#✱「ᴄᴀᴛ ɢᴏᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛᴏɴɢᴜᴇ」▻ ooc. ❱

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i  love  @batisms  !  

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(( I’ve come to a conclusion due to last night’s fiasco trying to sleep and first off let me tell you, I’m not blaming anyone, maybe it’s my fault but honest to fucking God I don’t ever want to experience something like that ever again and if it means coming to this conclusion to better my health then so be it. I’m still shaking from it right now.

By this point in this fandom, I don’t care what anyone thinks but if anyone just wants to think I’m running away instead of trying to understand my feelings on the matter and see me as a horrible human being for watching out for my mental and physical health, then that’s your choice and seems to be where your morals stand. But I rather not have to go through that every night that I try to stay around here, I really fucking don’t and you should understand that I shouldn’t have to force myself through that.

So with that, I’m leaving this fandom, everyone and everything, even Jack, I’m sorry, but I can’t, I legitimately can’t. Do what you want. Whether or not I ever come back and remake this blog, it will currently be on an Indefinite Hiatus.

And if any want to know what triggered this, I say viewer discretion is advise: 

I was actually scared for my life last night, My heart wouldn’t stop racing, I couldn’t sleep, I was crying constantly and I was pacing around my room, hyperventilating, I nearly through-up several times, I was shaking, shivering and rocking back and forth. I tried to take like a whole bottle of pain relievers since I didn’t have any kind of sleeping aids, I couldn’t think, I nearly went up to my dad to tell him to take me to the hospital I felt like shit. I’m still shaking thinking about it but I’m sorry if you think I have to put myself through that again, no, no, I’m not ever. If you wanna hold a grudge fine. But please just forget about me. ))

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i love @batisms​ !! 

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Mild Hiatus

(( Okay so, let me start with, this is for my own health. I’m serious. I’m really tired and just for like the past week I’ve had several panics and the anxiety never goes away and I’m just not having fun anymore. My stomach is constantly turning on me, I can barely eat and sometimes I end up crying. I can barely get up in the morning half the time, I shouldn’t dread coming online to do a hobby and I should stop forcing myself too, for reasons I’m not going to tell just anyone. So I’m taking a week or two off completely from this fandom, RP-ing and tumblr all together. I’m legitimately constantly sick and I hate it and I can’t take it anymore.

When I get back though, I may drop a few threads if I can’t see them continuing. Otherwise hopefully I’ll be coming back with a new theme, possibly icons. I’m available on skype, ya-da, ya-da, cheers. ))

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;; update

(( Surprise, surprise, I ain’t close to finishing my theme

But more importantly I’m still uncomfortable around here && now more so than ever. So if ya’ll can guess, then yes hiatus is being extended because no , I don’t want to be in the middle of all this on my dash etc. && tbh I’m just . . disappointed in everything.

If things keep blowing up like this, I’m probably not ever coming back. And if anything, considering I’m still quite attached to Jack, Imma need to learn how to blacklist for drama considering it’s gotten to the point where people can’t keep it private. ))

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I found me cat ears !!

                                         ---and here have a mun-pic !

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Me: IT'S SINDAY !!

Muse: . . . ugh.

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;; ooc

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⫸ 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐋 && 𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐂

Oh boy this maybe long but here we go. It’s about time I explain how Jack ticks I guess. This is going to go over how his magic works, how he uses it and how it both effects him and everything around it. Not only that, the condition of his soul ( which is bad and canon for all verses ) will also be explained. [ Don’t hesitate to ask me questions if something isn’t clear !! ]

MAGIC

Well as we all know, Monsters’ body and soul are made from magic and I have a few theories about that ( only canon for Jack’s timeline/himself ). As known, there are different types of magic, bone magic, fire magic, sound magic, effect magic etc. And some monsters can use more than one type of magic besides their own ( whether or not they were born with it or learned it over time ). Some monsters have special abilities, be it a unique magic or an effect that’s caused in certain circumstances ( ex. Karmic Retribution ). 

Jack has three different types of Magic that can branch off into abilities, effects and sub-magic that he’s capable of. That is Space Manipulation, Weapon Magic and Bone Magic [ eventually I will need to update his profile ^^;; ]. But besides that the thing what will be mostly covered here is his raw magic.

Even though it seems like Jack has full control of his magic or has complete control, he really doesn’t. His magic is unstable, unpredictable and wild especially since it can easily get out of control due to negative emotions. His magic has a specific flow or the way his magic conducts. Jack’s magic travels like electrical energy. It’s possible for his magic to flare up like smoke but most often it discharges in an electrical form. And yes, this does account for how fast he can cast attacks and even teleport. One of Jack’s many qualities is his speed. So most of his magic abilities do happen instantaneously.

His magic can effect electronics and devices but passes through those with souls and most organic material unless it was prepared in an attack. He can use this raw energy for simple tasks such as turning on and off lights and devices, flipping channels on TV and radio, electric ovens, toasters, microwaves, fridges and pretty much anything ran by electric, he can even send short messages through text or chat without having to touch his phone or computer.

Magic flows through his body quite like how nerves and heat does in a human body. Reasoning to why his hands, feet and skull are the most sensitive parts of his body since magic is mostly being filtered through those points.

Due to the fact that he’s made from two Boss monsters fused together with DETERMINATION and was thrown into the VOID, Jack has a shit-ton of constant regenerating magic at his excess. Though his magic constantly being used to keep his physical form from falling apart, which isn’t actually hard, it’s as natural as breathing but due to his condition ( will later be explained in the next section ) it’s been harder or getting harder trying to keep himself together.

SOUL

Jack’s soul is extremely damaged and fragile ( surprised he’s survived this long ; he stays alive with spite and sheer anger alone ) not to mention the DETERMINATION within him is in fact very slowly killing him. He is literally dying inside.

Even though he has a lot of magic his input and output of magic is way over unbalanced that his own body is literally on the verge of a meltdown. The magic that he outputs is slowly becoming less and less as he constantly is needing to feed magic towards his own body and soul to keep it mostly stable. While then his own soul is literally eating away his own body, burrowing a hole in his chest ( which he usually can cover up with bone magic but as it gets worse he can’t hide it with that anymore and will begin using bandages which can burn off or a garment that resembles a binder over his chest ). This also puts Jack in constant excruciating pain as it gets worse over time but becoming used to it, most of the time he mentally nullifies it ( he may also use different types of painkillers ). The only times he feels the pain is when he uses too much magic all at once which usually only occurs when he enters a Battle. Teleporting and his telekinesis normally don’t bother him, his body doesn’t consider that an excess use of magic ( but using different types of magic all at once is considered excess which is normally during a Battle ).

Below will be stated the symptoms of his condition getting progressively worse:

STAGE 1 Hole is 2 - 3 inches in diameter ; mild chest pain, slight occasional headaches, somewhat irritable, apathetic, able to hide hole

STAGE 2 Hole is 2.5 - 4 inches in diameter ; increased chest pain, headaches occur often, very irritable, short temper, able to hide hole

STAGE 3 Hole is 3 - 4.5 inches in diameter ; constant chest pain, infrequent migraines and headaches, irritable, quick to lash out, hyper-sexuality &/or blood-lust, emotional trouble, able to hide hole

STAGE 4 Hole is 3.5 - 5 inches in diameter ; bouts of extreme chest pain, frequent migraines and headaches, loss in motivation, emotionally sensitive, constant fatigue, unable to hide hole

STAGE 5 4.5 - 6 inches in diameter ; crippling chest pain coupled with migraines, extreme fatigue, sensitive to touch, starts hacking up DT ( like blood but much brighter and glows ), unable to hide hole

STAGE 6 Hole is 6 inches and above ; pain leaves him completely immobile, frequently gags DT, DT leaks from his chest, completely numb to touch, signs of body crumbling, eventual Death

These are the stages that gradually happen over time if the condition is not yet taken care of. Usually Jack is between Stages 2 - 3 in most verses. The speed of which the Stages progress change drastically depending on the Timeline Jack’s in, his current well being mentally and physically and the environment he’s placed in. The speed of which he is deteriorating can also change due to any kind of new influence he’s experiencing be it environment change or the persons he meets. So it could literally be between weeks to months to years before he ever reaches any of the serious Stages.

There is a way of saving him [ why wouldn’t there be ; I’m not that cruel ] but Jack has a deep internal hatred and rooted fear of the process. If you already guessed it, then yes, one would need to hook him up to the DT Extraction Machine. But here’s the thing, he still needs DT to keep his soul from completely tearing apart. It’s the reason why he’s an amalgamation in the first place. One would have to extract a specific amount of DT from his soul, not just below or above, exactly otherwise he WILL die. Not mention, it will hurt Jack like hell, like hurt A LOT. But it’s really the only way to ensure his survival. [ Again feel free to ask questions and theorize with me ].

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(( /rolls right tf on in here./ Okay so I fucking love Jack. He's been one of my favorite characters since the day I found your blog. Which was months ago. He's so developed, and the way you write him is A++++. I love threading with you, the detail you use when you write is good shit. I JUST LOVE HIM OKAY? AAAAAAAAAAAA ))

COME TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK OF HOW I RP MY MUSE, I CAN ONLY PUBLISH.

Accepting || @peaceey

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Jack is a beautifully thought out character. He's unpredictable and even though he is ferocious as fuck, he also has a tender side. Jack is a type of character I would love to see in a book or a movie. The development of him is simply amazing.

COME TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK OF HOW I RP MY MUSE, I CAN ONLY PUBLISH.

Accepting || @giraffeiisms

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me: Watching Anime Like, here comes the super edgy badass white haired kid