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reflectionsofgalaxies · 3 months

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i have COVID for the second time ever. got it from my dad who probably got it from spending all his time at breweries.

i’m mostly fine but my throat has itchy painful golf balls in it, my lower back is killing me, and i have almost the lowest level headache possible, just enough to not be able to ignore it.

anyway i’m just venting bc i’m grumpy and mildly out of it.

#he’s coughing like crazy but otherwise fine #i am not coughing at all thankfully #i’m just bitter and grumpy bc i’m so fucking careful bc i know how much this could fuck with my health #and then i catch it in my own home #also my meds are both crazy appetite suppressants #and my throat is sore enough that it’s physically painful to eat #and i’m not stuffed up but everything still tastes bland as hell #anyway eating is a chore and i’m trying so so hard to eat enough #but i hate it #water is good i’m chugging water like crazy #but food feels like i have to physically force it down each time #and like. the Bad part of me is like ‘good we can lose weight’#but the ACTUAL me is like ‘1. we need food to get better 2. we are trying to GAIN muscle not lose weight’#‘and 3. ur already having fainting spells again and u reallt don’t want that’#brains (and bodies) are a whole lotta work #i’m gonna go eat a plum bc at least i fucking love plums #take that brain/body! 🖕#venting #personal

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