#“Hehehe! Mmmmwa!”

[pointyshorts]

funtime... frebby... <3 <3 <3

[fantasy-in-february]

the flynn rider to my rapunzel; you.

Hi, sweets.

The time is 10.04 as I am writing this right now, and it is also a week after your 24th birthday. Heheheh. I was just sitting and thinking about everything around me when I found myself lost in my bubble of thoughts. I then started daydreaming about everything that could be whatever I wanted it to be.

And then, you came along in my train of thoughts.

I was already lost in my own world of thoughts, but now thinking of you, I only want to get lost even deeper in this world I created. I started thinking about how long we’ve been together, the things we went through, the good days, the bad days, the misunderstandings we had, the times we spent trying to explore and understand each other, and, of course, all the smiles and laughter we exchanged. If I could keep all of these memories we shared in a box, that box would be the prettiest, softest, fluffiest, and yet safest box to ever exist. I want to keep us safe.

Honestly, there is no specific reason as to why I am writing this... except that my thoughts have been so cloudy and busy lately, and I read somewhere that writing down whatever crosses your thoughts might help organise it a bit. And, here I am! Heheheheh. Oh! And also because IT’S BEEN SEVEN MONTHS SINCE I POSTED HERE, AND MY DESCRIPTION LITERALLY SAYS COME BY EVERY NOW AND THEN, but then I BE FORGETTING. SORRY. *bow*

My little bean, my precious babie, the love of my life, I love you. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I tried to stay in character and be #cool and #serious bUT OH MY GOD MY HEART. How is it possible that the thought of you alone can make me all shy and blushy and jittery, and my heart beats SO INCREDIBLY FAST? What kind of black magic are you using, Sir? IT DON’T MAKE NO SENSE!

Udah, jujur, segitu aja pikiran aku. Sekarang aku udah mikirin Hong Banjang lagi... KADANG YA. (boong ini, sering padahal) AKU LIAT Hong Banjang gemes gemes gitu terus ngelakuin ini dan itu sama Hyejin tuh AKU JADI SUKA mikirin “Ih, kalau aku sama Aether kayak gini gimana ya?” KJDHKSJDHSKJDGSKJDHFS *ngumpet* LIKE FOR EXAMPLE (read that in tiny screams I’M EXCITED BUT I’M SHY) when they were playing at the beach under the pouring rain... that looked SO FUN... and then being under the same umbrella?!?! SHARING ONE UMBRELLA?!?!! WITH YOU ?!@?!@#!238Y183718231872Y123 ABSOLUTE DREAM. AND THEN. I told you this already but washing blankets together... HUHUHUHU. It would definitely make our tummy hurt because of how hard we’re going to laugh and giggle!!! PASTI ENGGAK BAKAL KERASA CAPEKNYA. Even the thought of cleaning squid guts makes me smile by myself becAUSE IF IT’S WITH YOU, I BET IT’D BRING ME SO MUCH JOY. TT____TT I have reached the end of the end of the absolute end of the simp nation road, haven’t I? Maybe even past THE END. I !!! want !!! to !!! do !!! lots !!! of !!! activities !!! with !!! you !!! I want to do everything there is to do in the world like sky diving and travelling and sleeping at the beach and sliding down that slide thing in Switzerland and and and go on tons of dates, and talk about everything and anything, listening to you talk about anything is so fascinating because 1. it’s you, and 2. you have a way with words that make it sound so interesting! Even though we’re so different at some aspects, I also feel like we are so alike sometimes. I guess we’re perfectly balanced between being different and yet similar with one another in a way that it still amazes me whenever you tell me something new, the same way it does when you tell me something that I already like! 

I’m so grateful to have you, HIKS. It’s been well over a year and a half of being with you but how is it possible that I am still as excited as ever to explore all of the sides you have, all the new sides you might have in the future, all the sides you already have now, everything. I feel like this means you’re my favourite adventure on Earth. NO, NO. Not feel like. BUT YOU ARE. (my favourite adventure on Earth). Heheh. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Okay, okay, I’m done for real now. I guess. I think. MAYBE. YEAH. I’ll end it here because if not, it’ll just go fURTHER AWAY FROM THE FIRST POINT. :D I love you, baby. You were on my mind a lot today (it’s 19.32 right now). I hope you had a pleasant day, my hard-working precious wonderful, amazing talented baby. I just realised I looove calling you baby. Baby. My baby. My tinie babie. My big babie. The babiest of all babies. MY BABY!!!! I’ll see you when I gain enough courage to send you the link to this. Heheheh. AKU SAYANG KAMU!!! MMMMWA.

Itu foto pacal aku yang paling ganteng, paling gemes, paling hebat, paling keren, paling sabar (sama aku), paling supportive, paling hard-working, paling pinter, paling aneh, paling nyebelin, paling bisa bikin aku salting, paling aku sayang, paling... apa lagi ya... paling paling bamboo... syuuuuung~ (sorry the word paling started losing its mEANING CZ I KEEP REWRITING IT)

(sorry for the seemingly super duper messy writings I did not read this through and I’m pulling a yolo by clicking post because I know, I Know, I KNOW, if I read this through I’d get so shy and not post anything but I really want to because THIS SITE IS DED DED FOR SEVEN MONTHS.) (yes I started writing this at 10 and it is 19 something now) (yes it takes this much time to ngumpulin rasa keberanianku) (i love you) (count how many times I said I love you here JAHSDKAJSHDAADAS) (sorry) (mmwa) (bye for real now)