#❤️ thanks for checking in. i’m quite heartsick to not be of the fold on this

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Wait I can't believe you didn't like rockstat reveal 😞😞😞

lol I’m still trying to figure out how I feel about the rockstat reveal. or rather: the reveal of the rockstat look

it’s admittedly a high bar to clear when my unchecked assumption was that it would hit me like the second coming of jesus christ himself

the more time that goes by the more my discontent crystallizes on the hair and makeup choices, that for me personally veer too naive to be even accidentally sexy or fun? which is always gonna break your heart when your own vision turns out to be off-target from show reality. i could not have anticipated pink eyeshadow under the palest contacts they could find, a headache-green jacket, and absence of the load-bearing wall that is eyeliner

this is a beautiful man. i get the sense they’re looking to muss him up: endorsed! personally? i feel there is a way to style him that serves the noble goal of debauched decadent heartsick grungy fuckoff gothglam, looking like he smells like narcotics and two day old groupie juices, that is hotter than the choices made? bc when the first pics came across twitter i immediately thought they were unwise ai fanart, which in 1 million billion years was not a reaction i expected after my love of s1&2 choices

i’m learning this is not only wildly subjective, it is an abnormal reaction. i understand i have woefully failed here and i have been packing for my trip to opinion hell. i’m baffled as fuck because everything they’ve got cooking for this is everything i love.

to be clear, i’m absolutely not negative about any of it even though the visuals don’t hit for me rn! god i want to be as excited as everyone. (visuals aside, im thrilled about the rest.) i’ll evolve. ✊ i will meditate on how to come around.