#“do it for Japan next year” is my new mantra to endure this shit I guess

[lotsobagels]

I am so fucking done y'all. I want to walk off the job so badly.

OR MAYBE GET FUCKING HIRED 🥲

(Not for lack of fucking trying as I gesture to my spreadsheet of 37 job applications I've sent out just this month.)

The company I work for literally laid off so many people they don't have enough folks to pack the orders that make them the money so they're expecting all of the office folks to come put in hours packing orders in the warehouse. AND they're not hiring seasonal help so I'll probably be doing that pretty much full time come November instead of...y'know, designing shit like I was hired for.

I want to scream. It's absolute hell on my self esteem to not be able to land a job in my given career even with 8 years of experience and applying for 4 months and be stuck working in this dysfuntional corporate hellscape of a company.

All I can do is keep surviving. 🙃 At least I have a paycheck I guess