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HOW ARE YOU RUINED?

ruined by loneliness

you are so lonely. you are miserable in your solitude. you hate that you cannot bring yourself to reach out, to ask for help. you will be forgotten by all who never knew you. your biggest fear is that you will die alone, and you know this fear will be seen to fruition. you refuse to extend yourself beyond the box that others put you in. and it is a box that no one dare come near. you are lonely because you are afraid of yourself.

tagged by: @dxnse-macabre (Thank you!!) tagging: @exorciiistt, @bas0rexias, @wolfvirago, @diverse-hearts-ocs, and anyone else who wants to do this!!

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|| Alrighty!! Now that I have more followers on this blog... How's about we do another starter call~?

Like this post for a starter from Faenethra!! If you have multiple muses, you MUST specify the character (but you can request multiple starters for multiple characters, I don't mind~)!!

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|| I was thinking about Neth and Astarion's dynamic...

NON-MUTUALS DON'T INTERACT!!

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|| ignore this~

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|| working on drafting fanart, so don't mind this tag drop~

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|| Just gonna tag drop real quick for musings, HOPING tumblr doesn't forget them....

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It seemed that Faenethra was in a rather pleasant mood, even as she sat away from the campfire's warm glow. The elven woman kept to herself as usual, but as she sharpened one of her blades, she quietly hummed a song to herself. Some tune a bard left imprinted on her mind.

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|| okieeeeee tag drop for neth~ Also, keep in mind that I do plan on adding Karlach once I know more about her/am further into the game!!

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|| A few more starter calls~ This one is for my "main muses"!! So, like this post for a starter from one of my MAIN MUSES!! This time, you MUST specify the muse or else I won't write the starter!!

This applies to: Kira (multifandom oc, plenty of verses to choose from), Faenethra (BG3 oc), Lia (BSD oc with TONS of other fandom verses), Nezuko (AU!!), Lyudmila (Tsaritsa), and Emily~ Check out the characters' bios for verse information!!

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|| Hello, my lovelies!! Here's a nice little starter call for very specific muses~ The purpose of this starter call is to give me something quick and dopamine-inducing when my brain needs a break from final assignments for the semester. Because of this, I have a very specific list of characters who have a lot of muse, so here you can request starters from them if you'd like!! You don't have to specify the muse this time, but I'd still appreciate it~

Like/comment on this post and I'll keep a list of the starters I owe!! I'll work on them whenever I need a break from studying!! Characters/verses that are included in this starter call are listed below (in no particular order)~

Faenethra (mostly normal bg3, but now that she has a HSR verse that's available too~)

Vee (i will give her other verses soon enough, but I'm a little too busy for that right now...)

HSR Lia (or any verse of Lia's tbh, but I have a lot of HSR thoughts for her XDD)

ATLA/Genshin/HSR Kira (same as before, happy to write anything for any Kira verse, but these three verses currently stand out~)

Suki

Rosalie (BSD or TWST~)

Reincarnated AU Koyuki

Focalors (though I still need to make her bio...)

Emily

Mipha (in any verse tbh)

Alanna (also any verse~)

Kristian (again, any verse!!)

Lyudmila

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|| Hey, everyone!! I'm gonna be gone for two weeks as I work a summer camp (plus my computer is getting fixed) SO, here's a starter call for when I get back~

This starter call is specifically for my characters who have a lot of muse, so you won't see everyone here..!! (but you can always send asks for anyone you don't see on this list~) As always, you must specify the muse~ The list of available characters is below the cut!!

Kira (any verse, but especially atla, genshin, or hsr~)

Lia (also any verse, but especially hsr or genshin~)

Faenethra (bg3 or her new hsr verse!!)

Vee

Alanna (any verse~)

Isfrid (any verse~)

Kristian (any verse~)

Suki

Rosalie (bsd or twst~)

Emily

Aria (any verse~)

Henry (mostly genshin, but bsd works too!!)

Anne (and/or Adrian, but mostly Anne)

Koyuki (especially demon slayer/reincarnated au~)

Nezuko (REMEMBER, SHE'S AN AU!!)

Mipha

Focalors/Vaitiare

Lyudmila

I may add more later!!

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⋆ NAME?: Kiki

⋆ PRONOUNS?: She/Her

⋆ MOST ACTIVE MUSE(S)?: Uhhh.... Currently?? Faenethra, hands down. Vee is also up there, and Kira is always active, even when I'm not talking about her much...so my ocs XDD

⋆ RP PET PEEVES?: I can't really think of any..?? You guys are super awesome, so I have no complaints XDD I only really get upset when drama is dragged onto my dash or the lives of my friends, but things have been peaceful for a while~

⋆ EXPERIENCE / HOW MANY YEARS?: oh shit ummm... In total, 8 years I think. Just on tumblr, I think it's been 6 years.??

⋆ FLUFF, ANGST, OR SMUT?: Either of the first two tbh~ I think I love angst more, but my FAVORITE is hurt/comfort~ I used to not do smut, but now that I have my nsfw side blog, I'm starting to get more used to it. But I don't write much over there.

⋆ PLOTS OR MEMES?: Currently?? Memes (assuming this means inbox memes) because I just don't have time to plot much anymore.!! I'm hoping that changes when the semester ends since I used to love plots way more than memes. But for now, it's much easier to interact with me by sending asks and turning them into threads~

⋆ LONG OR SHORT REPLIES?: Definitely long replies. Do I have time for them? Not really, but they give me all of the serotonin I need to keep going~ XDD That's why I don't mind waiting for long replies. They're always worth the wait!! Even so, I don't mind shorter replies too~

⋆ TIME TO WRITE?: HA. (aka, not much time right now but hopefully more time once I finish this semester~)

⋆ ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S)?: I have a lot of muses, and while I think all of them have at least a tiny part of myself in them, I don't think they're much like me at all. But one thing that most of my muses and I have in common is being very demi LOL!!

Tagged by: @exorciiistt (Thank you, Alice!!) Tagging: @ramshacklestar, @dxnse-macabre, @squidsavior, @elysiumtouched, and YOU!!!

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|| Hey, guys!!

I just want to say thank you to everyone who has been so patient with me!! If you're waiting on me for anything, whether that be threads/asks, messages, or plotting in general, thank you SO much for all of the patience you've given me!!

Since I didn't get into grad school this time, this is my last semester of college for a little while. I only have three weeks left of this semester. This week is really busy for me because I have to put together a whole presentation essentially, so that's why I'm barely here. Next week is a project that should be fairly easy, so I'm hoping to be back online at least a couple of days next week. And the week after that is the exam, so I probably won't be here at all during that time XDD But after all of that is done, I will be FREE and will finally resume activity!!

I think I'm just not going to bother working on drafts until then, so my queue will be empty. I may post a few asks/replies if the muse strikes me (likely small things or anything that has to do with Faenethra, Vee, or Kira since they have the braincell XDD) but I won't be on discord much, if at all. Activity will resume and I actually mean it this time. Until then, please stay patient with me!!

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|| About to go hop offline for some bg3, but in the meantime... Like this post if you're interested in shipping with any of my BG3 muses!! This is leaning towards romantic shipping (if applicable) but I'm happy to discuss platonic shipping too~ This includes Faenethra, Karlach, and Vee (ONLY platonic for Vee, obviously~)

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TYPES OF INTELLIGENCE

rules: fill out how many stars you would rate your muse for each type of intelligence, and if you'd like, explain why~ keep in mind that these types of intelligence are a SPECTRUM; we all have them to varying degrees!

Linguistic: (ease of understanding words) - ★★☆☆☆ - Maybe if Neth had more reading opportunities growing up, she'd be better linguistically. But words aren't really her thing. I would give her a 1 but that seems like too much, sooooo imagine a 1.5 XDD

Musical: (ease of understanding music) - ★★★★★ - I want to say that Faenethra has at least near perfect pitch. She's a self-taught musician, and a good one at that. She could probably pick up any instrument with relative ease, but she's good with just her lute and her voice. In a different life, she would have been a bard.

Logical / Mathematical: (ease of understanding logic) - ★★★★☆ - This is less about the math part, but Neth is just really smart. Although she isn't educated (for the most part), she's very logical. She just rarely shares her thoughts, so it's hard to tell at first.

Spatial: (ease of understanding space) - ★★★☆☆ - She isn't bad at spatial reasoning at all, but it isn't exactly a strength of hers either. She's just okay, leaning on good.

Bodily / Kinesthetic: (ease of understanding one's own movements) - ★★★★☆ - I almost want to give this a 5, so let's just say this is a 4.5~ XDD She can wield two swords at one time and has pretty great aim with a shortbow/crossbow. She isn't strong like Karlach by any means, but I'd say she's just as adept in combat just because her movements are so precise.

Intrapersonal: (ease of understanding oneself) - ★★☆☆☆ - Yeah, Neth isn't too great at feelings at all XDD Not her own, and not others either. But she does have her moments, so I don't want to give this a 1. But still, not very good with the feelings~

Interpersonal: (ease of understanding others) - ★★☆☆☆ - Same as above, but I do think she's a bit better at understanding the emotions of others around her than herself. She's just not good at it XDD But at least she'll try if you get close to her~

tagged by: myself, i wanted to do this again~ XDD tagging: YOU!!

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|| bg3 oc brainrot REAL sooooo Like this post for a starter from my bg3/dnd ocs, Faenethra or Vee!! Please specify which girl you want, but it isn't necessary this time. Specify your muse if you're a multi!!