#❃.✮:▹ day dreamin' — answered memes.

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Spotify meme: 45

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In Which Jenny Exposes Her Taste In Music

   Never Grow Up - Taylor Swift

                          Your little hand's wrapped around my finger                                And it's so quiet in the world tonight

The tips of Luna’s fingers drift over the glossy wood finish, the soft muslin wrap. The very same that she’d swaddled her son in the day he was born - the same chair she’d sat in by the window, rocking back and forth, watching as fireworks lit up the night sky. 

 The birth of a royal baby is always cause for celebration, times as these more than ever. Their people cling to all the joy they can, and what could be more joyous than a new baby, a new prince, an new promise for their future? 

 Oh, but Luna could not think of the future then. Only the bundle in her arms, impossibly small and precious. Even then, he’d looked like his father. Even then he’d clung to her, crying if he was ever taken too far away, as if to say, “Where’s Mom? I want Mom.” 

 As he slept, Luna had cried too.

                        Your little eyelids flutter 'cause you're dreamin'                         So I tuck you in, turn on your favorite night light

It hadn’t been long - not nearly long enough - before Novus was sleeping alone. At least, when he did sleep. He may look like Noctis, but he hadn’t inherited his father’s affection for rest. Many were the nights he’d toddle into their room, toy in hand, and call into the darkness. 

 ❝Dad? Mom?❞

 Luna had held firm, because she had to. What Novus didn’t know - what he may never know - was how dearly she missed having him nestled between them. Oh, she loves her husband, and treasures their time alone. But it still hurts to be parted from her baby, even for the night. When that distressed little voice calls for her, she cannot help but answer. 

                                       To you, everything's funny                                         You got nothing to regret                                          I'd give all I have honey                                        If you could stay like that

❝Mom!❞

 It had become her favourite word. 

 Novus had a way of making trouble for himself - and others. But never-ending though the Queen’s workload may be, she would always find a moment for him, somehow. Not as often as she liked, not as much; but when he bolted into the room, calling to her like that, she would drop whatever she was doing to scoop him into her arms, and wiggle her fingers into his sides, if only to hear his laugh. 

 ❝And how is my little dream come true?❞

 Usually, he was just fine. Excited, even, to show her something. A rock from the garden, a book he’d found, a toy she’d seen a million times. It was delightful. The world through the eyes of her son was a wonderous place, always new, always beautiful. Occasionally, he would be upset; having tripped or been given a fright, never harmed, usually just looking for comfort. A quick hug from his mother, and he would be back to normal. 

 Sometimes, however, he would simply climb into her arms, and there he would stay, defiant of any attempt to be pulled away; and Luna would go about her day with Novus tucked in her arm. 

 ❝I know,❞ she would tell him softly, pressing a kiss to the top of his head. ❝Me too.❞

                        Oh, darlin', don't you ever grow up, just stay this little                     Oh, darlin', don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple                                         And no one's ever burned you                                        Nothing's ever left you scarred                                         And even though you want to                                           Just try to never grow up

Luna would come to learn in time, that Mom could mean so many things. 

 ❝Mom-!❞ he would cry sometimes, when something startled him; when there was a loud noise or a sudden fall, when he felt scared or frightened. And that meant, I’m scared, protect me.

     ❝Mom,❞ he would whimper when he felt unwell, and it would be a plea. Mom, help me. Stay with me. Make it better. 

 ❝Mom!❞ he would squeal when he was excited, to share his joy; and ❝Mom...❞ he would yawn as he nodded off to sleep. Speaking her name for the sake of saying it. Those were the most precious of all.

                              Take pictures in your mind of your childhood room                         Memorize what it sounded like when your dad gets home                             Remember the footsteps, remember the words said                                     And all your little brother's favorite songs

                       I just realized everything I have is someday gonna be gone

It’s going to be different tomorrow. New. Luna settles into the rocking chair, staring out of the same window she had that very first night. Tomorrow, he starts school. He doesn’t have to, of course. The citadel is well-equipped, and he wouldn’t be the first Prince in history to have a private tutor instead of a public education. But she and Noctis decided long ago that Novus deserved a real childhood. One that he could look on fondly, without the pressures of the crown looming over him. 

 But Gods above, nobody ever told her it would be this hard to let him go. 

 Tomorrow morning, Mom will come to mean something else: goodbye. And Luna isn’t ready for it. It’s only a few hours every day, but it is his first step into the world. Will Novus cling to her, as he used to when he was smaller; or will he go readily? Will it be easy? Will he cry? Will she?

 Most likely, but not until she is alone. And just like she is now, she will cry with sorrow that her baby is no longer a baby - and she will cry with joy, for all he’s become. Tomorrow will be the dawn of new memories for them to treasure for the rest of their lives.

                             Oh, darlin', don't you ever grow up, just stay this little                           Oh, darlin', don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple                         I won't let nobody hurt you, won't let no one break your heart                                                And even though you want to

                                                      Just never grow up

[noona-clock]

The Demon 👿 Zombie

Genre: Office!AU

Pairing: Jae x You

Warnings: Some Emotional Angst

Words: 2,342

Day and Night  👿 Zombie  👿 Tick Tock  👿 Love me or Leave me  👿 STOP   👿 1 to 10  👿 Afraid

Breathin’ but I’ve been dyin’ inside Nothin’ new and nothin’ feels right Deja vu so I close my eyes Let the demon sing me a lullaby

Today’s a present that I don’t want So I’m wonderin’ in this world Am I really the only one Who’s been wantin’ to hide out from the sun And run

You immediately let out a whining groan when you heard your morning alarm pierce through the air.

You knew you should be thankful you had a steady, well-paying job. You should be grateful you could keep a roof over your head and food on your table.

But, good grief, you just didn’t like it. You didn’t hate it, but you sure didn’t love it. It was a fine job. Mediocre, at best. You just had trouble mustering up any positive energy whatsoever when it came to getting up and going to work.

Once you actually got to work... Well, to be honest, it wasn’t much better. You trudged through each workday because you had to, not because you wanted to. You simply went through the motions every day, like a robot on autopilot.

You know that song that’s like “Everybody’s workin’ for the weekend’?

You were convinced that song was written about you. Friday evening was your absolute favorite thing in the entire world.

And Sunday evening was your absolute least favorite thing in the entire world.

Up until just recently, you’d been able to make it through each day, each week. It wasn’t pleasant, but you did it.

For the past few weeks, though, you’d felt the dark unhappiness creeping into your brain. It was getting more and more difficult to force yourself to get out of bed and head into the office. So much so that you were on the verge of taking some time off. It sounded more than heavenly to just be able to stay in bed and laze around all day -- hole yourself up and do anything but go to work.

When we live a life Always dreamin’ for a dream to come true So I live this life Wanting somethin’ I can’t see And something I can’t reach Or somethin’ that could not exist

To be honest, one of the only things keeping you going right now was your co-worker, Jae.

The two of you had started this job at just about the same time, so the newbie status instantly pulled you together. The fact Jae could successfully distract you with both memes and profound thoughts at the same time was what kept you together.

Whenever you needed to rant about another co-worker or a client, Jae was there. Whenever you needed to get out of the office for lunch and satisfy your craving for fast food, Jae was there. Whenever you needed to relieve boredom or waste time -- you guessed it. Jae was there.

He was basically one of the only reasons you continued working this job, and you liked to think he felt the same way about you.

After reaching over to pick up your phone and turning your alarm off, your whining groan turned into a weary sigh. Normally -- as in, before your jaded attitude about your job had set in -- you would turn off your alarm and almost immediately get out of bed. Now, however -- and especially more recently -- you found you had to scroll through your overnight notifications on your phone before you could even think about getting up.

And that’s exactly what you did today.

Your eyes scanned all of the alerts you’d received, stopping when you noticed one of them was a text message from Jae. Unsurprisingly, he’d sent it way after you’d gone to sleep, knowing you wouldn’t see it until you’d woken up this morning.

Just two more alarms for the week, dude. You got this.

You really weren’t sure why because it was literally just a text message, but... reading Jae’s words actually helped you get out of bed. Maybe it was the fact you knew someone at work was on your side, or maybe it was the fact someone else understood how difficult it could be... or maybe it was a reason you truly couldn’t understand.

Either way, you quickly typed out a reply (‘WE got this, bro!! See you soon!’) and then swung your legs over the side your bed.

I feel like I became a zombie Not alive but I’m still walkin’ When the sunrise is upon me I’ll be waitin’ for the day to pass by Oh why

I became a zombie And there’s nothing that can cure me So tomorrow I know I’ll be Just the same, you’ll see me Wishin’ to stop and close my eyes

Unfortunately, Jae’s text message only gave you enough positive energy to get through your morning routine. As soon as you stepped outside and headed toward the bus stop, you turned into the robot on autopilot again, simply going through the motions of getting to work.

You got on the bus, swiped your pass, sat down, stared out the window as it began to roll deeper into the city.

It was times like these when you found yourself zoning out entirely, thinking of everything and nothing at the same time.

Your gaze became focused on the sunrise peeking through in-between the buildings, and your mind became unfocused on just about everything. And it was usually during your morning bus ride when you felt the most like a zombie -- half-alive. Or, rather, physically alive but emotionally... not alive. Probably because you knew the day was just beginning, and you had so many hours ahead of you to get through.

You closed your eyes, tilting your head and pressing your temple to the cool glass of the window.

Just before you were going to let out a deep but silent sigh, you felt your phone vibrate inside your bag.

With a small jump, you opened your eyes, sat back up, and reached in to see what the notification was.

A small smile crept onto your lips when you saw Jae had texted you again.

B R O. I need COFFEE. Want anything?

Soy hazelnut latte maybe?

What about food? You can treat me to lunch later as a thank you.

LOL okay deal. Everything bagel plz!!!! You’re the best!!!!

You would say one thing: it was definitely easier to get through the morning with some caffeine and some food. Hopefully, you would feel more like a person after you got some breakfast in you.

Yeah this is my life Always dreamin’ for a dream to come true This meaningless life Wanting somethin’ I can’t see And something I can’t reach Or somethin’ that could not exist

No more of this I wanna cry Dried out but feel like I should cry Tell the world that I’m still here tonight Oh oh

Besides the very end of your shift, lunchtime was your favorite part of the day. You especially enjoyed it when you got to eat with Jae, and even moreso when you ate out at a restaurant -- I mean, if you classify McDonald’s as a restaurant. Which you totally did.

Since Jae had so graciously provided breakfast for you this morning, you followed up with your promise to treat him to lunch. He had announced that he was craving a McChicken sandwich, so here you were sitting in a booth at the McDonald’s across the street from the building.

And, apparently, you were sitting in the booth more listlessly than you realized because as you were swirling some fries around in your ketchup, Jae kicked you gently under the table.

“Yo, what’s up?” he asked. “You okay?”

You blinked rapidly, shifting your gaze to look at Jae across from you. “Hmm?” you hummed. “Oh, I -- have you ever felt like your life is basically meaningless?”

...Had you meant for such a profound question to come out of your mouth?

No.

But there was no taking it back now.

Jae practically choked on his McChicken, his eyes widening and his brow furrowing deeply. “Say what now?”

You shifted awkwardly in your seat before replying, “Never mind.”

“No, no, no -- meaningless? Is that how you feel? Like your life is meaningless?”

“...Kind of?”

Jae’s forehead wrinkled even more, and he leaned forward closer to you. “Dude, that’s not true at all,” he said quietly and with the most sincere tone. So sincere it almost made your heart break. “Why -- I mean, why do you...?”

“I don’t know,” you shrugged. “I just feel like... every day is a chore to get through. I’m just waking up and going to work and going home. I don’t feel like I’m actually... doing anything. And like there’s no end in sight.”

Jae let out a soft sigh and set down his sandwich before folding his arms on top of the table. “I mean... I knew you didn’t like this job, but I didn’t realize it was that bad.”

To be honest, neither had you. Not until just now. You’d known you weren’t particularly happy, but you hadn’t truly understood just how unhappy you were.

“...Yeah, I guess it is,” you murmured.

“So... find a new job.”

You automatically let out a breathless chuckle and shook your head. “Like it’s that easy.”

“Listen,” Jae began. “I don’t want you to find another job. For my own selfish reasons, I don’t want you to leave because you’re definitely my favorite part of work. But... dude, if you’re that unhappy, you have to leave.”

You didn’t answer him right away; you simply bit the inside of your cheek and gazed at your food.

“I have friends with all kinds of jobs,” he continued. “I could ask around and see if they can help. You’re smart as hell, I know there are plenty of jobs out there you would be so good at.”

His words -- and his earnest tone -- made your throat tighten with emotion and your eyes fill slightly with tears. “Really?” you choked out. “You would help me like that?”

When you finally looked up at him, you anticipated his expression to be one of ‘You’re kidding me, right? Of course, I would help you like that.’

Instead, his expression said something more like... Well, you weren’t sure what. The best way you could describe it was... shy.

“Well... yeah,” he mumbled. “I... I just want you to be happy.”

I feel like I became a zombie Not alive but I’m still walkin’ When the sunrise is upon me I’ll be waitin’ for the day to pass by Oh why

I became a zombie And there’s nothing that can cure me So tomorrow I know I’ll be Just the same you’ll see me Wishin’ to stop and close my eyes

Unfortunately, no matter how badly you wished for more time, your lunch break was only an hour long.

Jae had double-checked that you were all right before the two of you went back into your office building, and he even sent you messages here and there throughout the day -- including one informing you that he had texted all of his close friends about job openings, and he already had some good leads for you.

At this point, though, you didn’t really want to get your hopes up.

Jae typically didn’t leave at the same time as you because he preferred to finish everything he’d started that day; you were the type to leave right when the clock struck 5 and not a minute later, so unless Jae finished early for the day, the two of you never walked out of the office together.

But Jae must have finished early for the day because the two of you walked out of the office together.

As soon as you stepped out of the building, Jae nudged you gently with his elbow. “So, are you gonna quit?” he asked quietly.

“Well, not right now,” you replied. “I still need to pay my bills.”

“Yeah, but -- if one of my friends can get you an interview, will you go to it?”

“I -- I mean, I guess so!”

To be honest, you wanted to leave this job, but... change was really scary. Starting all over at a new place, getting to know new people, getting used to a new schedule? It didn’t sound inviting.

But, then again, neither did keeping on with your current situation.

“I promise,” Jae said with raised eyebrows. “I will help you get out of here.”

You had to stop walking at that.

Your brow furrowed as Jae suddenly stopped, too, turning to face you.

“...What?” he asked.

“Why are you so determined to help me find a new job?” you asked, though there was absolutely nothing accusatory about your words. You were just... curious. I mean, it’s not like you and Jae were extremely close. You were best work friends, for sure, but you hadn’t hung out a whole lot outside of work.

Again, Jae’s expression turned shy the same way it had during your lunch conversation.

“I just...” he began, but then he let out a sigh and brought one hand up to rub the bridge of his nose. 

...And then it dawned on you.

Out of the blue.

The realization hit you like a ton of bricks that you had only stayed here because of Jae.

He wasn’t just one of the reasons you could manage to keep going. One of the only things you liked about your job.

He was the only reason. The only thing.

You were so hesitant to get another job because you knew you wouldn’t get to see him everyday, and seeing him everyday was the one thing in your life that actually made you genuinely happy.

Before he could continue on with his thought, you stepped up to him. You slid your arms around his middle and circled your arms as tightly as you could and pressed your cheek to his chest.

“Whoa,” he muttered, but he didn’t leave enough time for you to start second-guessing yourself because he almost immediately returned your embrace.

“I don’t --” he mumbled. “I don’t want you to leave because not seeing you everyday would... suck. But I don’t think I can keep seeing you everyday knowing that you hate it.”

You simply shut your eyes tightly, nuzzling your cheek against the silk fabric of his tie.

“I can’t see you everyday knowing that you’re -- you’re a working zombie or something. So... please. Please say you’ll leave.”

“I will,” you murmured. Because even though Jae made you happy... it wasn’t enough. You couldn’t continue to rely on him to get you through the day; it wouldn’t be fair to either of you.

“But...” Jae added, his voice quieter and a bit more shaky. “Please say... you won’t leave me.”

Your lips curved into a wide grin at his words. He was hugging you back, yes, but you still hadn’t been certain that he felt the same way as you did right now.

But now you knew.

“I won’t,” you assured him, squeezing him even tighter.

And for the first time in a long time, you felt a glimmer of... Well, you weren’t quite sure. Hope? Happiness? Love? Or maybe just... different?

After living your life in the same way day after day, week after week, month after month... something different had happened.

So, I guess the best way to put it was for the first time in a long time, you felt that tomorrow could actually be different.

And that was all you needed.

[askyancy]

That ask meme thingys

I dont’s wants to spam the main thing so we’s repostin it  Here’s a link to the original  https://askyancy.tumblr.com/post/188857885461/get-to-know-me-uncomfortably-well

1. What is you middle name? Daniel 2. How old are you? 30 3. When is your birthday? June 28  - 4:15pm 4. What is your zodiac sign? Cancer 5. What is your favorite color? Blood Red 6. What’s your lucky number? 4 7. Do you have any pets? Not anymore. But I’s used to have a cat fer like 15 seconds? Her name was Flancy 8. Where are you from? Ohio! 9. How tall are you? 5′10 10. What shoe size are you? 10 11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? 7 buts they’s keep em locked away from me 12. What was your last dream about? I hads a nightmare.. ah.. somet’in about escapin and upsettin de guards with someone handsome..or beautiful..or both I dont remembers 13. What talents do you have? I can sing I s’poses!  14. Are you psychic in any way? Psh no 15. Favorite song? I dont wanna be free Popular - Wicked 16. Favorite movie? Robin Hood Men In Tights 17. Who would be your ideal partner? Oh  er I er- I dunno... someone... someone who gets me youse know? 18. Do you want children? I er... n-no.. I mean yeah I do’s but.. I aints a good father 19. Do you want a church wedding? I don’ts think the church woulds want someone like me in der. Nah somewhere on a beach or somet’ins 20. Are you religious? Uhm.. not reallys.. God aint done a lot fer someone like me ya know? 21. Have you ever been to the hospital? A few times yeah. Lot o long stories there aheh.. maybe anoder time! 22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law? Nah course not..... not at aaaaaallls.... not once! Totally not in prison cos I broke any o dem law things...  23. Have you ever met any celebrities? I er.. not reallys?  24. Baths or showers? Shower! I could shower fer hours! aint payin no water bill so why nots! 25. What color socks are you wearing? White ones.. all we gets in here 26. Have you ever been famous? Ey er actually supposedlys I was on the tumblr fandom thingy once! That was nice! 27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? Me- ah ..nah.. I wouldnt wants all that. Nah.. nice quiet life in prison is fer me! 28. What type of music do you like? Musicals mostly! I er posted  lil mini playlist recently youse might be able to find it! 29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? Eh.. aheh... I er... yeah... ahaheh... I’ll leave that up to youses for youses imaginations~ 30. How many pillows do you sleep with? 16 31. What position do you usually sleep in? Lil spoons! 32. How big is your house? I means it’s pretty big! Prison gotta house a lotta roomies youse know? 33. What do you typically have for breakfast? Dey serves us dry cereals or oatmeal 34. Have you ever fired a gun? Shotgun,  Franchi SPAS-12  12 gauge. 6 shots in total. 3 fatal shots. 1 miss 35. Have you ever tried archery? Nah I aint goods at no stringy thingys theys get all tangled 36. Favorite clean word? Bourgeoisie  37. Favorite swear word? The U bomb 38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep? 6 days 39. Do you have any scars? Ah, couple on my left hand from a knife, one on my right leg from a bullet and I gots a …few more on my back but ah.. I donts like to talks about those ones. Youse understand. 40. Have you ever had a secret admirer? If I knews if I had a secret Admoirer it wouldnts be a secret no mores! 41. Are you a good liar? ah no.. I got a lotta tells 42. Are you a good judge of character? terrible! But ah! I always trys to make amends youse know? 43. Can you do any other accents other than your own? Ah a few, can do my dayds, New Joysey, Bahstan and New Yoyrk 44. Do you have a strong accent? Peoples always be tellin me I do 45. What is your favorite accent? I likes dem scottish types... ah and dat ole southern drawls good a good tingle to its! 46. What is your personality type? .... I er... I dunnos... Nice??? but like... tough guys too? Youse make that call 47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing? My shoeses! Dese is Itallian! 48. Can you curl your tongue? yeth 49. Are you an innie or an outie? I’m an innie! Prison life is where I lives int no outtie life fer me! 50. Left or right handed? I’s actually ambidestrous! 51. Are you scared of spiders? n...no...... why is der one near by? Youse gotta get it! 52. Favorite food? Gumbo. period. 53. Favorite foreign food? Probably one o dose indian curries! 54. Are you a clean or messy person? I likes to keep a clean cell  55. Most used phrased? Youses know? 56. Most used word? Youses 57. How long does it take for you to get ready? 5-10 minutes... unless its a show day then I takes like 3 hours. Gotta look poifect  58. Do you have much of an ego? Peoples be tellin’ me lately that I’m an ego nows but I dont gets it. I aint tryna be above anyones else ya know? I’s just out here tryna be me 59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? I licks them ;P 60. Do you talk to yourself? Me nah... Why’s would I talk to myselfs? Not like I dont gots a whole gang to talks to. Not like I’m locked aways from them right now whiles in Solitary... Not likes I fill the silence in ‘ere with false conversations ....  61. Do you sing to yourself? Always! thoughs there aint much privacy in ‘ere so’s a lot o people get to hear it too 62. Are you a good singer? Peoples tells me so! But I’s still got a lot to works on 63. Biggest Fear? .......... Abandonment  64. Are you a gossip? What? Nah... I woulds never betray someone like that. Only cruel cold hearts sons o bitches do’s that. Oh! Dat reminds me youse should hear what I heard about Shithole Hank the other day. So gets this --- 65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen? Chicago! Best thing! 66. Do you like long or short hair? Short hair! Slides better through the fingers! 67. Can you name all 50 states of America? Wells I coulds but youse might call it cheatin but here goes https://youtu.be/MSvJ9SN8THE?t=34s 68. Favorite school subject? Theatre o course! 69. Extrovert or Introvert? I er I’m an introvert actually 70. Have you ever been scuba diving? Sadlys no... Always wanted to go see one o dem coral reefs wid de fishes! 71. What makes you nervous? ....the...the Ward’n 72. Are you scared of the dark? All dese nooks n crannies deys dayrk down there I gets used to it But afraid o de Dayrk..... de Dayrk scares me... 73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? Only if its a common t’ing and theys not notice it on there own! 74. Are you ticklish? Yes but dont go tellin nobodys! 75. Have you ever started a rumor? Me! No! Course not! Startin’ rumors is the lowest o de low... spreadin em dough? I heards this one that Tiny once ate a guards arm.. like..de whole t’ing. I’d honestly say dat wasn’t true but... I mean.. it’s Tiny... Dey’s strong and terrifyin if youse get on their bad side! 76. Have you ever been in a position of authority? Me nah... I ain’ts authoritive like  77. Have you ever drank underage? No. and I don’ts endorse it eithers 78. Have you ever done drugs? No. We���s very against that at Happy Trails. We’s is about rehabilitation. 79. Who was your first real crush? Ah nice guy in my high school called Illinois buts then..everyone had a crush on him. I wonder how his adventurin craze is doin him 80. How many piercings do you have? Ah just my ears 81. Can you roll your Rs?“ rr....rrrrrlbllr... RRBLRLBLRRGRLR...... RRRRRRRRRRR there we gos 82. How fast can you type? I dunno’s how fast do I’s respond to youses akses 83. How fast can you run? Only ever got caught once! and dey cheated with bullets 84. What color is your hair? Black and dark as night babye~ 85. What color is your eyes? Brown like the muddy pools of-.... er.... chocolate? 86. What are you allergic to? Rabbits and kidney beans...and hard labor 87. Do you keep a journal? Yeah but dats fer my eyes only capiche!? 88. What do your parents do? Nothin anymore.....  Me Dayd always thoughts he was so good. always mocking me n stuff.. Thought he was all big bein a dental surgeon! And mom! Oh mom was just as bayd. Thinkin she was all better than me! Providin me with cuddles n loves and hugs n stuff tellin me to chase my dreams WELL WHOS DREAMIN NOW MA! Youse aint nursin nobody no mores! 89. Do you like your age? I dont like dat its gettin older 90. What makes you angry? Not a lotta t’ings but if youse be disrespectin mah fam’ly youse is gonna get it! 91. Do you like your own name? Yeah I likes it. had it a while now and it suits me youse know? 92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they? ah... Not reallys I means.. thats a joint decision youse know? 93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child? ah... thats up to the kid to decide when they’s ready 94. What are you strengths? I’s a good team member me thinks? 95. What are your weaknesses? I er... I gots a lot o’ flaws... 96. How did you get your name? ah wells it started with the nickname fancy pants and den dey took the first letter of my old name, a dead name i donts use it no mores, and it became Yancy Pants and den got shortened ta just Yancy 97. Were your ancestors royalty? Mine? psh.. nah! youse kiddin? For all I knows my ancestor was a pirate or somet’in 98. Do you have any scars? I gots -wait... I answered dis one already! 99. Color of your bedspread? Dark blue with some nice white sheets! 100. Color of your room? Grey... like every other wall in dis place

[fuckress]

I dare you to answer every single question in the "weird asks that say a lot" (tho you can decline the dare, or just answer one you really wanna answer)

me? declining a dare?? HELL NO! So buckle up, this is a long one!

1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?–> coffee mugs

2. chocolate bars or lollipops?–> hmmmmm… chocolate bars.

3. bubblegum or cotton candy?–> neither really… there aren’t many stores where I can buy cotton candy just like that. So I guess bubblegum.

4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?–> quiet, reserved, smart. I think that’s about it.

5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?–> actually cans. But I’ll settle for bottles if I can’t get cans

6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?–> hm… a mix between tomboy, sportswear and formal.

7. earbuds or headphones?–> both. earbuds while on my phone and headphones while on my computer.

8. movies or tv shows?–> tv shows. Keeps me occupied for longer and I don’t have to pay attention too much.

9. favorite smell in the summer?–> that fresh breeze when at sea or ocean. Or, the smell before a thunder storm.

10. game you were best at in p.e.?–> dodgeball, along with basketball and volleyball. which doesn’t mean I’m any good at either, those were just the ones I didn’t suck as much lol

11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?–> usually, I skip breakfast and have lunch. But if I want something, it’s usually a sandwich with either avocado, fish or something else.

12. name of your favorite playlist?–> uhh.. don’t really have one.

13. lanyard or key ring?–> both ^^ key ring to keep all keys i need together and a lanyard to lock them to my pants or something.

14. favorite non-chocolate candy?–> popcorn. I’m not entirely sure tbh, I’m simply eating popcorn now so that’s why it came to my mind lol

15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?–> ooh, good question. hm… catcher in the rye is up there… life of pie too… killing mr griffin…. hm. most books from my english classes it seems. the german ones sucked.

16. most comfortable position to sit in?–> sitting on one leg with the other angled. it’s kinda hard to explain, I guess.

17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?–> gray sneakers

18. ideal weather?–> sunshine, not too warm (maybe around 25°C), with a little breeze.

19. sleeping position?–> any position and every position

20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?–> either computer or mobile phone

21. obsession from childhood?–> hm. I guess drawing might be one. Other than that, I don’t think I have an obsession from back then. Maybe anime and cartoons in general, but nothing specific.

22. role model?–> don’t have one

23. strange habits?–> can’t think of anything right now..

24. favorite crystal?–> opal

25. first song you remember hearing?–> I don’t know the song titles of those, sadly. I do remember the ketchup song

26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?–> either taking a walk or sleeping in the sunshine. Not really much interested in activities.

27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?–> sleeping..

28. five songs to describe you?–> Alone in the room by asking alexandria, haze by tessa violet, choke by i don’t know how but they found me (the vibe of the song, not much of the lyrics), bones by emily finchum, dreamin by the score

29. best way to bond with you?–> oh, there are many ways tbh. either ask me about my obsessions and if they are similar to yours, let’s talk about those for hours. or just show up and talk bullshit, I’m always up for bullshit. or let’s rant about stuff that we both hate. just. yeah. I’m really not that hard to please, if you don’t treat me like shit, we’re good.

30. places that you find sacred?–> nothing comes to mind tbh. that doesn’t mean i don’t think places shouldn’t be treated without respect.

31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?–> jeans, sneakers, black tanktop and a blazer. or hoodie. things I’d usually wear as well. best to kick ass and take names while wearing what you like most, right?

32. top five favorite vines?–> “two bros, chilling in a hot tub, five feet apart cause they’re not gay.”“Say Colorado!” “I’M A GIRAFFE”“THIS BITCH EMPTY! YEET!”“Shit, duck!” “Oh, cause of the duck is it?” *gets hit by a flying duck*“Cabbage, cabbage, cabbage. LETTUCE, LETTUCE, LETTUCE!”

33. most used phrase in your phone?–> yaaaaaaf, yaaaaaaaas, rip, mood, aaaaaaaaaaargh, wtf, eyyyyyyyyyyyyy, oooh, fuck, ehehehehehehe (usually after a dirty joke), yay~, yehi wasn’t able to just pick one

34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?–> none. thank goodness

35. average time you fall asleep?–> maybe.. 30min?

36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?–> oooh boy, I don’t remember.

37. suitcase or duffel bag?–> suitcase. They’re easier to handle

38. lemonade or tea?–> tea

39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?–> neither.. I don’t really like cakes or pies

40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?–> there was a warning of a school shooting due to some internet posts. Nothing happened at our school, but people were scared. Other than that, constant firealarms due to bullshit reasons like cooking or dust. And being late for school due to flooding and casually walking in to class with zero fucks left to give.

41. last person you texted?–> a friend who sent me a cute pic.

42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?–> BOTH AND BIG ENOUGH TO FIT MY PHONE IN PLEASE

43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?–> Hoodie and leather jacket.

44. favorite scent for soap?–> something fresh like lemon grass or so. Or some herbs. Nothing too sweet and no nuts

45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?–> I like a lot of superhero stuff, but fantasy is up there too.

46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?–> I’ll sleep in literally anything, depending on how tired and lazy I am to change.

47. favorite type of cheese?–> none

48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?–> a pomegranate i think

49. what saying or quote do you live by?–> none really. More like a motto. Be the best you can be and enjoy yourself as much as possible.

50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?–> pfft. tons of things. i can’t possibly pinpoint one

51. current stresses?–> New job starting soon where I’m not really sure how well I’ll be able to handle it, sleep scedule is fucked, being on my own entirely with no friends nearby.. ah well.

52. favorite font?–> don’t have one

53. what is the current state of your hands?–> slight lingering pain, a bit cold, no injuries

54. what did you learn from your first job?–> my first ever job was as a waitress/barkeeper at age 14 or something. What I learned there… some people expect too much of you without helping you. And it’s ok to go away from a bad envirenment. Your own well being is most important.

55. favorite fairy tale?–> It’s either the tale of Icarus or the tale of Kunegunda. Those are actually the first ones I ever heard.

56. favorite tradition?–> hm.. don’t have one

57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?–> School, College, emotional breakdowns

58. four talents you’re proud of having?–> drawing, being able to view at problems rationally and finding solutions, reading people I know, my bullshit kind of humor

59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?–> Let’s get this fucking party started!

60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?–> slice of life. They’re the most wholesome with weird and funny friendship moments

61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?–> The risk I took was calculated, but damn, am I bad at math.

62. seven characters you relate to?–> I’m too lazy to think of seven, so have one: Killua from Hunter x Hunter

63. five songs that would play in your club?–> see number 28.

64. favorite website from your childhood?–> YouTube. Well, not really childhood, but early teenage years.

65. any permanent scars?–> I have one on my forhead from an accident when I was a kid. Don’t know if other scars are permanent.

66. favorite flower(s)?–> forget-me-nots

67. good luck charms?–> a d20 dice

68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?–> hm… I think I surpressed any bad memory like that. Can’t remember

69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?–> brown eyes can be changed permanently blue due to some genes and pigments being linked together

70. left or right handed?–> I’m right handed

71. least favorite pattern?–> anything with huge contrasts and tons of messy lines. hurts my eyes and brain

72. worst subject?–> history. Never was good at remembering dates and years and that shit.

73. favorite weird flavor combo?–> I… don’t have any..

74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?–> a 6, usually. Except if i need to do stuff or I’m trying to sleep. then a 4.

75. when did you lose your first tooth?–> I think, around the age of 9..

76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?–> chips

77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?–> a succulent always grew really well with me. Or cacti.

78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?–> Never had coffee at a gas station. I did have sushi from the grocery story, but they were never any good.

79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?–> driver’s licence photo

80. earth tones or jewel tones?–> jewel tones

81. fireflies or lightning bugs?–> wait… wat

82. pc or console?–> PC. Never had a console

83. writing or drawing?–> drawing

84. podcasts or talk radio?–> podcasts

84. barbie or polly pocket?–> I had both growing up. As a kid, barbie. later on, polly pocket.

85. fairy tales or mythology?–> why not both.

86. cookies or cupcakes?–> cookies

87. your greatest fear?–> complete darkness

88. your greatest wish?–> to manage well enough not to have to worry about anything

89. who would you put before everyone else?–> parents i guess

90. luckiest mistake?–> I bet there were so fucking many but I can’t remember right now

91. boxes or bags?–> depends. boxes for organizing stuff at home, bags for shopping and gathering things like bottles or clothes

92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?–> lamps and overhead lights

93. nicknames?–> Chan

94. favorite season?–> fall

95. favorite app on your phone?–> telegram, messaging my friends and all

96. desktop background?–> a picture I made a while ago I called galaxy marbles

97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?–> around 4 or so

98. favorite historical era?–> don’t have one, the all sucked

there. I did it. holy shit that was a lot.

[frighthouseofalighthouse]

All weird asks!! They're so good!

Sorry this is a bit late, babe! I wanted to wait til I had the opportunity to answer all these uninterrupted!

1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?

Coffee mugs! tbh I drink tea out of coffee mugs because who actually uses teacups? I mean my grandma has tons and I would use them, but the handles are so tiny and I am v clumsy so it scares me.

2. chocolate bars or lollipops?

Chocolate bars!!! I’m too impatient for lollipops and plus they always get coated in saliva which just...drips down my chin since my mouth is already full.

3. bubblegum or cotton candy?

Bubblegum! I love cotton candy but I can only handle a bit at a time tbh. Also I haven’t had bubblegum in almost two years bc of braces and I miss it so much I can’t wait to have it again.

4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?

Okay, so even though I’ve always been homeschooled, when I was in elementary school we did this program with a ton of other homeschoolers where you could take actual classes and stuff. My teachers always said I was quiet and focused and studious, and you could always count on me to be lecturing everyone else on the instructions if they hadn’t been paying attention. (does any of that surprise anyone?)

5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups? GLASS SODA BOTTLES. nothing beats soda that’s been bottled in glass rather than plastic. You ever had orange cream soda from a glass bottle????? SLAPS ASS MY DUDE.

6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?

Pastel/boho/preppy/goth, my dude. I have so many sides to my fashion and aesthetic.

7. earbuds or headphones?

EARBUDS BC HEADPHONES NEVER FIT OVER MY EARS RIGHT. BUT EARBUDS WITH SOFT TIPS BECAUSE MY EARS ARE TOO SMALL FOR THE PLASTIC ONES.

8. movies or tv shows?

Tv shows tbh because even though I can binge 4 eps of 45 minutes each per night, they’ll hold my attention a lot more than a movie. It’s weird.

9. favorite smell in the summer?

Thunderstorms/petrichor, also natural bogs. PEAT BOG SMELL FUCKING SLAPS.

10. game you were best at in p.e.?

None. I liked trampoline time back when we took gymnastics, if that counts. I also liked jump roping and Irish step dancing.

11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?

Nothing lmao. I sleep til like noon and then I microwave something for lunch.

12. name of your favorite playlist?

My catchall playlist, Things I Love, my summer playlist, Summer Songs, my Gryffindor playlist, My Queen And Country playlist for writing, and my playlist for The Raven Cycle. (after I post this I’ll edit it and link them)

13. lanyard or key ring?

Keyring, a lanyard would like constantly detract from my outfit if that makes sense???

14. favorite non-chocolate candy?

Sour Patch Kids or Swedish Fish.

15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?

Between The Grapes Of Wrath, The Great Gatsby, The Handmaid’s Tale, and To Kill A Mockingbird!

16. most comfortable position to sit in?

Just fucking sprawled every which way.

17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?

My grey converse if it’s comfortable out, my silver flip flops if it’s hot, and my fur-lined black combat boots if it’s cold.

18. ideal weather?

65-70 degrees, partly sunny, breezy, not humid.

19. sleeping position?

I need to sprawl to fall asleep, but once I’m asleep I curl up into a little ball.

20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?

Laptop and notebook ONLY IF I’m sure of myself, which isn’t often. But I do write dense, scribbled paragraphs on sermon note pages if something comes to me during church lmao.

21. obsession from childhood?

The American Revolution, weather, astronomy, and mysteries/ghost stories.

22. role model?

Idk tbh? Lately I’m just trying to define and live up to my own standards?

23. strange habits?

Pulling the collar of my shirt up to my mouth and sucking on it. Also being a perfectionist in my writing. I don’t do messy drafts. It’s all perfect by the time I write it, and I edit/spellcheck as I go.

24. favorite crystal?

Amethyst (my birthstone), bismuth, opal, and blue goldstone.

25. first song you remember hearing?

Other than nursery rhymes/kid’s songs, it was Light Up The Sky by The Afters, or California Dreamin’ by The Mamas And The Papas.

26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?

Find shade/a cool spot and read with a cold drink.

27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?

ALSO READ. And snuggle with thick socks and a cup of tea and play DS games all day.

28. five songs to describe you?

My five faves atm -

I Am Here // Pink

The Pines // Roses and Revolutions

Soldier, Poet, King // The Oh Hellos

Traveler’s Song // Aviators

Hymn // Kesha

29. best way to bond with you?

Share my interests about politics, history, books, true crime, paranormal, tv shows, and also be kind and understanding when I don’t text for long periods bc I don’t feel up to talking.

30. places that you find sacred?

The woods on the hill behind my house. Dense, deeply green, secluded woods. Hedge mazes. Old and crumbling castles. Anywhere beneath a clear sky and a full moon. Your heart when you’ve come to terms with your fears and made peace with yourself. Anyplace with historical significance. Bookstores on an autumn/winter day. Libraries.

31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?

A kickass plaid, bruh. Also my leather jacket - once I lose enough shoulder weight to fit in it again.

32. top five favorite vines?

Fre shavoc ado, the one where the dog eats the butterfly, the Lin-Manuel Miranda one where he’s brainstorming, “what the FUCK kind of weather is this, and the dad and son with the saxophone and the oven door.

33. most used phrase in your phone?

“oh mood”

34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?

“WOW! It’s NatureStone!”

35. average time you fall asleep?

Right now it’s 4-5 am because I suck.

36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?

I Can Haz Cheezburger, My mom used to look at the website with me when I was like 10.

37. suitcase or duffel bag?

They both have pros and cons. :/ Duffel bags are easier to carry but suitcases keep stuff from getting broken better.

38. lemonade or tea?

TEAAAAAAAAAAAA

39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?

Lemon meringue pie!!! my stepdad made a really good one the other week.

40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?

Nothing, since I was homeschooled. Same weird shit that always happens at home. Our safe word for when I got overwhelmed in math was “quokka” and we’d stop and look at cute quokka pictures.

41. last person you texted?

My gf :)

42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?

Jacket pockets because things are not only hard to fit in girls’ pants pockets, but if you put a chapstick/lipstick in there it starts to melt :(

43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?

BETWEEN HOODIE AND CARDIGAN. SO VERSATILE. SO COMFY.

44. favorite scent for soap?

Irish Spring soap or the blue Dial bars smells better and cleaner than anything to me.

45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?

Fantasy. It can take me a bit to get into it, but once I do, I love it. I only do sci-fi if it has rebellion and isn’t heavy on the sci. And superhero movies are great but a lot of the tropes are meh. Fantasy has a lot more versatility if you ask me.

46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?

Sweatpants/leggings and a soft, well worn tee.

47. favorite type of cheese?

Parmesan, white cheddar, or Muenster.

48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?

Raspberry!

49. what saying or quote do you live by?

“do no harm but take no shit.”

50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?

A really poorly edited political ad on tv a couple years ago. There was weird jazz playing, flames in the background of an image of the Capitol Building, and then the top of the dome opened and this guy’s face was inside. It is the single funniest ad I have ever seen and I laughed for 10 minutes so hard I was like an inch away from passing out.

51. current stresses?

Passing my driving test next month, getting a job, figuring out if my math skills are okay enough to take the SAT or an equivalent test.

52. favorite font?

Baskerville or Georgia!

53. what is the current state of your hands?

My fingernails are short bc I picked them while reading earlier, my cuticles suck bc I pick at those two, and my pinky is obliterated and scabbed because of when I accidentally sliced through the nail with a razor while shaving the other day. So, not great, but I’m living.

54. what did you learn from your first job?

That kids can be really annoying but also really cute and hilarious if you can get them to calm down. And also that baby fingernails are surprisingly sharp.

55. favorite fairy tale?

The OG Princess and the Frog where it’s implied the prince and “faithful Henry,’ his carriage driver, fall in love and ride off together at the end. JACOB AND WILHELM GRIMM SAID GAY RIGHTS.

56. favorite tradition?

Every December, my mom and I drive around after dark at night and I play Pokemon and we rate everyone’s Christmas decorations based on tackiness.

57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?

So isolated I was as a preteen/early teenager, my self harm, and the internalized anger over my abusive relationship and PTSD.

58. four talents you’re proud of having?

Writing, puzzle solving, singing, and calligraphy.

59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?

“Benvoli-no.” (I recently remembered I used to say that a lot and I need to bring it back)

60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?

Dark, fairy tale anime with a lot of secrets to uncover and some dark woods.

61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?

TV show - “I am the Bad Wolf. I create myself.” - Doctor Who

Movie - “It’s not about deserve. It’s about what you believe. And I believe in love.” - Wonder Woman

Book - “If you never saw the stars, candles were enough.” - The Dream Thieves, by Maggie Stiefvater

62. seven characters you relate to?

Dean Winchester - Supernatural

Sam Winchester - Supernatural

Jack Kline Winchester - Supernatural

Charlie Bradbury - Supernatural

Gansey - The Raven Cycle

Blue Sargent - The Raven Cycle

Hermione Granger - Harry Potter

63. five songs that would play in your club?

Final Song // MO

Call Home // Heathers

I Am Here // Pink

Babylon // 5 Seconds of Summer

Shake It Off // Taylor Swift

64. favorite website from your childhood?

WEBKINZ AND THE OLD AMERICAN GIRL WEBSITE

65. any permanent scars?

Yes, I have several that remain from self harm, scars all over my left knee from being a clumsy child, and most of all a major scar down the center of my chest from heart surgery when I was a baby.

66. favorite flower(s)?

Rose, lavender, lilac, and dahlia.

67. good luck charms?

Not really???

68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?

Olives, mushrooms, radishes, cottage cheese, and ranch dressing are all foul.

69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?

Martin Luther didn’t actually nail his 95 theses to the church door, he just kind of passed them around, which is a lot less dramatic tbh. Also light-up signs were first used in New York City in 1884.

70. left or right handed?

I’m left-handed!

71. least favorite pattern?

I think zebra stripes, leopard print, and houndstooth are super ugly.

72. worst subject?

Math for sure. Even science would be easier if it didn’t involve so much math.

73. favorite weird flavor combo?

Wendy’s fries and chocolate frosty!!!

74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?

I think a 7, usually. My pain tolerance is pretty high because of a) years of self harm, and b) due to my PTSD my muscles are constantly tense and in pain anyway.

75. when did you lose your first tooth?

I was 4, and it had been loose but it fell out when I was trying to blow up an inflatable ball.

76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?

Fries or roasted potatoes that are charred and crunchy on the bottom. Chips are a close third.

77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?

Idk, my grandma’s the one with the green thumb mania lmao. But She keeps a lot of violets and arrowhead plants in the windowsills!

78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?

NEITHER I HATE BOTH COFFEE AND SUSHI IN ALL CIRCUMSTANCES.

79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?

Never had a school ID, but my temporary license photo is actually pretty good right now!

80. earth tones or jewel tones?

I really like earth tones for myself.

81. fireflies or lightning bugs?

THEY ARE THE SAME MF THING. Also I call them both, it just depends on what comes out of my mouth haha.

82. pc or console?

PC, I guess, though I don’t really game. I just watch my stepdad game.

83. writing or drawing?

WRITING. I cannot draw to save my life.

84. podcasts or talk radio?

Podcasts, talk radio is so annoying.

84. barbie or polly pocket?

Barbie, although I loved both.

85. fairy tales or mythology?

Mythology I guess??? Although again, I love both.

86. cookies or cupcakes?

COOKIESSSSS

87. your greatest fear?

Rejection, losing people I love, people secretly hating me. Also drowning, spiders, clowns, and guns.

88. your greatest wish?

To be a semi-successful author and work in a library/museum.

89. who would you put before everyone else?

My mom and my gf.

90. luckiest mistake?

Almost dropping a knife blade first on my foot but it landed between my toes.

91. boxes or bags?

um boxes I guess? I’m really good at fitting things in tetris style.

92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?

FAIRY LIGHTS AND DIM YELLOW LAMPS.

93. nicknames?

Ell, Alexander, Ellie, Little Lion, and Nerd.

94. favorite season?

FALL FALL FALL FALL

95. favorite app on your phone?

Tumblr or Spotify. Two apps I couldn’t live without.

96. desktop background?

97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?

About a half dozen. Mine, my mom’s, my stepdad’s, my grandparents’ home number, my grandpa’s, and my grandma’s.

98. favorite historical era?

Both the American Revolutionary period and the Victorian Era (esp in Britain)

THANK YOU LOVE THIS WAS SUPER FUN

[marblemedusa]

26.) Second day of favorites! Favorite comfort food, favorite vice, favorite outfit, favorite hot drink, favorite time of year, and favorite holiday.

Favorite comfort food would probably be soup and grilled cheese. Favorite vice is coffee, she drinks too much of it which also answers the ‘favorite hot drink’ question. Favorite outfit is hard - no, wait, no it isn’t. She has two outfits she likes. She has a form fitting white suit and then this black suit with a jacket that she feels just makes her look very professional and like she’s a force to be reckoned with. Favorite time of year is summer because she likes the sunshine and warmth, she probably naps in the grass in the sun. As for favorite holiday, I don’t think she’s really big on holidays? I can google more later.

27.) Pick two songs that describe your character at two different points of their life, and explain why you chose them.

Suzie Q by Credence Clearwater Revival for when she was a teenager, determined to charm and flirt her way into the world's graces and land herself a comfortable life as well as a way to stand out amidst all her sisters. She's young and blossoming from the position attention, she finds it empowering and feels like she's on her way to success because she's this girl everyone is charmed by and people want her favor, it feels perfect.

California Dreamin' by The Mamas and the Papas is for after she lost her family. I like to see my two song choices as a sort of before and after, she goes from walking down the street in the bright sunlight with a bounce in her step and her head held high, knowing she's pretty and delighting in the attention it gets her, to feeling so cold and empty because of what that attention resulted in. She's feels cold, empty and hurt, and suddenly she's alone and wants the privacy to lick her wounds (or fall apart) without anyone seeing her. She wants the innocence and warmth of her youth back, she would like to run away to somewhere else, but instead she grits her teeth and makes it through the cold.

28.) If your character’s life was a genre, what would it be?

You probably expect me to say a tragedy, but instead I’m going to classify it as true crime and a coming of age story.

29.) How does your character smell? Do they wear perfume or cologne?

Either like clean skin or antiseptic, depending on if she’s spent the day at home or at work. If she’s at home, she’s likely been outside, so she could possibly smell like sweat. She doesn’t wear perfume, or at least she hasn’t in a long time.

30.) And finally: Write a letter to your character, from yourself.

Dear Evanna,

I have put you through so much shit, haven't I, my dear?

I'm not really sorry about it, however, because while I've spent this entire development meme answering questions to get to know you, there is one thing I've been certain of from the very beginning. You are strong enough to live this life I'm putting you through. You are traumatized and while it's an event I keep coming back to, you are the one that pushes yourself upright and declares that it will not be your defining trait. You will not be 'the broken girl', instead you are 'the woman someone tried to break once.' You are not so easily beaten, not by you past and not by a single story.

But here's the thing - You make yourself into more. You make yourself into a scientist, you give yourself a hobby, you turn stone into something that is yours, but I can still see the fear threaded through you like cracks in pavement. You keep that wall up emotionally and you're nice, yes, you can be kind and you want to help and to matter, but you're too damn scared to go out on a limb and trust someone when it comes down to it.

Are you trying to endear yourself to people? Trying to make them trust you or trying to get so attached that you'll trust them? 

Listen to me, it's an empty life if you're always on your own and yes, I know that you'll have another life to live in... oh, a hundred years, but you have this life now, so live it. You are the central character in your story, yes, but supporting roles are there for a reason. Let someone support you, it's okay to allow yourself to be moved.

There's nothing wrong with being cautious, but if you're too afraid to make a move, you only ever stand still and I know that you're more than that. Charge forward, lionhearted girl, make sure they know you as more than a monster in a myth.

[talariismoved-blog]

multiples of 7 for the 100 question meme! ( if that's too many feel free to pick and choose of those 14 ~ )

100 IMPORTANT CHARACTER QUESTIONS  ▎▏༻ ⟡ ༺ closed

Don’t worry! I’ll answer all of them, though I’ll leave out the ones I already answered! Gonna leave it under a read more though because there are MANY questions

Write a full physical description of yourself. You might want to consider factors such as: height, weight, race, hair and eye color, style of dress, and any tattoos, scars, or distinguishing marks.

        ❝ Sounds like someone wants to take me out for dinner. Well, I’m tall, 5′10″, I weight just enough, I’m 27 years old and I’m an American. I’m white but I did get a nice tan workin’ for RED and runnin’ ‘round in the desert - thanks, Mann co.. ❞He takes off his hand to pass his fingers through his hair.        ❝ I dunno’ what the hair colour is, some say it’s brown, othahs’ that it’s a very dark blonde. All you need to know is that I actually got hair, differently than the rest of the team. I have blue eyes, I got freckles and I don’t have bunny teeth. I’m pretty strong, I got some nice arms but man, my legs- am I proud of my legs. You evah’ seen my thighs? No? Well, I can show ya’ me crushin’ a watermelon between ‘em after this interview. ❞

Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?

       ❝ I mean... I got some lil’ habits I know that piss some people off. I bite my nails often when I’m nervous or sad. I tap my feet when I’m sittin’ and... that’s it. I don’t got many habits n’ shit. ❞

While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family?

        ❝ Just as well Spy goes when he didn’t smoke for a month. My mom was firm, but I love her. Most of my brothahs’ were complete assholes, and only 3 of ‘em actually care ‘bout me. I got my uncles, but they only pay attention to Roger anyway. I love my aunt though- and she made it very clear she likes me too. Then there’s my great aunt, and while she’s kinda... eccentric? She is an amazin’ woman. And of course, there’s Marlene. If there’s one person who evah’ understood me, then that’s Marlene. ❞

If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today.

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When was the time you were the most frightened?

        ❝ First respawn. You’ll nevah’ get ovah’ actually dyin’ for the first time and then thrown back to life. I’m used to it now, but when I first went through it, I was terrified. It’s like... y’know, when you’re sleepin’ or nappin’ and you’re dreamin’ that you’re fallin’ and you suddenly wake up? It’s like that, but a thousand times worse. ❞

What are your religious views?

        ❝ I used to be religious when I was a kid until I saw some crap happenin’ at the church my Ma used to take me and my brothahs’ to. Then I fully dropped any interests in religion aftah’ one of my oldest brothahs’, William, nearly killed this couple - two dudes - sayin’ they were sinnin’ and that God hated ‘em. I mean, I’m still a bit religious, but it’s not somethin’ important in my life. ❞

How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)?

        ❝ I’m.... no, not really. You just don’t go out there, tellin’ what you feel to othahs’. And if I say anythin’, I’ll eithah’ get laughed at or they’ll feel pitty for you. No one cares ‘bout my feelins’ anyway, so why would I share ‘em with anyone? It’s bettah’ to smile and keep up a positive attitude. I mean, that way you won’t get any troubles anyway.  ❞ 

Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people

        ❝ My team! They’re my friends. My best friends, the best friends I evah’ had, they’re all really good friends. But I hafta’ say that outtah’ ‘em? Sniper is probably the best of the best friends I evah’ had. ❞

Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?

        ❝ I do, and those are my team. I would literally put my life in their hands. They are the most amazin’ and skilled people I’ve evah’ met. I would die for ‘em and I know they would die for me too, ‘cause we’re friends! The best friends.  ❞

What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?

        ❝ I love sports, I can say that for sure. Baseball, soccer, basketball, skatin’, parkour, dancin’, tennis, cyclin’, boxin’, if I get to move, then I love doin’ it. I also like drawin’ and sketchin’, singin’ and listenin’ to music. I’ve recently started to get into campin’ and finally got my Garden up here in the RED base. It’s small and it’s in my room, but I can’t live without my plants. ❞

How do you spend a typical Saturday night?

        ❝ Othah’ than fightin’? Just like how I usually spend my days. Hangin’ around the base, trainin’, talkin’ with the guys. Usually, I go out to the nearest city though. If you think I’ll be stuck inside the base the entir God damn day then you are really fuckin’ wrong. ❞ 

Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?

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Do you like yourself?

        ❝ Yes. There ain’t no buts and ‘what if’s. I like myself, I really do. ❞

What three words best describe your personality?

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got7

Hi hello Dear! Thank you for sending in an ask, even if I’m super late answering because of work and life.

KPop Questions for GOT7 ♡

My first bias: was the one and only Choi Youngjae. JB was my JJProject bias back in 2012 so I tried to cling to him, but that only lasted a day or two because Youngjae is the sweetest little bean. ♡ He had me hooked with his goofy little smile. He was my sunlight at a time in my life when I couldn’t find any.My current bias: is still loyal and going strong. ♡My favourite song: is either So Lucky, 달빛 (Moonlight), 눈이가요 (Eyes on You), or Paradise. Special mentions to 너란 Girl (Magnetic Girl) for being perfect, Yo モリ↑ガッテヨ Yo for rapper Youngjae, and A for being a meme.My favourite MV: is 고백송 (Confession Song) or the self-cam MV for 니꿈꿔 (Dreamin’).My OTP: is 2Jae ♡ The member I think has the best smile: is, of course, my sunflower Youngjae (I’m literally trash guys). Special mention to Yugyeom for being cute as hell though.Favourite era: 니가 하면 (If You Do) because I got to laugh while everyone around me burned because of Jaebum. Special mention to 하지하지마 (Stop Stop It) for being just one big meme in retrospect.Do you own any merch: I own every album, a handful of signed albums, a couple calendars, a Youngjae Dream Knight doll, a Youngjae and Coco keychain from the Japan tour, a fansite photobook, and probably some other stuff I’m forgetting atm. Once again, I’m trash.Have you seen them live: Twice actually! Once at the Identify fan meeting in Dallas (2015) and once at Fly in Chicago (2016).My favourite voice/singer: is Yugyeom! He has a very unique voice- don’t let me lie I would die for Youngjae’s voice.My favourite dancer: is Jaebum because his dancing is basically me when I go all in in the car.

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👐 + why do you still put hope on me? (hyuk&hwiseok)

“Porque eu te amo. Porque eu tô cansado de ficar desistindo das coisas, e eu não quero desistir de você, de nós. Você é um pedaço de mim, eu carrego isso comigo, e eu não quero me livrar. Por quê diabos eu perderia as esperanças em você? Por mais que as coisas tenham dado errado antes, eu sinto que ainda podem dar certo. Tem algo dentro de mim que acredita genuinamente que podemos ser pessoas melhores, e que podemos melhorar juntos. E até agora você tá aqui, e eu pareço ser burro, até talvez seja, mas você não me mandou embora ainda, então eu acho que é porque espera que eu fique. Eu não perco a esperança porque você não quer que eu perca, Sehyuk.”

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👐 + do you really dislike me? (minseok&aurora)

“Eu gostaria, porém não. Eu gosto de você, mais do que deveria. Às vezes eu te acho um pouco, só um pouquinho parecido comigo, e é legal conversar com você, e depois te dar uns beijos. Confesso que só finjo que te odeio porque você já se acha demais e eu não quero ser uma dessas garotas que lambem suas bolas. E olha, se jogar isso na minha cara depois, eu te chuto, acabo com a sua raça. Você precisa sentir falta dessas palavras. Vou repetir mais uma vez: você é legal, interessante, e até que fofo. Eu odeio isso tudo em você. Agora vai embora, já tive o suficiente dessa sua carinha desgraçada hoje.”

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Kim Sook, 19yo, estudante de artes visuais em Busan

A Sook veio de uma família enorme de uma cidadezinha militar (não lembro o nome agora), e toda essa família sempre morou junto num casarão, e a Sook era a única garota entre os primos e irmãos, e pra piorar, 99,9% da família é bem tradicional. Desde pequena ela sempre se interessou por arte, ficava o dia inteiro desenhando, pintando, e dançando. Os pais até deixaram que ela fizesse aula de ballet, mas quando foi ficando mais velha, o pai começou a querer que ela seguisse carreira militar, igual a ele. Só que né, a Sook não deu a mínima. Então quando ela fez dezoito, conseguiu passar no vestibular de uma faculdade em Busan, dizendo que iria fazer engenharia. O pai acreditou, e ficou feliz, porque mesmo que não fosse o que ele queria, era algo aceitável. MAS ELA MENTIU NÉ, a safada tinha feito a matricula em artes visuais. Uma vez que entrou na faculdade ela ficou malucona. Ela já era assim desde pequena, mas agora podia ser ela mesma sem medo. A Sook é um demônio. Ela só pensa em macho, e só sabe atiçar. Ela é também adora mandar, comandar, não aceita ‘’não’’ como resposta, e é muito dedicada, tipo, ela fica o dia inteiro pintando se deixar. O maior sonho dela é ensinar arte para as crianças, e fazer muita exposição por ai, ser reconhecida. 

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👐 + "um dia você vai me perdoar completamente, hannie?" (hangyu&haneul)

“Eu espero que sim. Eu acho que já te perdoei, mas completamente… Eu não sei. Eu não quero que você nunca passe pelo o que eu passei, ser traído desse jeito pela própria família. Eu sabia que eles não eram lá os pais do ano, mas eu jamais pensei que eles fossem fazer o que fizeram comigo. Eu sei que você ficou com medo, mas… Eu teria levantado, eu teria tentado, pelo menos tentado, gritado, eu não sei. Ter ido atrás… Ainda é algo que eu não entendo. Eu amo você Hangyu, eu nunca vou deixar de te amar por causa disso, então não se preocupa com isso. Eu só quero que entenda que é uma marca que eu vou pra carregar pra sempre comigo, tá na minha pele, tá na minha alma, e eu não quero esquecer, por mais que doa falar disso. Você não queria que aquilo tivesse acontecido, eu acredito em você, mas é muito mais complexo que isso, e eu nem sei como um dia eu vou fazer com que você entenda, que eu entenda.”

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👐 — eu sou bom o suficiente na cama pra você? ( kyu&jaehwa )

“Quem deveria tá fazendo essa pergunta sou eu né. Claro que é, Kyu, tá de brincadeira comigo? Quando eu tô com você eu me sinto no paraíso. Sabe aquele frio gostoso na barriga? Quando a perna fica bamba? Eu tenho isso tudo. Não é possível que nunca notou a minha cara de bobo quando a gente acaba. Eu fico retardado de tesão. Você é lindo, tem um pau show, faz tudo gostoso e me respeita. Por mais que as vezes seja rough, eu sempre me sinto amado, e é isso o que eu mais amo. Você sabe que por muito tempo eu não tive isso, e você me fez esquecer de todos os traumas, você me ama de todos os jeitos, faz estrago, pega tudo de mim e me dá tudo ao mesmo tempo. Você é não é bom, você é ótimo, é maravilhoso.Deixa eu te mostrar o quanto eu sou grato por isso”

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# (goeun&chanwoo)

send me “#” for cell phone headcanons about our muses including:

- what your muse’s name is in mine’s phone

Asshole

- what your muse’s picture is in mine’s phone

- what your muse’s ringtone is in mine’s phone

man down - rihanna

- my muse’s last text to your muse

[sms] uma prova de que você é um idiota que só pensa com a cabeça de baixo :

[sms] ficou olhando pra mim a porra do treino todo, e esqueceu a mochila aqui na piscina. você tem um minuto pra aparecer antes que eu jogue na água. você sabe que eu não tô brincando. 

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# ( beomseok

send me “#” for cell phone headcanons about our muses including:

- what your muse’s name is in mine’s phone

 ♥ HAPPINESS ♥

- what your muse’s picture is in mine’s phone

- what your muse’s ringtone is in mine’s phone

feel special - twice

- my muse’s last text to your muse

[sms] eu achei um gatinho na internet que é sua cara, e agora eu preciso desesperadamente te apertar, te dar um beijinhos, e dormir agarradinho em você ♥