#▸ T H R E A D S || ft. eliza

[bravecmatthews]

where: the holiday inn closed: @paradislost

ever since he’d heard that eliza, too, was back in town, he’d done his worst to avoid her. then, as sudden as it was surprising, there she was. well, kind of.

"what the—" with wide eyes and a grip tightening on the wheel, adrenaline alone kept him from swerving off the road. an accident which, ironically enough, would've sent him right back to the place he had just passed—the hospital now named after a certain dr. angela chen-marquis. growing up, eliza and him both struggling with the loss of a mother was one of the things cole would use to argue that they weren’t so different after all. but whereas eliza’s mother now had a hospital named after her, the town hadn’t even kept the tree on which his mother’s name was carved, cutting it down in favor of public toilets years ago.

unable to shake the jump scare that was seeing the marquis name and startled by the memory of his own mother, cole pulled into the holiday inn parking lot. “sorry, the bar’s currently off-limits; the american association of orthodontists are here for a conference.” of course, why wouldn't they be? “that’s your only bar?” he asked, wishing he hadn’t felt the need to wash it all down with a drink but feeling indulgent enough to do so anyway. “there’s one out by the pool,” the young clerk offered, unbothered and unperturbed.

he stepped outside and immediately muttered, “fuck,” just loud enough to give himself away. “hey,” his lips then pressed together in a futile attempt to hide his feelings, his finding the back of his neck to rub. “hey, i didn’t expect to—” his brows furrowed, shock molding into confusion. “are you staying here?”

[misty-avalon]

A-Z of me

A-Z of Me

Tagged by @theoceanismyinkwell

R U L E S: copy this post into a new text post, remove my answers and put in yours, and when you are done tag up to ten people and also tag the person who tagged you… and most importantly, have fun !

a - adjective(s) your best friend would use to describe you: I’ve been told I’m creative, cute (tbh this one is debatable), stubborn, and nice (they might have some other opinions but idk) [B and C are missing...lol did someone not want to answer so they erased it] d - drink you last had: hot chocolate e - every day starts with: waking up then checking my phone (even though I have no social life haha) f - favourite song: having one favourite song is not possible when you’re in the kpop fandom. Spring Day - BTS, Fire - BTS, Not Today - BTS, Come Back Home (remake) - BTS, Cyphers 3 and 4 - BTS, We are bulletproof pt 1 - BTS, 4 o’clock - Rap Monster & V, So Far Away - Agust D ft Suran, Silver Spoon - BTS, Run - BTS, Crazy - 4minute, Hero - Monsta X, I - Taeyeon, Red Light - F(x), Dracula - F(x), Hard Carry - Got7, Congratulations - Day6, Dance Dance - Day6, Lean on me - Day6, As if it’s your last - Blackpink. Ok I’m gonna stop because this is already a long list. (Honourable mentions: Twice (they have some pretty catchy songs), 2NE1 (the group that pulled me into kpop so you should check them out), Seventeen) g - ghosts, are they real: I don’t want to say yes because that makes it spookier h - hometown: the southern hemisphere

i - in love with: Taehyung (who isn’t? lol) Ok I’m kidding. I’m not sure I’m in love with anyone anymore and that’s only because I haven’t seen them in a long time so if we do meet again we’ll have to get to know each other again. Other than this I am working on loving myself.

j - jealous of: I used to get ‘jealous’ of people who have successful parents because their career road is basically laid out for them and people tend to socialise with them more. I didn’t actually feel jealous, more like angry that my life couldn’t be more like theirs and that apparently money is on the list of friendship requirements. Overtime I stopped being like that because feeling that way is absolutely pointless. So instead I started focusing on myself and what things I could do for myself no matter how small they are. k - killed someone: umm? first of all no and second of all wouldn’t people be in prison? (is there even internet there?) l - last time you cried: sometime last month? I was already stressed from uni then I got yelled at for something small so I got really angry m - middle name: for privacy reasons I won’t be saying my name. In my opinion I think Elizabeth would be a pretty cool middle name to have because I loved Eliza from the Wild Thornberrys as a kid n - number of siblings: none o - one wish: to be financially stable that I can look after my family and not be in a job that I absolutely hate. Wanna hear a really funny stupid story? Ok so this was the first time that I was allowed to go to a school ball because “we were old enough” and it was our last year at the school. So anyways I wasn’t really feeling the whole being feminine and dressing up thing so I didn’t want to go. Then I did this really dumb thing...my crush asked me to go to the ball with him and you know what I said? “No”. Because of that I gave my crush heaps of mixed messages which basically ruined our relationship (as friends-ish) for the next 5 years. So if I could have one wild wish it would be to turn back time and change that answer to a “Yes”. I doubt our relationship would’ve lasted if I had said yes but at least I wouldn’t be sitting here always going like “hmmm I wonder if...”. Moral of the story is (tldr): when your crush asks you to the ball you don’t say “No” >.< p - person you last called/texted: mom q - question(s) you’re always asked: (from people that don’t know me) What does your name mean? Why are you so quiet? -_- I can tell you right now that none of the people that I’m friends with asked me those questions right from the start. r - reasons to smile: BTS, kpop memes, kpop funny moments youtube vids, and andi mack (this new disney channel show which you should all check out) s - song last sang: I don’t really sing anymore. I never learned how to use my vocal muscles so I got put off. Does lipsync count? If so, then it’s probably some BTS song (either spring day or not today) t - time you woke up: 11:00am (I’m currently on a break :D) u - underwear colour: why would you ask that?! (idk pink?) v - vacation destination: South Korea (clothes! skin care! their makeup colour palettes!), Paris (I wanna see the architectures with my own eyes), Italy (would love to visit those cathedrals that have those renaissance paintings, also genuine italian food!), Greece (maybe, I’d like to see the ancient ruins, and there’s the beach that has crystal clear waters), Hawaii (do I even need to explain?), and Switzerland (that beautiful landscape!) w - worst habit(s): picking at my skin (I’m quite fussy about my acne). Not good, you damage your nail bed and you make the acne worse. I’m literally considering getting a fidget cube or a fidget spinner to direct the activity away. x - x-rays you’ve had: one time we were ice skating and a friend was falling over so he pulled me down with him which resulted in me twisting my ankle. I got taken to the medical centre and had to get an xray just to make sure that I haven’t fractured anything (I didn’t). I also had teeth xrays for when I needed braces y - your favorite food: korean beef/lamb skewers (literally the first thing I go for at school galas), bulgogi, sweet glazed potatoes, mung bean jelly, ramen, mochi, sushi, okonomiyaki, mooncakes, dim sum, fried rice, fried noodles, pho, spring rolls, lemongrass pork, hotpot, udon, pasta, pizza, and of course the occasional greasy fast food meal from McDonalds or KFC. z - zodiac sign: virgo

Ok so I’m supposed to tag 10 people? I literally only know like 3-5 followers who are still active on tumblr which is gonna be hard for me and some of y’all have already been tagged so I’m gonna skip out on tagging people. If you’re reading this and you wanna do it go ahead! I’ll be looking forward to getting to know more about you guys!

[puppycommander]

Tagged by @gorgieworld, thank you !

R U L E S: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged.

L A S T…

Drink: Lemonade

Last phone call: I don’t remember (I hate phone calls)

Last text message: I don’t have a cellphone so I don’t text

Last song I listened to: Higher Ground by Remady ft. Manu-L

Last time I cried: A few days ago???

H A V E Y O U E V E R…?

Been cheated on: No

Kissed someone and regretted it: No

Been depressed: Yes

Been drunk and thrown up: No

Kissed a stranger: No

Drank hard liquor: Yes

Lost glasses/contacts: No

Been arrested: No

Turned someone down: Yes

Cried when someone died: Yes

Fallen for a friend: No

I N T H E P A S T Y E A R, H A V E Y O U …?

Made a new friend: Yes

Laughed until you cried: Yes

Met someone who changed you: Yes

Found out who your true friends were: No

Found out someone was talking about you: No

G E N E R A L

How many people on tumblr do you know in real life: 0

Do you have any pets: Yes

Do you want to change your name: No

What time did you wake up this morning: Morning?? What is that? I woke up at 1pm lmao

What were you doing last night: Tumblr/Playing Pokémon

Name something you cannot wait for: Feeling better (mental health) would be great

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes

What’s getting on your nerves rn: Annoying noises, a week of silence non-stop would be rad

Blood type: I never remember lmao

Nicknames: Moni

Relationship status: Single

Zodiac sign: Gemini

Pronouns: She/her

Favourite tv show: Wynonna Earp

Hair colour: Brown

Long or short: Long

Crushes: Alycia Debnam Carey, Eliza Taylor, Katherine Barrell

Tattoos: None

Righty or lefty: Righty

F I R S T S…

First surgery: None

First piercing: None

First best friend: Someone I don’t see anymore so it doesn’t matter

First sport you joined: Equestrian (horse riding)

First vacation: Cuba

R I G H T N O W…

Eating: Nothing

Drinking: Nothing

I’m about to: Finish this thing

Listening: Remady ft. Manu-L - Higher Ground (Shoco Naid Remix Edit) 

Want kids: No

W H I C H I S B E T T E R?

Lips or eyes: Eyes

Hugs or kisses: Kisses

Shorter or taller: Taller

Older or younger: I don’t mind

Sensitive or loud:  Sensitive

Hook up or relationship: Relationship

Troublemaker or hesitant: Troublemaker

D O Y O U B E L I E V E ?

Miracles: Maybe

Love at first sight: No

Heaven: No

Santa Claus: No

And I don’t tag anyone this time, if you see this post and want to do it then do it haha

[icanneverbesatisfied]

hamilton

alexander hamilton: yEs I AM. THE stAR™ ft. many people, all of whom ALEXandER HamiLTON has wronged in one way or Another

aaron burr, sir: you’re a burr, sir ORPHANS HAHAHAHA WE’RE ORPHANS pssst let’s destroy the government

my shot: pants look hot- low-key gay- i imagINE DEATH SO MUCH IT FEELS MORE LIKE A MEMORY- aaron burr demonstrates douche power

the story of tonight: revolution but quiEt

the schuyler sisters: FEMINISM WERK COMMON SENSE (ft. peggy bein’ a quiet snoopin’ bitch) angeLICAAAA ELLiiiiIIIiizA andPEGGY

farmer refuted: hamilton picks a fight with a lil’ bitch ft. aaron burr demonstrating douche powers

you’ll be back: king george iii is a little bitch

right hand man: ‘i have credentials’ ‘I HAVE THREE FRIENDS AND CAN RAP THERES SOLDIERS A LOT OF SOLDIERS AND ALL OF THEM WANNA KILL US AND I HAVE THREE FRIENDS BUT I SAID THAT ALREADY SO PICK ME (plus that lil’ bitch aaron burr is bald) (ft aaron burr demonstration douche powers)

a winters ball: pervy aaron burr + disgusted angelica is a+ (lAAAaaaaaAAAAAAaaaaaAAAAdies)

helpless: ELIZA SCHUYLER IS A CINNAMON ROLL T O U C H HER AND D I E

satisfied: salt and a lot of it (ft totherevOLution)

the story of tonight (reprise): gay founding fathers(cough cough lauren’s + ham cough)drunken french man AARON BURR WHAT YOU DOIN (ft ham with the bad/good advice)

wait for it: oh so THATS what burrs doing

stay alive: fuck you charles lee and fuck you gwash except a little less

ten duel commandments: anxiety™ an lots of counting (ft aaron burr demonstration douche powers)

meet me inside: gwash stops ham the force of nature. (also ham fucks up™)

that would be enough: ELIZA IS BACK BUT P R E G N A N T HAM WTF CAN YOU N O T P L E A S E

guns and ships: laFAYETTE rapping at the speed of sound

history has its eyes on you: gwash has feelings + a song dedicated to himself

yorktown(the world turned upside down): trump can learn from this lmao and FRREEEEDDDOOOOOMMMMM (drinkingsongtheyresinging)

what comes next: king george iii gets his ass handed to him on a plate

dear theodosia: AHHHHHHHH WHAT I WASNT PREPARED TO FEEL

non-stop: hamilton does nOT SToP satisffiedTHAT WOULD BE ENOUGH history has its E- WHY DO YOU ASSUME YOURE THE SMARTE- FeDeRaLiSt PaPeRs th OTHER FIFtY-OooOOonnNNNNneeeEEEE HOW DO YOU wOULD THAT be SatiSFIed? (ft aaron burr demonstration douche powers)

what’d i miss: jefferson stops getting high with hot french girls and actually does some america™ shit

cabinet battle #1: been a few days and HaMiLtOn aNd JeFfErSoN haTE EACH OthEr (ILL SHOW YOU WHERE MYshoE FITS)

take a break: UN DEUX TROUS QUATRE CCIIIINQQQQQ*maternal beatboxing*‘our kid is pretty great…. doesn’t mean i wanna spend time with u tho lmao #YOLO’ (spoiler; he takes no bReAks(nnnoooonnnn-STOP)

say no to this: FUCKIN TELL HER NO ITS CALLED CONSENT WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOURE DOUNF TOU HAVE A FAMILY AND A WIFE THAT LOVES YOU WHAT THE FUCK IS-

the room where it happens: five minutes and nineteen seconds about government and burr wanting to do shit(he still doesn’t do shit)

schuyler defeated: BURRS DONE SHIT AND IS GONNA GET HIS ASS KICKED

cabinet battle #2: ….france

washington on your side: the fuck? where did jefferson learn to rap? and wtf are ThEY DOING?!

one last time: o shit gwash is going and hamilton is fucked (ft. gwash has feelings 2.0)

i know him: king george iii aka lil’ bitch met adams and he was tiny (if you know what i mean)

the adams administration: faT MOTHER FUCKSTICK

we know: hahahaha we got him- wait what the sHIT- WHHHHHHAAAA *jefferson dips*

hurricane: illustrating how good ham is and two minutes and twenty four seconds of 'they let you go??? what the fUck do you think you’re dOiNg?!’

the reynolds pamphlet: neva’ gon’ be president now! ham misjudgment on angelica’s presence. 'you ever see somebody ruin they own life? hispoorwife’ burn happening ¾ the way through and T E A R S (ft aaron burr demonstration douche powers)

burn: eliza stand up for herself but nobody sees + cheering when she makes him sleep in his office for four years

blow us all away: PHILIP MY BABY- WAIT NO WTF ARE YOU DOING- HAMILTON WTF ARE YOU TELLING HIM- PHILIP WTF WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS AHHHHH FUCKFUCKFUCK

stay alive (reprise): sad french counting + hamilton grows feelings + eliza is both pissed and sad

it’s quiet uptown: eliza somehow trusts ham again + angelica is there + long moments of wondering how the other hamliza children are doing

the election of 1800: burr vs jefferson & everyone loves burr but somehow jefferson wins by a landslide (ft. more of 'it’s quiet uptown) also you can FEEEELL the forced smiles (ft aaron burr demonstration douche powers)

your obedient servant: WIAT W H A T T H E F U C K ARE YOU TWO DOING NO S T O P T H A T (ft aaron burr demonstration douche powers)

best of wives and best of women: he only appreciates his wife bc he might die

the world was wide enough: shit shit shit shit he’s dying AHHHB WTF WHATTHEFUCK WHAT THE FUCK W H A T T H E F U C K *crying*

who lives, who dies, who tells your story: eliza lives for a very long time and misses her husband and then angelica dies and eliza is almost alone but how does she survive and continue. 'i establish the first private orphanage in new york city’ 'SHE TELLS MY STOOORRRRRRRYYYYYY’