#⪡||⋇ [faenethra musings] ⋇||⪢

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HOW ARE YOU RUINED?

ruined by loneliness

you are so lonely. you are miserable in your solitude. you hate that you cannot bring yourself to reach out, to ask for help. you will be forgotten by all who never knew you. your biggest fear is that you will die alone, and you know this fear will be seen to fruition. you refuse to extend yourself beyond the box that others put you in. and it is a box that no one dare come near. you are lonely because you are afraid of yourself.

tagged by: @dxnse-macabre (Thank you!!) tagging: @exorciiistt, @bas0rexias, @wolfvirago, @diverse-hearts-ocs, and anyone else who wants to do this!!

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@bloodtwin spoke: ✿ <- as if we have not discussed these things already

⚔︎ ▍ Pre-Established Relationship Meme ▍ ♪

FRIENDSHIP.     childhood friends  /  work buddies or coworkers  /  family friends  /  friends with benefits  /  smoking buddies  /  adventure buddies (obviously~)  /  fake friends  /  recently friends  /  party buddies  /  friendship of need  /  dying friendship  /  circumstantial friendship  /  partners in crime  /  old friendship  /  [ puck ] is the good influence (shockingly!!)  /  [ puck ] is the bad influence  /  [ faenethra ] is the good influence  /  [ faenethra ] is the bad influence  /  opposites attract  /  ride or die  /  frenemies  /  roommates or flatmates  /  penpals  /  exes to friends  /  enemies to friends  /  other

ROMANCE.     childhood sweethearts  /  [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush  /  [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush  /  exes  /  exes to lovers  /  forbidden lovers  /  highschool sweethearts  /  secret relationship  /  opposites attract (OBVIOUSLY…)  /  long distance  /  unrequited [ from your muses side ] (that SEEMS to be what’s happening with Puck…but only at first~)  /  unrequited [ from my muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from both sides ]  /  skinny love  /  friends to lovers  /  enemies to lovers  /  spurious relationship  /  power couple (HELL YEAH!!)  /  newly entered  /  soulmates [ metaphorical ]  /  soulmates  [ literal ]  /  awkward  /  turning toxic  /  toxic love  /  cheating [ on my muse ] (perhaps this may happen…with puck being puck…but it won’t end well…)  /  cheating [ with your muse ]  /  other 

FAMILIAL.     siblings [ half ]  /  siblings [ step ]  /  [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure  /  [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse  /  [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours  /  [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal guardian  /  adoptive child  /  foster child  /  [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing  /  [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing  /  other

ANTAGONISTIC.     dangerous to each other  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into sexual (puck, probably) or romantic (neth........EVENTUALLY......) tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of off circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based off misunderstanding or lies  /  conflict of ideology  /  betrayal  /  hero - villain dynamic  /  enemies  /  fight club  /  friends turned enemies  /  lovers turned enemies  /  exes turned enemies  /  other (Neth is just MEAN sometimes…)

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|| I was thinking about Neth and Astarion's dynamic...

NON-MUTUALS DON'T INTERACT!!

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|| ignore this~

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|| working on drafting fanart, so don't mind this tag drop~

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|| Just gonna tag drop real quick for musings, HOPING tumblr doesn't forget them....

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It seemed that Faenethra was in a rather pleasant mood, even as she sat away from the campfire's warm glow. The elven woman kept to herself as usual, but as she sharpened one of her blades, she quietly hummed a song to herself. Some tune a bard left imprinted on her mind.

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|| okieeeeee tag drop for neth~ Also, keep in mind that I do plan on adding Karlach once I know more about her/am further into the game!!

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@accultant spoke: ✿ ?

⚔︎ ▍ Pre-Established Relationship Meme ▍ ♪

(I'm just gonna answer these with the assumption that Neth ISN'T in a relationship with Puck and is just good friends with him....except for the familial section. let neth be their sister-in-law uwu~)

FRIENDSHIP.     childhood friends  /  work buddies or coworkers  /  family friends  /  friends with benefits  /  smoking buddies  /  adventure buddies  /  fake friends  /  recently friends  /  party buddies  /  friendship of need  /  dying friendship  /  circumstantial friendship  /  partners in crime  /  old friendship  /  [ Iago ] is the good influence  /  [ Iago ] is the bad influence (maybe they’re not influencing Neth in any way but…Iago not in the best place atm…)  /  [ Faenethra ] is the good influence (I’d hope so at least XDD)  /  [ Faenethra ] is the bad influence  /  opposites attract  /  ride or die  /  frenemies  /  roommates or flatmates  /  penpals  /  exes to friends  /  enemies to friends  /  other (:handshake: over “would do ANYTHING for my sibling” *nod nod*)

ROMANCE.     childhood sweethearts  /  [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush  /  [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush  /  exes  /  exes to lovers  /  forbidden lovers  /  highschool sweethearts  /  secret relationship  /  opposites attract  /  long distance  /  unrequited [ from your muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from my muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from both sides ]  /  skinny love  /  friends to lovers   /  enemies to lovers  /  spurious relationship  /  power couple  /  newly entered  /  soulmates [ metaphorical ]  /  soulmates  [ literal ]  /  awkward (yeah.)  /  turning toxic  /  toxic love  /  cheating [ on your muse ]  /  cheating [ with your muse ]  /  other 

FAMILIAL.     (you know. In the event of siblings-in-law XDD) siblings [ half ]  /  siblings [ step ]  /  [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure  /  [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse (i don't know who would give older sibling vibes to who but I'm down for either XDD Neth is naturally protective tho~)  /  [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours  /  [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal guardian  /  adoptive child  /  foster child  /  [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing  /  [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing  /  other (siblings-in-law that probably started wary of each other (at least from Neth's perspective) at first but then became good friends~)

ANTAGONISTIC.     dangerous to each other  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into sexual or romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of off circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based off misunderstanding or lies  /  conflict of ideology  /  betrayal  /  hero - villain dynamic  /  enemies  /  fight club  /  friends turned enemies  /  lovers turned enemies  /  exes turned enemies  /  other (neth is just antagonistic at first XDD Though she's gotten Character Development by Act 2 so....maybe she starts nicer......?)

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@harpershigh spoke: something your muse could never forgive.

⚔︎ ▍ Character Headcanons ▍ ♪

|| That’s kind of a tricky question… There are a lot of things Neth could never forgive, in theory. For instance, her “line” that should never be crossed (or else that person is irredeemable in her eyes) is purposefully hurting another without any guilt, especially if they derive joy from it. That’s something most drow do, and that’s why she doesn’t particularly like her people.

But… I think someone can come around from that. Or at least there’s a CHANCE in a thread that someone can change. Like a durge. Before being tadpoled, they did all of these terrible things…and then, the group learns the truth in act 3. But if they have made an active effort to change the way they are, to resist the urges and act different, then Faenethra no longer thinks they’re irredeemable. Maybe she can’t forgive their past actions, but she can move past them and go forward with them.

But the only thing that someone can NOT do under ANY circumstance is willing harm Verathandi, emotionally, physically, or otherwise. The moment you bring harm to Neth’s sister, you’re completely irredeemable. Enemy #1. Better hope she doesn’t find you in an alleyway. You’re FUCKED. There’s absolutely no coming back from that, no matter how much you beg and plead and swear you’ve changed.

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|| A few more starter calls~ This one is for my "main muses"!! So, like this post for a starter from one of my MAIN MUSES!! This time, you MUST specify the muse or else I won't write the starter!!

This applies to: Kira (multifandom oc, plenty of verses to choose from), Faenethra (BG3 oc), Lia (BSD oc with TONS of other fandom verses), Nezuko (AU!!), Lyudmila (Tsaritsa), and Emily~ Check out the characters' bios for verse information!!

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@bloodedstars spoke: fighting style. what calms your muse down after a bad day? talk about one person your muse loves.

⚔︎ ▍ Character Headcanons ▍ ♪

Fighting style:

|| I'd say Neth's fighting style is the least offensive it can be while still keeping her people safe. She rarely fights with the intent to kill, so she does a lot of disabling attacks. Slicing someone's arm with her sword so they're less likely to attack with that arm, knocking someone in the back of the head with the hilt of a sword, that sort of thing. But really, her goal is just to keep her people safe. Oh...and she fights with two swords XDD That's probably important information~

What calms your muse down after a bad day?

Either music or spending time with someone she loves, oftentimes both. Faenethra is always at ease when she's alone and in a peaceful space with a loved one. Plus, music is always a great comfort to her. So she'll play a song on her lute while sitting with someone she loves. The music and the close companion's presence are more than enough to soothe her~

talk about one person your muse loves.

At the start of BG3 (and before she develops any connections with the other companions) the only person Neth loves is her sister. And Neth loves Verathandi with all her heart. Buuuut.... I talk about Vera a LOT, so I'm gonna switch the spotlight to all the other people Faenethra loves~ By Act 3, Neth loves all of her companions, even the ones she didn't get along well with at first (like Lae'zel). They're family to her. It just takes a while for her to get that close to them~

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respond to the following prompts out of character, then tag others you'd like to get to know a little bit better.

roleplayer name: Kiki!!

roleplayer pronouns: she/her

muse name: Faenethra (or just Neth~)

preferred communication: Ummmm probably Discord bc tumblr dms suck buuut I am so behind on replying to messages on Discord sooooo who knows??

experience: Oh boy- So I started on Quotev WAYYYY back, then I did some rps with irl friends, and I've been on Tumblr for...like...six years I think??

preferred roleplay type: I don't quite know what this means but lengthy?? I PREFER 3-4(+) paragraphs (especially on this blog since I have SO much muse for Neth) but I also don't want to overwhelm anyone XDD so talk novella to me uwu

pet peeves & dealbreakers: Ummm.... I guess drama? Like everyone gets dragged into something at some point, but if you're CONSTANTLY in the center of drama, maybe that's a you problem. Don't like callout culture either. I've seen too many instances where it's been used for evil ( whoever has the loudest bark usually ends up being the person everyone sides with, even if it isn't true :/ )

plots or memes: Well I would LIKE to say I prefer plotting, but I always struggle to plot/message people (idk if I just don't have time, have too much social anxiety, or WHAT) so uhhhh memes?? It's the best way to get something started with me XDD and after we START writing, the social anxiety often wanes soooo then plot?? idk I'm a mess sometimes XDD

are you like your muse?: well....in some ways I hope so...and in some ways I REALLY hope not XDD I hope I'm not as unapproachable as Neth... And I promise I am SO much nicer!! But Neth and I both struggle to communicate yet still love our friends dearly, so I guess that's a similarity??

tagged by: @bloodtwin and @harpersoath (Thank you so much!! ^w^) tagging: idk who hasn't done this yet so if you've already done this, just ignore the mention... @harpershigh, @accultant, @saturnmused, @he1retic, and YOU!!!

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|| Hiii!! So, little note about the coming days… This is Thanksgiving break, and my family is taking a trip to visit the REST of my family for thanksgiving (I believe we’re leaving Sunday…). I’ll have my computer, but idk how much I’ll be able to write in the coming days.

Of course…this is my Faenethra blog, and I constantly have SO much muse for her, so I’m sure I’ll make time for writing just because I WANT to XDD I won’t be anywhere NEAR as active as I usually am, but…I’ll be around~ my app is signed into this blog rather than my multimuse so I’ll be checking in periodically!!

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|| Alrighty!! Now that I have more followers on this blog... How's about we do another starter call~?

Like this post for a starter from Faenethra!! If you have multiple muses, you MUST specify the character (but you can request multiple starters for multiple characters, I don't mind~)!!

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|| Hello, my lovelies!! Here's a nice little starter call for very specific muses~ The purpose of this starter call is to give me something quick and dopamine-inducing when my brain needs a break from final assignments for the semester. Because of this, I have a very specific list of characters who have a lot of muse, so here you can request starters from them if you'd like!! You don't have to specify the muse this time, but I'd still appreciate it~

Like/comment on this post and I'll keep a list of the starters I owe!! I'll work on them whenever I need a break from studying!! Characters/verses that are included in this starter call are listed below (in no particular order)~

Faenethra (mostly normal bg3, but now that she has a HSR verse that's available too~)

Vee (i will give her other verses soon enough, but I'm a little too busy for that right now...)

HSR Lia (or any verse of Lia's tbh, but I have a lot of HSR thoughts for her XDD)

ATLA/Genshin/HSR Kira (same as before, happy to write anything for any Kira verse, but these three verses currently stand out~)

Suki

Rosalie (BSD or TWST~)

Reincarnated AU Koyuki

Focalors (though I still need to make her bio...)

Emily

Mipha (in any verse tbh)

Alanna (also any verse~)

Kristian (again, any verse!!)

Lyudmila