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[kkuramihrt]

「 . ♡. * . ˚ 」  ׅ ׅ ׅ ׅ ׅ ׅ → "so that's how i ended up doing the vogue thing. honestly, i was really nervous because the camera was so close and i'm doing my skincare so of course, it was embarrassing. i was afraid that if i didn't have a good skin condition then, it would be obvious. do you ever get like that? even though you know that your skin is okay, the moment someone puts a camera close, you get nervous?" she asked raising a brow. she was sure other people had those moments and since idols make money partially by being pretty sometimes she got a little scared when the spotlight was solely on her. still, she managed to cope with it by her members uplifting her when she needed it. "anyway, enough about me and my face- what did you do for lunar new year?"

@seoulessrp

[kkuramihrt]

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sakura's hands rested on her shoulders as he kissed her. it only takes a moment before her arms are resting over them urging him closer. as much as she'd be shy to admit it if pressed, the way he growls only turns her on even more. her lips part as his hand cups her breast drawing a soft moan from her as her cheeks deepen in color. no matter how many times they slept together, he still had the ability to make her shy. a soft groan leaves against his lips as his fingers near her core. she placed a hand on his cheek deepening the kiss as he made his way closer. her thighs parted slightly to give him an easier path to touching her as she made herself comfortable under him.

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trust was important to soobin. it played into the comfort he had in the other person, and sakura had been one person he could trust wholeheartedly. his smile and soft chuckle came from her smack, and he kissed the side of her lips to smoothen things over. while this wasn’t their first time or second, soobin still enjoyed exploring parts of her body. his lips welcomed hers with passion, moving their lips as a perfect team. he let in a sharp inhale, offering a low growl in between their kiss, “i love it when you say my name.” he confessed without worry. his hand cupped her breast, then began to unbutton his bottoms just as his body began to heat. with a messy side kick, soobin’s pants clinked as they met the ground. taking his time, he kept his lips on hers while his hand slowly slipped under pajama bottoms. his fingers moving towards her inner thighs, slowly trailing his fingertips closer to her middle. 

[kkuramihrt]

              「 . ♡. * . ˚ 」                              → sakura had been nervous the past few months. ever since the company had told them they'd be practicing for their first set of live shows, she'd had this sense of fear building up that maybe something would go wrong or she'd make a big mistake. she knew that out of all the members, she had the most experience when it came to shows but being an idol now was much different than it had been in iz*one and hkt48. there were only five members meaning if she did make a mistake, there was a much bigger chance that she'd get caught or people would have a lot to say. it was especially bad considering that it seemed everyone had their own opinions on le sserafim and their abilities but one thing she knew she could always count on was being able to take a step back and relax with others who knew the feeling of that pressure. that was why she thought this karaoke night was the perfect chance to relax. to enjoy singing again and not worry about sounding perfect like she usually had to. "should we get drinks first or should we pick a song and then order?" she asked tilting her head and raising a brow as she waved around the drink menu. "they have warm sake, too. it'll ease your fear and relax your vocal chords. that's my recommendation!"

@seoulessrp

[kkuramihrt]

「 . ♡. * . ˚ 」  ׅ ׅ ׅ ׅ ׅ ׅ → kkura watched as everyone began taking shots around her. it took her a little while but as soon as she found an opportunity she snuck away to find a glass of water and something to eat. she didn't want to get as wasted as she had the night before since it seemed to be a recipe for disaster. she, also, wanted to see if she could find yeonjun after the earlier incident. she closed the door quietly behind her, almost jumping when she saw the tall figure in the room with her. "geez, you really scared me, you know? i was about to start throwing elbows but i think you've had enough of that today," she said to him as she poured herself a glass of water pausing before offering it to him, instead. "can we talk about something?"

@ycvnjun

[kkuramihrt]

「 . ♡. * . ˚ 」 ...................→ kkura held up the sheet of pink paper with the list of items on it and her glittery pink pen as she ran down the hallway towards the older idol. "okay, okay, okay. i didn't hide these. manager-eonnie did, but i can spot a kirby plush from a mile away and i have a feeling that i know where yoona and irene sunbaenim's poca are." she said trying to think of the best places to hide a photocard. the obvious choice was amongst the cubicles in the hybe offices but they'd have to make sure they don't disturb anything since this wasn't exactly an event that she'd gotten approved by upper management. "we have to run because i know that some of the other teams are really competitive," she said jumping up and down in front of him when she reached him. she was excited for this birthday scavenger hunt, even if some of the teams seemed a bit hopeless since she knew they didn't like each other much. she was most worried about yunho and wonyoung but she tried her best not to make a funny face when she saw them paired together. still, her eyes lingered on her younger former member as they parted ways to begin the search. "i wanna win! i know it's my birthday so technically, i already won but i really, really, really want to win, oppa. let's do our best!" she said holding out a hand and grinning. "thank you for being here, by the way. it means a lot to me," she said knowing how busy the other was now that he was doing his service.

@shameless-virgo

[kkuramihrt]

              「 . ♡. * . ˚ 」                               → Sakura thought they could both do with the fresh air. On her part, it was because she needed to delay getting back in those stuffy mirrored rooms, and on his part because she could practically feel the stress coming off of him sometimes and this seemed to be one of those times. "Busy is an understatement," she said shaking her head at his words. "You know, we're going to the US to promote Perfect Night. As usual, I'm half-excited and half-nervous. We have Yunjin to guide us, though, which makes it less scary." She said before realizing her blunder. "Wait, what am I saying? Of course, you're not scared of going over there since you were there for a while. You should help me improve my English, too. Yunjin is a good teacher but I think I need all the help I can take," she admitted laughing as she took a deep breath before continuing. "How are you feeling as promotions are wrapping up? Personally, I'm a little sad. Only because it means we won't overlap. I always like getting to see you perform and it feels like something's missing when I don't get to. Plus...what am I going to do without my biggest cheerleader? Promise you'll wake up early to text me before recordings," She requested throwing him a look with her soft brown eyes before elbowing him in the side. This playful energy was just something he brought out of her since despite her being older, she often felt like a baby compared to him.

an unbreakable bond quickly sealed by the pinky lock. his soft features sunk into his face when he found no trace on her that read that she would stab him in the back by running towards the higher ups about their surprised meeting in the park. what happened tonight would only stay amongst them. such a joke that two idols meeting in an open space would cause such controversy. the two individuals understood what it meant if the public were to find out or their bosses. in an industry that never slept also meant that the idols had to practice to perfection. yeonjun had to know every dance number like his life depended on it, and he wanted to proof to others that he could keep up with the game. he untangled their pinkies, and let his hands fall to the side. “let’s.” having no original destination that remaining outdoors a bit longer wouldn’t hurt either of them. he allowed his lips to shape into a smile when their eyes met, and he moved forward, walking alongside sakura and their steps moving slowly. once they were a few minutes in, yeonjun slipped his hands into his back pockets. “how have things been? busy, i’m sure.” he asked, glancing over to her after a few moments of silence. 

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Kkura: Yes? Kkura: sure! i'm almost done with schedules for the day Kkura: Oh, yes, I have so much to tell you!

Woo: Kkura noona

Woo: are you free for drinks later?

Woo: we need a post coachella debrief asap

@kkuramihrt

[kkuramihrt]

Kkura: We're at the villa! Kkura: ah...she must've been more upset than I thought. No worries, your surprise will knock her off her feet!

Felix: Kkura noona are you guys at the villa or the festival grounds?

Felix: I just got to the house and Yunjin isn’t answering my texts :(

@kkuramihrt

[kkuramihrt]

              「 . ♡. * . ˚ 」                               → "It tastes basically just like that!" Sakura said laughing at the other's mention of the candy. She remembered her own first time tasting that particularly flavour. She'd even mentioned how it tasted like they'd melted jolly ranchers into the rice wine. It was still one of her favourites to this day. She looked over at Ning as she continued nodding gently at the other girl's words. "It's weird, yeah. I don't want to let them down but I also feel like I should be over this terrible nervousness which is silly because every time we perform I feel something new," She agreed as she punched their order into the screen to be sent to the front for delivery and then grinned. "I really hope you're right. I want to believe in your words so I'll agree with them. It's different because I was cute in HKT and Le Sserafim is a totally different concept but I guess if they're showing up then they're already ready for this side of me, too. I wonder if Chaewon feels the same way since we were cute in iz*one often, too," She'd been more than concerned about the younger girl as well and if she could handle this pressure.

Ning listened attentively as Sakura explained the flavors. She nodded in agreement clasping her hands together as she leaned forward slightly. "Ohhhh, ohhh, those flavors sound super good. I wonder how the rose and Sakura sake is going to taste." She pressed her index finger against her lip as she studied the menu. From her friend's description of the drink, she would definitely prefer the apple flavor. "I am totally addicted to those apple flavored hard candies. Like, I always have one of them before performing as it helps calm me down." As Sakura brought up the upcoming shows and the mix of excitement and nervousness, Ning could relate to her feelings. "Yeah, it's a strange mix of feelings, isn't it? Even when you've been on stage many times, every performance still brings its own unique set of emotions. But I'm sure you'll shine as 'Le Ssserfim's Sakura' just as brilliantly as you did with HKT48," she reassured her friend, offering a supportive and cheerful perspective. "Your Japanese fans love you for your bright personality, and your personality never changed. They're totally going to love seeing this new side of you."

[kkuramihrt]

sakura felt the familiar sensation of butterflies that always lent themselves to soobin's touch. as he leaned in and deepened their kiss, her body pressed against his and she found herself clinging to him forgetting everything around them but this moment. at his question, she's almost breathless but she manages to utter out a small yes and nod before her lips meet his again. she gives him a few more kisses, her fingers brushing against the hair at the nape of his neck and she spoke softly. "does this mean i get to kiss you all the time now? well- you know...within reason," she said rolling her eyes a bit as she kept in mind that they didn't have the same freedoms as other people.

he felt a weight fall from his shoulders as it always did with sakura. he couldn't put it into words but being around her felt like a breath of fresh air. like he had gone this entire time without breathing until now. "i don't mind being silly with you," he admitted with a dimpled smile. an immediate warmth greeted his whole existence. his hand released from hers to loop his arms around her waist. their kissing was nothing new but each time he could feel a fluttering occur in his chest. his lips greeted hers like a magnet. slow pecking before sealing this entire conversation by briefly deepening their kiss. part of his new journey of being a man of his word, soobin mumbled. "will you be my girlfriend?" no more assuming, he thought. his lips providing another light peck.

[kkuramihrt]

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sakura's fingers found themselves in his hair as his kisses moved down her body, her cheeks deepening in colour. somehow, no matter how many times they did this, she still always managed to get flustered by him. it didn't help that she loved just watching him. her lips parted, a soft gasp leaving her as his mouth wrapped around her nipple. her back arched just slightly to push her chest towards his mouth. she lets out a little giggle when he pulls her knees up, smacking his shoulder lightly for doing so without warning, though as soon as he pulls his mouth away from her, she lets out a soft whine. "soobie." she whispered softly as he unhooked her bra. she moved her arms, rushing and not so gracefully to help him undress her before cupping his cheeks to kiss him once more.

*

hearing her giggle always brought a smile to his lips. they were chatty seconds ago, but now soobin kept silent as he watched her finish undoing the buttons, inhaling deeply when his eyes followed the movement of her hands and taking a moment to admire her bra. his lips welcomed her back with a kiss, holding her cheek for a bit when he slowly sat up.

adjusting himself, he sat in front of her, leaning in to kiss her neck. bit by bit, he worked from her collarbone down to the top of her breasts. softly tracing her exposed skin with his lips, he kissed while his hand pulled on the fabric. cupping her breast in his hand, he leaned in to take her nipple in his mouth. his tongue brushing gently against the bud. taking his hands, he slipped them until they were tucked behind her knees, and placed his body between them. his eager mouth sucking on her sensitive skin before he pulled away slightly to unhook her bra, smiling innocently as he did.

[kkuramihrt]

「 . ♡. * . ˚ 」  ׅ ׅ ׅ ׅ ׅ ׅ → "of course," the small whisper leaves her as almost a reflex. he didn't have to thank her. she knew what it felt like to think the entire weight of the world, or at least your group, was resting on you and when she saw him spiraling, she knew she had to do something to help.

she let out a soft giggle against his lips at the tickle of his fingers against her skin. when she noticed his hesitance she pulled away for a moment to finish undoing the buttons for him. she knew he always did his best to be polite with her but it almost made her laugh a bit since she was the one who suggested this in the first place tonight. she slipped her top off letting it fall from her shoulders to reveal her lacy pink bra underneath. her skin flushed a rosy hue as the cool air touched it and she pushed her hair out of her face before leaning back in for another kiss.

soobin wouldn't express these thoughts to his members. all of them carried the same weight if not more, and the last thing he wanted was to have them aware of how weak their leader was. some days were better than others, but moments like these felt like his head was bound to explode from the pressure and worry he had for his members. knowing that sakura could understand and not pressure him to explain made him feel like he could breathe. "thank you," it seemed silly to thank her for such a favor but he felt it necessary.

a quiet sigh of relief came from him, focusing now on the kiss. the world slowly began to quiet when his hand slipped under her pajama shirt, grazing his fingers along her soft stomach and tracing lines down her back. without breaking the kiss, his fingers moved from under her shirt and began to undo the buttons, moving slowly in the case that she wanted to stop him.

[kkuramihrt]

kkura's brows furrowed and a look of confusion crossed her face. she didn't understand how soobin could think that she wouldn't like him. in the midst of all of the criticism her group had faced and her taking on her job as the oldest to let the opinions of the public fall on her instead of her members, he had always been her peace. he was like a beacon of light in the darkness she often felt about being an idol. whenever she felt alone at times, he was always there. she didn't understand how he could think anything else, but then again, she'd thought her feelings were one-sided, too. a smile crept onto her face as he agreed about their silliness and she shook her head. "we're both silly then," she admitted softly. the smile spread into a grin as he told her he loved her and the speeding of her heart rate only got faster. instead of answering his question, she leaned in, eyes closing as her lips met his and her arms settled around his neck pulling him closer into their kiss.

"be- because i thought you wouldn't like me that way." every part of sakura was perfect in his eyes. from her confident personality to the comfort her felt in her presence. how could he not fall in love with her? sleeping together began as a way to destress from the pressure of their career and a way to get soobin out of his head. however, each time he left her place, his mood got slightly sulkier. it took him a while to realize that those emotions were because he missed her. he wanted to prolong each kiss or touch he had with hers. deeply afraid that she would one day wake up and realize she was over it and wanted to move onto a serious relationship. it was why he grew worried when he read the group messages earlier. worried that his time with sakura was finished.

the pout now transforming into a smile now that his chest didn't feel like it was going to explode. "i feel a little silly too" he admitted when his dimples now appeared from the relief he was feeling. "i love you. i should have told you a long time ago... i should have communicated better. i'll do much better." he squeezed her hand, leaning his face into her warm hand. "does this mean that i can kiss you?"

[kkuramihrt]

「 . ♡. * . ˚ 」  ׅ ׅ ׅ ׅ ׅ ׅ → "okay, it's a bet," she agreed nodding as he made himself comfortable. she listened to him speak in silence as she played with his hair. he was right, of course, and sometimes, it felt like the rat race never stopped running. it was like she was a hamster on a wheel at times but she knew from the way he was speaking that it'd be all too easy for him to overwhelmed himself by talking like this. she placed her hand on his cheek brushing her thumb over it. "hey, it's okay. you're here with me now. no need to worry about any of that," she said in her calmest tone.

when he agreed to let her relax him a bit, a small smile rested on his lips and she let herself be pulled in for a kiss. she returned it, softly at first and then, easily with a bit more urgency as her hand let go of his, moving now to press against his chest as she did.

"you want to have a bet? i'll buy dinner if i make a low rank." an innocent bet when he would gladly pay when it came to food. it must have been a habit that he was already removing his shirt before he slipped into the bed.

his body felt like it was turning into mush once her fingers found themselves tangled in his short hair. "you know how it goes. you get overworked, too. it's a never ending cycle." the exhausting part of being an idol that soobin still couldn't get used to even if he loved his job. "my head just needs to stop spinning. i can't stop all of the schedules, and... - the world feels like it's spinning too fast." it often occurred when a lot weighed on him. his eyes closing when he felt her lips on his forehead. "would you?" his head slowly turning to face upward, and his hand placed tucked behind her neck to reel her in for their first kiss of the night.

[kkuramihrt]

              「 . ♡. * . ˚ 」                               → sakura knew that when it came to other people's standards, she was the weakest link of her group so she worked a bit harder and tried a bit more than she was told she needed to. she didn't want to let those comments get to her. even if she had originally asked not to be her group's leader and she'd asked for less lines, she wanted to overcome the fear she had but even she needed a break sometimes. it was funny, she thought, that she bumped into yeonjun of all people since in a way she relied on him. as the oldest members of their groups, it was sometimes hard to find a way to reveal the things you felt weak about without worrying of scaring the younger members but she knew, she could always come to him with those worries. she looked up at him cracking a smile and then nodding. "it's between us, i swear," she pursed her lips holding out her pink for him to make a promise as she squished her cheeks thinking of where she was headed before bumping into him. her train of thought, though, was entirely gone. "i can't remember what my plans were so...would you like to walk with me?" she was hoping to talk to him about something, anyway, so there was no better time than this.

yeonjun’s plan was to stretch his legs, then followed by a quick reward by grabbing unhealthy snacks and/or drinks before he returned to the dance studio. the perfectionist side of him felt that initial tug when he stepped out of the building and onto the streets of seoul. he was too far gone now when he slipped into the park. a few minutes wouldn’t hurt him. that logic hit him faster than he realized when he bumped into sakura. the poker face he could slap on wasn’t appearing on his face but rather some blush from the embarrassment that he got caught. “i won’t tell either.” the agreement came out as second nature when he responded. his eyes wiggled to the ground where it looked like he was bowing his head in shame when he gave a small nod. “just for a short while. i didn’t expect anyone would notice, but we’re keeping it between us. right?”

[kkuramihrt]

「 . ♡. * . ˚ 」  ׅ ׅ ׅ ׅ ׅ ׅ → A small smile rested on Kkura's lips at the squeeze from the younger idol. She knew that Wony knew better than anyone the sacrifices that they'd both made so young to follow their dreams. She was one of the few other idols who could understand what it meant to put your dreams before even your education and your childhood. Maybe that was one of the reasons that Kkura had felt so attached to her even when they were in the same group. "I think I will visit my mom when we go to Japan again. Well- After promotions for sure," She said remembering that a comeback was only just around the corner. "She's very supportive, actually. I have a video of her trying to learn Unforgiven. She's so adorable," Sakura snickered as she pulled out her phone searching for the video of her mother. She held it out to Wonyoung showing her mother doing her best to wiggle along to the song. Some of the moves were definitely wrong but it didn't change that she was doing her best and laughing having fun supporting her daughter.

After the disbanding of their group, Wonyoung noticed a significant shift — she found herself rarely spending time with many of the girls she had once been close to. While she understood that it was primarily due to scheduling conflicts, she couldn't shake the feeling of longing to change that, especially when it came to Sakura. With an eager nod, she replied with enthusiasm, a spark of excitement in her eyes. "I mean... have you seen how viral it went?" As the older woman spoke, the brunette couldn't help but feel a twinge of sympathy for her, knowing all too well the sacrifices idols often had to make, especially during comeback preparations. She reached out to gently squeeze Sakura's hand in a silent gesture of understanding and support. Having her family reside in Seoul was a stroke of luck for Wonyoung, making it much easier for her to spend time with them. "They're doing great, thank you for asking. But that sounds lovely. Is your mom planning to visit you soon?" she inquired, a hint of curiosity in her voice.