#⌜ Miah ⁽ᵐʸᵗʰˢᵇʳᵉᵃᵏᵉʳ⁾ ⌟ ✦ * · ˚ ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ˢᵗᶤˡˡ ᵗʰᵉ ᵇᵉˢᵗ ᵗʰᶤᶰᵍ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᶰᵉᵛᵉʳ ʰᵃᵖᵖᵉᶰᵉᵈ .

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@mythsbreaker​ (x)

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  How rare it is to find a new thing to read in Norvrandt. Having collected hundreds of tomes in his years, it was refreshing to find something new. Mayhap that is why he is so engrossed in it. He hardly notices the presence of another person, let alone the person he loves. 

  When he first feels her soft lips against his neck, he freezes. It had been far too long for him to remember what such a thing felt like. Not to say it feels bad. No. Quite the opposite. It sends chills down his spine. Her kisses are so perfectly placed upon the remaining skin on his neck. He knows who the culprit is, of course. The only person on the First that would do such a thing to the Crystal Exarch. He starts to say her name, but any amount of composure soon vanishes when she begins to leave her mark. 

  The once so engrossing book is dropped to the ground, he cannot even remember what he had been reading about. “A-ah...” It hurts in a way, but it feels so amazing. His cheeks quickly warm-up, beginning to match his hair in hue. He can’t help but lean into it. When was the last time...? He cannot even remember. All he knows is that he wants more. He wants her to touch him, so badly. But it is... Not right for him to think such things. He tries to stay quiet, but the smallest moan slips out when her tongue dances along the fresh mark. 

 More kisses are left, and he feels like he’s burning. There are things he wants too much. More touching... And to make her feel as good as she made him feel. And yet, he has convinced himself to do so would be bad for her. He doesn’t know how much time they will have together and getting too close may just.... hurt her. 

  “I... I am.... n-not...” He’s utterly speechless. How can he even respond to that? He had promised himself he would lie to her no more, and yet she’s putting him in this position. How cruel she is. “N-next time you could at least... s-say hello first.” He decides to not engage with the question at all. 

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@mythsbreaker​ said:  “AH” (x) 

Generated “DESIRE”

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  He had expected her to hate him. To never forgive him. But here they were, existing in the same time. Often in the same place. As selfish as it was, the highlight of his time was when she visited. He cannot go out adventuring with her, but at least she stops by. She truly is a miracle. And every single thing he learns, no matter how ugly she may think it, only makes him adore her more. The amount of depth to her. The anger. The everything. He wishes so much he could spend the rest of his days learning every single thing about her. 

  She is to leave again. To return to the Source. They still have no found a way to save her friends, and he shudders to think they will not. He has always been an optimist. But time has a way of rotting such things out. He will not express this to her. After all, she has enough to worry about. As much as he should not, in this goodbye he finds his unafflicted hand running through her long hair just once. Mayhaps just to remember how it feels. Who knows when she will return again. He doesn’t remember the exact words exchanged. It’s all wiped away when he finds himself pinned against the wall, her face close enough to his for him to feel her breath. He knows he shouldn’t. It isn’t helpful for either of them. But he wants to, they both do. 

  He moves just a tiny bit closer, pressing his lips to hers. His heart races & he feels so alive. He had wanted her to just live, never to be with him. That had been nothing but a fantasy. More than anything, her just being alive was enough. But now... he just wishes they had more time. The kiss was hesitant, uncertain, but he wanted to do it again. He shouldn’t. She is not of his world, of his time. And yet... he loves her more than anything.

 “Sorry.... I do not know... what I....” He can’t focus on anything when she is this close. He just wishes this moment could last forever. 

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@mythsbreaker​ said:  ❛ we’ll always have yesterday. ❜ just because hi & cry

  Sanguine eyes shut tight. Yesterday. The past. How long had it been since she was in his life? Well over one hundred years, most likely. Oh, how he held those memories near his heart. During the long time of him preparing in the first, back when he would still try to sleep, he would wake in a panic. So afraid those memories would fade away. Too afraid of it. The stories & legends were one thing, but the memories they made together... He never wanted to forget. How foolish he had been, playing tricks on her. He wondered if she knew, back then even, how he admired her. How he watched her and wished he could spend more time with her. How he sealed himself away, hoping her would see her soon despite the odds. He had to seal himself away. That was the entire reason for his existence, he had believed at the moment. Of course, it ended up being for the best. For her, and the him still sleeping in the Source. 

  He had saved her. Somehow, because she seems to achieve miracles more than anyone, he still yet lives too. He knows not how long he will live now. He does know, however, that he cannot throw this life she spared away. And so she lives. The future he had come from was gone. So why? Why is there this pain in his breast? Why does his heart ache so? Before she leaves him yet again, back to the Source... She says something that feels like a knife in his chest. She is not his. She never was. And he is not hers. This was never their destiny. As much as it pains him. As much as it HAUNTS him. When will she return? When will he have a chance to tell her? They have yesterday. That will always be all HE has. But it doesn’t have to be that way for her. 

  “W-wait...!” He doesn’t yell, but his voice is slightly raised. “While it’s true that I...” He clears his throat. Why does she so often push him to tears? Perhaps repressing his feelings for so long is the true culprit. “G’raha Tia still sleeps on the Source. If you desire, would could always find a way to wake him. Once your friends are returned, I mean. It would be far better than you... Thinking of me as.... Someone you must go out of your way to see.” She would likely forget about him if the younger him was in the Source yet again. 

  It’s better for HER. But the very idea of never seeing her again crushes him. Alas, her happiness is more important than his. He shouldn’t even be alive, after all. 

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@mythsbreaker​ said:  she forces him to lay down on the bed before hugging him from behind. "if I have to sleep then so should you." she won't let him go, she goes full koala mode. 🐨 She'll fight the nighthmares with her tiny fists.

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  What a state he’s in. Mouth agape & cheeks the faintest shade of pink. Hard to picture the Crystarium’s leader like this. She truly has the power to make him feel young again. Tis a blessing and a curse. His heart pounds in his chest for a moment before he hears her voice. 

  He hasn’t slept in so long. Dreams of his time before coming to the First. The things he had seen... The people that died. He had seen awful things here too. Things he feared would return in the night if he tried to sleep. And the fear... Sleeping in the tower had created a fear of waking with a hundred years passing again. It only now strikes him how tired he is. Now that she is here, his body soaking in her warmth. He can feel her breathing. 

 “....Very well.” She must rest too. After all, she pushes herself just as much as he does. He allows himself to be vulnerable. Yes... This is certainly comforting. How long did they have together? How long had he waited for her? Gods... He cannot believe they both live & and exist like this. “So long as you promise not to leave until I awake... If I woke and you were gone... I fear I would lose my head...” Because this all feels like a dream & he never wants to wake up. 

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❤ raha & miah :')

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ULTIMATE SHIP MEME - Send my character a ❤ and I’ll fill in the form of what my character would do with yours. Adapted for XIV.

BOLD YOUR CHOICES / italics on maybe

Affectionate;Platonic Hugs | Greeting Hugs | Holding hands | Cheek kisses | Hugs from behind | Cuddling | Hand kiss | PDA | Spooning | Shared baths | Whispers | Affectionate letters | Caressing | Stroke hair | Foot rubs | Massages | Braid/Comb hair | Take care of if sick | Platonic Snuggles | Romantic Snuggles | Forehead kisses | Noseboops | No displays of affection

Sex;| One night stand | Shower sex | Wall sex | Quickie | Neck bites | Possessive Markings | Oral | Mutual kink exploration | Morning sex | Drunk sex | Forbidden (cheating) sex | Public sex | Drug-fueled sex | Back of a wagon in motion | BDSM | Threesome | No sex

Dates;Picnic | Theater | Restaurant | Fighting Tournament | Hike | Coffee | Museum | Club | Bar | Beach | Concert | Park | City Trip | Boat ride on a lake | Fishing | Hunting | Home cooked meal & cuddles | Burlesque | Fancy Restaurant | Adventuring | No dates

Would my character…

Be the first one to ask them out? Yes | NoConfess their attraction first? Yes | NoHave sex on the first date? Yes | NoLie to them? Yes | NoFail to show for a date? Yes | NoCuddle after sex? Yes | NoMarry them? Yes | NoBail at the altar? Yes | NoLive till old age with them? Yes | NoCheat on them? Yes | NoHave children/adopt? Yes | NoDie for them? Yes | No

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@mythsbreaker​ said:  “Found you when your heart was broke.”

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  Is that true? Long ago, when they first met... Was it? Mayhaps not. He was so concerned with his locked away memories, he hardly had the energy to consider his HEART. But when they met again... It was. So broken that he sometimes feared getting close to him would harm others. Like a jagged piece of glass. He hid it away, pretending to be strong. 

  But she knew, didn’t she? She knew HIM, more than any other. The young man he used to be. The person he was now if he could be called such. Oh, how broken his heart was. Such horrors he had seen, two worlds on the brink of death. And of course, HER. Losing her was what shattered him. He would have done anything to rescue her, even if it meant he would never be apart of her life. And yet, she spared him. Was his heart still broken? Nay. Not when she was near. She was the healing he so needed. 

 “Not any longer... Because...” You’re here with me. 

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@mythsbreaker​ said:  ❛ i don’t want a world without pain, or loss. i just want them to mean something. ❜

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 Tis true. The pain, the loss... It can seem random. Meaningless. Many would claim fate or the gods are behind it. Hoping to lead mankind into some divine plan or... to make them stronger. But after living through a calamity, seeing that suffering & the suffering on the First.... He cannot fathom it being the plan of a god. No. This suffering was caused by beings far different. And sometimes it was random. It was without meaning. Bad things happen. Good people die. It can be suffocating. 

  He cannot offer any comfort. He too has found himself thinking the same. And Masya has endured far too much pain and loss. She deserves better than the life she has. He wishes he could ease her burdens. He wishes he had the magic words to make it okay. But he does not. 

 “I know... I feel the same. Please, stay strong.” I need you. 

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@mythsbreaker​ said:  she smooches him u w u

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 His cheeks feel warmer. His heart rate quickens. He hardly deserves her affection, but she gives it nonetheless. Never in a hundred years, nay, a thousand could he have pictured this. Her loving him back. It was a dream come true, and a part of him worried about it being ripped away from him. He would happily spend the rest of his days by her side. 

  He kisses her back, gently. Even that speaks his love for her. He has never loved something so strongly, so deeply. She owns his soul. His kiss is gentle, and he shuts his eyes as he returns the gesture. Savoring her. She makes him feel like all the suffering in his life, none of it is real. Not when she is next to him. When they separate, he still lingers right before her face. He can feel her warm breath on his skin. How can he not smile?

 “I thought I told you to say hello first.” He teases. 

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And pull away the world from me

I don't mind

As long as they don't separate you from me

I'll be fine

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