#✿ 𝘔𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘥 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘩𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳 *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ Alex Winchester

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“─hardly,” the young Winchester mumbled and crossed her arms over her chest. “The guy barely has friends as it is.” Of course Alex was going to worry about her dad. He was on Hell and Heaven's hitlist after all.

“I guess you could say that one of the perks about being half demon is that you can keep tabs on your old man whenever,” she shrugged. “Even if he does go radio silent.”

“Well at least he talks about them.” He mumbled. “Better than just pretending they don’t exist..” he trails off. “You know… it’s sweet that you worry about him so much. Can’t blame you though, I’d be worried too… I know he can handle himself, but.. part of me still gets at least a little anxious when he doesn’t answer his phone.” He jokes lightly.

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“─this is different and you know it,” Alex grunted, shooting her uncle a bitchface look that she had adopted from her father. “You and my dad killing humans are completely different because you and him aren't demons. I've gone dark side more than once and I had to watch myself kill innocent humans.” Shaking her head at the comment about her dad, Alex scoffed a little. “I've already gotten an earful from him more than once about how I feel about myself, ya know.”

"You say that like me or your dad haven't killed humans before. Hell, we've done it intentionally sometimes." He could remember a few times in his demon blood days when he hurt the human host on accident.

"I used to be scared of myself too," Sam said. "And maybe my powers aren't exactly on par with yours, but that doesn't mean you can't learn to control them. And having them doesn't make you evil."

Hearing Alex talk like that reminded him of how he used to view himself (or maybe still viewed himself). An abomination. A problem to be solved. A stain on the earth that could never be cleaned.

"Don't let Dean hear you talk that way about yourself. He wouldn't stand for it, you know?"