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sammygender · 7 months ago

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idk if my new herbal antidepressants are working. i sure feel more able to cope with the world and i did dance to ethel cain for like 3 hours with my sister and currently feel no desire to sleep. that mightve happened anyway because it was kind of overdue but maybe its them working. but on the negative side if they start to work too well and kick me into craziness i ideally would like that not to happen because it might mess up my exams. so maybe i should go off them for rn. and if i get depressed again i can go on them again. Also i can’t do this closer to exams cause then withdrawal might fuck up my exams too. Thoughts?

#‘why did you go on herbal antidepressants right before your exams what if they fuck up your exams’#well. i was fucking up my exams by being too depressed to do anything slash study. Not that i’m studying now😭but wtv #anyway this is such a dilemma #can’t decide whether to take one rn #I think i will……….#if they make me crazy mayhe i can ride the wave and use it to study and fix my life and then go off them before i run away to canada #And #hopefully they will just make me normal.#oliver talks #personal

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