#【♔】 ║ ❛ a rest from royal duties ⊰ ooc ⊱

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like this for a thread, if you are multimuse pls specify muse., i do have a ( albeit small ) wishlist tag if you wanna peruse instead: x

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Triggering content, suicidal thoughts talk:

As you all know, I struggle with mental health. Unfortunately, I have hit a particularly rough spot to where I am back doing an outpatient program for my suicidal thoughts. I am doing all I can to get the help I need. This program is 5 days a week for 6 hours a day for 3 weeks. On top of seeing my regular therapist. I am doing all I can to keep my thoughts just thoughts and not actions though, to be transparent with you all, I did have plans and intent hence why they wanted me inpatient, but I assured them I have a safety plan in place and that I felt safe going home.

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TAG MUTUALS YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW BETTER

FAVORITE COLOR(S): all the blues :3 FAVORITE FLAVORS(S): any sort of baked sweet. FAVORITE MUSIC: anything that suits my mood tbh. i can go from sultry to cutthroat in the same playlist. FAVORITE MOVIE(S): cinderella, almost any rendition of it. FAVORITE SERIES: the borgias, the white queen, reign, any historical drama tbh LAST SONG: Curiosity - Bryce Savage LAST SERIES: My Happy Marriage. LAST MOVIE: Just watch Elemental witfh my mom actually. CURRENTLY READING: ACOTAR CURRENTLY WATCHING: The Gilded Age!!!! CURRENTLY WORKING ON: finding a theme i can afford for attina.....

tagged by: @rapunzael tagging: as always, everyone! i wanna know about you! tag me so i can read about you ♥

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guys, guys!! i made a gif!!!!! its a little slow, i'll have to fix that but i am so proud of myself ;_;

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so @firstsorrow and i came up with an au for our muses but instead of having an npc as attina's betrothed i wondered if anyone would like to join us?? its set in renaissance italy where attina's father is king of Naples. i can send the bio i wrote up to see if you'd like to join us

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what do you guys think?? animated modern Attina on left and Disney Mermaid Attina on right.

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Got my new glasses in!

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Hey everyone, just wanted you all to know I am alive. I had a few bad fainting spells the last few days that left me very fatigued. i'm still kinda exhausted but i am here. today will be an icon making day but i am available for memes and the likes. i will be posting a shipping and plotting call here soon.i just wanted to update everyone ♥

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nails are done!!

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whenever i reblog something sinful, all i can thinkis attina telling her family to close their eyes XD

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im sorry for the absence, been dealing with health stuff :/

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so i wrote my Supernatural AU Bio:

Sirens, bird-like women who lure men t their deaths, have long been romanticized. Only those with proper knowledge know they actually exist. Preying on those who would devote themselves to the Siren, even if it caused death, Sirens take pleasure in tormenting their victims until they become bored with their playthings. Not all sirens were like that, abhorred by the monsters they were they went to the oceans. Drawn to the waters and there they made a pact with the god, Poseidon. In their efforts to populate his oceans and protect them he would alter their bodies and instincts. No longer scary monsters, they were beautiful half-fish half-human mystical creatures known today as mermaids. They were kinder, sweeter than their original counterparts, and unearthly beautiful. Unfortunately, their efforts to bring humans to the sea rebounded on them as many of them chose to drown than change into what they considered monsters. As much as they had tried to get away from being what they were, they were once again labeled the very thing they ran from. And now, they were hunted. It was said eating the flesh of a mermaid gave you beauty and immortality and powers along with the memories of the mermaid. Memories of where they hid their treasures. Mermaids love anything shiny or sentimental and welcome such transactions when dealing with wishes. Their caves are filled with riches beyond measure that would make any human weep. Despite the animosity between humans and merfolk, they have been known to save humans with their kisses, giving the human the power to breathe underwater for a period of time. They were, also, hunted for their tears as they turned into pearls. Eventually they were given the power to transform into humans, better to hide amongst the humans and convince them of the sea. Unfortunately, mermaids can’t be out of eater for long otherwise their skin begins to flake off, they lose their ability to talk, and they lose their powers. For each mermaid those powers vary but all mermaids can swim fast, breathe underwater in either the mermaid or human forms, change their forms, enchant with their voices, and communicate telepathically. For Attina she inherited her father’s gift for controlling the weather, it’s worse when she is sick as she has no control over it. Her voice, paired with her harp can be deadly though she often uses it to soothe a crowd when it becomes anxious. She’s known to use it when at parties for her father’s political campaigns. She can control water and heat it, which is useful for her as she prefers to swim in warm water. By mermaid’s standards she is 24 though by a human’s she is 600. Every 25 human years is equal to 1 merfolk year. A college student on the surface world, she desperately wants to pursue music with her harp, to perform in concerts and be known for her own work than being the daughter of the political animal her father has become. Governor of their state to which her father wishes for her to become like him and be mayor of their city. So, she takes classes for both as she knows she’d never be able to withstand a place if she didn’t do something she loved. Little does she know it is because her father is preparing his eldest daughter to become part of the underground families that run the city. He trusts none other than his own family and the competence his eldest has shown in handling her grades and sisters tells him she would be the perfect pick.

what do you think??

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okies, someone help me pls, how do i use the new text editor instead of the legacy one, i can't delet onld reblogs....

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i got home at 11pm last night. everything looked good so they didn't see a need to keep me overnight. today i had an appointment with my new med management doctor and had some bloodwork done for my new PCP. i have an audiology appointment thursday for the vibrations i'm feeling in my ears. so here's to hoping everything goes well.

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In the hospital…

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been MIA cause my boyfriend has been in a lot of pain so i've been taking care of him. i have everything drafted right now and i am hoping to be here wednesday as i have to watch my nieces monday and i have 2 doctor appointments tuesday. i have just one wednesday so i shouldn't be too tired after it.