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18 , 6 & 4

18. are there any AU’s you’d like to explore but haven’t had the chance to yet?

!!! ironically, my mundane aus. they may seem boring compared to all the fun and intense ones i have, but i really like them. her general one is on my doc, but i also have one where delilah managed to escape with jezebel and is raising her in the louisiana bayou.

6. OTP for your muse?

i don't really have a one true pairing as it stands - like i've mentioned in my rules, i do hope to have a main ship i can do stuff with one day, but that hasn't happened yet, so - !

buuut. within her canon, she gets married to a man named giovanni and they're great together. a very nice non-canon bulletproof verse ship is her and my fiance's oc, a nephilim named jessie.

as far as writing goes, micki's tim ( @birburger ), mouse's emil ( @theirwatchdog ) and fiona's sephiroth ( @godcell ) have been on my mind a lot lately! lots of development went into these dynamics and i'm quite happy with them.

if we want to get the teeniest bit cringe, i can share some of the oc/canon ships i like in theory ( canon mutuals please do not perceive this as me wanting to push this ship onto you, i'm actually quite picky since these ships already exist in my head ): vashbel ( trigun ), stephbel ( dc comics ), tuckerbel and texbel ( red vs. blue ) and evebel ( killing eve ).

4. favourite thing about roleplaying?

meeting people. screaming about jezebel to people who wanna listen, word vomiting about dynamics, especially when it's 50% actual discussion and 50% excited keysmashing.

[ingridgabriela87]

#MiercolesDeMigrantes y The Lost Decade in the Global War on Drugs

The pass 28 of January, I attend to the Graduate Institute here in Geneva to a conference that, as a Mexican now living in the area, studying international security, this event really got my interest, also one of my favorite speakers was part of the panel.

The event was “The Lost Decade in the Global War on Drugs” and it was organized by the Graduate Institute (IHEID) in partnership with the Global Commission on Drug Policy (GCDP) with the support of Le Temps and the International Drug Policy Consortium (IDPC).

The main objective of the conference was to deliver few main points about the shadow report – an accountability document conformed by the joined effort from NGO and civil society that keeps the track and record from the original institutional agreement - form the IDCP. Also, this conference marks the preparation for the 62° Commission of the Narcotic Drugs, this year, from the 18 to 22 of March in Vienna, Austria. From the agreements of that conference parties (States and Non-States actors) are going to plan coming years strategies to implement.

The speaker in this order where Philippe Burrin – Director of the Graduate Institute of International and Development Studie, Valentin Zellweger – Permanent represent for the Permanent Mission of Switzerland to the UN and other international Organisation in Geneva Mariângela Simão, Assistant Director-General, World Health Organisation Ann Fordham - Executive Director, International Drug Policy Consortium, Helen Clark -  Former Prime Minister of New Zealand and former Administrator of the United Nations Development Programme, Member of the Global Commission on Drug Policy, Ann Fordham - Executive Director, International Drug Policy Consortium, Mohammad-Mahmoud Ould Mohamedou - Professor, International History, the Graduate Institute, Geneva, Anya Sarang, President, Andrey Rylkov Foundation.

What I took note from was the following:

The Opening words.

Human development indicators matter and must be considered, especially when they are related to drug issues.

Geneva is a center that has the commitment to get the actors together to solve world problems, Vienna is a city that also collaborates closely with Geneva to solve drug and organized crime topics.

Prevention treatment and law enforcement to protect the patients are what really matters. Opening drugs in swiss give us lest deaths and reduce the cases of HIV.

Patients are no longer criminals this is a liberal approach. The inclusive approached should keep taking into consideration is essential to continue this dialogue

Mariangela Simao –

Public health needs to adapt, people should not die before their time and this is the case of more than five hundreds of people who lost their lives because of TB. Hepatitis and HIV, stats should be preventing not punishing!

Access to paid medication is important, especially in development word that is speaking in pain release. The war on drugs in the lost decade has helped to know now what doesn’t work. Information and data for this period show evidence that the state should be using.

Members states should address the 2030 agenda, in agreement of drug policy there is a lot of space that still need to do, human rights should be taking into consideration. WHO has developed a report with three pillars.

Ann Fordham.

Public policy should consider the impact for population, this shadow reports represent the improvements, and how does implementing this goal are contributing to improving sustainable development goals.

Opium and coca are increasing on their demand, the number of people is using more drugs, money laundry is decreasing, extrajudicial killings and incarceration are affecting women’s. Of course, torture is increasing especially in northeast Asia.

Helen Clark.

Elimination of the production trade of the use of any substance that it is considering to be illegal brings unattended consequences that include the creation of more legal and profitable market and mass incarceration, with a high index of HIV and TB, with many deaths and violence.

The SDG 2030 agenda could help to change the course, one example is Canada where cultivation, production, and trafficking are necessary to tackle the collateral damage. Member states and non-states actors must develop more innovative and solid public policies strategies.  

Drugs can be regulated, and the state should take a reasonable path.

We compelled the state not to repeat this lost decade and do something about this situation.

Human rights must include the marginalized population.

Mohammad Mahmoud Ould Mohamedou –  This is the speaker that I was so thrilled to hear, he is part of the West Africa Commission on Drugs and he helps to build the report.

In this lost decade, we have learned, the transversal and transnational have to be applying in building policy, especially to those regions who need the political consensus, the rest of the world also matters.

The word “war” is not necessarily related to a good concept, we relate the martial and military perspective in this word. We need to include new terminology.  

The notion of consumption, the transhipping and the development of policy-making throw development.

Synectic drugs on a regional level should be a public health problem. Is standing in the metalevel of development throw social growing. The notion of corruption in the synthase to be measure with the capabilities.

Develop standards with indicators is important, new models of drugs laws for West Africa was developed and was launched in Dakar

Anya Sarang

Russia is one of the three countries in the world with more TB and VIH, due to incarceration, for not violent drug offenses. Developing drug dependency is the trigger to and other life. Psychological violence is used against a patient.

The treatment for HIV is forbidden in Russia, government threat addicts especially women, the rehabilitation is not being a success. 

Relating this topic with Mexico and immigration, the country is the main actor, that helps to develop an equation where location and violence can play a major role, something like this.

According to the Shadow report from IDPC, in México since 2006 that the federal government launched a militarised war on drugs (followed by past and current administration) has resulted in over 15,000 deaths associated with the drug trade and more than 32,000 disappearances[1]. Relating that information with the numbers by Mexico’s National Institute of Statistics and Geography (INEGI), in 2016 around 53% of the women were jailed for health-related crimes, in particular, drug trafficking.

The numbers of prison population rate (per 100,000 of the national population) is 164 that compared to 2014 numbers, prisons population has level down to 18% less, now about the incarceration system in relation to penalties related to drugs, homicides in Mexico rose by 16% in the first half of 2018, as the country again broke its own records for violence[2].

Now speaking only in the legal-judicial area, since the “new” judicial criminal system came into practice, police and federal attorneys have more responsibility to prove crimes (and properly integrate their file respecting human rights) giving the possibility to suspects to wait for their trials in freedom (of course, the judge has to evaluate if it’s a felony and if it's the first time, with many other tests)

According to one of the main conclusions of the shadow report from the (IDCP) says, the commitments and targets set in 2019 in the Political Declaration and Plan of Action on Drugs, , have not been achieved[3], for me the most interesting part of the report is Part 3, that focus on what to do next, especially this first attempt to timeline the goals, and end punitive approaches putting population and communities first.

In that part of the report and also in the conference at The Graduate Institute, the panel made a lot of emphasis on three main things:

Global governance has to be put into practice their strategy followed by accountability and actions collateral plans in case of not reaching the commitments.

Users should be seeing as patients, not as delinquents

Facts, statistics from many parts of the world shows that is better to label budget in improving the prevention and health system that in a punitive system and violent law enforcement.  

Finally, this type of vision, for the new administration in México with the outgoing discussion of the “new” National Guard should be considering this type of information, rather than keep the violent path.

If you have any comments feel free to contact me also, if you are interested in the topic please follow the links in the publication and here is one podcast related to the topic.

[1] Numbers updated to 2017, that the shadow report to concluded.

[2] The Guardian, “Mexico: homicides up 16% in 2018, breaking own records for violence”,  https://www.theguardian.com/world/2018/jul/23/mexico-crime-homicides-violence-up-report

[3] International Drug Policy Consortium, “Taking stock: a decade of drug policy” a civil society shadow report, 2018. http://fileserver.idpc.net/library/Shadow_Report_FINAL_ENGLISH.pdf

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TARGET   :    TRAFALGAR, LAW. LOCATION   :   @kiriage​​​​​​​​​ ASSIGNMENT   :   inbox cleanout   /   kiss roulette. ENCRYPTED   :   31  ...   A kiss to the inner thigh

        it would hate to confess this, for anyone to know the softness law inspires within it. how it sits, wanting and patient, between his thighs, lavender gaze enamored as he reads. any other day, it might be draped over his shoulders or curled into his lap - but now it is on its knees, chin digging into the patch of flesh just above law’s knee. watching. studying him while he studies the delicate intricacies of the flesh. it is not certain if it is boredom or affection for the smallest twitch of muscle in his face that overtakes it, moves its body into a newfound responsiveness. it begins with a sensation law is quite familiar with - its nuzzling head, leaving the imprint of floral - herbal scented hair against his thigh, the softest noise of dissatisfaction slipping past its closed mouth.

        it glances up at him through pale lashes - knows better than to interrupt him, uncertain of what it even wanted out of its incessant movement and affection. it considers, for a moment, it could even be pleased merely continuing on without him looking at it once - what an odd thought. not like it at all. logic does not stop it though, as it starts to toy with the idea, wonders if he truly is too engrossed to notice it or if he’s playing into whatever it is doing. gaze returns downwards, nuzzling stops - head of wispy pale replaced now with its lips, pink and glossy and pressing into his inner thigh. it’s oddly peaceful.

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TARGET   :    SHIOZAKI, IBARA. LOCATION   :   @stigmatvm​​​​​ ASSIGNMENT   :   IT’S UNDEAD LEECH HOURS. ENCRYPTED   :   [ STAKE. ] after finding out [jezebel] is a vampire, [ibara] tries to stake them.

        pale eyes widen, mouth agape. wood sinks deep into her still heart, spills the stolen blood down her pallid skin - crimson looks nearly black in the night time, syrupy and thick.

      ❝   OOOH!   ❞   her voice howls out into the night, hands clutching at the stake, the creature falling to her knees in grand theatrics.   ❝   I’VE BEEN HAD! SLAIN!   ❞

       utterly vulgar sounds of pain escape the undead as she crumples to the asphalt below, cries out until she can no longer, now laying there - twitching and then still.

        any hunter worth their salt will stay to kill confirm. she knows her attacker won’t move an inch without certainty - something she will never get as the vampire begins to cackle, begins to laugh herself damn near to tears. the piece of wood is plucked from her ravaged chest and ibara watches, watches her skin seal itself together. 

     ❝   what? you thought that was going to work?   ❞   jezebel pulls herself up, sits with her knees pulled to her chest, grins her fanged grin at the other.   ❝   you should watch cheesy movies less. when one of god’s creations dies, we only die the one time, sweet hunter.   ❞

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TARGET   :   DEIDARA. LOCATION   :   @deidakatsu​ ASSIGNMENT   :   otherwise prompted. ENCRYPTED   :   [ Flexes his left bicep and points out a dark, nasty bruise- ] "This one? I was hit by a flying boulder after I blew up a building! Hurt like crap! Used to be larger than this though, hm."

           inexplicable flush creeps up the pale of her beauty - marked cheek. why is this making her feel warm? what a strange thing to find herself flustered over.

        ❝   ah.   ❞   a slightly stunted sound of revelation. stormweather eyes trace the perimeter of the endless black - and - purple expanse.   ❝   can i touch it?   ❞

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TARGET   :    ALNAZAR, ASRA. LOCATION   :   @raahir​ ASSIGNMENT   :   otherwise prompted. ENCRYPTED   :   ❛   you are full of cloudy subtleties i am willing to spend a lifetime figuring out.  ❜

         she’s smoking - a bad habit, worse when asra’s around. the smoke she blows into the air is sweet with florals and herbs and she uses inhaling and exhaling to still the rage quelling in her. if she’d been younger, stupider - maybe they’d have her wrapped around their finger, spilling forth her rotted soul, but right now all she does is scoff, punctuates the sound with a roll of her lavender eyes.

        ❝   you probably wouldn’t need a life time if you just stopped ditching me every few months because you got bored or stressed or whatever.   ❞   it comes out even bitchier than she’d intended. jezebel still isn’t looking at them, can’t. she doesn’t know if she will soften or only get crueler if she dares meet their gaze.

       ❝   you can’t keep doing this to me.   ❞   her voice softens, but not in a way that is especially kind or welcoming. it is tired.   ❝   you understand that, right?   ❞

       the truth is there is nothing they could have said that would have hurt her more than that. it feels almost mocking, how they dangle her one truest desire in front of her - to be known, to be understood in all her complexity. 

       ❝   listen - if this ... whatever it is ... is casual, fine. disappear, come back, don’t - do whatever you want. i don’t care, but you cannot leave me and then come back into my life with this alleged desire to know everything about me. that isn’t how this works. if you want to know me, you need to stay and you need to let me know you, too. until then, you don’t get anything like that from me because you don’t deserve it. make your choice.   ❞

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TARGET   :    MAIM, SUKI. LOCATION   :   @pxssywhipped​​​​​​​​​ ASSIGNMENT   :   otherwise prompted. ENCRYPTED   :   ❛   in this love you are like a knife, with which i explore myself.  ❜  

        she can’t help but scoff at the statement. what is this, some kind of half - hearted attempt at affection? does she think this is going to work on her? lithe arms cross over her chest defensively, regarding suki with a hardened gaze but - oh, how jezebel loves her face, loves her. how stupid is that?

       ❝   you think i’m the knife?   ❞   when had jezebel ever been so irrational, so easy to offend? since when had she denied her own suspicion as a blade? she knows this is not an insult, moreso suki’s own clumsy attempt at romance in the same morbidly poetic language her girlfriend speaks. still - they’re fresh off a fight, jezebel’s emotional bruises still sore and tender and not to be prodded at.

      ❝   if this is exploring yourself, you should seriously count me out.   ❞

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TARGET   :    GOJO, SATORU. LOCATION   :   @parieha​​​​​​​​ ASSIGNMENT   :   otherwise prompted. ENCRYPTED   :   ❝     ─   ah  ,  ah  !  aggression  isn't  attractive  !    ❞     gojo  merely  lifts  his  head  when  he  catches  her  fist  over  the  back  of  the  couch  ,  trademark  upturn  of  his  lips  infuriatingly  mocking  as  it  was  to  everyone  .      ❝     plus  ,  i  heard  you  a  mile  away  .  tsk  !  i'd  work  on  that  before  trying  to  throw  any  punches  at  anybody  ~  !   ❞    (   he  merely  squeezes  their  fist  in  punishment  for  her  transgressions  ,  harmlessly  reprimanding  .  )  ❝    ya  hear  me  ?  quit  it  .    ❞

        ❝   you took from my snack stash!   ❞   she exclaims, teeth bared and brows furrowed with annoyance. ❝   and don’t tell me it wasn’t you because you are the only one who knows where it is!   ❞

         she doesn’t want to hurt gojo - not usually, anyway - but sometimes she just wants to eat all his energy til there’s no damn smug smile on his face. she hates the lack of integrity - flaunting himself, doing things that earn him a fair punch to the face and cowering from his consequences! at least she knew when she deserved a beating! 

        a pause. anger subsiding into confusion. she does not take her hand from his wrist ( though, there is the fleeting thought that he really doesn’t need both his hands ), instead merely tilting her head sidelong, upper lip curling back - she looks like she doesn’t understand. it’s not exactly an uncommon expression, especially when she’s trying to understand gojo’s never - ending string of utter nonsense.

        ❝   what do i give a damn what’s attractive? what do you give a damn? i’m not attractive to you anyway.   ❞

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GOVERNMENT ASSIGNING DYNAMICS TAYLOR SWIFT SONGS BC I AM NOT OKAY RN - for @timewept​ ‘s vash.

innocent - speak now.

wasn't it easier in your lunchbox days? always a bigger bed to crawl into wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything and everybody believed in you? it's alright, just wait and see your string of lights is still bright to me oh, who you are is not where you've been you're still an innocent [ ... ] time turns flames to embers you'll have new septembers every one of us has messed up, too minds change like the weather i hope you remember today is never too late to be brand new

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GOVERNMENT ASSIGNING DYNAMICS TAYLOR SWIFT SONGS BC I AM NOT OKAY RN - for @kenboukils​

mastermind - midnights.

once upon a time, the planets and the fates and all the stars aligned you and i ended up in the same room at the same time and the touch of a hand lit the fuse of a chain reaction of countermoves to assess the equation of you checkmate, i couldn't lose [ ... ] so i told you none of it was accidental and the first night that you saw me, nothing was gonna stop me i laid the groundwork and then saw a wide smirk on your face, you knew the entire time.

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What are some differences between you and your muse/muses?

i love this question because im the physical embodiment of moomintroll and she is an assassin with a god complex

but honestly, jezebel is smarter than i am. she's better at setting boundaries, she's more confident. she's also into russian literature, which i struggle to read. i form and maintain bonds more than she does. i do not view men as literally subhuman 9/10 times, lol.

however, we also have a shocking amount in common - a love of vampire erotica, being very autistic, struggling with empathy and being artists among them.

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TARGET   :    SEPHIROTH. LOCATION   :   @godcell​​​​​​​​ ASSIGNMENT   :   SOMETHING IN MY MEME TAG. ENCRYPTED   :     [ MEND ] for sephiroth to treat jezebel’s wound which leads to them having to remove an article of clothing resulting in revealing scars hidden beneath

        blood seeps into the pink fabric of her shirt - truth is, she’d hardly noticed it. there is no pain. where others would feel the sear licking up into their ribcage, there is only nothingness and pressure. she wouldn’t have even bled out without his attention - eventually, her manipulated insides would stitch up the wound, keep her full and breathing. those very actions are likely beginning now. she knows this. she knows - so why doesn’t she stop him when he reaches to touch her? 

       there’s no embarrassment at removing her top. her body has always been other, not a human thing, but simply her outer shell. the embarrassment is that he has to help her, her hands shaking - why are her hands shaking? why does him being so close make her breath hitch? she tries to chalk it up to her own maladjustment in tandem with his uncharacteristic gentleness at cleaning her gash. 

        for a moment, she forgets how laid bare she is, utterly enraptured by how he moves around her. the deftness of his hands used to heal before hurt, how his face never changes. she doesn’t even realize how still she’s become, that she’s stopped breathing - until he moves away to retrieve bandages and suddenly, she’s brought back to consciousness, embarrassed by how far she’d been gone and for how long. 

        it’s only now that she remembers the scar down the length of her stomach, a relic of her father’s experimentation before he’d improved her ability to regenerate. even now, she’s working on perfecting it, but - something about feeling sephiroth patch her wound nearly makes her rethink the upgrade. he comes back with the bandages, she shifts herself for better ease of access. where she’d normally find something sardonic to say, there is nothing. all their usual banter seems to melt away into this - this momentary tenderness that makes her feel calm and yet, electrified all at once. 

     ❝   you didn’t have to,   ❞ she finally manages, voice abnormally gentle. a pause and then -  ❝   thank you.   ❞

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TARGET   :    IEIRI, SHOKO. LOCATION   :   @daikomyo​​​​​ ASSIGNMENT   :   14 WAYS TO DIE: A PROMPT LIST. ENCRYPTED   :   what do you think of this place?

        it lifts its head, lavender eyes aglow with a near animalistic curiosity. slowly, it creeps closer, gets far too close for comfort. it truly has no concept of personal space. it towers over the doctor, lithe build making its height even more imposing. its still adjusting - life before had never leant itself to speech and now, its learned an entirely new language in only days. when it speaks, it sounds rough, unsure. it has all the words, simply struggling with exercising its stagnant vocal chords.

       ❝   i like it,   ❞ words so much softer than piercing gaze and the stiffness in its long limbs. ❝  i am making friends now. the white - haired one is still annoying.   ❞

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SEND ♫ FOR A PLAYLIST ... for @toonsupe.

two birds - regina spektor. two birds of a feather say that they're always gonna stay together but one's never going to let go of that wire he says that he will but he's just a liar

fourth of july - sufjan stevens. the evil it spread like a fever ahead it was night when you died, my firefly what could i have said to raise you from the dead? oh could i be the sky on the fourth of july?

ugly - nicole dollanganger. you said they made fun of your body humiliation in your eyes when you told me well, i'm gonna find them don't you worry i'll make sure they're really fucking sorry

the night we met - lord huron i had all and then most of you some and now none of you take me back to the night we met i don't know what i'm supposed to do haunted by the ghost of you oh, take me back to the night we met

ghost ( cover ) - lukas larsson, viktor rosberg, matthias borglin. that if i can't be close to you i'll settle for the ghost of you i miss you more than life and if you can't be next to me your memory is ecstasy i miss you more than life

epiphany - taylor swift. keep your helmet, keep your life, son just a flesh wound, here's your rifle crawling up the beaches now "sir, i think he's bleeding out" and some things you just can't speak about with you, i serve with you, i fall down

pieces without lyrics.

clair de lune.

lacrimosa.

symphony no. 6, fourth movement.

bonus: for noir specifically.

murder in my mind - kordhell.

masquerade - siouxxe sista.

backstabber - kesha.

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TARGET   :    GHIACCIO. LOCATION   :   @miiscreants​​​​ ASSIGNMENT   :   otherwise prompted. ENCRYPTED   :   “ have you come to laugh at me in my miserable state? ”

       a purr - like hum thrums in her throat as she regards him with a strange sort of warmth. she doesn’t smile - simply looks upon him with eyes much softer than their usual neutral gaze. she’d heard them - the others, with their cruel remarks about his darling nose. how loathsome. wordlessly, she takes his face in her gloved hands, pauses only to trace his handsome features with her icy gaze. lips perk into the ghost of a smile before she kisses his nose.

      ❝   not at all,   ❞   hands fall slack. she stands up straight, turns to go.   ❝  i just wanted you to know your nose is very handsome.  ❞

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TARGET   :    MIRAGE. LOCATION   :   @killerhubby​​​ ASSIGNMENT   :   otherwise prompted. ENCRYPTED   :   ❛ darling,ㅤdissect me.ㅤ♥ ❜

        oh. well, that’s a feeling that travels immediately downward, pooling in her gut with a sickening heat. greed, disgusting greed intermingling with a burning lust to know him so intimately, to see the deepest parts of him no one else would ever see. it all stems from a need to possess - she does not love. not certain she’s capable of it, in any normal sense, anyway. she loves as much as she can. she controls and possesses far more.

        he’s flustered her, cheeks darkening to a painful scarlet, her hands uncertain for the first time in their long loves. she plays with her scarred fingers, touching and stroking them with an anxious reverence, the only way she can choke down her great urge to rip into him with her bare hands, no anesthetic, just the raw here and now. no - she is not an animal, however much she feels so. if he is truly, truly trusting her with something so monumental, it must be a delicate process with all the intricacies. she needs time, precision to truly grow intimate with his flayed skin, his twitching intestines

       ❝   you don’t mean that,   ❞   she laughs, nervously, looking at him with all the uncertainty of a first crush asking her out. a pause. a softer. more uncertain voice.   ❝   do you?   ❞