#➤ ɯαr | suguru geto

[lxmitlxss]

" Don't fall for his charms, it's a trap~ "

[lxmitlxss]

Someone spun the wheel and got ╰┈➤ GETO, SUGURU

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ׂ╰┈➤ He was always sure - or wasn't he ?? Assurance in ones actions; was it a proof of will, a lie of ones weakness, or a futilely comforting combination to the excess of pride in a person's own ability... ?? And was it defined by the perception of the self, or by the outward view of those who knew nothing about the innermost clockwork that ticked ceaselessly within a self ??

ׂ╰┈➤ Suguru is shaken from battled thoughts with a start, a figure catching his eye as it walks in front of him - his dark eyes narrowed as though the dull light of the sunset were too much for them.

ׂ╰┈➤ " Am I in your way? " He muttered, voice low as he stood with a barely stifled sigh. " Doesn't matter, I need to get moving anyway. "

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How attractive are you from 1-100?

" Must be broken. "

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" . . . "

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“ um- ahh- uhhhh. ” satoru’s uncharacteristically nervous as he approaches suguru, and is he… sweating? yes, because he forget what he’s supposed to say. tell him you have pretty eyes. “ i have pretty eyes! ” that’s not what he’s supposed to say, but he’s going with it anyways.

@pareidolah ╰┈➤ Geto, Suguru

An amused, short chuckle left Suguru's mouth. He wasn't sure what would happen when Satoru had approached him like that - but it certainly wasn't messing up the most basic of lines. He smiled slyly, tilting his head slightly, and raised an eyebrow a fraction. " You certainly do. You're beautiful. "

[lxmitlxss]

☎️ your suguru, my satoru

THIS POST ( accepting ) ╰┈➤ Geto, Suguru

What My Muse Has For Your Muse's Contact Info: - Satoru ( to which he constantly had to change it back because Satoru kept changing it )

What Their Ringtone Is: - Kubiwa Kyouiku no Susume - Gulu Gulu

The Last Text They Sent Your Muse: - [txt] Stay safe.

What Image My Muse Has For Your Muse In Their Phone: - It was a picture that Satoru took with him in the background, looking tired and grumpy, but he liked the others smile in it.

[lxmitlxss]

" i was wondering when you'd wake up. " my satoru, your suguru?

THIS POST ( accepting ) ╰┈➤ Geto, Suguru

The dreamlessness of everything was like peace. It was solitude - empty and free of choice. But as that peace drifts away, its replaced with the buzz, the electronic hum, of equipment and lights. It struck him, somehow, as oddly calming itself. It was nothing like the roar of blood and adrenaline, like the rush of wind past the ears during a fight. It was... off.

Where had he been last? Why did it feel like his throat had been sapped of all moisture like a desert in the summer? The thoughts swirled as he became more away of his body, of how stiff it felt to even attempt to shift a finger.

It's a familiar voice that snapped Suguru out of part of the spiral he was going down, and he had to force his eyes open - only to see that blaze of white hair.

" Satoru. " He croaked, and then coughed, bringing a hand up to his throat. What had happened to him?? He wanted to ask but his throat made it hard to speak.

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𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐃𝐎𝐄𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐘 𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍?

bold: always, italics: in specific occasions, strike: never.

𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒 , being unable to stop smiling. laughter. bear hugs. happy tears. waving arms around. dancing. contently sighing. eyes twinkling. laughter lines. childlike playfulness. skipping. talking more. affection. cracking more jokes than usual. gesturing more when talking. higher pitched voice. squealing. jumping around. clapping.

𝐒𝐀𝐃𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒 , tearing up. self - hugging. one - arm cross. an aching chest. scratchy throat. a runny nose. turning away. deep breaths. quivery smiles. crying. infantile sobbing. hands gripping each other or an object. covering mouth. puffy eyes. eyes appear red. voice breaking. a distant or empty stare. monotone voice. asking for comfort. faking a smile. crumbling. shaking. whimpering. depression. abusing an unhealthy habit. withdrawing from others. big teary eyes. doing something that could hurt them.

𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑 , furrowed brows. baring teeth. passive - aggressive comments. avoiding eye contact. sarcasm. headache. sore muscles. hiding clenched fists. irritability. jumping to conclusions. raising voice. going silent. demanding immediate action. keeping it all in until exploding. body tensing. making risky decisions. middle finger.

𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐑 , wanting to flee or hide. what - ifs. images of what could be flashing in mind. uncontrollable trembling. rapid breathing. screaming. a skewed sense of time. irritability. keeping silent. denying fear. turning away from the cause. pretending to be brave. nail - biting. lip - biting. scratching skin. a joking tone but a voice that cracks. fainting. insomnia. panic attacks. exhaustion. substance abuse. tics. rushing adrenaline. face draining of color. hair lifting on the back of the neck. feeling rooted to the spot. making the body as small as possible. staring but not seeing. crying. a shrill voice. whispering. gripping something or someone. stuttering. flinching at noises. pleading.

𝐄𝐗𝐇𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 , constantly yawning. blurring words together. dark circles or lines under eyes. mood swings. hallucinations. calling people by the wrong name. dizziness. denying they’re tired. slow blinking. trouble concentrating. stumbling. leaning on a door frame for support. sluggish movements. falling asleep someplace that isn’t a bed. becoming irritated by the smallest things. “ i’m awake, i’m fine. ” shaking so bad they spill their drink. falling asleep in their clothes. laying their head on the table because they’re so tired. passing out.

tagged by ... @pareidolah

tagging ... @penandswords | @sohn-der-felder | @strenuusvenator | @frogsonalotusleaf | whoever wants to! multis can pick whoever they want

[lxmitlxss]

@pareidolah replied to your post “How attractive are you from 1-100?”:

satoru thinks it should be higher

At least they agree.

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@braveryhearted replied to your post “How attractive are you from 1-100?”:

satoru voice: sounds right tho /shot

" And is your score any better? "

[lxmitlxss]

💕 suguru and satoru

Send 💕 and my muse will use The Love Calculator to see how compatible they are. ( accepting ) ╰┈➤ Geto Suguru

" ... Seem's about right. The blurb said something like... 'communication is key for this to work out.' "

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1000000000 on the hotness scale ( satoru, that’s not how it works. for suguru ❤️ )

On a scale from 1-10, How hot is my muse? ( accepting ) ╰┈➤ Geto, Suguru

" I'm very flattered, thank you. " What do you mean that's exactly how this works.

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❛  of course, i remember! i remember everything you told me.  ❜ my satoru, your suguru

THIS POST ( accepting ) ╰┈➤ Geto, Suguru

" Because of course you do. " Suguru sighed.

He nudged the other with his shoulder gently and then poked at him. " Next thing you're gonna tell me is you remember my favorite food or something else useless like that. "

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“ is this seat taken? ” satoru points at suguru’s lap. there are plenty of open chairs nearby.

@pareidolah ╰┈➤ Geto, Suguru

Suguru was sitting with a leg crossed over the other, arm on the back of another chair as he fiddled with his cellphone. He doesn't even glance up when Satoru spoke, and gestured vaguely with his free hand.

" There are plenty of others. " Though he made no move to stop him.

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Suguru can barely handle seeing Satoru like this. It physically hurts. A part of him considers that maybe this hurt the other more - to reject him like this. But he didn't want to burden him more. After everything that had happened with them two, with the Star Plasma Vessel, and just... EVERYTHING - Suguru could feel bits of who he used to be slipping away. The memories felt like they belonged to a different person now, not himself.

This was his burden. And Satoru should hate him for it.

" Struggling is certainly a way to put it. " The dark haired sorcerer murmured, gently trying to pull his arm away even if he expected the other's grip to simply tighten. But he couldn't find the right words to properly respond to him. He didn't want to reassure him - that's not the point. Suguru simply felt some sort of need to protect Satoru from the man he'd chosen to be.

a small part of him had hoped this exchange would turn out different, that suguru would agree to stay. but the words make his heart shatter for the millionth time, it’s clear that suguru doesn’t want him here, so why should he even bother trying? except he… can’t bring himself to let go yet, not when suguru hasn’t pushed him away yet.

“ please, suguru, don’t… ” i miss you, i need you here. there’s a look of desperation in his eyes, one that’s extremely rare for someone like satoru gojo.

the grip on suguru’s hand tightens, and it takes everything in him to refrain from throwing himself at suguru, pulling him in an embrace so tight. but he doesn’t, afraid of pushing suguru away more. “ don’t leave, don’t shut me out. i know you’re struggling, but let me be there for you. ”