#“i dont mind losing my conviction its all relative fiction anyway”

[medicine-and-molly]

CAUSE IF I DIDNT HAVE A MEAN BONE IN MY BODYYYYYYY ID FIND SOME OTHER WAY TO CAUSE YOU PAIN!!!!!

i won’t bother telling you im sorry for something that i’m gonna do again.

[loverboybitch]

midnight, you could see me dangling. glow like a cherry falling, now its a downpour. you could see me racing the rain to the groundfloor, youre the only thing ill wait around for. maybe when you get off work, you could meet me. we could go barreling down the main street. you could try watching while i run through the high beams. cause if i didnt have a mean bone in my body. id find some other way to cause you pain. i wont bother telling you im sorry. for something that im gonna do again. when i could the weekend out on a bender. do i get callous or do i stay tender. which of these is worse and which is better. dying to myself, virtually a massacre. a character of somebodys invention. a martyr in another passion play. i guess  i dont mind losing my conviction. if its all relative fiction anyway. cayuse i dont need a savior, i need you to take me home. i dont need your help, i need you to leave me alone. im out where the drunks at the bar talk over the band. i try to express, i cant understand. i beat at the keys, i bloody my hands. til you hear me. ive got no business praying. im finished being good. now i can finally be okay and not the way i thought i should. mm-mm.//.

[exitwound]

WHEN I COULD SPEND THE WEEKEND OUT ON A BENDER DO I GET CALLOUS OR DO I STAY TENDER WHICH OF THESE IS WORSE AND WHICH IS BETTER DYING TO MYSELF VIRTUALLY A MASSACRE A CHARACTER OF SOMEBODYS INVENTION A MARTYR IN ANOTHER PASSION PLAY I GUESS I DONT MIND LOSING MY CONVICTION ITS ALL RELATIVE FICTION ANYWAY

CAUSE I DONT NEED A SAVIOR I NEED U TO TAKE ME HOME I DONT NEED YR HELP I NEED U TO LEAVE ME ALONE IM OUT WHERE THE DRUNKS AT THE BAR TALK OVER THE BAND I TRY TO EXPRESS I CANT UNDERSTAND I BEAT AT THE KEYS I BLOODY MY HANDS TIL YOU HEAR ME IVE GOT NO BUSINESS PRAYING IM FINISHED BEING GOOD

NOW I CAN FINALLY BE OKAY AND NOT THE WAY I THOUGHT I SHOULD

ok doing nothing all day was fun but now i’m going to take a shower and listen to the new julien baker album . goodnight