#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ sometimes the sunlight we find makes the day worthwhile ⌗ save .
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#{ had to slow it down a tiny bit but tucking it into their tags lol }#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ hair in your face ; it fills the space between your teeth ⌗ kaia .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ › razorfst › ⌗ kaia and andrei .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ › wolfskrieger › ⌗ kaia and leon .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ i don’t get much sleep most nights ; i’m seeing you in every dream ⌗ headcanon .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ the birds will still sing ; your folks will still fight ⌗ playlist .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ do you remember drinking in the parking lot by the trailhead ⌗ mentions .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ sometimes the sunlight we find makes the day worthwhile ⌗ save .
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tag drop : tagged dynamics so far / misc
#tag drop .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ —— i spend nights stitching up the loose threads of my soul ⌗ carp3diems ( riley x zane ) .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ —— this is the last damn thing that i hold close to me ⌗ dalphahale ( allison x derek ) .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ —— this town’s the same as you left it ; your page was blank but i read it ⌗ ofcrxwns ( jj x kiara ) .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ —— why do you keep reaching for my hand ; do you see something i can’t ⌗ fuckmeupindie ( louise x damian ) .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ —— sometimes the sunlight we find makes the day worthwhile ⌗ snnydcys ( asher x sonny ) .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ —— i’ll move back home forever ; i’ll feed the dogs ⌗ stanfordprepped ( brooklyn x sam ) .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ —— a boat beside a dock in the sunlight ⌗ stanfordprepped ( elena x sam ) .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ —— so our times come around and our wounds run deep ⌗ ruinedmyself ( brooklyn x sam ) .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ and you can stare below into the abyss ⌗ wanted plot .
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Hey… I was thinking you can do reader x Kniesy… but there’s some smut involved. let’s say reader goes to university of Toronto and has moved in with Kniesy because her roommate was a bitch. One night after Matts comes home from a road trip, he finds reader asleep and bare in their bed with some… toys… next to reader🫣 Matty knows that reader knows to wait for him to pleasure herself but she couldn’t resist and ends up getting punished. thanks babe if you end up writing it!
Oh yes, darling! Of course, we can create some Kniesy smut 🤗💦
There's no better way to end the weekend than our freshman reminding his girl that he's the best she'll ever have - even compared to the toys she can use in his absence 😏
I hope you enjoy this 🤍
Tropes & Warnings; Matthew Knies x reader; established relationship; 18+ smut; masturbating with sex toys (vibrator), oral sex (f receiving), unprotected sex (p in v), cum inside;
Word count: 2.6K
Taglist; @couldawouldashoulda50; @findapenny; @justwanderingbutneverlost; @cixrosie;
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Playing without me? I Matthew Knies
You’d been at the University of Toronto for a few years now, and coming to live with your boyfriend, Matthew Knies, had been a real game changer. Moving in with him had been an easy decision, especially after your previous roommate turned out to be a nightmare. Every day had been filled with annoyance and arguments over the smallest things. Unwashed dishes, loud phone calls in the middle of the night, and a complete disregard for personal space had made your living situation a daily struggle, causing you to spend countless evenings venting to Matthew, who listened patiently and offered his support.
So, when he suggested you could just move into his flat, you quickly accepted. Surely, a part of you wondered if it was too soon in your relationship, but given the situation, it just made sense and felt as natural as breathing. And in the end, the thought of coming home to his warm smile, his reassuring presence, and the comfort of his embrace made the decision an easy one.
Besides, who wouldn’t prefer sharing a flat with their charming, hockey-playing boyfriend?
Matthew was just everything you’d ever wanted in a partner—kind, thoughtful, and incredibly supportive. Though his schedule with the team meant he was often busy, he always made time for you, ensuring you felt cherished and loved. Your shared moments, whether simple dinners at home or spontaneous adventures around the city, were filled with laughter and affection. So, living with him had only brought a new level of intimacy and connection to your relationship, making you fall even more deeply in love with him every day.
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For Matthew, it hadn’t really been a tough decision. You were often around anyway, especially with all the troubles you were having with your roommate. Moreover, he saw how stressed you were and wanted to make things easier for you.
Truth be told, he did his best to be an amazing boyfriend. Despite his chaotic and hectic lifestyle as a professional hockey player, he always tried to be great at prioritising your relationship. He always made sure to check in on you, even when he was on the road, as well as invite you to every game possible.
Everything just made sense with you around, whether it was you casually studying at his dining table while he played NHL video games with his teammates or the two of you having dinner together. Your presence often brought a sense of calm and normalcy to his life, and with your classes scheduled at diverse hours, much like his training, you could often coordinate your schedules. Sometimes, you’d even spend the day at his place, enjoying the quiet to study while he was out. Other times, you had more free time to either prepare dinners or enjoy a lovely lie-in on his off days when you had late classes.
And Matthew loved those lazy mornings the most, waking up next to you, the sunlight filtering through the curtains, and the world outside feeling a million miles away. Those moments were a stark contrast to the fast-paced, high-pressure environment of his hockey career, as you brought balance to his life, grounding him and making everything feel more manageable.
Even his teammates noticed the change in him since you moved in. He was more relaxed, more focused on the ice, and always eager to finish practice so he could rush home to you. They often teased him, of course, but he didn’t mind. He knew most of them understood, at least in part, what it meant to have someone special waiting for him at home.
Matthew just cherished the simple, everyday routines you had come to share - cooking breakfast together, watching movies on the couch, or just sitting in comfortable silence as you both worked on your respective tasks. It was in these moments that he felt most connected to you, and he couldn’t imagine a better way to spend his time off the ice.
Living together had strengthened your bond in ways neither of you had anticipated. The little things, like leaving notes for each other or sharing a quick kiss as you passed by in the kitchen, added up to create a sense of intimacy and partnership that made your relationship feel solid and enduring.
For Matthew, having you around wasn’t just about convenience—it was about having the person he loved most by his side, sharing in the highs and lows, and building a life together. And for you, being with Matthew was a dream come true, a chance to be with someone who understood and supported you in every way possible.
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However, being accustomed to each other's presence also had its drawbacks. Those moments often arose when he had to embark on a longer road trip.
And tonight was one of those restless nights with Matthew away on a roadie with the team. His absence was always tough, but tonight, the loneliness just hit harder than usual. After watching the game against the Canadiens, you simply couldn’t help but miss his touch, his voice, and the way he made you feel whole.
It was late on a Thursday night, and as you retreated to the bedroom to get some rest, you found yourself lying in bed, Matthew’s scent lingering on the sheets. The longing for him was almost unbearable. Before you’d moved in together, you could go days, even a week, without feeling his body against yours. However, in the short time you’d lived together, you’d grown accustomed to his constant presence and started to crave him even more.
So, as you lay there, unable to fall asleep because you missed him so much, you reached for the box under the bed—the one that held your private collection of toys. You knew Matthew loved to be the one to pleasure you, but the temptation was simply too strong tonight. You needed some release, especially with the images of him on the ice still fresh in your mind.
You started slowly, letting the vibrator delicately glide through your folds as you closed your eyes and imagined Matthew’s face before you. Your lips parted as soft breaths escaped, thinking about the hits he’d taken during the match, the joy on his face after his assist as he hugged Willy, and the sweat pooling on his skin from the intense activity.
You could already feel the arousal build within you as the vibrations sent waves of pleasure through your body. And as you gently pressed the tip of the toy against your entrance, slowly pushing it in and letting it stretch you, you let out a louder moan. Of course, you wished it was Matthew filling you up with his length, but for now, your vibrator would have to do. So, as you carefully moved it in and out of your core, you let your moans flow freely, imagining your boyfriend’s cock while the little two rubber strings touched your clit, adding more vibrations to your sensitive area.
And it didn’t take long before you felt the orgasm build within you, your mind going into a haze as you kept the toy still, letting the vibrations stimulate your clit and push you over the edge. Then with a louder moan of Matthew’s name echoing through your bedroom, you let the orgasm consume you and the high take over.
Hours later, you’d drifted into a deep sleep, satiated but still longing for your boyfriend, with the toys scattered next to you, a testament to your lonely night.
And you were in such a deep sleep that the sound of the door clicking shut didn’t wake you, as Matthew had returned from his trip, exhausted but eager to see you. He tiptoed through the apartment, not wanting to wake you, but as soon as he reached the bedroom, he paused, the sight before him making his heart race and his cock twitch in his boxers.
There you were, sprawled out on the bed, completely bare, with the toys he’d bought you as gifts lying beside you. He could even spot the faint smile on your lips and the flush of your cheeks, and it was clear what you had been up to.
So, uncontrollably, Matthew’s eyes darkened with desire and a hint of something else. You knew the rules, and you had broken them. And despite how much he loved seeing you like this; he was also determined to remind you of your agreement.
So, quietly he then undressed and slid into bed next to you, his hand gently tracing your curves, causing you to slowly stir awake. Your eyes fluttered open to find your boyfriend gazing down at you with a mixture of love and something more intense.
“Hey, beautiful,” he murmured, his voice a low growl. “Missed me?”
Your breath hitched at the look in his eyes. “Matts, I—”
But he just pressed a finger to your lips, silencing you. “I see you couldn’t wait for me,” Matthew said huskily, glancing pointedly at the toys. “You know what that means, don’t you?”
You nodded, heat already pooling between your legs again as you heard the deep growl in his voice. “I’m sorry, Matts. I just missed you so much.”
But his lips just curled into a knowing smile, a grin as devilish thoughts consumed his mind. “Oh, I missed you too, baby. But you know the rules. Now, I have to remind you why you should always wait for me.”
And then slowly, still wearing a mischievous smirk, Matthew moved over you, his hands skilled and confident as they began to explore your body. His touch was firm yet tender, driving you wild with anticipation, and you could almost feel the punishment in his caresses, a blend of pleasure and restraint that left you aching for more.
Matthew’s lips found yours in a searing kiss, his hands working magic on your skin as he made sure to squeeze each breast with equal care. But he also took his time, making sure you felt every ounce of his longing and control.
And it was working. As he moved his lips and hands around, each moment only giving you a taste of what he could truly provide, you felt it as almost torturous, causing you to let out a small whine.
“Matts, please,” you softly cried into the kiss, and Matthew knew exactly where he had you. You were completely under his control, and he was definitely going to take advantage of it.
“Hmm,” he growled once more. “So, you think you deserve it?”
You could only nod to such a question. So, Matthew then slowly moved away from hovering over you, kneeling by your ankles instead, before he took a firm grip of your hips and, with his great strength, flipped you onto your stomach.
Though you couldn’t see his handsome face, you knew he was smirking. Matthew loved your buttocks; to watch it, to feel it, whether bare or clothed, his hand always found your cheeks. And tonight, he wanted to get a little closer, to remind you that he was far better than any toy you could please yourself with.
So, placing his large palms on your hips, he then pulled your bum into the air, causing you to gasp lightly as he parted your legs a little more. Your head rested on the pillow beneath you, your hands already prepared to grip the sheets as you had a hunch of what was about to come.
“Matts,” you let out a deep breath, but there was no need for a response. Instead, you suddenly felt his hot mouth on your folds, licking you from behind as he explored your heat, while his hands held a firm grip on your cheeks. “Fuck…” you gasped, the pleasure quickly stirring within you as you were still rather stimulated from your earlier actions.
But Matthew simply hummed into your core, sending more pleasurable vibrations through you, causing a shiver down your spine.
It was no secret that he was more than talented with his mouth, his pouty lips alone exuding nothing but raw sex appeal. Every time you watched him on TV, as the camera drew in closer, your eyes would always be captured by how gorgeous his lips looked. Probably several orgasms were caused by the mere imagination of his lips, yet you were the only one to actually feel them.
And when Matthew then added a hand to the mix, lightly circling your clit while his mouth worked your folds and sensitive flesh, you couldn’t help but moan deeply into the pillow beneath you.
“Shit… Matts,” you cried aloud, though muffled by the sheets. It simply felt so good. His mouth and hand were causing nothing but pure bliss as he stimulated your centre, your fingers gripping tightly onto the sheets as the arousal took over.
You could almost feel your juices trickling from your cunt, mingling with his saliva as he ate you out as if it were his last meal on earth. And soon, you felt your thighs trembling, every muscle clenching as he brought you closer to an intense orgasm.
"Yes… Oh, fucking hell yes… M-Matts… I’m coming," you almost shouted into the pillow, gently rocking your hips as the rush consumed you, ecstasy flooding your mind as you reached your peak.
It was nothing short of incredible as euphoria swept over you. And as you slowly began to come down from the high, Matthew softly withdrew from your heat, strings of saliva connected from his lips to yours, then licking his lips as he savoured the sight before him. It was everything he had aimed for, seeing how you were almost unable to keep your senses together solely from the pleasure he gave you. Needless to say, his cock was needy and twitching in desperate need of release. And since he had already made sure to remind you of his skills, he felt confident in pursuing his own pleasure.
By the time he finally entered you, you were flipped back onto your back and turned into nothing but a trembling mess, completely at his mercy. Your core was sensitive, overstimulated not only by the vibrator, but also by the expert attentions of your incredibly skilled boyfriend’s mouth. And now, your earlier fantasies were coming true as you finally felt his length inside you, massaging your walls with every thrust, hitting your g-spot, and sending you into another high as Matthew pounded you mercilessly. His force created loud smacks of skin meeting skin, your moans even louder reverberating through the room, likely audible to your neighbours. But you didn’t care. You were simply overwhelmed, relishing the intense sensation, as you and Matthew climaxed together and he filled you with his seed, making sure to mark you as his.
The night was simply a whirlwind of intense pleasure and whispered promises, as Matthew ensured you knew just how much he had missed you and stressed the importance of following the rules. And as the sun began to rise, you lay in his arms, exhausted but completely content.
Despite the passionate desires and heated lovemaking that filled the night, he always made sure to plant a soft kiss on your forehead, a tender gesture that filled your heart with warmth as he pulled you close for a cuddle. "Next time, wait for me," he whispered.
You couldn’t help but smile, nestling into his broad, muscular chest as you looked up at him. “I will, Matts. I promise.”
With Matthew back beside you, you felt confident you could endure any loneliness the world threw your way. After all, nothing compared to the love and connection you shared with him.
#my asks#18+ smut#matthew knies x reader#matthew knies smut#matthew knies imagine#toronto maple leafs imagine#nhl hockey smut
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I have major imposter syndrome - whenever student leaders, teachers and even our org's own adviser tell me that I have the potential to be a good leader, I freeze
I'm smart, sure, but I get demotivated so easily. I feel like I know how to do a lot because 1) google and 2) it just... Comes naturally.
But yeah, even if I am 'gifted' with this, some days make me feel like I'm faking all of this.
Am I really talented or am I just an imposter and everyone is waiting for the shoe to drop?
Sincerely, a tired koala
hello tired koala, thank you for stopping by and unburdening your load!
i’m really sorry that you’re experiencing feelings that make you feel like you’re not as wonderful as i’m sure you are.
sometimes it can be really hard to trust ourselves and our abilities, I completely understand that, but maybe in this situation you should shift your focus to trusting others? these people seem to be in positions of responsibility that come with their own wisdom, intuition, and experience, and if they (ALL) see something in you then that might mean there’s something there you don’t see in yourself.
sometimes things really are a bit easy for you, that’s why we each come with our own adorable little package of strengths that guide us through the world and tell us our calling, and even on days when it feels like you’re an impostor and one day they’ll find you out, i’m sure as you go along and try new things and give them time, eventually that voice will get quieter and quieter.
you’re a wonderful person, and you’re going to make a big difference to this world whether you choose to use these skills or try different ones! just don’t forget to drink some water, get some fresh air and sunlight, and give yourself a chance. because I believe in you, and so do these others 🤍
sincerely, an australian that happens to love tired koalas
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in which dean and brooklyn find out @ruinedmyself fell for a ghostfacer 🫠
#{ feels like a good first actual post yep }#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ cancel out the darkness i inherited from dad ⌗ brooklyn .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ whole life could have sworn i would die young ⌗ dean .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ › ruinedmyself › ⌗ brooklyn and sam .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ › ruinedmyself › ⌗ dean and sam .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ i don’t get much sleep most nights ; i’m seeing you in every dream ⌗ headcanon .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ sometimes the sunlight we find makes the day worthwhile ⌗ save .
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like this was gonna NOT go on here @ruinedmyself
#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ cancel out the darkness i inherited from dad ⌗ brooklyn .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ › ruinedmyself › ⌗ brooklyn and sam .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ do you remember drinking in the parking lot by the trailhead ⌗ mentions .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ sometimes the sunlight we find makes the day worthwhile ⌗ save .
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tag drop part two .
#tag drop .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ paper bags drift wherever the wind blows and mine’s full of receipts ⌗ my gifs .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ so when my thoughts take off may i breathe deep ⌗ ooc .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ got a paper and pen and a page with no space ⌗ open starter .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ the birds will still sing ; your folks will still fight ⌗ playlist .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ so pack up your car ; put a hand on your heart ⌗ promo .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ while we sit and wait for time to change our luck ⌗ queue .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ sometimes the sunlight we find makes the day worthwhile ⌗ save .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ i’m back between villages and everything’s still ⌗ scrapbook .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ say whatever you feel ; be wherever you are ⌗ self promo .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ you’re bound to fall if you take your time ⌗ starter call .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ and all the wrong words seem right in your head ⌗ threads .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ you and all of your new perspective now ⌗ visage .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ and you can stare below into the abyss ⌗ wanted plot .
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