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im dropping in here to ask for caterwen stuff!! please hand it over!! ~Clo♡︎

@seaside-starlight TURNS OUT I FORGOT TO POST THIS AND I AM SO SORRY

BUT I HAVE THIS STORY

CARD MAN GETS A PASS THIS ONE TIME THATSE IT

Title: The Writer’s Love

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Bronwen, at heart, was a writer.

That was one thing everyone knew about her- she had been writing all her life, spinning stories from thoughts into written words for as long as she knew how. It had always been one of her favourite things in the world, and often how she expressed feelings that she didn’t otherwise know how to convey. Cater knew that, and he couldn’t help but wonder- “what does she write about me?”

But he never pressed, knowing better than to pry like that. As it turns out, however, he didn’t need to; when Cater was feeling down one day, Bronwen opted to show him. He was in his room, his smiles seeming forced, when Bronwen’s eyes had softened and she told him to wait where he was. She walked right back to Ramshackle dorm, slipping into her room and pulling out a box from the closet. Taping it up, she wrote on the top in red cursive;

“For your eyes only, Cater. With love, Bunny.”

She dropped the box outside his room, but quickly scurried off before he could open it. Cater had pulled the box inside- wondering what, exactly, it could contain. He was careful opening it, but only found himself even more confused upon seeing the contents. Books… it was all books and papers. Papers lovingly and carefully folded, books wrapped in either red or black, all carefully tied closed and labelled with numbers. Digging through the box a bit, Cater found a black one labelled as ‘1’, and opened it. It was unmistakably Bronwen’s handwriting, in that same red ink she’d used to sign the box. There was no way these weren’t made by her.

“Twisted Wonderland is certainly… different. I’m not exactly sure how to react to it, but I think I’m still in shock from being seperated from my family. I miss Flo.… I can’t imagine how that poor baby must be feeling. She’s probably waiting at the door for me to come back…

Although I haven’t had much time to think about any of that outside of this thing I’m starting, really. I think I’m already getting dragged into something. These two- Ace and Deuce- dragged me into the most absurd catastrophe. Grim- this talking cat… monster… thing? I don’t know. This magical chandelier ended up broken, and now all four of us are on the hook to get expelled. We need to go to the Dwarf’s Mine tonight. I don’t have magic. I don’t know if I’m going to be okay.

I’m scared, but I can’t afford to slip up and lose. That mirror insisted I have magic, but regardless, I still don’t think I do. I’ll see if I can persuade Deuce and Ace to help Grim and I. We need this. I need to find a way home.”

Cater flipped through the pages, quickly realizing what she’d given to him- and eventually, he found a particular entry. One written on the day they’d met.

“There’s this guy in the school from Heartslabyul, said his name is Cater Diamond. He’s nice enough, I guess… asked if I had something called Magicam? I don’t even know, maybe it’s similar to a Instagram at home. They sound similar in name, at least. He seems like a social media type, but I’ve never even taken a selfie before. I don’t think I’ll be seeing much of him, but… there’s something about the guy.

I don’t know how to describe it, but I feel kind of drawn to him. Maybe I can make a friend? I do feel very lonely here. Everything I used to know just vanished from underneath me, and it hasn’t been easy pulling myself together. But I’m trying. I don’t think there’s any harm in a new friend, but, we’ll see if we get along.”

He kept reading, and found another entry.

“I don’t know what’s wrong with me… what’s my issue? This hasn’t ever happened before! I’m trying to focus, but everytime I run into Cater in the hallway I start acting, I don’t know, weird as all hell! He winks at me and I feel like I can’t breathe for a minute. He listens so intently when I’m talking, he’s always telling me I’m cute and asking to take pictures- and he actually waits! Not like him with other people, Cater actually waits for me to agree like I’m special or something! I don’t get it!

My heart’s pounding in my chest, and I swear, he kissed my cheek this afternoon and I feel like somebody set me on fire! He’s so frustrating and I just… I don’t get it! No matter how much I insist I don’t like him, and I keep saying he’s annoying, nobody listens! But… he is cute. No, I didn’t write that. I need to stop using pens for these, I keep writing things I shouldn’t be writing.

What’s wrong with me? Am I sick? Do I hate him? I don’t think I do, but at the same time I don’t get why I keep pushing back and feeling so weird. I don’t get it, I don’t. Am I going to be okay? Did that damn boy curse me?”

He moved on to another journal- the one labelled with the number two.

“I like him. I actually like him. This can’t be happening, it can’t be. I’m not supposed to feel like this, I can’t, I can’t, I CAN’T! I’m not supposed to! I’m not supposed to get attached, I’m just supposed to find a way home and pretend like this was all some dream. But why can’t I stop thinking about him? Every time I catch myself daydreaming, he’s always in it. Never in my life have I thought so often about what it would be like to hear someone say ‘I love you’, to feel their hand in mine, so see their eyes light up with love when they’re looking at me…

No, I can’t be wishing for that. I can’t. I can’t be doing this, it’s not allowed, it’s not. I feel so vulnerable, I feel like my heart’s just a breath away from being taken and thrown on the ground, shattered into pieces while I’m left alone and still feeling this way.

It’s like I’m lost at sea, drowning in feelings I don’t know how to navigate. Part of me’s trying to fight back to shore, but there’s this other half. This other part of me that just wants to let go, to fall deeper and deeper into this ocean and let it take me away.

I don’t know how or why I keep coming back to him, but I do every time. Always. I’m still thinking about the day Riddle overblot, when that spell was headed right towards me. I was running, but not fast enough. I could have ended up… well, you know. But Cater saved me. He didn’t even think about himself, he dove in and he pushed me out of the way. He protected me. I’m still thinking about afterwards, when we’d helped Riddle, and Cater hugged me. He started to cry, he asked if I was okay but we didn’t let go. I remember that we stayed there, even as the others brought Riddle to medical room. We were there on the grass, and his head was buried in my shoulder as I ran a hand through his hair. I can still feel it between my fingertips when I think about it.

I don’t know why I can’t stop thinking about him. This can’t possible be the story of how I fall in love, can it?”

He placed the book down, and went for one of the stray papers. A letter, it seemed.

“When I see you, I feel I finally know what love is. Yet I always pause. I always hesitate, because there’s no way you could love a girl like me. Someone like you with a smile like the sun, vibrant green eyes I wish I could see each day, soft orange hair that I wish I could run my hands through… but I don’t have the courage to speak.

Cater, what have you done to me? I don’t know how this could happen, I don’t know if I’m truly falling in love or if I’m just misguided and on a long road to heartbreak. Do you feel the same way about me as I do for you? Is there any way to know if it’s true? What if I’m in some long, convoluted dream, destined to one day awaken and feel cold and alone as you become nothing more than a fading, manufactured memory? Part of me knows this is real, but my heart screams not to trust it- she cries and wails, saying this isn’t true. That even if this is my new home and there’s no way back to the world from whence I came, there’s no way you could love me too.

Why does my soul ache like this? Why do I stare up at the ceiling, unable to sleep as I keep thinking about you? How have you invaded my mind like this? I don’t know how you’ve done this to me, or if there’s any way to fix it. I don’t know if I want to fix it.

But most of all, I can’t stand how my mind keeps begging to know if you love me like I love you.”

Something about it all warmed Cater’s heart- all that time, for every moment he’d loved her, she had loved him too. She had always loved him the way he loved her, wondered the same things, felt those same feelings- even if she’d been afraid to express that very love. Digging through the box, Cater pulled out the last of the journals- one bound in red, the highest number he could find. Carefully, he opened it, and flipped to the last entry.

“Today Cater asked me to meet him in the rose garden. There was a secret, isolated spot there he showed me to… he took my hand, and he told me how he felt. He said he loved me… he said I was like a dream come true to him, and there’s no one else he cared for like he cared for me. He asked me if I’d be his girlfriend.

I felt bad because I started to cry. I spilled my heart out. I guess I was tired of pushing these feelings further and further away, and I just couldn’t take it anymore. I finally told him I felt the same. That I loved him too. Well, there was a bit of a mess… but after me said he’s loved me I just could lie to myself anymore. I had to say it.

I had my first kiss today. I wouldn’t have thought it’d be here, or could have imagined who it’d have been with. But it was nice.

I hope it doesn’t sound weird, but… I hope I can kiss him again. Maybe a few more times. Just to be sure he knows I love him, and I won’t lie to myself or him about these feelings anymore.

Cate, if you’re reading this… thank you. Please know that I love you, always. No matter how stupid and tsundere I sound.

I love you.”

Cater couldn’t help but smile. He held the journal a bit closer to his chest, silent for just a moment- as if he could somehow imprint those words onto his heart for the rest of time.

“I love you too, Bronwen. Always.”

He was reluctant to put the journal down, and even more reluctant to put the box away- hiding it where only he would know how to find it, and no one would ever see it if they entered his dorm room. He didn’t waste a second after that, texting Bronwen he was coming over- now with a bright, genuinely smile on his face and a new skip in his step. He was barely even able to wave to the other Heartslabyul students he passed by, too focused on getting to Ramshackle dorm- or, as Bronwen lovingly called it, ‘the death trap’.

Cater had to let her know she could have as many kisses as he wants.

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↳ currently reading - you fall asleep on them

↳ featuring - rfa + saeran, rika and gender-neutral reader

↳ from - mystic messenger

↳ warnings? - none

↳ a/n - pointless sleepy fluff, is this fandom even still alive god I hope so, also we accept and appreciate rika lovers in this household. sorry some of these feel slightly repetitive i am t i r e d.

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Yoosung Kim

The two of you had gone to a LOLOL convention together and spent the entire day wandering around

You were on the bus riding home when you started feeling quite drowsy, your legs numb from standing and walking for hours

Yoosung continued talking about everything he loved seeing there as you gently laid your head against his shoulder and dozed off

It was only when Yoosung asked a question that he noticed you

Poor boy is terribly flustered and blushy

He also feels a sense of pride that you trust him enough to fall asleep on him

In public no less

Does his best to stay still and not disturb you

Eventually wraps an arm around you and holds you close, running his fingers through your soft locks

When you get to your stop, he wakes you up and offers you a piggyback ride home

You're too sleepy to deny him so you climb on

Yoosung carries you the whole rest of the way with a warm smile on his face

Zen Ryu

Zen's rehearsal was extended to the early hours of the morning, both of you getting home about 1:30 a.m.

You were exhausted but Zen didn't seem tired at all being the night owl he is

You were sitting on the couch cuddling and watching tv when you started descending into dreamland

"It's late, I think we should head to bed now babe... Babe?"

When his eyes met your sleeping features but couldn't help but aww

Absolutely takes a bunch of selfies but doesn't send them to anyone, your adorable resting face is for his eyes only

Carefully bridal carries you to your shared bedroom

Slowly lays you down and slides under the covers next to you

Spoons you as he drifts off as well

Jaehee Kang

Jaehee had stayed up late to finish up some paperwork and you insisted on staying up with her

She assured you she wouldn't be offended if you went to bed first but you stubbornly refused

"What if you get lonely without me Jaehee? I can't have that what kind of s/o would I be if I let my girlfriend be lonely."

To that, she merely rolled her eyes and giggled

You sat in a chair next to her and played on your phone when suddenly your eyelids started feeling incredibly heavy

You didn't even notice yourself tilting towards Jaehee until your head hit her shoulder and you were out like a light

Jaehee was surprised, to say the least, but she soon gets over it once she sees you

Shaking her head smiling, she tells herself that work can wait

After escorting you to the bedroom, you both change into pajama clothes before practically diving into bed

This time, Jaehee fell asleep before you, feeling comfortable and safe with you at her side

Jumin Han

You had gone with Jumin to a business meeting as a sort of personal cheerleader

After it ended, the two of you got into the limo and began the long ride home

Jumin was on the phone with a colleague as your eyes fluttered shut

His dark eyes watched your form as you began leaning into him

He swiftly moved his arm around you and pulled you into his side while still talking on the phone

Tbh you probably were asleep before you started leading towards him

Rich women are taxing, of course you're that tired

Jumin continued his call with a small smile

He definitely took some blurry pictures

100% carried you up to the penthouse smiling

707/Saeyoung Choi

Seven had bought yet another car and he was incredibly ecstatic to show it off

Starting with you of course

He stopped by your place to pick you up to go joy riding

You were already tired, work/school had been taking its toll but you were determined to indulge your hyper red headed boyfriend

The car ride had been more peaceful than you expected the only noises coming from the radio and Seven chatting up a storm

Your vision got hazy as you carefully leaned on Seven's arm

He tensed up, but ultimately relaxed into the sudden contact

Seven kept driving around while occasionally stealing glances at your face

He eventually drove you back to his place

You woke up when he got out of the car and climbed on him when he opened your door

He just chuckled and carried you inside for some nice comfy cuddles

V/Jihyun Kim

You were at the doctors' office for V's eye checkup

The line was longer than either of you had expected so you were stuck waiting in the lobby

Glancing at the others in line ahead of you, you figured you had enough time to take a quick power nap

V was fiddling with his phone, most likely on the messenger, as you plopped your head on his upper arm

V tensed up with a light blush on his face as he looked at your slouching figure

He smiled and scooted closer to you so your neck wouldn't be uncomfortable

He took a couple of pictures on his phone, his favorite soon becoming his phone's wallpaper

V studied your features closely just drinking in your beautiful presence

He's glad you feel safe enough with him to fall asleep at his side

Saeran Choi

Saeran and you were out and about all day window shopping and exploring various stores

You had stayed up late the night before but you absolutely refused to let your tiredness ruin your two's fun day

Saeran had bought you both lunch with ice cream after before you headed off to the nearby park

The day was perfect for a young couple enjoying each other’s company and presence 

Saeran had found a nice tree for the two of you to sit under and breathe in the sweet air

You both laid on your backs, looking up at the bright blue sky and the soft white forms moving across it as your lack of sleep began to make you feel drowsy

Laying your head on Saeran’s chest, you slowly drifted off to his steady heartbeat and found comfort in the gentle hand that wove it’s way into your hair to lay on your shoulder

Saeran merely smiled, content with the situation he found himself in with the love of his life resting just beneath his fingertips

Rika Kim

Rika's therapy session had just ended and you greeted her with a kind smile as she approached you

She had agreed to take the sessions sometime after meeting you

She really wanted to get better for you because she loves you so dang much

Wrapping your arms around her in a hug, you questioned where she wanted to go to lunch

It took some back and forthing, but you eventually settled on a little café nearby

After your lunch date, you headed to a small park with your girlfriend in tow

It was a beautiful day outside, birds were singing, flowers were blooming and on days like these you felt like spending them outside with the one you love the most

Taking a seat at a bench, you began feeling drowsy

The moment your head connected with Rika's shoulder she thought her heart would explode

Her eyes welled with tears as she gazed at you

She thought she was unloveable, broken, and never allowed to hold someone close but seeing you at her side...

She realized everything would be alright

[rorypcarson]

it’s hope??? again??? yes u read that right here’s my son rory love us this blog is so new so nothing will be in the tags i hate everything lmao anyway like this or message me to plot ily bye

triggers: car crash, drunk driving, stroke, abortion, death, depression ( mention )

╰☆╮ DACRE MONTGOMERY ─ RORY PEARSON identifies as CISMALE and uses HE/HIM pronouns. they’re a YOUTUBER/MUSICIAN, and they’re only TWENTY-TWO ! they’re said to be +CANDID, but also -DESPONDENT. i guess that’s why they’re known as THE ACCIDENTAL BILLIONAIRE in the tabloids. ( kendall schmidt, logan henderson )

did i use two btr bois as his vc??? u bet ur ass i did & i have no regrets ok anyway on to my son 

background: 

rory pearson was born and raised in fairhope, alabama.  his parents were teenagers when they had him and lived with his grandma scarlett.  his mom jean marie was ousted by her parents when she told them she was pregnant and his dad’s mom took her in with open arms.  

of course his grandma wasn’t going to let them live in the same room in her house without being married, especially with her grandbaby on the way.  so after talking with them, and his parents agreeing, they went to the courthouse and got married three months before rory came into the world.  

rory was born on april 20th, 1996 and he was without a name for six days.  his parents couldn’t decide so they named him rory wyatt vincent pearson.  he was always told that since his parents couldn’t decide on naming him after jean marie’s grandfather or greyson’s father, they picked a third name and gave him both of their names for middle names.  

when rory was two and a half years old ( not really half, it was june ?? ) his parents graduated high school and went out for a party.  unfortunately their designated driver wasn’t so sober and the group of four recent graduates crashed into another car.  

his father was in the passenger’s seat and died on impact, his mother was pronounced dead in the ambulance on the way to the hospital.  

scarlett legally adopted rory after that and raised him.  she always told him stories of his parents, but avoided telling him anything about what happened to them for as long as she could.  

he was ten years old when he saw the memorial and recognized his parents from their yearbook photos and came home asking about it.  

honestly this is jumping ahead a bit but rory didn’t learn to drive until he was twenty years old.  and even now, esp now, since he lives in nyc he doesn’t drive often. 

okay when he was seventeen years old he met bethany in an airport.  he was on his way to a college interview on a connecting flight that got cancelled due to weather conditions.  they were both sitting in the same terminal so they got to talking and !!! hit it off

bro legit asked her out 5 seconds after their flights were announced to be back on

“hi yeah we just met but we’ve got two hours before your flight leaves so wanna go grab some food with me???” 

and the rest was legit history

he can remember every moment of their conversation and first date like it was yesterday. oh my god he was SO IN LOVE 

the human embodiment of the hearteyes emoji

and so the pair stayed in touch and went on a couple more dates and the boy was so gd smitten that grandma scarlett took his phone during one of their phone calls and was like “darlin if you don’t fly down here to meet me i’m going to think my grandbaby is just talking to a complete stranger on here.” 

and then bethany flew down and met scarlett and she was so excited because !!!! her grandson had a girlfriend !!!! 

grandma scarlett was the biggest supporter of anything rory did in life oh my GOD 

at his graduation it was just grandma scarlett in the crowd for him but boy did it sound like the whole crowd was cheering for him when his name was called 

anyway flash forward to he’s in college and he’s moved away to be closer to bethany.  which should not have affected his life but when he was looking at colleges fr fr after acceptances the boy chose one closer to his girl

we love a softie ok 

anyway on bethany’s 19th birthday he took her to an airport and was surprising her with a trip to disney that he’s been saving up for for MONTHS !!!! 

and at the airport he was like all jittery and nervous bc in his pocket he had an engagement ring but he did his bEST to hide it all from beth bc surprises 

not that he planned the whole thing ( he did ) but it just so happened they were in the same restaurant waiting for their flight as their first date way back when

and in the middle of dessert, the waiters singing happy birthday this boy attempts to be sly and gets down on one knee.  but didnt realize there would be someone coming up behind him to keep up the singing and he ..... kinda caused a mini avalanche of people

and he apologized and is like still on one knee and now he’s looking at bethany with a BRIGHT RED face and he had had this whole speech worked out in his mind ok but all that comes out is, “i love you, please marry me?” in like an awkward stutter because he just TOOK OUT AN ENTIRE WAITSTAFF 

somehow bethany said yes ??? and they’re engaged ??? 

oh and someone got the whole thing on camera and like that happened 

the video skyrocketed to the most viewed video entitled “i witnessed an awkward proposal???? and she still said yes?????” 

which is also lowkey how he started his youtube channel ?? 

“hi yes it’s me the guy who proposed to an olympic athlete while taking out a whole waitstaff?? i dont know why she said yes either but i love her??”

and for a long time it was mainly vlogs of him and beth and him and his friends 

okay so fast forward and rory’s graduated college with a degree in history education bc he wants to be a teacher and he’s got to fly back to alabama and miss his graduation because he got a phone call and grandma scarlett had a stroke

so the boy is freaking out but it’s fine !!! grandma goes home and he winds up staying down and now he’s trying to figure out how to be with beth, find a job in ny, but also take care of his grandma 

for a while he toys with the idea of moving grandma up to new york and helping her find a place.  so he goes back to new york to talk to beth about it and he’s freaking out and he gets home and she tells him she’s pregnant

of course he never expected to be like 20 and having a baby but ??? whatever.  now he’s freaking out because his grandma is not doing good and he’s worried about her and now he’s got to figure out what to do with a BABY ???

and bethany then tells him she wants to get an abortion and rory’s already stressed and so he flips bc of emotions and they get into a huge fight and it just winds up with him leaving and heading back to alabama and bethany in their apartment  

so rory goes home to alabama and he keeps getting notifications on social media about bethany so he just shuts his phone off and i’m talking like he goes days without touching his cell phone.  he takes a hiatus from youtube because he’s freaking out and 

two months after he’s home he seemed like scarlett was doing better so he took her to a party in town to see some of her friends and at the party scarlett had another stroke.  

she died six days later, never waking up from the medically induced coma they put her in.  

flash forward a couple more weeks after he’s working with lawyers for his grandma’s estate and rest assured scarlett pearson had nothing but her house, her garden, and her beat up corvette that her deceased husband wyatt bought her for their anniversary one year

so its a shocker to find out that scarlett pearson was worth 43.7 billion dollars 

and now that money all goes to rory because he’s her only living heir ???

so rory gets this BOATLOAD of money and the local newspaper picks it up which brings it to the national news and somehow it made international news

“local alabama boy from youtuber to billionaire overnight” 

so he kept his grandma’s house in alabama because ..... he can’t seem to let that go and why should he ?? its a good house and holds a lot of memories

but he does in fact buy a brownstone in manhattan its HUGE and he doesn’t have enough things to fill the whole space up but ??? he’s working on it slowly. 

he created a makeshift recording studio in one of the upstairs rooms and has been working on music, which is new to him ?? he was always a bit artistic but never sure enough to like try it out

oh and he’s returned to youtube, he’s got a decent following i guess 

i mean lbr he’s hot ???? and sings ??? so ??? ya know 

personality: 

okay so this is long already so im gonna keep this short n sweet

rory is a sweet boy, never really an athletic type always more focused on his studies than sports.  

spent a lot of time with his grandma and he’s very easily attached to people he’s close to.  not exactly clingy, but it’s really hard for him to let people go i guess ??? 

used to love shows like survivor and big brother and amazing race. always toyed with the idea of applying to be on amazing race but he never had anyone who would go with him, or could for that long.  

he’s a real kind hearted guy and clumsy as fuck

a bit awkward when you first meet him but ??? you warm up quickly and so does he

clumsy af as noted earlier 

kind of depressed ??? idk he’s not seeing anyone for it but post losing beth, his grandma, and like the possibility of a family in the future he’s kinda ..... morbid 

puts on a happy front for youtube

oh and he does a podcast talking about stuff with his friends idk what exactly but ?? its prob music and movies lbr

connections: 

best friend(s)--self explanatory; people who he gets along with and they’re like his ride or dies.  

nerd friends--give him someone to geek out with please he’s SUCH A NERD !!!! or someone who likes learning random things he’s got u 

musical friends--people who he met through starting to delve into music 

youtube community--give me people who !!! met through youtube and often do colabs together.  probably ppl who were shooketh when he came back and was like “bro i have 40 billion dollars????”

wealthy friend(s)--give me someone who will teach this boy how to be wealthy ??? like cause he knows nothing about that he struggled a lot growing up and with college and several part time jobs he doesnt know how to like party or anything 

idk anything else