#“?” “who cheating” hahahahaha got me dude who really cheating xD

[stopfunkinwmyheart]

I just watched a clip from csgo that legitimately grinded my gears. it's an old tarik clip where he just hides crouched in a stupid corner and lets people pass. you used to be able to get 1 maybe 2 of these a game depending on tha map. now the one time you take a retarded angle some little kid or 40 year old dude is going to know every time.

[realisticallycynical]

i was tagged by @skygemspeaks to answer these... 85? i think it’s 85 questions and tag 20 people (i’ll just tag as many as i can think of)

The last...

drink: water. before that, Sprite phone call: my boss, she was coming to pick me up for work and dinner text message: my boss, again song you listened to: Glory and Gore by Lorde time you cried: last wednesday dated someone twice: i've barely ever dated someone once, i am the Number One Piner kissed someone and regretted it: not really? i'm not huge on kisses that aren't platonic been cheated on: no lost someone special: my best friend, she didn't die or anything, she's just been ignoring everyone else since november been depressed: hahahahaha my guys, my dudes, i am ALWAYS depressed gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

three favourite colours

forest green deeeeeeeep blue silver

in the last year have you

made new friends: yeah fallen out of love: yes, with the aforementioned best friend (mostly, can't say i have entirely yet) laughed until you cried: a few times, yeah found out someone was talking about you: yeah. not fun met someone who changed you: no, not really found out who your friends are: absolutely. i don't take kindly to people throwing away frindships for romantic relationships,  but i've gotten closer to my other friends because of it kissed someone on your facebook list: like, facebook friends? one of them played the pocky game with me yesterday, does that count?

general

how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life? nearly all of them, i've never really been the type to give out facebook or snapchat or whatever to random people (instagram though i give out to like, everyone for some reason) do you have any pets? TOO MANY FRIGGIN HAMSTERS (long story) do you want to change your name? depends on the day. generally, yes. but i don't know what to change it to. besides, Cass is fairly gender neutral so i'm not sure i want to change that part. maybe just my last name because of its connection to my father what did you do for your last birthday? went to see Suicide Squad xD what time did you wake up? 6ish what were you doing at midnight last night? eating green tea ice cream with my boss because she felt like going out for dinner at like 10:30 when we finished work. i love my boss name something you can’t wait for: AUGUST 4TH IS VOLTRON DAY!!! also my eighteenth birthday on the 11th! also the day i move out of this hellhole on the 25th! also fall semester of NEXT year so i can submit my portfolio and be done with THAT stress!! i'm a very high stress person!!!! can you tell!!!!!!!! what are you listening to right now? traffic and the Lorde station of iHeartRadio something that is getting on your nerves: my grandmother arranging my schedule without asking me even though i do have a life outside of her most visited website: tumblr, youtube, and ao3. that's a fairly even split but i may spend more time on tumblr because of the sheer number of sideblogs i'm maintaining atm hair colour: dark brown (most people think it's black, it's REALLY dark) long or short hair: long? i guess?? it goes down to the small of my back if i straighten it but it's curly so it's usually up by my shoulders. it's long, it just doesn't look like it's long do you have a crush on someone? i pretty much always have a crush on someone. even if there's no one new, i've been lowkey in love with my Best Friend (different one than the one i mentioned) since i was like,,,,,,,,, five. earlier, probably, but i didn't know how not-straight i was then what do you like about yourself? HAHAHAHAHAHA.... do i have to answer this one? piercings: five, technically. all of them in my ears. gotta get three of them redone, and i'm planning on a tongue and nose piercing in the next year, plus a few more in my ears nickname: cass, cassadilla (only two people are allowed to use this one lmao) relationship status: Taken(tm) zodiac: Leo, through and through pronouns: they/them, but my closeted ass will also respond to she/her out of habit favourite tv show(s): Boku no Hero Academia, Voltron, Yuri!!! on Ice, No Game No Life, Black Butler (sue me), Haikyuu!!, probably something else i'm forgetting tattoos: none YET. i'm getting a feather with a peter pan quote on my leg in the next month or so, and there's a MASSIVE one that i know i want eventually right or left handed: right surgery: no sport: none. i'm sitting here trying to think of a sport i legitimately enjoy besides volleyball (which i don't have the upper body strength for) and i'm coming up completely blank vacation: we went to San Diego on a school trip. wasn't the best trip because i got ditched/hurt a lot, but i got closer to some less-close friends because of it so silver linings i guess pair of trainers: i think trainers are sneakers, so... nike

more general

eating: like what am i eating rn? nothing. what would i like to be eating? green tea mochi drinking: nothing, but i would love to be drinking hot chocolate i’m about to: email a prison inmate about dropping off some artwork (because somehow interning for a producer entails this) and then work on some writing and THEN get my sister ready to leave waiting for: nothing, i don't think. time to pass faster? want: to direct movies and be recognized for something other than my attitude get married: doubtful, i'm too afraid of commitment and i've seen too many marriages go sour career: either a director or a producer. if film doesn't work out, a novel or comic editor

hugs or kisses: hugs all the way lips or eyes: eyessssss shorter or taller: taller, but i'm tall so it's harder to find someone taller than me older or younger: no real preference here, i don't care as long as it's not a significant gap nice arms or nice stomach: arms hookup or relationship: relationship ofc troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant except with certain things. my attitude gets me in trouble but i normally get out of it really quick because 90% of the time i was RIGHT, i was just an asshole about it

have you ever

kissed a stranger: ew, no drank hard liquor: actually yes, on my 16th birthday. didn't get drunk but didn't like it much either lose glasses/contact lenses: i lost my glasses on a field trip to Six Flags when i was like,,,, 9? and i lose contacts all the time lmao turned someone down: two different people, both of whom didn't quite know what no meant sex on the first date: gross, no had your heart broken: a few times been arrested: got close once, but no (again, long story) cried when someone died: my great grandpa, but only because i was expected to, i liked him a lot but i was too young to really know what was happening, and i'd only met him like 4 times because they lived out in Florida fallen for a friend: too. many. fuckin. times.

do you believe in

yourself: rarely, unless it's in the context of work miracles: sometimes love at first sight: no. it's a nice concept, but it completely disregards the other person's complexity as a human being to think that you're in love with all of them the instant you see them for the first time santa claus: nah kiss on the first date: probably not, it really would depend on the situation and the person but i'm not much of a kisser so it's fairly unlikely angels: depends on the day

other

eye colour: brown favourite movie: Peter!!! Pan!!!!

i’ll tag @hufflepuffisthebest, @monzoona, @the-dork-crow-smiles, @crossroadswrite, @thebaehood, and anybody else that wants to do it!

[muzikjellybean-skz979]

Get to know me

Tagged by @ellienovak​ ^.^ I love these :)

LAST

1) Drink: Coffee

2) Phone call: Video rental store (I’m so old)

3) Text message: “I haven’t made the CD yet. So, if you think of anything, let me know ^.^ “ To my friend

4) Song listened to: “1999″ by Dope

5) Time you cried: Sunday... when I watched Moana for the first time.

HAVE YOU EVER

6) Dated somebody twice: No

7) Been cheated on: Yes. 

8) Kissed someone and regretted it: Yes

9) Lost someone special: Yes. My cousin, who was my best friend growing up.

10) Been depressed: Fuck yes. 

11) Gotten drunk and puked: hahahahaha, oooohhhhh yes XD

THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS

12) Green

13) Purple

14) Black

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

15) Made new friends: Yes

16) Fallen out of love: Yes and no???

17) Laughed until you cried: Too many times to count

18) Found out someone was gossiping about you: Yup, but I kind of already knew it.

19) Met someone who changed your life: Umm, I met them a couple years ago, but I told them last year the impact they had on my life.

20) Found out who your true friends are: Yup

21) Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Yup, drunk kissing friends in the front rows at concerts XP

HOW MANY/MUCH

22) Facebook friends: 237 (though I could delete a lot of them and feel better)

23) Pets: 1 cat, the ever lovely Wall-E (yes, he’s named after the robot)

24) Want to change your name: So badly. I hate my name. I was originally suppose to be named Theodora, I love that name.

WHAT

25) Did I get for my birthday: Last year, I got tickets with a meet & greet for the Dope reunion tour. I got to meet the band, get autographs and hugs... oh yeah AND THE DRUMMER KISSED ME *dies*

26) Time I woke up: 11:30 am

27) Were you doing at midnight: Trying to fall asleep.

28) Can’t you wait for: So many concerts... mostly Tech N9ne and Amon Amarth

29) Was the last time you saw your mom: Today

30) Was something you wish you could change about your life: So many things it’s ridiculous.

31) Are you listening to right now: A playlist (in honor of the concert this sunday) consisting of Dope, Combichrist, September Mourning, and Davey Suicide

32) Gets on your nerves: It’s hard to pick just one thing.

33) Talked to a person named Tom: Yes, yay for concerts.

34) Is your most visited website: tumblr

35) Elementary school/primary school: yes

36) High School: SUCKED

37) College: If you wanna pay for me to go, let’s do it.

38) Hair colour: Naturally, red (strawberry blond), going to dye it blue soon.

39) Long/short hair: long-ish (still trying to grow it out to where it was last year)

40) Crush: Yes, on two people.

41) Do you like about yourself: Nothing

42) Piercings: ears

43) Blood type: No idea

44) Nickname: So many... I prefer Gurt and Pickles the Drummer, lol

45) Relationship status: Single for the last 10 years

46) Zodiac: Leo

47) Pronouns: she/her/dude/bro

48) Favourite show: Sons of Anarchy

49) Tattoos: Upper right arm.

50) Left or right handed: Right

FIRST

51) Surgery: Nope

52) Piercings: ears

53) Best friend: My cousin

54) Sport: Never really played sports, asthma wasn’t nice to me as a child.

55) Vacation: UP (Michiganders understand)

56) Pair of shoes: Umm.... I don’t think my mom would even know that.

RIGHT NOW

57) Eating: sandwich

58) Drinking: coffee

59) I am about to: scream 

60) Listening to: A playlist consisting of Dope, Combichrist, September Mourning, and Davey Suicide

61) Waiting for: this weekend

62) Want to see: so many movies

63) Want to get married: maybe

64) Career: hahahahah, you’re funny

WHICH IS BETTER

65) Hugs/kisses: Hugs are the best. but, I like kisses ;P

66) Lips/eyes: they both have their ups and downs

67) Taller/shorter: doesn’t matter

68) Younger/older: meh

69) Romantic/spontaneous: need both

70) Nice arms/nice stomach: doesn’t matter to me

71) Sensitive/loud: both

72) Hookup/relationship:A relationship would be nice, but after nothing for 10 years, I’ll take a hook up

73) Troublemaker/hesitant: Gotta have both

HAVE YOU EVER

74) Kissed a stranger: yes

75) Drank hard liquor: yup

76) Lost glasses/contact lenses: Every time I take my glasses off.

77) Turned someone down: of course

78) Canoodling on a first date: umm, no?

79) Broken someone’s heart: Not that I’m aware of.

80) Had your own heart broken: Hell yes

81) Been arrested: No

82) Cried when someone died: Yes

83) Fallen for a friend: Unfortunately yes. More than once

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

84) Yourself: I’m trying to.

85) Miracles: Meh

86) Santa Claus: Nope

87) Kisses on a first date: Depends on the person

88) Angels: Yes

89) Love at first sight: Yes and no???

OTHER

90) Best friend’s name: Nathan Explosion (she knows who she is)

91) Eye colour: Hazel (blue, green, grey)

92) Favourite movie: The Devil’s Carnival

Tagging: @streetsolo @danidevilicious @damnatorum @var-lath-vir-suledin @beardanian and everyone who wants to do this