#◝ ♡ 𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑒 ↺ would it be enough if i could never give you peace .

[rosesblush]

◝  ♡  𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑟 .

  theres something about this with alonso that just feels right , maybe it shouldn't . maybe she should be second guessing this a little bit more , but she's spent enough time in her career second guessing her decisions - especially within love . she rests her head against his shoulder , gently tangling her fingers with his and resting her legs over his . ❛ you've been quiet , what're you thinking ? ❜

[rosesblush]

it was insane , that she felt so comfortable with alonso . it had been hard , opening herself up to a new relationship when things had been so rough in the past . she brushes her nose against his jaw , before smiling widely when alonso presses their lips together . she smiles softly , bringing her hand up to gently rest over the top of his . this was nice , just having this . having someone that makes her feel so safe , so secure . she smiles softly , nodding her head as she presses a kiss to his shoulder . " we'll just see how things go . let's not jinx it before we have to think about that . "

Alonso's eyes closed to feel the softness of the kiss on his face. It had been a long time since he had been around someone who made him feel so at home. They spent so much time together before without realising they were slowly falling in love. Because that was it, wasn't it? Alonso was in love with Madeline. He reached up to caress her face with his thumb and pressed a gentle kiss on her lips. "I'd do anything for you." He uttered softly in lieu of the words he truly wanted to say to her. "If...when this becomes public, we'll do what's best for you, okay? If you wanna say nothing, if you want to hold a goddamn press conference - whatever you want, okay?"

[rosesblush]

madeline smiles softly as she leans into him , eyes flickering over his face as she listens to him talking . fingers lace with his , squeezing his hand as she leans over to gently press a kiss to his cheek . " baby , " she speaks softly , brushing their noses together . " you're not going to be the one to ruin things , and i don't care what they think . what matters is what i want . "

It felt natural, whilst being alone with Maddie, that's what they could be - just two normal people. Two normal people in a special situation, or at least that's how Lonso had framed it in his mind. At her words he sat up a little. "You know you're not gonna ruin anything." He assured her, lips pursed as he struggled to find the words. "If anything I don't know if I can keep up." He let out a bittersweet chuckle, shaking his head. "I'm nobody next to you." He finally voiced aloud. "I'm sure once anyone finds out your publicists, your team, whatever are gonna wanna shut it down anyway."

[rosesblush]

madeline smiles as she leans into him , resting her hand on top of his on her thigh . she hums softly when he presses a kiss to her forehead , eyes fluttering closed for a moment as she just holds onto him . this is nice , spending time together like this . she knows that they're just holed up in her apartment for the time being , but that's nice . " me neither ," she speaks quietly , pressing a kiss to his shoulder . " i don't want anything to ruin this , and i'm scared -- i'm scared that me being , well me ; is going to ruin this . "

It still felt like a fever dream as he had a hand resting on her hip, the other splayed casually atop her thigh. It felt like the most natural thing in the world when it was just the two of them, but they hadn't begun to broach the world outside. Whilst it was amazing to have Maddie all to himself, he knew she didn't just belong to him. "I'm always quiet." He joked, pressing a lazy kiss onto her forehead. "I was just thinking about this, us." He gestured generally before them. "I don't want anything to ruin this."