keep up...?” DEVILISH SMIRK is tugging lightly at lips.

[imxaxmage]

        “Nyeeeh...So...Who’s gonna PET ME...? Cuz I’m cute...And deserve pets...”

[imxaxmage]

@toxkeepxbreathing​

                                                        "ＧＲＯＳＳ．．．"