#✱「ᴄᴀᴛ ɢᴏᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛᴏɴɢᴜᴇ」▻ ooc. ❱

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i  love  @batisms  !  

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wassup fellas  !  my name is alex... im 7teen... and im in the gmt+8 tmz  !   eveerything ok maybe not everything lmao yall need to know about my boii ollie ( ollie oxen free ) here is below *finger guns* i hope i covered everything in there riiiipppp

spoiler alert ! i’m doing these in bullets lmao afsdhgjahks

his whole??? full?? name is ollivander laurence greene

yall can call him watever u want like: ollie, oliver, lauren, renz, liver if u want but thats super ridic.... i would lowkey want it

fancy as fucc dis name

#1 fuccboi over here

#1 party animal here

#1 asshole here

;-) catch yall on the flipside rip

high class, low life crook here

he has a carefree attitude... ya kno he’s very nonchalant about everything.... like he’s hIGH but he aint... he’s just seen too much shit already that nothing really surprises him nymore

can be a very impulsive motherfuccer... like dont go all punchy at him he’LL GO BALLISTIC ON YA

did i mention he’s studyin business??? bcoz who gon take care of the fam business?? ofc hE

n e way his family is a mESS esp his dad smh

so ollie is the eldest *finger guns*

look at all those responsibilities weighing him down

look at him brush those responsibilities off his shoulders

*poof*

jk he actually is v responsible and just does all his tasks in his own time, he doesn’t like pressuring himself to do stuff... it aint his thing

sooooo.... he moving on !

he moved to oxford since his sister needed him and ofc he missed his sis as well

n e way their dad thinks it’s a good opportunity for ollie to make connections and shitz

end ?? ehe

yea it is

all in all... ollie is a really good person once u get underneath all that sass.... his heart is in the right place but his intentions aren’t kinda thing.... lmao... that’s kind of all i got for dis little fuccer ! but i do have some wc connections right ere !!!

current girlfriend: yall honestly they dont have to love each other.... they could’ve just be like ‘eyy wanna date’ ‘yea sure’ nd that’s that... nyway this relationship is a falliing apart kind of thing... so get ready for those heated spats but also weird cuddly angsty moments

bestfriends/brotp/s: a bro... a homie... his soulmate... his one tru bromance...

frenemies: ideally they can’t stand each other but always seem to help the other if in need

enemies: ;-) i die for these connections. the end.

exes: yallllllll angst i live

oh oh oh and last but not the least

*drum rolls*

the lady he knocked up ! yo honestly he doesnt know what happened to her or the kid if there is even one yall so go wild go crazy idk

anywhoooo im open up for anything and my dms r on always so holler @ me babies <3333

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(( I’ve come to a conclusion due to last night’s fiasco trying to sleep and first off let me tell you, I’m not blaming anyone, maybe it’s my fault but honest to fucking God I don’t ever want to experience something like that ever again and if it means coming to this conclusion to better my health then so be it. I’m still shaking from it right now.

By this point in this fandom, I don’t care what anyone thinks but if anyone just wants to think I’m running away instead of trying to understand my feelings on the matter and see me as a horrible human being for watching out for my mental and physical health, then that’s your choice and seems to be where your morals stand. But I rather not have to go through that every night that I try to stay around here, I really fucking don’t and you should understand that I shouldn’t have to force myself through that.

So with that, I’m leaving this fandom, everyone and everything, even Jack, I’m sorry, but I can’t, I legitimately can’t. Do what you want. Whether or not I ever come back and remake this blog, it will currently be on an Indefinite Hiatus.

And if any want to know what triggered this, I say viewer discretion is advise: 

I was actually scared for my life last night, My heart wouldn’t stop racing, I couldn’t sleep, I was crying constantly and I was pacing around my room, hyperventilating, I nearly through-up several times, I was shaking, shivering and rocking back and forth. I tried to take like a whole bottle of pain relievers since I didn’t have any kind of sleeping aids, I couldn’t think, I nearly went up to my dad to tell him to take me to the hospital I felt like shit. I’m still shaking thinking about it but I’m sorry if you think I have to put myself through that again, no, no, I’m not ever. If you wanna hold a grudge fine. But please just forget about me. ))

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tag drop i .

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i love @batisms​ !! 

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Mild Hiatus

(( Okay so, let me start with, this is for my own health. I’m serious. I’m really tired and just for like the past week I’ve had several panics and the anxiety never goes away and I’m just not having fun anymore. My stomach is constantly turning on me, I can barely eat and sometimes I end up crying. I can barely get up in the morning half the time, I shouldn’t dread coming online to do a hobby and I should stop forcing myself too, for reasons I’m not going to tell just anyone. So I’m taking a week or two off completely from this fandom, RP-ing and tumblr all together. I’m legitimately constantly sick and I hate it and I can’t take it anymore.

When I get back though, I may drop a few threads if I can’t see them continuing. Otherwise hopefully I’ll be coming back with a new theme, possibly icons. I’m available on skype, ya-da, ya-da, cheers. ))

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;; update

(( Surprise, surprise, I ain’t close to finishing my theme

But more importantly I’m still uncomfortable around here && now more so than ever. So if ya’ll can guess, then yes hiatus is being extended because no , I don’t want to be in the middle of all this on my dash etc. && tbh I’m just . . disappointed in everything.

If things keep blowing up like this, I’m probably not ever coming back. And if anything, considering I’m still quite attached to Jack, Imma need to learn how to blacklist for drama considering it’s gotten to the point where people can’t keep it private. ))

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(( Tomorrow is my b-day [ yaaay ] and I just wanted to say something about that since I’m not going to be online or around tomorrow as much. ))

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(( What an eventful evening which will probs continue onto tomorrow but nighnigh for now !! ))

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I found me cat ears !!

                                         ---and here have a mun-pic !

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Me: IT'S SINDAY !!

Muse: . . . ugh.

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☐ – does your muse feel incomplete? Do they feel whole? Why do they feel whichever way?

send this ! || Accepting

(( I’m answering this cause there’s no way Jack is answering this truthfully. He always feels incomplete and not just literally there being a hole in his chest, even when he gets something longed for he’s always going to want something more. Which is why lots of times he deals with what he has and suppresses most if his cravings, but he’s going to always feel like something’s missing but that doesn’t mean he can’t be satisfied with what he has. Not to mention, Jack will barely ever ask for anything which in some cases makes him a bit selfless but a lot of times it’s because he hates asking others to give him things or the like when he wants to accomplish it HIMSELF. In a way, it makes him feel helpless and pathetic when he can’t get something without someone else’s aid. ))

|| @swap-grillbys-parlor

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;; ooc

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You're a talented writer, though a bit spotty at times, and an impressive artist. You tend to seem to dodge things at times but people also need to understand your writing for your characters is a hobby. I wouldn't say you're an undesired person to write with or talk to but I also wouldn't say you're the best of the best. You're up there above the par from the middle point and frankly that's better than being in too much high demand. Just keep on keeping on.

(( Can I just say that this is good criticism? Like I made a PSA before about hate vs criticism and this is a great example for it.

Anyway tHANK YOU. I know Im not the best but I always try to improve and try to be more frequent btu you know irl. But I really apreciat ethis !! ))

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squints at the like. what're u lookin at.

『🌹』▻ @mutemade

“ —uh … ”

“ GOTTA GO BYE !! ”

(( I suddenly need to go too *NYoooooooooom!! * ))

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⚭ – does your muse have any contradicting opinions/views? If so, then what are they?

send this ! || Accepting

(( A LOT !! But it’s mostly with what he considers life lessons and advice, because Jack, Jack can give VERY good lifetime advice but will almost never follow his own advice. Such as, he believes that if you care about loved ones you should also care about yourself since loved ones would care about you and your safety sometimes more than themselves and then the very next second will throw himself into a pit of fire for the hell of it. ))

|| @azraeltree