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ok dumb question but do mom friends who need their own mom friends exist? because as i further develop ceci in my mind that’s what she’s becoming to me

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A REALLY LONG  CHARACTER  SURVEY. RULES.  repost , don’t  reblog  ! tag  10  ! good  luck  ! TAGGED.  @discordharmonia TAGGING.   ANYBODY!! just say i tagged you!!!!

FULL NAME : Cecilia Isabel Asgre NICKNAME // ALIAS: Mostly “Ceci” unless someone comes up with something else AGE :  Modern Verse: 21  BIRTHDAY :  October 27th ETHNIC GROUP : Korean, Italian, Welsh NATIONALITY : American LANGUAGE / S : English, some Korean, beginner Italian SEXUAL ORIENTATION : Asexual ROMANTIC ORIENTATION : Demiromantic RELATIONSHIP STATUS : Single CLASS : Middle class HOME TOWN / AREA :  Somewhere in Australia CURRENT HOME :  Her friend Liv’s house PROFESSION :  Online College Student

PHYSICAL.

HAIR : Short, deep brown hair that’s kinda curly and definitely messy. EYES : Small almond shaped light blue eyes FACE : Honestly the best mix of a baby face and a defined face LIPS : Small, a nude pink color. COMPLEXION : Pale BLEMISHES : No notable ones SCARS :  Lip scar, and a few scars littered across her body. TATTOOS : None HEIGHT : 4′11.4  WEIGHT : 119 lbs BUILD : Fit FEATURES : That ‘completely done’ look ALLERGIES : None USUAL HAIR STYLE : Messy, basically a permanent bed head. USUAL FACE LOOK : Poker face, or a serious face USUAL CLOTHING : Probably a jacket over a crop top & jeans. It varies though.

PSYCHOLOGY.

FEAR / S : Her ‘no-feelings’ facade cracking too hard, losing others, not being able to protect herself ASPIRATION / S : None POSITIVE TRAITS : Calm, intelligent, fit, selfless, loving, loyal NEGATIVE TRAITS : Stubborn, reckless, sarcastic, cold, solemn, paranoid ZODIAC : Scorpio TEMPERAMENT : Phlegmatic / Choleric SOUL TYPE / S :  Hunter/Helper VICE HABIT / S : Probably how she will go against authority if she feel it’s right?? Gah VIRTUES / VICES: Caring, will sacrifice her own needs for others FAITH : Agnostic GHOSTS ? : Nah AFTERLIFE ? : Maybe REINCARNATION ? : Maybe ALIENS ? : Lowkey POLITICAL ALIGNMENT : FUC EDUCATION LEVEL : Post-Secondary (College Yr 2)

FAMILY.

FATHER : Harris Asgre MOTHER : Saria Asgre, Carissa Heloise (Step) SIBLINGS : Modern: Julia & Jonas Asgre (Younger) Other verses: Alice Asgre (Older) EXTENDED FAMILY : That Uncle who taught her to fight NAME MEANING / S : Cecilia supposedly means blind, and Asgre means heart (Wow that’s edgy as fuck) HISTORICAL CONNECTION ? : idk

FAVORITES.

BOOK : she dunno? MOVIE : AAA fuq 5 SONGS : idk dood she’s not too picky w music HOLIDAY : None MONTH : None SEASON : Autumn PLACE : She cannot choose WEATHER : Cloudy and windy, but not to where it’s freeezing. SOUND : Rain SCENT / S : Floral or sweet TASTE / S : Spicy, sour, or sweet FEEL / S : Soft soft soft soft sof ANIMAL / S :  Fox NUMBER : None COLORS : Cool Colors

EXTRA.

TALENTS : Dancing, she can sing decently?? BAD AT : COOKING! TURN ONS : Being touched in general let’s be honest she’s weak for affection TURN OFFS : She’s way too picky, yet I can’t think of her turn offs bye?? Maybe players and people who keep too many shady secrets ( as opposed to personal secrets ) HOBBIES : Dancing, reading, uhh TROPES : if it’s like tv tropes there’s a lot u h AESTHETIC TAGS : mmm heck uhh  GPOY QUOTES :   dskjfhsdkhf

FC INFO.

MAIN FC / S : Izumi Shimomura (Ajin: Demi Human) ALT FC / S : Bex Taylor Klaus for live action / GoGo Tomago (BH6) OLDER FC / S : Okuni Kumo (Rengoku ni Warau) YOUNGER FC / S : Crow/Raven Arrow (Ava’s Demon) for 10-13, and Kyouka Jirou (BNHA) For 14-18 VOICE CLAIM / S : Kemi Haydee Stanton GENDERBENT  FC / S : idk tho boi.

MUN QUESTIONS.

Q1 :   if  you  could  write  your  character  your  way  in  their  own movie ,   what  would  it  be  called ,  what  style  would  it  be filmed  in ,  and  what  would  it  be  about ?          

A1 :  Name redacted b/c it’s the name of her canon, uhh like a futuristic kind of fantasy thing... AAAND it’d be either live action or CG animated and it’d be about her canon verse.

Q2 :   what  would  their  soundtrack / score  sound  like ?          

A2 : If you’re talking like a ‘theme’ it’d be really calm and pretty similarly to like ‘Kairi’ from Kingdom Hearts or ‘Lusamine’ from Pokemon SuMo

Q3 :   why  did  you  start  writing  this  character ?        

A3 : I wanted a character who was really sassy and defied authority, but she’s evolved into something new now

Q4 :   what  first  attracted  you  to  this  character ?          

A4 : well i created her, but i didn’t like her as much as i do now until i started developing the first stages of her canon

Q5 :   describe  the  biggest  thing  you  dislike  about  your  muse.          

A5 : it’s hard for her to get close to other muses, causing first interaction threads to be a little bit difficult for ne

Q6 :   what  do  you  have  in  common  with  your  muse ?          

A6 :  we both have rlly dark hair, are korean, and have lived in the nothern usa

Q7 : how  does  your  muse  feel  about  you ?          

A7 : probably wonders why i hate myself so much

Q8 :  what  characters  does  your  muse  have  interesting  interactions  with ?        

A8 : characters who are really rambunctious and characters who can easily read people bc lord knows that’s the opposite of what she wants

Q9 : what  gives  you  inspiration  to  write  your  muse ?        

A9 :  video game music mostly

Q10 : how  long  did  this  take  you  to  complete ?          

A10 : uhh maybe a good thirty minutes bc im a bum!!!

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✝ : Is your muse religious?

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✝ - Not necessarily, technically she’s labeled as agnostic, meaning she doesn’t believe or disbelieve in any God. She’s more logic-bound than anything!

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Self-Knowledge

below the surface, everyone is pretty complicated. based on your answers, you will find out that three traits are important strands in your personality. follow this link for the quiz.

SHYNESS

Part of you is gripped by the fear that you’ll launch into something and completely mess it up. The upside of this is wise caution: people are indeed often too rash, whereas you know, by instinct, that holding back can save you. Probably, you feel shame and self-disgust a bit too much. But when you do feel in your element, you act with a wisdom and sensitivity never found in people with thicker skins.

AGGRESSION

One part of your character is anger in all its forms: frustration, outrage – and when anger is suppressed – bitterness, grumpiness, and bodily aches. Fundamentally, frustration comes from hope: you get upset because you expect your life will be more than a valley of tears. One way to deny aggression is to direct it inwards, as self-criticism. But you’re at your best when you acknowledge anger, and act it out clearly and in a focussed way, with honour.

RESILIENCE

You have a tendency, after a setback, to turn your emotions towards restriving. What attracts you is the idea of wiping out a humiliation by resumed action – overcoming weakness, repressing your fear. Because part of your motive is pride, you can sometimes be unwilling to admit weakness or to receive aid. But at heart, tour insistence on coming back and never folding has taught you a valuable pessimism: you know that important journeys are never easy.

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spill the beans. one important thing that’s really not important that’s also important is that ceci’s physique varies throughout verses? like verses like the canon I’m making for her, or like ff, she’s stronger? like more muscle n’ stuff! modern not so much because she’s more busy!! with school and stuff but she’s still got some strength and some muscle y’know? same w like pokemon she would be only as fit as she is in the modern verse.

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31, 33?? :O

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31. Most prized possession?

In modern it’s a necklace that her friend Adrian (another one of my ocs) gave her when they were children. In her canon that I’m developing, I really wanna figure one out for her like maybe I’ll even make it subtle like lore information if I ever develop her canon into anything hdsjfdjsk. In most verses, her prized possessions will be most likely gifts, or just little odd items that connect her to a memory.

33. Concept of home and family?

Heck, in modern and her canon she’s never really seen herself as having a solid, whole family. In modern, her home is with her friends, or with the people she cares about, and it doesn’t have to be a certain place. In the canon, she was found at a really young age and really injured. (I’m not really sure what the actual whereabouts of her family would be, I’ll figure that out sometime) In all verses her friends are more her family than her family is. Except modern, she has

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tagged by: taken from @xtrouble3 tagging: @amheus @ghostpillow @shimotomaii @juvenile-rampage @recklessmoon && anyone else bc my minds runnin blank!! (also feel free to not do it if I tagged you)  

instructions: fill out the questions about your muse, repost, and tag as many people you want.

1. what does your muse smell like? probably sweet bc she prefers sweet perfumes && lotions over flowery-smelling and the like? also verse dependent bc in verses where she fights, && consequently trains, she probably smells like sweaty lotion. like imagine someone putting on perfume before gym class && the aftermath of that? bingo. modern verse is usually sweet tbh   

2. how often does your muse bath/shower? any habits? she showers every other day, 15-20 minutes. only bathes when extremely stressed. she'll put her head underwater a lot && exhale. either way she usually ties or pins her hair && bangs up, && she washes her hair after a shower instead of in one. 

3. does your muse have any tattoos or piercing? no but I've contemplated on giving her a modern verse lip piercing && tattoos. other verses, she got no time.  

4. any body movement quirks ( ex.knee shakes )? honestly not really that I know of yet, but I might figure some out if I find that they fit her character!!     

5. what do they sleep in? honestly loose && big clothing, or just tank top && shorts the only in between is if she just kinda gets home, && PASSES TF OUT ON HER BED.

6. what’s their favorite piece of clothing? she doesn't have ONE favorite, but multiples && they're crop tops, probably like one jacket, and a pair of shorts that she just loves

7. what do they do when they wake up? probably lays there for a minute, gets up && gets something to eat probably something microwaveable bc YA GIRL CAN'T COOK 

8. how do they sleep? position? CURLED UP!!! if she's sharing a bed she prefers the side next to the wall if the bed IS by the wall, if not its w/e, light sleeper tbh, barely EVER dreams && if she does it's usually a nightmare, subconsciously steals blankets, but stays still && lets out soft sighs when she DOES sleep, help her soul please.   

9. what do their hands feel like? COLD HANDS COLD HANDS!!! cold, soft hands!! honestly they feel fragile not gonna lie but they can pack a punch 

10. if you kissed them, what would they usually taste like? probably something spicy, or fruit, especially lemons!! have i told that she EATS lemons??? yeah she just fucking eats that shit why??? she ate a lot of lemons as a kid man.... ANYWAYS uhh spicy, lemony... maybe minty or bubblegum flavor too b/c she chews it a lot.    

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Tagged by: again, taken from @xtrouble3 Tagging: EVERYONE

Muse: Cecilia Asgre

Four similarities between mun and muse

what in SELF DEPRECATION?

we're both petty af

trust issues 101

cant flirt to save our lives  

Four differences between mun and muse

shes ambi && was originally left handed. I am right handed 

I'm 5'6" and she's 4'11" that's a height difference 

probably could be more savage than I am && can actually fight

though shes shorter shes pretty af and you can tell shes an adult and I have the face of a twelve y/o 

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13, 16, 31, 42, 49

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13. Sexual orientation? And, regardless of own orientation, thoughts on sexual orientation in general?

She’s asexual, sex neutral, which means that she’s not repulsed, and would be willing to do it if her partner wanted to. Her thoughts on sexual orientation are just neutral? You do you, she accepts all of them. 

16. Biggest and smallest long term goal?

Biggest long term goal is probably to go into business after college! Smallest might be like … something like being able to support her friends better or something like she wants to be able to handle it all. I don’t even think she has long term goals in the canon I’m making for her to be honest, in her story she’s not even sure she’ll live another day after everything goes to hell.

31. Most prized possession? 

Answered here!

42. Hobbies?

Occasional reading, going to the gym for modern, basically whatever can pass the time if she has nothing important to do that day. 

49. If this person were to get into a fist fight, what is their fighting style like?

She’s really quick with fighting, she tries her best to be a quick observer and to try to strike a spot that her opponent wouldn’t expect! That doesn’t always work, of course. Neither does her dodging, but she’s working on that, especially in the canon! This sounds a little generic and things but it’s ok shdkjhkfs

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3. Do they exercise, and if so, what do they do? How often? | 18. Favorite beverage? | 46. Do they express their thoughts through words or deeds?

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3.Do they exercise, and if so, what do they do? How often?

In the modern verse, she exercises moderately. Sometimes goes to the gym basically, etc etc. In her canon that I’m making she’s constantly training because she was raised in a facility where they are trained to fight but I have much more to explain on this to be honest, maybe soon!

18.  Favorite beverage?

She’s a really big Arizona Tea person in modern.

46.  Do they express their thoughts through words or deeds?

Deeds! She’s not really talkative much as it is, as well as the fact that she doesn’t like to talk about her thoughts/feelings to be honest!