#♜:〝things are never going back to normal〞|| ooc

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hopping on this blog today because it’s a very special day: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIECZYSŁAW 'STILES' STILINSKI !!

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it really be that way sometimes

⤷ @lydiamartinx​ @thewailer​ @ohdeer-malia​

also yeah bois u heard it right the queue is being slowly added to and i’ll be running on a queue for the foreseeable future - there will be some v. old threads i owe releasing over the next few days/weeks so feel to drop any/all of them if u wanna, there’s no pressure to reply to anything at all !!

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hi hello dear anon ! i have to admit when i popped on here to check messages and reply to ims i was equally surprised and un-surprised to see this in my inbox. i had a feeling that i’d be getting something like this sometime soon, though i didn’t think it’d be after just a week of not posting consistently, but prior to these last few weeks i pretty much lived here on stiles so it makes sense haha ! it’s no secret that i haven’t been here nor do i believe it’s a secret that i have been active over on @hecrowned​ - the blog where i’ve kinda been spending ALL my free time since i created it like three-ish weeks ago. if by some miracle you miss me or my writing, i’d love to write with you over there as well ( notice i say ‘as well’ i promise i’m gonna answer your question ). THAT BEING SAID, i know ben is not everyone’s cup of tea and he is extremely different from stiles, both in personality and fandom and though i have given him a tw verse i completely understand some people want to write with stiles not with leah ( me - the mun ) so there’s no pressure to follow.

MOVING ON, getting onto stiles recently has kinda been making me anxious for reasons i don’t understand. it’s probably the ever-growing draft count and the frustration of not having enough motivation to tackle those drafts or the motivation to write some of the very long replies that i owe. just a guess. it’s this absolutely awesome cycle of guilt and depression 👉😎👉 however i’m not done with stiles. there’s so much i want to write with him still and even if i’m at a low point with him right now, i’m DETERMINED to get through all those drafts i owe. i will never be able to put into words how important he is to me and how much i’ve learned through writing him, so there’s no way i’m stopping anytime soon. this is turning into an essay but that’s mainly bc i wanted to explain to all of my lovely, amazing, mutuals who have stuck around, what’s going on with me. 

That’s a very long-winded and messy way to explain that yes I am still active but also yes I am extremely slow at replies here on Stiles at the moment and I don’t see that changing super dramatically in the coming days/weeks? That’s not to say that I love Stiles any less than I did when I was super active or that I care less about any of my threads on here - because that simply isn’t true. I just feel as though I owe it to my rp partners to write a reply that I care about and that I know isn’t half-assed. I also think I owe it to myself to do what makes me happy and I fear that if I forced myself to do replies when I really wasn’t feeling it then I could grow to hate being on here, and I don’t want that - I love everyone and Stiles so so so much and I never want that to change.

I hope that kind of explains where I’ve been and why things have been a bit quiet here on lostvacvnt for the past week, I promise the silence isn’t forever 💖

p.s. always feel free to message me privately for more details or just to chat !! i promise i’m not scary

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wntrfell replied to your post: hecrowned: when the waves of doubt crash...

*shouts from a rooftop in the distance* i love and support everything you do!

I LOVE YOU AND WOULD DIE FOR YOU

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i’m really thinkin about how i used to play b.en f.lorian and how i miss him

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wntrfell replied to your post “Make Your Muse! Tagged by: @kanima-claws​ + @alilskinnylove​  Tagging:...”

look at hiiiiimmmm �� -laser eyes-

-monster truck noises-

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Make Your Muse!

Tagged by: @kanima-claws​ + @alilskinnylove​  Tagging: @svnandstvrs​ (delilah), @iiincapacity​, @laboranti​, @clamcrisims​, @griefknown​

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meme call !! drop a ♡ and i’ll go through your memes or just come into your askbox and send some things in !!

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i’m kinda semi sorta back from all the surgery stuff !! i’m gonna try to get through a couple replies but i can’t be sure of anything cause as of now writing is still a bit hard on my eyes so i’ll be throwing up a meme call right after this cause it’s only been like two days and i already miss my mess of a son 

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ugly mobile post but just wanted to let everyone know i’ll be getting lasik eye surgery today so i’ll be pretty absent these next couple days while i heal !!

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forever mad about how the scenes between claudia and stiles in the echo house episode were cut...she kissed him on the forehead...he sobbed and talked about how he missed her....she comforts him when the nogi was taunting him....it was what what we he dESERVED

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sorry to everyone for being so slow and selective these past couple days !! it’s finals week for me so i’ve been super busy but that also means that after this week things should ( hopefully ) be getting back on track ! good luck to everyone else out there still dealing with finals !! remember to get enough sleep and drink enough water 💕

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reminder that i love kira yukimura with all my heart,,,, just look at her she’s so cute

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s3b episode 5 was truly an iconic episode for stiles’ facial expressions

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make yourself and your muse!

my muse: stiles (left) the mun: leah (right)

tagged by: @leftinthedcst tagging: @willsavethem, @thxemazingem, @outofthedxrkness (any muse), @thewailer, and you!