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A new partnership - Chap 24

Chapter 24

https://archiveofourown.org/works/26109937/chapters/67071790

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/13681547/24/A-new-partnership

https://www.wattpad.com/978052469-a-new-partnership-late-night

In the late evening, Onyx sat on the top of the cathedral looking down at the active citizens of the metropolis. Onyx head down the monument a group of teens laughing as they passed by, then he glanced down at them which continued their way together and Onyx looked up at the dark sky sighing.

“Come on Jin. Be happy that at least you two are friends,” Onyx scolded himself placing his hand on his head, then began to breathe in and breathe out slowly.

Across the Seine, Marinette sat inside her bedroom on her desk holding in her arms her and Alix’s bag of flour, and on the other hand, she held her pen, which she used to take notes for the project.

“You know Tikki if this was a real baby I really believe this with the budget would be really expensive,” Marinette mentioned. “Rose’s mom told, that she needed special diapers as her skin got irritated by its material. Those then aren’t really the cheapest ones,”

“A real child would probably raise the chances of you giving out more money if it needed special things for his needs,”

“Right, talking about special needs Nino just sent me a message,” Marinette noticed as she saw an incoming message, which she clicked to open it and see a meme. “That awkward moment, when you believe you wrote the best song with a good meaning but you end up losing against a song about space puns,”

“What?”

“Okay, I have no idea what kind of song that is, but probably if I knew I would get it” Marinette implied, then took a look at her window to think and recognized Onyx sitting on the top of the cathedral with his arms crossed having his head down making Marinette look worried. “Tikki do you see there Onyx too?” Marinette questioned the kwami, which nodded.

“He doesn’t seem to be in a great mood,” The kwami stated earning a nod from the teenage girl.

“We better get there, before he unwillingly gets akumatized,” Marinette said earning a nod from the kwami. “Tikki, spots on!” Marinette shouted, afterward she ran up to her balcony and swung towards the church landing on top of the roof, then he noticed the heroine arrive and looked up at her.

“Good evening, Ladybug,” Onyx greeted, then Ladybug went down to look at him.

“Are you alright?” Ladybug asked earning a nod from the superhero. “I saw you looking as if you were sad and just came in case something would happen to you,”

“Oh, you didn’t have to. I have been thinking about a talk I had with a friend of mine,”

“Has it something to do with your secret life?” Questioned Ladybug.

“No, we were talking about our past and we….kissed,”

“Oh really?” Ladybug asked a little disappointed, then Onyx shook his head, making Ladybug frown confused. “Did you or not?”

“Well, it wasn’t quite a real kiss. I sort of was hesitating and she kissed me under my lips, then this with Oni-Chan came along and…..we both were gone and afterward she apologized about her act, she…..she believed I didn’t like it and questioned me to forget it. I wanted to explain to her, that she has misinterpreted it, but I didn’t know how else to say that,”

“You could try it again?” Ladybug suggested. “You two didn’t fully converse about that?”

“I don’t know, how I should do that,” Onyx said watching Ladybug sat down next to him. “She could also not be ready for something after she had lost her…...one special person. Or naturally, she doesn’t feel ready or it is just because of both of us knowing each other for very long,”

“I think the best thing now is to be like you are and just be befriended with her. Maybe with the time, it will change, you two may get closer, you two might get closer with someone else, there’s a lot,” Ladybug recounted looking at Onyx, which listened to her.

“I’m glad, that we’re friends even, after all, that happened,”

“At least you two can still be friends. Soon or later she may see you with other eyes, otherwise, there are still other girls, that would love to have a caring and sweet boyfriend like you,” The superheroine assured tapping on his bell, making him smile.

“I’d make sure I’m worth to them,” Promised the raven-haired superhero making Ladybug chuckle softly. A car honk threw Onyx out from gazing at Ladybug, then he looked over down at the streets to see an SUV had crashed against a pole and vice versa a white car stood on top of the sidewalk with the car and left the car looking back at the car. “I think we should check that out,” Onyx pointed out as Ladybug looked down to and observed the woman from the white car walk across the streets to the SUV.

“Sure,” Ladybug agreed jumping down off the cathedral along with the male superhero and the two ran towards the car and Ladybug stopped in front of the woman from the other car. “Good evening, we’re here to help,”

“What exactly happened?” Onyx questioned before he knocked on the dark window of the car.

“The driver was driving in the middle of the line, then I honked and the driver dodged and crashed on the pole,” The woman explained.

“Hello?” Onyx knocked, then he moved on the door handle to open it and noticed another brunette woman sat in the car and the airbag slowly deflates and Onyx placed his hands on the woman’s shoulders. “Miss, can you hear me? Do you understand me?”

“I’m sorry, did I hurt anyone?” The woman asked, then Onyx placed his arms around the woman and pulled her out slowly and sat her on the ground in front of the side door of the second row, then we went down on his knees. “Does something hurt?”

“I don’t know,” The woman responded, then yawned and Onyx patted the woman on the shoulder. “I think taking a Taxi or a bus would be better at this stage of tiredness,”

“Should I call the ambulance?” The second woman asked.

“Call the police first and explain what happened, they usually call the ambulance too, if necessary,” Ladybug responded earning a nod from the blue-haired woman, which walked aside to the sidewalk to make the call. Ladybug took a look around the car and noticed on the license plate the European line code was replaced by a regular white plate but on the front, it had the blue initials CD. “Wait a minute, I know whose car this is,” Ladybug said and looked at Onyx, which patted the woman on her back to comfort her.

“The mafia?” Onyx guessed making Ladybug frown.

“Why is that the first thing coming to your mind?”

“I don’t know the bad guys always drive fat SUV’s in the movies?” Onyx answered. “Is is anyone special I don’t know,”

“The car belongs to the diplomatic corps of Italy. I think this is Mrs. Rossi,” Ladybug mentioned looking down at the woman, which picked out her smartphone to see the time.

“Mrs. Rossi, isn’t it?” Onyx asked earning a nod from the woman. “You’ll be fine,”

“I just need to inform my work about this,” Mrs. Rossi said, making Ladybug furrow her eyebrow at her comment, then went down at the woman.

“Hi Mrs. Rossi, isn’t your daughter called Lila Rossi? The one girl, that got turned into Volpina?”

“Yes. I didn’t know you knew me,”

“Actually I don’t. I just guessed as I noticed the license plate of your car,” Ladybug mentioned. “You looked like you had a long day today at the work,”

“Yeah I’ve been up since 5:30 am to be able to start at 6:30,” Mrs. Rossi explained.

“Isn’t that a little too early?” Questioned the heroine. “The embassy isn’t really far away from here,”

“I take in the morning the opportunity to make sure Lila has everything she needs at home in case I get delayed to arrive at home, which usually happens a lot,”

“You really need to take a day off or two to be with your daughter. You know it’s not also easy for her to move on in her life without any parental attention or be aware of what’s going on with her life,”

“She tells it once in a while when we both finally see each other. Last time I’ve seen her was about four weeks ago. She had been akumatized into Chameleon, but she didn't remember how it happened,” Mrs. Rossi mentioned. “And I had to sign, that she would do a project in taking care of a bag of flour along with a boy named Nathaniel,”

“About the part with the akumatization….She was...erm being bullied on the internet by her classmates and some other students, because she had been telling things about herself, that weren’t quite 100% correct,”

“You’re meaning, that she lied?”

“Yes, but I talked with her about it and suggested her to talk the next day to her class to explain why she did that. So far I know the hatred towards her….I mean er…. This with the bullying is now low and she is befriended with two boys, which have taken her to their breaks and are getting along so far…..I have heard once from her…..I saw her once…..saved her once from Ikari Gozen during the stomping of the school,”

“She’s been akumatized again during this year?”

“This is about the fourth time I think,” Ladybug mentioned. “I know everyone in Paris can be a victim of one of Hawk Moth’s attacks. Even Onyx has been under them, the most important thing is for you to be more present in Lila’s life. She was pretty close into following the wrong path of good and bad. Partially the first time she was akumatized it was my fault I had seen her telling, that she was my best friend in order to get popularity and this and other things made me mad and I scolded her in front of her crush, making her cry,”

“What? She never told me anything about that,”

“Of course not, I believe this would probably be worse for both sides, eventually,” Ladybug mentioned. “Since Cat Noir and the other heroes got their identities revealed I began to notice, I’ve been screwing up at some aspects in this role as a superhero. Thanks to Onyx I could see the wrong in my action and…..pay for them in some way,”

“Did you cause that mayhem back at the Trocadero?”

“I could have prevented it, if I had been there for Chloé but while I was gone Hawk Moth somehow made his way to her convincing her to fight for him. Chloé’s mom hasn’t been around her life as she was in Paris and her father was just a couple of times, but those couple of times weren’t enough or he wasn’t enough doing his best to raise her, so this is why it led her to be a spoiled person. You’re practically absent from Lila’s life too as I see, apparently she also doesn’t see her father enough. Lila’s akumatizations were enough to hold up the city’s breath and if no one helps Lila to see the paths she has she could have gone just the same way as Chloé or even worse,”

“The good thing about her now is that she faced her mistakes and explained the reasons behind them and at least these two boys befriended her and so far she seems to feel okay about it,” Onyx added. “Otherwise the chances for her would be high in getting screwed up by Hawk Moth the same way Chloé did,”

“She seems okay now, right?” Mrs. Rossi asked earning a nod from the superheroes. “You know I’m trying my best to make it home earlier, but my job is really important and at the moment I’m the only one to have Lila’s custody,”

“What’s with her dad?” Ladybug questioned. “I’ve never heard her mentioning a word about him,” “Well, he secretly was part of an organization, that passed over the country borders stolen artifacts, and one day his team’s cover got blown up as something went wrong and they were caught nearby the borders at Monteggio and Fornasette. This happened when Lila was around 5 years or 6. I never have told her about his whereabouts, cause I’m afraid she would end up doing similar to him,”

“You know that like this Lila can still go the wrong direction” Ladybug mentioned earning a nod from the adult.

“I really will try to focus more on her or at least arrange something to do together with her,”

“Good, tomorrow will be a good day for you two. It will be sunny...well 14 degrees, but it will be a good day to go out together,” Onyx suggested earning a nod from the woman.

“No Onyx, she will first go to the doctor for a check up, if possible she will go but maybe on Monday or Tuesday when she’s off the hospial,”

“Right,” Onyx replied, then noticed a police car approach along with a small ambulance, which parked behind the crashed SUV. “Here they are,” Onyx said leaning his hand down to help the embassador up, which looked at one of the cops approaching the car to check it out.

“Get well soon,” Ladybug wished looking at the brunette, which smiled and watched Onyx accompany her to the police car, where both greeted the agent then Ladybug smiled seeing Onyx lean on the car as he began to explain what he saw, while the policeman listened to him. The policeman switched to the woman and Onyx looked at Ladybug giving her a simple smile making the bug-themed superheroine blush enamored at the raven-haired partner.

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Paramore - After Laughter Inspired Sentence Meme: 

HARD TIMES

“All that I want is to wake up fine.”  “tell me that I’m alright.” “you can tell me when it’s alright.” “I ain’t gonna die.” “hard times are gonna make you wonder why you even try.” “__ is gonna make you wonder why you even try” “hard times are gonna take you down and laugh when you cry.” “ __ is gonna take you down and laugh when you cry.” “I still don’t know how I even survive.” “I gotta get to rock bottom.” “walking around with my little rain cloud hanging over my head.” “where do I go?” “give me some sort of sign” “hit me with lightning maybe I’ll come alive.” “tell ___ I’m coming down.” “tell my friends I’m coming down.” “we’ll kick it when I hit the ground.”

ROSE-COLORED BOY

“ ___ I hear you’re making all that noise about the world you want to see” “you’re making all that noise” “I’m so annoyed” “I just killed off what was left of the optimist in me.” “I had to break it” “wars are raging on” “I had to break it, wars are raging on.” “you’ve got me nervous.” “I’m right at the end of my rope.” “I’m a half-empty girl/boy.” “you’re a half-empty girl/boy.” “__ is a half empty girl/boy.” “don’t make me laugh,” “don’t make me laugh, I’ll choke.” “don’t make me laugh, I’ll...” “My rose-colored boy/girl.”    “Just let me cry a lil’ bit longer.” “I ain’t gonna smile if I don’t want to.” “we can’t all be like you.” “I wish we were all rose-colored too.” “I wish we were.” “I want you to stop insisting that I’m not a lost cause.” “cause I’ve been through a lot.” "I've been through a lot." “really all I’ve got is to stay pissed off.” “if that’s alright with you.” “leave me here a little bit longer.” “I think I wanna stay in the car.” “I don’t want anyone seeing me cry now.” “you say look on the bright side I say well maybe if you wanna go blind.” “you say look on the bright side” “look on the bright side.” “I say well maybe if you wanna go blind.” “well maybe if you wanna go blind.” “low-key, no pressure.”

TOLD YOU SO

“for all i know the best is over and the worst is yet to come.”  "for all you know the best is over and the worst is yet to come." "the best is over." "the worst is yet to come." “is it enough to keep on hoping when the rest have given up?” “is it enough?” “keep on hoping when the rest have given up.” “I hate to say I told you so.” “I hate to say I told you so but they love to say they told me so” “ they love to say they told me so.” “you say you told me.” “ throw me into the fire, throw me in, pull me out again” “throw me into the fire.” “throw me in.” “throw me in, pull me out again.” “pull me out again.” 

FORGIVENESS

“you hurt me bad this time, no coming back” “you hurt me bad this time.” “no coming back” “I cried ’till I couldn’t cry, another heart attack” “I cried ‘till I couldn’t cry.” “If I lay on the floor, maybe I’ll wake up” “maybe I’ll wake up.” "I don’t pick up when you call, cause your voice is a gun” “I don’t pick up when you call.” “your voice is a gun.” “your voice is a gun, every word is a bullet hole,” “every world is a bullet hole.”   “if I never look up maybe I’ll never notice” “you want forgiveness but I, just can’t do it yet” “you wan’t forgiveness but I can’t give you that.” “I’m afraid I have nothing left.” “I, just can’t do it yet.”   ”there’s still a thread that runs from your body to mine “ “you can’t break what you don’t see,” “an invisible line If I follow it down would we just be alright?” “would we just be alright?” “it could take me all your life to learn to love” “I thought I could love someone, I haven’t even begun” “I thought I could love someone.” “I haven’t even begun.” “If it’s all up to us we might as well give up” “I can barely hang on to myself.”   “Don’t you go and get it twisted” “Forgiving is not forgetting” “don’t you go and get it twisted, forgiving is not forgetting” “No, it’s not forgetting” ”I’ll never forget it,”  

FAKE HAPPY

“i love making you believe that what you see is what you get.” “I love making you believe.” “what you see is what you get.” "what you get is what you see" "I’m so fake happy." "I feel so fake happy." "we’re all so fake happy." "I bet everyone here is just as insincere" "I know fake happy." "I’ve been doing a good job of making them think I’m quite alright." "I’ve been doing a good job." "I’m quite alright." "you see it’s easy when I’m stomping on a beat." "no one sees me when I crawl back underneath." "no one sees me." "if I smile with my teeth, I’ll bet you’ll believe me." "If I smile with my teeth, I think I’ll believe me." "I’ll bet you’ll believe me." "I think I’ll believe me." "please don’t ask me how I’ve been, don’t make me play pretend." "don’t ask me how I’ve been." "don’t make me play pretend." "oh what’s the use?" "I bet everyone here is fake happy too." "if I go out tonight, dress up my fears." "you think I’ll look alright with these mascara tears?" "I’m gonna draw my lipstick wider than my mouth, and if the lights are low they’ll never see me frown." " I’m gonna draw my lipstick wider than my mouth," "if the lights are low they’ll never see me frown. " "they’ll never see me frown. " "I know I said that I was doing good and that I'm happy now." "I said that I was doing good " "I was doing good." "I'm happy now." "I should've known that when things are going good that’s when I get knocked down" "when things are going good thats when I get knocked down " "I should’ve known."

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"you really know how to get someone down." "everything was fine, until you came around." "everything was fine." "I’ve been chasing after dreamers in the clouds" "After all wasn’t I the one who said to keep your feet on the ground." "keep your feet on the ground." "you really brought me back down" "hold onto hope if you got it, don’t let it go for nobody." "hold onto hope if you got it." "they say that dreaming is free, but I wouldn’t care what it cost me." " they say that dreaming is free. " "I wouldn’t care what it cost me " "you got me tied up but I stay close to the window " "you got me tied up. " " I talk to myself about the places that I used to go and hope that someday that I just float away.  " " I hope that someday that I just float away.  " " I talk to myself about the places that I used to go . " " forget every cynical thing you said " "I’ll forget every cynical thing you said " "When you gonna hear me out?" "you really bring me down " "reality will break your heart, survival will not be the hardest part. it’s keeping all your hopes alive when all the rest of you has died. so let it break your heart " " reality will break your heart, survival will not be the hardest part. " "so let it break your heart " "reality will break your heart.”  "survival will not be the hardest part. " "survival will not be the hardest part, it’s keeping all your hopes alive when all the rest of you has died.” "keep all your hopes alive when all the rest of you has died.”  "all the rest of you has died." "don’t let it go for nobody."

POOL

"as if the first cut wasn’t deep enough I dove in again ’cause I’m not into giving up " "as if the first cut wasn’t deep enough. " "I dove in again ’cause I’m not into giving up." "I’m not into giving up." "could’ve gotten the same rush from any lover’s touch." "why get used to something new?" "why get used to something new? ‘cause no one breaks my heart like you " "no one breaks my heart like you " "you kiss me, and you wish we could see what happens next" "for a moment, I can forget what happens in my head" "if I doubt you, will you come through with a happy second chance?" "a happy ending, but this time you don’t leave me sinking " "this  time you don’t leave me sinking." "I’m underwater with no air in my lungs.” "my eyes are open, I’m done giving up” "I’m done giving up." "you are the wave I could never tame.” "if I survive I’ll dive back in " "as if the first blood didn’t thrill enough.” "as if the first blood didn’t thrill enough, I went further out to see what else was left of us.”  “I went further out to see what else was left of us." "never found the deep end of our little ocean.” "I’m draining the fantasy of you.”  "I’m diving headfirst into shallow pools.” "dive right back into you."

GRUDGES

"strange how we found ourselves." "strange how we found ourselves exactly how we left off." "you’re shaking my hand like it is the first time " "are we alright?" "are you recounting all my faults." "are you racking your brain just to find them all? " "could it be that I’ve changed or did you?” "could it be that I’ve changed?” "stop asking why." "we had to waste so much time." "well, we just pick up and start again” “we can’t keep holding onto grudges.” "time is a bastard I won’t break my neck to get around it" "time is a bastard.” “I won’t break my neck to get around it " "aren’t we so brave to give up a fight?" "let the years go by without us." "I feel you by my side" "I don’t even care if it’s been a while "it’s been a while.” " I can feel that we’ve changed and we’re better this way.” "I can feel that we’ve changed.” "we’re better this way." "come on, we’ll laugh ’till we cry, like we did when we were kids." "come on, we’ll laugh ’till we cry, " "if you wanna call me up or come over..."

CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE

"I can’t think of getting old, it only makes me want to die." "I can’t think of getting old." "It only makes me want to die." "I can’t think of who I was ‘cause it just makes me want to cry " " I can’t think of who I was." "it just makes me want to cry." "can’t look back, can’t look too far ahead” "I got the point, I got the message.” "I’m just a little bit caught in the middle ."  “I try to keep going but it’s not that simple" "gotta keep going or they’ll call me a quitter "I was dreaming life away, all the while just going blind.” "nostalgia’s cool, but it won’t help me now " "a dream is good, if you don’t wear it out." "no, I don’t need no help I can sabotage me by myself.  " "no, I don’t need no help.” "I can sabotage me by myself."

IDLE WORSHIP

"standing here like I’m supposed to say something.  " "don’t hold your breath, I never said I’d save you, honey " "I never said I’d save you, honey." "I don’t want your money " "if I was you I’d run from me or rip me open.” "if I was you I’d run from me.”  “rip me open.” "you’ll see you’re not the only one who’s hopeless " "I’m just a girl/boy and you’re not as alone as you feel.”  "we all have problems, don’t we?” "we all need heroes, don’t we?" "rest assured there’s not a single person here who’s worthy " "don’t let me let you down." "I’m not your superhuman " "I hate to let you down." "I’m gonna be the one that let you down " "it’s such a long and awful lonely fall, down from this pedestal that you keep putting me on." "it’s such a long and awful lonely fall." "what if I fall on my face? " "what if I make a mistake? " "if it’s okay a little grace would be appreciated " "a little grace would be appreciated." "remember how we used to like ourselves?” "what little light that’s left, we need to keep it sacred.”   "I know that you’re afraid to let all the dark escape you." "we could let the light illuminate these hopeless places " "just let me let you down." "oh, no, I ain’t your hero.” "you’re wasting all your faith on me.” "oh, no, I know where this goes.”  "your savior doesn’t look a thing like me.”

NO FRIEND

"I may have been finally able to address how it feels." "another pine-box tomb to fill the cemetery dead.” "another star, a touch of orange over purgatory grey.” "another void to fill.” "god knows no one needs more misguided ghosts, more transparent hands.” "we'll drop a nickel in our basket and we'll do our riot dance.” "another burning sky.” "can you forget these things?" " I'm semi-conscious, already sleepin' in the bed I made.” "thrown in a web with all his lies.” “I let ambition win.” "so let's make one thing crystal clear "I'm no savior of yours and you're no friend of mine” “you're no friend of mine” “I’m no savior of yours.” "you see a fraudulent form.” "I see myself in the reflection of people's eyes.” "realizing what they see may not be even close to the image I see in myself.” "I think I might actually be more afraid " "I feel like they know the story." "If nothing comes of it, then just know we are grateful " "then just now we are grateful."

TELL ME HOW

"I can't call you a stranger, but I can't call you " "I can’t call you a stranger." "I can’t call you." "I know you think that I erased you." "you may hate me, but I can’t hate you." "you may hate me." "I can’t hate you." "tell me how to feel about you now.” "tell me how to feel.” "let me know?" "let me know do I suffocate or let go?" "do I suffocate or let go?" "I think I'm tired of getting over it." "I’m tired of getting over it." "just starting something new again " "I’m getting sick of the beginnings and always coming to your defense." "I’m getting sick of the beginnings." "I’m getting sick of always coming to your defense." “I guess it's good to get it off my chest.” "it's good to get it off my chest.” “I guess I can’t believe I haven’t yet.” "I can’t believe I haven’t yet." "you know I got my own convictions and they're stronger than any addiction, but no one's winning." "I got my own convictions. " "I got my own convictions and they're stronger than any addiction. " "I got my own convictions, but no one's winning. " "no one’s winning." "you keep me up with your silence, take me down with your quiet. of all the weapons you fight with your silence is the most violent." "you keep me up with your silence, take me down with your quiet.” "you keep me up with your silence,” "take me down with your quiet.”  "of all the weapons you fight with, your silence is the most violent " "your silence is the most violent." "of all the weapons you fight with, your ___ is the most violent." "you don't have to tell me, if you ever think of me " "you don’t have to tell me." "if you ever think of me..." "I know you say you’re busy." "you don’t have to tell me, I can still believe." "in the wild fog of your memory, where do I live? Do I live there at all? "I can still believe.”