#♡ || oh cadius.

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make your muse a dessert !

[oh-nxts-and-bxlts]

Well, look who came sauntering up to the door today. The dragon stands before a certain speedy lady in his usual well-kept attire and smug grin. This time, though, a big red bow is slapped onto him, the little decoration fluttering shamelessly on his neck. Heck, there's even a tag to go with it! It reads, "To: Celerity ♡"...

"Surprise~!"

-from one flirty dragon to your flirty bunny (lcveblind) ;3c

Meanwhile, in an entirely different timeline where canon compliance is of secondary concern...

Celerity didn't know how to react, at first. She stood in the doorway for a few seconds, which was rather long for someone whose mental processes were meant to keep up with absurd physical speed, slack-jawed and silent. Her bright neon green optics darted to and fro from Cadius, his outfit, his SMUG little face, and the little wrapping ribbon around his neck. Then, as if it had caught up with her mind, her face lit up like a christmas tree, audio fins a blur with how fast they were wiggling as she reached up towards his ribbon, hooked a finger under it...

And proceeded to pull him (GENTLY) into the house, squealing to herself along the way. "Oh my, oh my, oh my! All for me? You shouldn't have! But since this is mine... I'm keeping iiiit!"

The door was thus, shut with a click behind the two. Only for it to be flung open once more as Diggy jumped outside like a bat out of hell, a singular expression of disgust on her face.

"YUCK!"

Was all she bleated, running through the front yard and not stopping as she continued on her path.

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Cadius Reed.

Servant to the Crown. Personal retainer of the future Queen.

Her eyes and ears. Her sword and shield. He who acts as an extension of her right hand, the dagger which she keeps sheathed behind her back before she strikes, working amidst the shadows while she worked in the light.

His hands have always been dirty, always stained with blood, or dirt, or something else entirely. Sometimes it was one of these things. Other times? All three. Perhaps that is why he takes to his role as easy as he did, slithering up to those who wish to sully the princess in all their degeneracy. 'Fight fire with fire,' as some would have said.

(At times it works, and those who dared even approach with such boastfulness retreat in either disgust or anger by mere words and touch. The times it doesn't, well...

They're put in their place soon enough.)

Edeline doesn't fully understand why he's so loyal to her sometimes—-she knows there are times where he resents her. She's certainly not blind to it. In those moments, she wonders if it's the supposed naivety and unwavering love she holds for her people that angers him, or how much of herself she's sacrificed to become someone they needed her to be. She wouldn't blame him if that was the case.

But then she recalls the days where he looks at her with pride. When she puts someone in their place, or when she holds fast to her beliefs despite the reactions of those around her.

Perhaps she'll never understand his devotion to her.

Perhaps she doesn't need to.

Because Cadius Reed will willingly follow Edeline Hart into the dark, and that is more than enough.

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Box of chocolate maker~ <3

TAGGED BY: Stolen! TAGGING: Anyone who likes chocolate--

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Repost, don’t reblog. List a Pokémon move (or 2) for each type that applies to your muse(s).

🍞 [ NORMAL ] Facade/Chip Away

🥊 [ FIGHTING ] Detect/Revenge

🦢 [ FLYING ] Dragon Ascent

🧪 [ POISON ]  Acid/Toxic

⛰️ [ GROUND ]  Spikes

💎 [ ROCK ]  Stealth Rock

🐞 [ BUG ] Fell Stinger/Rage Powder

👻 [ GHOST ] Bitter Malice/Shadow Sneak

🔪 [ STEEL ]  Doom Desire

🔥 [ FIRE ]  Bitter Blade

🌊 [ WATER ]  Snipe Shot/Soak

🌿 [ GRASS ] Snap Trap/Strength Sap

⚡ [ ELECTRIC ]  Eerie Impulse

🔮 [ PSYCHIC ]  Role Play/Trick

🧊 [ ICE ] Haze

🐉 [ DRAGON ] Dragon Rage

💀 [ DARK ]  False Surrender/Torment

🌸 [ FAIRY ]  Spirit Break

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CHARACTER TAG DUMP.

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" my, my--rating a lady because of what she is? why, shame on you, good sir. "

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Why are you here?

TO FORGIVE YOURSELF.

Most people have regrets. We all have to live with the consequences of decisions we wish we could take back. But what you regret is more than a mistake or short-sighted choice. You regret your very existence. Everything you've ever done is something you wish you could undo. You believe it is impossible to become the kind of person you want to be. You see yourself as a lost cause. You feel chained down by the love you receive, because you are sure you will only hurt anyone foolish enough to see something worth loving in you. You want to rid this world of yourself and feel trapped by all the hands holding you back. "I love you" is the phrase you most dread hearing. You wish that everyone else would hate you as much as you think you deserve. Perhaps you feel it would make ending it all so much easier. It's possible you have only stayed alive this long because you believe the only thing that would cause more misery than your life is your death. 

Either way, you are certain you live a life beyond salvation. And you are wrong. You have been made to believe your best is not enough, that your efforts have no value because you will always fall short. Perhaps too much was expected of you from the day you were born. I would not be surprised if the impossible was the very first thing you remember being asked to do. You can't stop regretting a failure that was always inevitable. You cannot forgive yourself for existing as the imperfect person you can't help but be. You believe you don't deserve forgiveness. But you do. Your human faults and limitations do not make you worthless. You have as much right to be here as anyone else. Your needs and boundaries are not a burden, and those who would treat them as such are the ones to be faulted. 

You're here to forgive yourself and the life you live. It will be difficult and it will not happen quickly, but it is a task that needs undertaking. Redeem yourself by slowly, gradually putting an end to your eternal atonement. Atone for the years you've lost to self-loathing by telling yourself that this existence of yours is nothing to repent for. You will not believe it at first. But you must try to treat yourself as you would a treasured friend, as those that love you know you deserve to be treated. Over and over, tell yourself the words that you can't yet bring yourself to believe, and one day you'll notice that they've started to feel as if they might be true, if only now and again. The love that chains you down, that you believe you don't deserve, it doesn't have to torment you. It can be a comfort, too. One day, you will be grateful for the hands holding you back. You deserve to know what it's like to be alive without wishing you weren't. Have faith and dedicate yourself to that.

TAGGED BY: none lmao TAGGING: take it from me my dudes

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𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓  𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐃  𝐎𝐅  ' 𝐈 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 '  𝐀𝐑𝐄  𝐘𝐎𝐔  ?

i love you and i wish you knew just how much.

the pining, the aching, the wishing, and hoping; it's what you whisper to yourself under the cover of darkness as you fall asleep thinking of them. it's the text you've typed out and deleted before sending at least a dozen times. it's the countless pictures of them you have of them on your phone, the home screen image of their smile that you know will give you away the next time they jokingly swipe your phone. it sits restless and suffocating at the back of your throat. rip dude, i know how that is.

i love you, i've always loved you, i will always love you.

it's commitment, it's devotion, it goes often without saying, but is felt nonetheless. it's accepting that you would travel to hell and back for them if they asked and knowing that they would do the same for you. it's an old ache, long after they've burrowed deep into your chest and settled there like a weight- grounding, an anchor point. even when you're apart, you can still feel the shape of them, it's like phantom pain. neither of you can help but succumb to the other's gravity, yet neither of you fear the collision. it means that you trust them, that they make you feel safe, that they feel like home.

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🍧 SHAVED ICE and another--

{  𝐎𝐂 𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐉𝐈 𝐀𝐒𝐊𝐒! || accepting! }

🍧 SHAVED ICE - do they still have any objects from their childhood? what significance does it have to them? what would their reaction be if they lost it?

Cadius has practically nothing from his childhood. In fact, even if he did, he probably wound up burning it all. 

He despises his past. His family, the way he was raised to limit himself to make the royal family look better, the lessons he’s learned from them... He hated all of it. So why wouldn’t he throw it all away?

But if there’s one thing he’s kept since then, it’s the weapon he received for his birthday: a small, antique switchblade, gifted to him by his now-dead mentor. It’s his mentor that encouraged him to keep pursuing his interests despite his family’s instructions, allowing him to delve into all manners of subjects and activities—-secretly, of course.

‘A switchblade is still a blade even when hidden,’ his mentor said. ‘But whether the blade stays sharp is up to its wielder.’ 

So that’s what he learned to do: hide the things he’s learned from his family, only to brandish and sharpen his skills when he was alone. Even now he keeps that advice close to heart (though getting him to admit that is another topic entirely).

And if he ever lost it?

Well.

There were always more switchblades out there.

(At least from what he says. But should he find it in someone else’s hands, there’s no doubt he’d steal it back.)

[lcveblind]

"Oh? 'National boob day', hm..?"

Cadius. Cadius you are not saying a word, you hear m--

"Heheh, I can't wait for 'national ass day' then."

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So. My brain has done a thing and now I thought about the way Edeline and Cadius' lives would end--

(tw for drowning, violence, and general death under the cut!)

Edeline would most likely die in the sea. It is a widely known fact on how the princess inherits her mother's love for the great, everchanging ocean and its briney depths. So perhaps it was only destiny when she and the rest of the crew were ambushed at sea, cannonballs ripping through their ship and splintering it to pieces. Some of the crew would die having been impacted by such force. Others would have fallen prey to those who came aboard Edeline's ship, slashing at those who dared get in their way.

But Edeline would not die from either of that. Instead, she dies--not by their hands, but from the great sea itself, jumping into the large body of water and letting it consume her whole.

They don't find her body. They never do. Even months, maybe even years later, when those who've served the royal family go out and search for those who have been killed out at sea, they return to land empty-handed.

After all, she was claimed by the sea. And what was the seas, one would never get back.

Cadius, on the other hand, would die doing what he does best: taunting people, distracting them, and getting information.

Pressing buttons was perhaps one of his most used skills out of everything he learned. He knew how to get under people's skin, to make them squirm and fume--enough to make them slip and give him the right bit of info that he wanted. He enjoyed it. Heck, he even did it when he didn't need to get something out from them, amused simply by knowing what prompted such reactions in of itself.

But one day he goes too far, pushed too many buttons on someone he shouldn't had.

Beaten, bloodied, and bruised, Cadius wouldn't even feel the pain in his last moments--even if he knows that he should. Cornered and weaponless, he can do nothing but recieve blow after crushing blow, his energy depleting as blood stained the walls and floor. And as his consciousness begins to slip into darkness, he uses the last of his strength to send one last useful message to the royal family in secret, proving his loyalty to them to the very end.

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Cadius - 9,11

{ Vanilla Sunday Meme || accepting! }

9. Is your muse attracted to any features in particular?

Him? Choosing one particular feature to be attracted to? Please. If he’s going to be attracted to someone, he’s going to have to like the whole entire package, now.

Still, a nice set of... assets are always good for eager eyes. Along with some grabbable hips, of course. Can’t have them falling off when he’s picking them up now, can we?

11. Have their partners been mostly male, mostly female, or evenly split? 

It’s been an even split for the most part! The man is not at all picky when it comes to one’s gender—-as long as you’ve caught his eye, that is. He’s not partial to either when it comes to good looks, a healthy dose of confidence, and wit.

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❦ || “Looking at something?”

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🌷 ((for Cadius))

{ send me a symbol and I'll tell you... || accepting! }

🌷 = a song I identify with my character

OOC. Hecking... Play with Fire by Sam Tinnez ft. Yacht Monney.

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Okay, but freaking? Cadius with this voice though—-