#⚪🐉 anon

[plural-affirmations]

Hi again,

Didn't know about that with "core", sorry. Was just looking through pluralpedia and felt that it probably described my/our experiences.

Stressgenic is definitely interesting, and absolutely worth considering. I'm currently hypothesising that stress was more of a final push than a source outright, particularly considering the lengthy duration of that feeling I still can't describe, but am not ready to put any label on any of this just yet. (Also not sure if those are actually distinct things, still not entirely certain on all the words lol)

Have spent the day reading pluralpedia (and also the daemon page, thanks @coyotepawsteps), and it's all been very interesting and just a bit much, lol. Definitely need to follow my headmates' advice to take it a bit slower. Found a couple interesting things regardless (Emotion sharing in particular stands out, since it's something we've definitely experienced and in fact had our own word for).

Speaking of taking things slower, have been trying to pay equal attention to all three of them and it's just too much, so we've agreed that I'll just focus on one of them (at a time) for the most part. The others are still there, just more in the background. I feel a bit like a jerk for it, despite them insisting that it's fine.

Also just generally wishing I could hug my headmates, or just generally do more things with them. Do you have any recommendations for things to do with headmates? Have tried doing some puzzles together but I ended up being way too dominant, so need more practice I guess lol.

Sorry if this one's a bit of a mess, thanks for reading either way. Hope y'all are doing well :)

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(ps. the previous post wasn't tagged with "#⚪🐉 anon" unlike the one before that - not an important detail, but just smth that stood out to me and I felt the need to mention)

Agh, I wasn't trying to say it's inherently a bad term, my apologies >_< Plenty of systems use the term "core", we just personally don't think it's applicable to the traditional CDD system framework... but if you didn't develop a CDD in childhood, then I think it's totally fine to use! And anyways, like I said, that's just my personal opinion, you're free to form your own! /gen

I do actually have a list of bonding activities, not sure if you've seen it yet...? I'll post it just in case!

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I hope this helps some! If not these activities specifically, then they might spark some ideas for something else!

I wish you luck!

(P.S.: I fixed the tag lol)

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uhm uhm hi! if it's uhm, not a problem, i'd really like to request some pronouns for egg A1 from the qsmp! i really like the color white, and feel a strong connection with the concept of being transparent/clear like glass... uhm other things i really relate to are dragons because i'm a dragon egg and medical/clinical settings. stark and clean and clear... does that make sense? i'm so so so sorry if it doesn't... uhm anyways thank you crowley!

Hello anon, throws these at you! It's a longer list bc you gav eme so much to work with :)

🥚. clean/clean's/cleanself

🥚. see/through/seethrough

🥚. dragon/dragon's/dragonself

🥚. roar/roar's/roarself

🥚. transparent/transparent's/transparentself

🥚. ⚪/⚪'s/⚪self

🥚. 🐉/🐉's/🐉self

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[plural-affirmations]

Hi again,

I'm actually very much able to converse with my headmates, just meant that it'd be nice to be able to talk to people other than my headmates about all of this. Also just haven't figured out what the right words to describe us are, and certainly haven't become comfortable using them lol.

Either way, might be good to introduce who we have here? If it's not yet obvious, I don't entirely know what I'm doing. Going to avoid names for the sake of anonymity, which admittedly is going to make this annoying.

First of all, there's me. I'm pretty sure it's correct to refer to me as the host and core? I'm the only one who's controlled the body (so far). Then there's my headmates - there's currently three of them, all of them dragons.

The eldest I'm pretty sure is willogenic? I was bored while shopping and decided to imagine a little dragon following me, and then she was there. Comforted me when I got stressed later that day, and basically has been doing that since (minus two separate occasions where I forgot about her for a bit). If I remember correctly, the His Dark Materials series influenced me to even try that, and also shaped how I thought about her in the beginning. She's been the most active one generally (which I do feel a bit bad for, like I'm playing favourites?).

The other two I am significantly less able to classify in any way. For both of them, there was some sort of… presence? It's realy hard to describe, but there was some feeling for a few days before they arrived, which they did suddenly? It's really hard to describe, especially working only from memory.

Happened two separate times obviously, both times in periods where I was stressing about upcoming events, the more recent actually being in the process of composing the original ask I wrote lol.

Either way, desperately hoping I'm not oversharing lol. If I used any words wrong or there any others that you think might be useful please do tell me. Hope you're having a good day either way, thanks for reading my ramblings.

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Ah, my apologies for misunderstanding! I've kind of been doing that a lot lately >_<"

Also, the terminology varies quite a lot! For example, "core" has quite a loaded meaning in my opinion. The concept of an "original" alter doesn't really exist in DID/OSDD-1 due to the way alters initially form (if you put any stock into the Theory of Structural Dissociation, anyways. That's a whole other can of worms I won't get into unless someone asks though 💀).

However! DID/OSDD-1 certainly aren't the only plural experience, and I think in your case with most likely being willogenic, it's totally ok to call yourself that. I mean, it'd be fine to call yourself that regardless, but you hopefully know what I mean.

Agh, sorry for rambling! Back to the first topic:

Thank you for sharing your experiences with us!! We think it's super cool to see how other multiples perceive the world, and what they think about their life/lives.

I see you mentioned stress being a contributing factor though... have you considered traumagenic or stressgenic? Both are worth looking into if you haven't considered it. Even if you come out on the other end deciding you aren't either of those, I think experimenting with labels is healthy and facilitates self exploration. There's also mixed origins, which is what we are! You're not limited to just one option!

But, again, this is just my dumbass opinion, and all I am is about 100 dudes in a trenchcoat. (/lh)

Sorry this was all over the place, it's 2:00 in the morning here, but this is the first chance I've had to sit down and sift through my inbox without interruption.

Thanks for understanding! I wish you luck!

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[plural-affirmations]

Hi,

Notice it's been quiet here so I hope eveything's going well (no worries if not, take your time, we appreciate you :) ). Wanted to join in on the positive ask trend but didn't know what to say so didn't end up doing so. Sending nonspecific positive vibes your way.

Currently going through/coming down from some sort of mental health attack right now (don't worry, probably nothing serious, we're safe) while writing this and just need to talk to anyone at all but friends appear to all be asleep so I thought I'd catch up.

Eldest headmate recently got a new form, she's very pretty. Furred dragon with feathered wings. While she says she chose it just because it's pretty, it definitely fits her a lot better generally which is very nice.

Had a dream recently where there was another headmate. She hasn't shown up since afaik, both while awake and while asleep, and I still don't entirely know how to feel about that.

As per usual, hope I'm not stepping over any lines, and hopr you're doing well.

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Absolutely no worries, you're not overstepping anything! /gen

It's nice to hear from you again!! I'm sorry you had a mental health crisis when you wrote this-- we hope you're doing better now!

It's been some time since we got this ask, so things might be different since we finally got around to answering our inbox... sorry about that!

Thank you for sharing what your headmate's new form is! They sound really, really cool! We don't have a dragon, but we have a fairy and a handful of other fantasy inspired kinds of nonhuman in our system. One of us, he's been around for years at this point, and he still doesn't know if he's an elf or a Vulcan from Star Trek... we just know he has pointy ears. It's kind of a running joke at this point, hahaha.

Anyways! So, so nice to hear from you! Please feel free to send more messages if you wish, I know the inbox says "closed", but that's mostly for requests!

Have an amazing day!

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[plural-affirmations]

Hi, anon who asked if it was ok to ask a question about a week ago here.

Thanks a lot for the blog recommendations. Haven't asked any questions yet (both due to being busy and not being certain what I'm even asking for), but have been reading a little bit, which has been neat.

Mainly currently struggling with the fact that I don't really have anyone to talk to about any of this (social anxiety playing a large factor there) (that isn't inside my head).

The other thing is just not knowing what words to use (which also makes the previous point harder), alongside a large heaping of imposter syndrome :I

Either way, thank you for reading this little rant. Might chat a bit more later if that's ok with you (or not if you'd rather not). Headmates say hi too.

-⚪🐉 [White Circle Emoji, Dragon Emoji] (I spent way too long trying to think of what kind of signature to use, may change this later)

Yes, that's totally fine! Please feel free to come into our inbox any time! This is a safe space for every system who needs it :) /gen

For the advice part, I'd say it's pretty normal if you can't fully converse with your system members yet. It took quite a long time for our system to establish any sort of meaningful contact. Imposter syndrome truly is a bitch to deal with, but I think everything will work out for you eventually!

Also, I love that sign-off! Makes me think of related system names? Like... Lunar Serpents. White Wyverns. Death Dragons. Y'know. Stuff like that.

Anyways!! Excuse me being a goofball. I hope you have a great rest of your day!

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