#ᡣ𐭩 from user: nakahras

[osarina]

i see your chuuya with a strap ask and raise you beastzai sitting pretty and whining on your lap while cockwarming your strap <3

. i answer this and then it crashed and disappeared im so sad sigh 😔 let me try to remember what i had

beastzai who’s so sick and tired of his own mind & the only way for him to shut it off is to be stuffed full with your strap. you can always tell when he needs it, when he looks a bit too far away and lost in his own head, and it’s easy to coax him into the bedroom with soft kisses, promising you’ll help him relax. and he’s soooooo pretty and pliant when he starts sinking down on you, pink lips parting in a pretty o, breath hitched & stuttered, lashes fluttering—but the prettiest sight is the way you can see how his brain starts shutting down, those quick and ever moving cogs in his brain slowing and shattering the deeper u sink into him, eyes glazing over & body trembling in your lap. his head starts to loll back against your shoulder as soon as his back is to your chest and hes sitting pretty on your lap, drool pooling at the corner of his mouth with each heavy breath he lets out, whimpering whenever you ghost your lips against his neck, letting out shallow moans when you tell him how pretty he is and how good he’s being for you. eventually he starts trying to move, trying to rock his hips to bounce on your strap and the way he whines when you hold his hips down to stop him—very unbefitting of a mafia boss if i do say so myself but he’s so far gone at this point that he couldn’t care less. when he parts his lips to beg you to just fuck him already, the only things that come out are unintelligible babbles, and it’s not until his eyes are glassy and fat tears are starting to stream down his cheeks do you finally give him what he wants.

[osarina]

carina, i must know. what is your dav dazai hc?

the more comfortable he gets with you, the less he speaks. he’s like so hyper aware of how he comes across and how people perceive him, and he doesn’t want anyone to perceive him for how he really is. so this mf is a YAPPER when he firsts starts talking to someone to distract them from actually seeing him him, and only seeing what he wants you to see. but then once he starts getting closer to you & feeling more comfortable with you, he’ll feel less of a reason to make such an extreme effort to hide himself, so he just gets quieter and quieter. and i feel like most ppl would probably get a little self conscious about that because like ?? is he getting bored of you ??? is he drifting away ?? but no 😪he’s just so very content & comfortable. weeps i’m infatuated with him

[osarina]

i need you to know it took me an embarrassing amount of tries while searching for your blog to remember you changed your url 😭

fyorina you will always be famous 😔

LOLLLLLL rip fyorina </3333 truly the end of an era

[osarina]

fyodor has been laid to rest 😔

the full official dazai era iS FINALLY HEREEE

HAHAHAHAHHH THIS POOR MAN HAS BEEN FIGHTING A LOSING WAR FOR MONTHS he did so well hanging on for as long as he did so i have to give him props there BUT YKKKKK DAZAI IS CACKLING RIGHT NOW mans is rubbing his hands together and kicking his feet, he knew this day would come some day </3 i tried so hard to prevent it, he needs to be humbled but i fear it may not be happening at my hands i keep giving in

[osarina]

ok there are sooooo many i wanna ask but i’ll restrain my self to 3:

wine

vanilla bean

lipstick stain

ELIANE!! ok i did wine for dazai already, so i'll do fyodor for that one, but 2 & 3 are gonna be dazai

wine - honestly my first date with fyodor would probably be similar to my first official date w dazai with the sole difference that it doesn't get crashed LOL. very romantic night out, i can't decide if it'll be a fancy restaurant or maybe a candlelit dinner at home, but regardless, it's very sweet & romantic, and he makes sure everything goes perfectly.

vanilla bean - with dazai ?? god who knows. we're either staying in and relaxing, watching a movie, or he's planned some grand day itinerary that involves dragging me out of bed at 6 in the morning and not getting home until late at night. its always something new with him truly!! never know what to expect

lipstick stain - heh. neck kisses 4 dazai solely because its the only thing that makes his brain shut down. he'll be going on rambling about one thing or another, or thinking too hard about things he definitely shouldn't be thinking so hard about, and all it takes is the smallest brush of my lips against his neck for him to lose all train of thought. he'll kiss anywhere he can reach LOL, but his favorite place is probably just my lips tbh—he likes the casual intimacy of it, he'll steal kisses whenever he gets the chance

[osarina]

you now that dazai is your no. 1 fav -> 🤡🤡🤡

LOLLLLLL ELIANE LITERALLY NOT ONLY JUST MY NO.1 FAV RN BUT LITERALLY OF ALL TIME, HE'S USURPED ALL OF THE OTHER FAVS IVE EVER HAD IN THE PAST ITS SOOOO EMBARRASSING TRULY

[osarina]

i uno reverse your uno reverse

you’re taking dazai out for a date: what are you guys doing?

on a scale of things he would hate, to things he would love: taking him to the opera (he hates it, but he endures it for me, loves how excited i get over it though), skiing (also hates it, but finds it more fun, he just sucks at it, falls halfway down the mountain and then can't get back onto his feet so he just slides down until he stops and i can get to him to help him up. he almost cried the first time because he was soooo certain he would be great at skiing), ice skating (more neutral, he's not terrible at it surprisingly, but i am, he finds it good vengeance for skiing so i always take him ice skating the weekend after we go skiing), amusement park (he lovesssss the amusement park, can stay there for hours and never gets bored. has stayed there for hours at a particular game trying to get a plushie for me, wasted way too much money for it but he was very proud of himself when he finally got it and gave it to me) going out to brunch (specifically brunch, he has an odd fascination with brunch, always gets excited when we go like it's some special occasion, it's very odd but very cute), and then the classic stay at home date is his favorite, he's most comfortable at home and will always prefer to stay home than go out, so it's what we do the most often.

[osarina]

i’m giggling so hard at that lil chuuya comic you tagged me in he is so unhinged it’s so cute :((( tysm it’s my new fav thing hehehehe

me when it takes me 3 days to get to asks (╥﹏╥) BUT WASN'T IT SO FUNNY I WAS GIGGLING WHEN I SAW IT

[osarina]

HAPPY HAPPIEST OF BIRTHDAYS MY SWEET CARINA ILYSM I HOPE YOU HAVE THE BEST DAY EVER AND DAZAI GIVES YOU ALL OF HIS KISSES 💖🎂🥂🎈💃

MY LOVELY ELIANE THANK YOU SO MUCH ILYM <3333

[osarina]

i just read the tags you left on my most recent fic and omg ilysm i give you all the kisses mwah mwah mwaaahhhhh ( ੭ ˘ ³˘)੭‎°｡⋆♡‧₊˚

MISS ELIANE ur fic was simply wonderful ILYM i had to give it what it deserved 🤞 MWAH MWAH MWAHHHHHHH

[osarina]

hello hello, mi cariño ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹ ‪‪❤︎‬ i’m about to catch up on all of your fics but most importantly uu. wish me luck because i have a feeling i’m gonna need it for the ending of this series ๐·°(⋟﹏⋞)°·๐

ELIANE MY DEAR IVE MISSED YOU🫂🫂🫂 hehe im sending you luck i hope you enjoy it 🥹 im about to hit the fic you posted the other day when im done answering asks im so excited for it 🤞

[osarina]

my wife, i have missed you so :( i missed so much on your blog. your pfp is gorgeous and i love the dazai centric theme it is so perfect ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹ ‪‪❤︎‬

MY WIFE WHO HAS FINALLY RETURNED FROM WAR IVE MISSED YOU SM 😔😔 me when i’ve already changed my pfp by the time i answered this but THANK YOU 🫂 ilysm and YESSSS HAHAH i figured it was his time 2 shine cuz his bday is coming up 🤞

[osarina]

carina, mi cariña hehehe ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹❤︎₊ ⊹

i am here to shriek and shout and sob about your characterization of beast dazai. you deserve a medal and a smooch bc you are so spot on already it’s insane. the imagery of his depersonalization/derealization is so vivid and palpable. i feel like i’m there with him. i adored bandlands and i’m so excited for the rest of unreal unearth

ÉLIANE I LOVE YOU SO WHOLLY AND COMPLETELY if you knew the number of times i almost got cold feet posting the first part 🥹🥹🥹 i’m weeping this means the world to me i was so nervous im so particular about my characterization of dazai and like beastzai tenfold he means the whole world to me i just wanna do him justice 🥹

my fav part of beast is being able to like get inside dazai’s mind and figure out how his interaction w the book & learning about all of the other universes affected his perception of his own reality and i feel like with him, it would end with a lot of dissociative states where he struggles to separate himself from what he’s seen

[osarina]

tumblr knows, it’s in my head >.<

don’t make me blush 🤭

[osarina]

since we are on the topic of dates~

dazai is taking you out on a date he’s planned himself. what are you wearing and what did he plan?

OML i’m coming back and hitting you with the same question in a minute.

GOD it could be anything with him. 9/10 if he’s planned a date, he ends up getting so excited over it that he doesn’t even let me dress myself 💀 the dates he plans are always full day dates, so he just wakes me up in the morning, gets me dressed and then drags me out to do everything he planned. it could be anything from walks around a garden, to an aquarium, to a fancy rooftop dinner ✋ or all three in the same day ✋ you simply never know with him

[osarina]

here is a silly lil tiktok for your return:

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTL2v4K2t/

hope you had a nice break from this hellsite. sending you all of my love (o´〰`o)♡*✲ﾟ*｡

MISS ÉLIANE YOU TRULY KNOW THE WAY TO A WOMAN’S HEART I NEED TO IMPREGNATE THIS MAN DESPERATELY