#Ꮺ birthday . !

[nyuoqi]

everytime riize uploads a group tiktok i start head counting

[kyoghurts]

⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆ 17 YEARS AROUND THE SUN ⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺

✸ — i don't gotta make this anymore fancy and whatnots but i just want to say thank you for being a part of my writing journey !!! i bloody hate the number 17 as it sounds daunting and anxiety inducing bc of the fact that life will always fuck us up the more we push forward but hey, thats life to ya. anyways, not really the point !! what i meant to say is despite that, i always make it out alive one way or another, despite the living chaos that is my life, i still find reprieve in the soft corners of the world; such as tumblr and interacting with all of you, moots, and people who follow me—i have no idea why you follow me, but im grateful nonetheless—i swear to god last year has been a wild ride, and i doubt that 2024 won't be the same, and i hope we all get to go through it together. thank you for sticking around !! i know everyone's busy, but i'd like to remind you that wherever you are, whatever you do, i will always cherish even the smallest moment and interaction that we have, may it be the quiet but supportive reblogs or likes, or the short outbursts of chaotic replies, i will always remember, and i will always appreciate you. lots. and lotss <3

thank you thank you thank you !! and my apologies for the lack of content, i am actually rotting in bed as i type this bc i care abt myself and i dont wanna do my chores :3 im pretty burnt out from the horrible s.y i have endured. but good news!!! i've been writing in secret.. just not consistent LOL

much love, kenji/kyo ♡

[roseysekaiarchive]

₊˚⊹ honami stimboard. for @t4tbedehopmar ˚. ᵎᵎ

no me/id tags unless you are koha | x x x / x x / x x x | happy (belated) birthday bee!

[torawro]

happy belated pookieee 🫶🏾🫶🏾 i rly hope u lived it up to the absolute fullest my pretty!! I wish u nth but the best for this year and the plenty to come sosss!! 🥳🥳🥳

sry for my tardiness again went on my usual hiatus lol

AHHHH HELLO SWEET THING ! it’s been so long since ive seen your user anywhere on the dash or my notifs so it’s really nice to see you : D also THANK YOU SOOOO VERY MUCH FOR THE BDAY WISHES ✨🌟✨🌟🤍🫧 thank you im so grateful you came to stop by <3 wishing you the best as well

[karinasbaby]

PARK SUNGHOON SMAU | I WISH SUNGHOON WAS MY BOYFRIEND..

CHAPTER 1 ✧  sprinkle of asshole-ness 😥

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taglist: @ak4e7a @onlyhyunjin @sirens-dreams @hoonics

CHAPTER WARNINGS ! swearing, ignore all typos pls & asshole sunghoon 😞 but it’s okay cuz we ball & thug it out LETS GO

a,note. first chapter let’s gooo :D !! happy birthday chels ! really hope that u liked this first chapter cuz it’s jus gonna get weird from here ig 😓 here comes my attempt in drama and angst in smaus 🙂‍↕️ pray for me & thank you !

[angelicalitas]

₉ ₆ ⁶ ₆ ( ᴓ˟⁘ ᶻᶻᶻ ¸𓏲࣪ ˚.꒷ 𖤐⤸₊˚ ִֶָ ❜ ✧ ᵎ ⊹ ִֶָ ╱ ᨳ᭬ ⸝⸝ 🕷◞ ◜₉ 𖤐 𖤐 ¹ ៹ キ 𓍯 ꞋꞌꞋ 精神。ꜛ𓏲♡̸ 𓏲 ࣪₊♡𓂃 ִֶָ ִֶָ 𓏲࣪𖤐🕷⋮ ଡ଼ ꉂ 𓉳 𖤐 ˖ ࣪ . 𑁍ࠬ ⊹ ࣪˖⁩ ₁ ❟ 𖠅 ١ 𖡼 ִֶָ ̽𖧧 ָ࣪ 𖧵ֹֺֽ໋໋݊ 𓄹𓈒 𓏲 ๋࣭ ꕤ ۰⸼ ۫𓂅 ᐢ⸼⸼ᐢ ࣪✦𓂃 ᭥ ̗̀ ̖́𓏲 ❟♡ : 交 響 ₍⑅ᐢฅ́˘ฅ̀ᐢ₎𖧧 ָ࣪ ⊹ ִֶָ𓏲࣪ . ❜ ﹫𝘰𝘤 ⊹ ִֶָ✧ 𝘧𝘤 ᵎ ִֶ 𓆦 𓏲 ˖ ♡̷̸⁩◞／❥ 𓆷 ᤴ ⸒ ۰ 旗᭟ ；♡̷◞⃕ ⸼ ₉ 𖥶 𖤣 ࣪ ˖ ꜜ ٪ ࣪ ִֶָ 𖥧 𖤥＇、˖ ָ࣪➹ ❛ ᭣֤ࣨ 𑁍֤ ┉┈ 𖣠 ⠀ོ⁩⠀𖥽 ⊮ 𖣽 ⵢ 𑁍. 𓂅 ꜜ ଓ ♡̷̷۫۫ ꕀ 。♡𖤐 𓃠 ◞ 🕷𝘖𝘖 ִֶָ✧ : ᕱ ᕱ ❛ ♡ 𓂅 𖧷 ꜜ ᩠ ❥ 𓏧 ◟ ༉‧₊˚ ❜ 𑁍✧ 。ꉂ ៹ % 。⸗ ꕤ ˖ ⸼ ❛ ⌗ ↺ ❛ ⤹ ꞋꞌꞋ ִֶָ ꙳໋͙ ⌑ 𓆫 𓌖 ⊹ ࣪˖⁩ 𑁍 ོ⁩❟ 𓏲 𑁍 ꓹ ݃ ﹔𓂅 ˑ ִֶָ 𑁍 . ﹙٫﹚ ૂ ࣪᪥ 𒀭࣪⋆ ✵ ٬٬ ،، · ࣪𐇵 ❟ 𓄹 ࣪˖ ˖ ࣪ 𖧷 𖡎 ◞ 𓏲 ࣪˖ 𑁍 ࣪˖ 𓂃 . ࣪ ˖ ∿ 𑁍 ˓ ⊹ ָ࣪ ˓˓ ˒˒ ، ˖ ࣪𑁍 ˖ ՚༹ ˙˖ 𖥔 ،،̲ ﹕ ، ݃˓ ༨ ༢ ༣ ◜｡◞ さ˖ ࣪⊹ ִֶָ ᯽ .ﾟ‪‪༘༘ ˖࣪ ✦ ଘ ◡̈ ❛❜ ٫ ʾ ִֶָ%˓ ᵎ ✦.˚ ࣪.`⌁ ◜◞ さ˖ ࣪⊹ ִֶָ ᯽.ﾟ‪‪༘༘ ˖࣪ ✦ ଘ ◡̈ ❛❜ ٫ ʾ ִֶָ%˓ ᵎ ✦. ࣪.`⌁ 𑁍 ࣪ ˖ 𓂅 ゲムꜜ ´ ִֶָָ࣪ 𖥔՞˖࣪ ٪ ˖ ݁ . 𔘓 ؛ ៹ ָ࣪❟ ⎙ ⊹ ꓹ ─ ๑ ⨟ 𓂃⁩ᵎᵎ 𖤐 ҂ ╱ ♯ ⸝⸝⸼ ،،﹫♡ ❜ ꒷ ₉ 𓄰 ˖ ࣪ ִֶָ ャ ヽִֶָ𑁍⌕ ʾ ✦᭟𓈒 ᤳ⊹ 𓄼 𓏲𓏸˙˖𓏲 ִֶָ 𓄼𓈒๋ ⊹ ִֶָ ꓹ 𐂂鬼 𓃨 𖥊❟៹ꜥ ﹆⊱𓆇՞.𖥨 ℋ𖧦𔘓𖥔•͈ ┈─❟ʾ 𔘓 〞⸒﹗˖ ࣪ ˓༅ꪳ𖧧 :hearts: ¸࣪ ꩜ⴰ ࣪˖𓂅⁩ ᪥㌐ ₀₀ ♡ ៸៸ ｡

𝚜𝚒𝚖𝚋𝚘𝚕𝚘𝚜 𝚌𝚞𝚝𝚎 + 𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚓𝚒𝚜

˚ 𓈒 ⨾ ˖ ݁ . 𔘓 ؛ 𓆸﹫ ˖࣪ 𖥨• ꒷ ࣪.𖤣𖥧˚.𓂅 ˓ 𓏲ᵎ ٬ ᤷ ៶𖥨 𑁍ࠬ ˖࣪𖧧 ָ࣪᪥ ˖᯽ ⊹ .꠶❥ 𖥔 ،، 𑁍 ࣪˖ :ribbon: ʕ•̫͡•ʔ𓏲࣪ ˖࣪ ✶ ๋࣭ ◜ :postbox: ◞ ִֶָ𓄹 ˖࣪ :tulip: 𓏲࣪ ִֶָ﹫៹ 生𔗫 ִ ֗ :hocho: 🕷 ؛. ָ ֺ 𔘓 ꒷꒦ 𓄹 ࣪ ˖ 🏴‍☠ ٬ . ִ ֗ ៵ʾ ◗ ⊹ ᳝ ࣪🛢🧇◌ ִ ໋.ˑ ִ ᥐʾ ֛ 𖥻 ࣪ ᳝ ◌ ̸ᵎᵎ ˖. ࣪ 𖦆 ִ ་ 𖦹𓏲 ˖╲ ࣪ ! : 𖥔࣪ ˖ :rabbit: :ribbon: ¡ ℒ ִֶָ ⊹𓂅⁩ ૮₍ ˃̵͈᷄ . ˂̵͈᷅ ₎ა 𓂃𑁍 ࣪˖ 𖦹 :rabbit: 🩰⋆ Ꮺ ָ࣪ ۰ . ¡! ⋆ ࣪. 🧠. › ᐢ • ˕ • ᐢ ˖ ݁ ˓ 𖣠 ! › :ribbon: ๑・ꈊ ⍝ ʔ 𓏲·˚🦴🧠 𖦆 ͙ ₍⑅ᐢ..ᐢ⑅₎ ⊹ 𖡼 ָ࣪ ˖ 𓏲࣪ 🥛🩰 𓄹𓈒 ˖ ࣪ ꒷ ꐑꐑ ! ‣ 𒀭 ˓ 𖣠 ، :tulip: :rabbit: 🦷˖ ▹ . › 𖦹 ! ✦ ˖ ٠ :bathtub: › ✸ 🧠🥛˖ ۫ ،،̲ ˖ ࣪ 𒀭◞ ฅ ࣪ ˖ :rabbit: :bathtub: 🩰 ∘ ، :rabbit: :tulip: :trolleybus: ࣪ . · 𖣠 ˖ 𖥨៹ ─╌ ˖ ࣪ ٬ :ribbon: :thought_balloon: ࣪ . ` ✸ ⌁ ▹ 🧠🦷🥛 ꞌꞋꞌ ₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎ ˖ ࣪⭑ ❙❘❙❚❙❘❙❙❚❙❘❙❙❘❙❚❙❘❙❙❚❙❘❙❙❙❚ 〃𒄬 🜲 ❜ ࣪ :electric_plug: ִֶָ ،،̲ ✶ :newspaper: ◗. ` 🏴 ⌁ ⚔ 𖥔 🏳 ࣪ ˖ ⁽⁾𖥻𝆬 :love_hotel: :grey_exclamation: 𝅄᠂ ⭒ ֢ ꜥ 🥛 ⋅ 🧠 ⩇ ʿ 𓄹 𖠗 :ribbon: ۫ 𔓘

𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚊𝚜 (𝚟𝚎𝚛. 𝙿𝚛𝚎𝚘𝚌𝚞𝚙𝚊𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚗)

. ૮(ˊ ᵔ ˋ)ა . 𖣯 ⋆ ˖ ࣪ ! 𓈈𓂃⬫ ׂ ׅ :birthday: 𓂃 ૮₍ ៸៸ ᵜ ก ₎ა ֶָ ׁ ᘒ ˖˙‹𝟯

૮₍⇀‸↼‶₎ა ૮₍꜆꜄ ˃ ³ ˂ ₎ა ꒰ ૮₍ ⑅ ᐢ..ᐢ ₎ა ꒱

𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚢𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝 + 𝚌𝚒𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚘

ִ ּ ۪ ⊹ ִ ۫ ּ ⭑ 𓈒 .ִֶָ . ָ࣪ ⊹ ᨘˑ ִ 𖦹 ִ ˑ 𖥔 ּ ִ 𖦹 ִ ˑ ּ 𖥔 𓄼 ࣪⠀ ִ ۫ ּ ֗ ִ ۪ ⊹ ˑ ֗ ִ ۫ ˑ ᳝ 𝟶:𝟶𝟶 ──◍───── 𝟷:𝟹𝟶 ➪⊹ ˑ ֗ ִ ۫ ˑ

𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚊𝚜 (𝚟𝚎𝚛. 𝙴𝚖𝚘𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚗/𝚊𝚖𝚘𝚛)

꒰ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ꒱⠀ ς꒰ ˊ˘ ˁ ⑅ ꒱ა⠀ ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭

໒꒰⑅´͈ ꇴ  `͈⑅꒱ა ꒰ ´ ` ⑅ ꒱ა ૮꒰っ˃̵///˂̵c꒱ა

૮꒰˵ ˘> ̫ <。˵꒱ა ૮Ꮚ ´͈ ⁄⁄`͈꒱ა ໒꒰ ´ ` ♡ ꒱ა

𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚊𝚜 (𝚟𝚎𝚛. 𝚂𝚘𝚗𝚛𝚘𝚓𝚘)

꒰ ๑ › ‹ ๑ ꒱ ૮꒰៸៸ ◞ ◟ ៸៸꒱ა... ◟꒰◍ ´꒳` ◍꒱◞

૮₍´˶• . • ⑅ ₎ა ⑅◞ ꞈ ◟ა ⊹ ꠋ ⋅ ପ(∩´͈ ᐜ `͈∩)ଓ

ִֶָ︶꒷꒦︶ ꒦꒷꒷꒦ ︶꒷꒦꒷︶ ︶꒷꒦︶ ꒦꒷꒷꒦ ︶꒷꒦꒷︶

[hatsunemitskislobotomy]

“…𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞 𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙙𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙤𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙗𝙞𝙧𝙩𝙝𝙙𝙖𝙮..

𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙮 𝙗𝙞𝙧𝙩𝙝𝙙𝙖𝙮, 𝙗𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙮…”

╴╴⊹ꮺ˚ ╴╴╴╴╴⊹˚ ╴╴╴╴˚ೃ ╴╴

well that was one way to be broken up with.

she couldn’t even be mad at the guy. he had been very sweet and patient but she had spiraled and started missing texts that turned to missing calls— which turned to missing dates. wasn’t the first time either, she just was that much of an exhausting person to keep up with.

in the sense that she was always behind.

she let out a sigh as she rid herself of his footprints, deleting his texts, deleting any photos, unadding him on socials— the whole nine yards.

but when it came to that dreaded voicemail.

her finger hovered over the red trash can button, taunting her.

and then she pocketed her phone, she supposed it would serve as a reminder.

that it was always her fault.

she rubbed at her face before emerging from her room.

“ah, you’re awake.” her raven haired roommate looked up from his book

“and to think we thought you were just about to sleep through your date.” her snowy haired roommate chimed in from his position laying across the raven’s lap

“ah, about that… i just got broken up with.”

“…”

it was quiet between the three of them, then again when was it not? she never made much efforts to communicate with them past their typical chores and roles in the housework.

the two in a friendlier than most relationship were seeking a third person to help take up the lease and that’s exactly what she did, nothing more nothing less.

and when it got awkward…

“yeah…” she murmured looking at her hands

“do you… want to talk about it?” it was a cheap attempt, she appreciated it nonetheless

“i’d rather not, i think my first proper conversation with you two shouldn’t be me bitching about my ex.”

satoru’s airy laugh sounded as he got up from his lover’s (?) lap.

“please, we wouldn’t be opposed.”

“speak for yourself satoru, only you are a fiend for other people’s affairs.” suguru tsked, closing his book slightly

“but please, if you need someone to talk to— we’re both willing.”

“i thought i was the fiend suguru—”

“you are, i’m offering as a concerned roommate.”

“i’m fine.” her words a lot harsher than she intended

and then came the unconvinced, concerned glances.

“sorry.”

and then she retreated back to her room.

if she kept this up she’d find herself out on the streets.

she let out a sigh, it was what she deserved right? no boyfriend, no roommates, no friends, nothing.

on her birthday no less.

she let out a sigh, she might as well distract from this pitiful day.

————————————————————

nothing beat rearranging your room instead of confronting your feelings.

she shook her head, she didn’t have a right to feel anything more than empty. the only thing that she felt was the need to rearrange her room and rearranged it was.

she needed a new change of scenery, after all she was another year older.

and yet still none the wiser.

the brutality of reality seemed to sting more as one got older.

she sighed, at least she can mope in a clean room.

a knock pulled her from her thoughts.

“it’s open.”

and then there stood her two roommates.

“i don’t think we’ve ever seen your room—ack! ow…”

“seriously satoru?”

“what? it’s true…”

she stared at the two bickering before the raven sat his eyes on her.

“y/n… we wanted to see if you were free later—“

“please, she’s always free—“

a smack, then a whine.

“we’ve realized that you haven’t been properly introduced to the area… we’d love to do you the honors.” he offered a half hearted smile

she supposed it was true, aside from her dates once in a while— she never really was familiar with the area.

“i suppose i can accept.”

“i told you suguru now we have to drag her ou— wait what?”

she chuckled, for the first time in a long time, a genuine chuckle tumbled out from her lips.

the two men were in awe.

“i’ll join your endeavors to wherever, i… i could use the fresh air.” she swallowed

the bright blue eyed man seemed ecstatic as he left her room pumped, the more subdued raven gave her a soft smile before leaving her to get ready in peace.

“thank you for humoring us.”

she should be thanking them, but she wouldn’t say that part out loud… at least not yet.

—————————————————

she couldn’t help but feel a bit awkward as she was wedged between the two men who insisted.

something about her being too small and easily losable in the crowd.

apparently these parts were known for having winter night markets where the cold winter streets would warm to life with street food and vendors.

she hardly had a chance to process the sights and the atmosphere as they dragged her from stall to stall, sampling food, eying trinkets, playing games.

she’d be a liar if she said she wasn’t having fun.

“wait guys— i’m gonna get some of the dango from earlier.” satoru was bouncing away before the two could even respond

“well his dentist certainly has their work cut out for them.”

suguru had to process her snark words a little before letting out a chuckle.

“believe it or not, satoru has the most elaborate brushing routine that I’ve ever seen. he’d rather die than develop any sensitivity to sweets.” he hummed

“i see.” she hummed, starting to rub her hands a bit

“getting cold?”

“a little, it’s fine— i’ll probably invest in gloves one of these days…” she sighed a little

“here, let me.”

he gently took her hands in his, letting her much smaller hands rest nice and warm in his own.

“your hands always this warm?”

“i’d have to say quite the opposite for you, and here i thought satoru’s was bad.” he chuckled lightly

“speaking of— if it’s within my boundaries… what are you two?” the words just tumbled out of her mouth

they weren’t married, and they seemed very comfortable in each other platonically as well.

it was obvious that they loved each other, but she couldn’t help but wonder in what way?

he tilted his head slightly.

“perhaps soulmates, life partners. he’s practically my everything.” he smiled

“oi! quit being so cryptic!” suddenly satoru was back with his dango in one hand and the other around the raven

“he’s my person— not much else to it.”

“that wasn’t any better than mine in the slightest.”

“yeah but you go into the poetics of it too much, just call it as it is.”

and she was left with more questions than she had answered, but in a way she sort of got what they meant.

they were each other’s person.

“i’m glad you two have each other.” she gave them a smile

“ah shit— she just got broken up with… are we being too much?”

“satoru!”

and there it was again, that airy laugh that made the boys still. they were still in awe that she had it in her, not when she constantly looked miserable in their eyes.

“guys, guys it’s fine— you don’t have to change anything for my sake.” she sighed, a small smile still playing at her lips

“ugh you’re so sweet! your loser boyfriend didn’t even deserve you like that!” satoru whined as he shook her a little

“especially dumping you on y—“

an elbow to the ribs and his hands were immediately off you.

“suguru…!” he groaned

“you have a big mouth.”

“oh but you like that~”

another elbow.

she couldn’t help but snicker at their antics, one moment they were like an old couple in love and another moment it was almost as if their were your typical best friends who’ve known each other forever.

she thinks she’s starting to understand what suguru meant by them being each other’s person a little bit better.

“sorry about talking about your relationships so carelessly.” suguru gave her a sheepish smile

“it’s alright, nothing that wasn’t my own fault.” she shrugged

they looked at each other.

she couldn’t just leave it at that.

“i have the tendency to just… withdraw..” she bit the inside of her cheek

“at some point it’s exhausting for the other person, dealing with me disappearing every so often— although it’s not intentional… it’s not hard for someone else to think i’ve lost interest or i’m being unfaithful.” she gave the two a half hearted shrug

“i suppose there’s just a lot i need to work on myself before i put myself out there.”

the two seemed conflicted, it was good she could recognize the areas she needs to work on…

“…but aren’t you being too harsh on yourself?” suguru blurted out, satoru immediately nodding

“there’s nothing wrong with working on yourself… but that doesn’t mean you don’t deserve to love and be loved.” satoru gave her a look

she knew they were right, but sometimes it was just easier to be miserable without having to think about another— only thinking about herself and her misery. she was selfish like that.

and they could tell by the conflict that flashed on her face.

before the conversation could progress any further she felt something cold prick at her nose, and then she looked up.

a gentle snow was falling.

“well would you look at that.”

she wore a wistful expression as she looked up, letting the snowflakes gather on her lashes as the warmth of her skin melted the ones on her face.

perhaps it was the universe letting her have this one thing, the first snow.

suguru and satoru seemed thrilled as well.

“suguru— look!”

“i see it satoru.”

but everyone seemed so far away as it was just her and the gentle snow.

it was beautiful.

but beautiful things hardly last.

“…!”

she looked back at the two who gave her a look, suddenly she was back on the busy night market street.

“you’re shivering.”

she didn’t notice until another one wracked her body.

before she could speak she felt herself being dragged along by satoru, suguru trailing behind the two.

“wha..? where are we going?”

“somewhere to warm up!”

——————————————————

when the two dragged her off, she expected for them to go back to their shared apartment or a restaurant.

but she was sitting down on a couch in a dim room with a microphone in hands while colored lights danced around the room.

“i… i have a few questions—”

“come on! it’s nice and warm and you can sing your heart out about your shitty ex!”

“he wasn’t shitty though, it was my fault we broke up.”

“that doesn’t mean you’re not allowed to feel some type of way about it.”

which was true.

“come on you know the classic breakup songs right? it’ll get whatever off your chest—“

and before she could protest satoru was already queuing up a song.

and that’s how the rest of the night went, although hesitant at first it wasn’t long before the three taking turns in singing songs and ballads. from cheesy classics to songs of yearning and heartbreak that suguru sang a bit too well for satoru’s comfort.

“i’ll never make you feel like that!” he whined clinging on to the raven who gave him an exasperated look

“i know.”

she couldn’t help but chuckle at the sight, it was nice to be around other people.

“i’m going to the restroom.” suguru hummed before peeling satoru off of him

“can i come with~”

“no.”

she snickered a bit at satoru’s clingy behavior.

“he’s so mean to me!” he huffed

“i think he knew if you two went together you wouldn’t be coming back out any time soon.” she mused

he let out a dramatic sigh.

“i suppose you’re right.”

“also we couldn’t leave your mopey self all by your lonesome.” he gave her a little nudge

she shook her head with a smile.

“i think i would’ve managed.”

“yeah yeah don’t lie— you’ve been all sad about your lame ex. y’know if you said no earlier sugu and i would’ve just dragged you out one way or another.”

“i’d like to see you try.”

“suguru manhandles me on the daily— we’d get ya.” he snickered

a comfortable silence fell between the two.

“do you feel better?”

she pondered his question a little.

“i do…”

but.

“but..?” he tilted his head

“it’s not even the breakup at this point…” she sighed a little

it was the prospect of getting older, and not a damn thing changed.

life itself was a fickle thing, ever changing.

so why hasn’t she?

gripping onto the ways of her past, she joked that she peaked when she was younger and it was all downhill from there… when did it start being actually true?

her past, her youth— it took all the best parts of her.

and now she was someone despicable enough to be broken up with on their birthday—

she felt cold hands on her cheeks, snapping her from her thoughts.

“you got lost in your head.” bright blue eyes staring down on her as she blinked

just how long did she spend ruminating looking like a complete nutcase in front of him?

“suguru was right— your hands are cold.” she mumbled out

“you alright?”

“i’m not sure yet.”

“…you wanna sing one more song?”

she sighed.

“pass me the mic.”

she got up to go queue up the next song, her back towards satoru— he didn’t need to see her inner turmoil boil up once more.

she heard the door click open, she figured suguru was back.

“ah— suguru. you wanna join the last—“

the words on her lips died as she turned around to meet his gaze, only for it to fall on a cake.

a birthday cake.

“welp— cat’s out of the bag! woooo! happy birthday!”

she was still processing it.

“satoru that’s hardly appropriate,” suguru rolled his eyes at him before turning to face her once more

“come, sit down.”

so she sat down on the couch in between the two as suguru set the cake down in front of her on the table.

“we weren’t sure what flavor you’re into but as a self proclaimed confectionery connoisseur, all the cakes from this bakery are really good so it should be alright.” satoru hummed as he pulled out candles from his pocket and expertly placed them around the cake

she finally found her words.

“how… how did you know…?”

suguru gave her a small smile.

“well at first we didn’t, but then we did some extensive research—“

“we were snooping around your socials.”

“…yeah that.”

her lips couldn’t help but quirk up at that.

“we knew something was up when you bothered to speak more than five words to us.” satoru shrugged before being met with a smack to the head

“owww…! it’s true!”

“forgive satoru, he’s bad at handling delicate situations.”

“i’m just saying it how it is! you looked more down than usual and we snooped around! can we talk about how shitty your ex is for dumping you on your birthday?” he ranted which earned him another smack

she was overwhelmed with emotion, she didn’t even realize the tears that started to stain her cheeks.

“you made her cry.”

“shit— i’m sorry!”

“no no,” she wiped at her eyes with the back of her hand

“i’m grateful i promise, just processing… y’know?”

“we hope you know that you deserve this, having a birthday worth celebrating.” suguru put a hand on her shoulder

she offered him a watery smile.

“hug? you look like you could use one.” satoru offered

typically she would’ve refused, she wasn’t big on physical gestures but she couldn’t stop herself from nodding softly wiping her face some more.

she let herself be caged in between the two, taking in their scents and warmth. she relaxed into their holds, letting out a sigh once her sniffling subsided.

“thank you.” she whispered softly

“i know we’re still sort of strangers but we’ve grown a liking to you, if you ever think you’re alone especially here… we’re here for you.” suguru murmured

“you’ve already been welcomed in our lives aside from the roommate formality stuff, it’s just up to you if you want us in yours.” satoru chuckled lightly ruffling her hair a little

“i’d… like that.”

and they held on for a little bit longer, she held on for a little bit longer.

“now how about we blow out some candles?”

❀° ┄───╮

this one is dedicated to all the girlies who feel some type of way (wanting to die lol) on their birthdays, including me today :,)

╰───┄ °❀

[all4aoki]

  ⊹ 𝓟ICK 𝓤P ˒ ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ𝓟ICK 𝓤P ⠀Ꮺ ָ࣪ ۰ ִ

a look inside of Aoki YN`s phone . . . enha x f!reader, poly!enha, enha8thmember

©all4aoki, 2024

ꔫ ˖ 개인 || ⵌ PERSONAL ?? model white iphone 13 lock screen you n ur boys home screen cute aesthetic layout you copied from tiktok case the ‘kitten around’ case by wallflower

᱖ Before you had this phone, you had an iPhone XR which you were pretty happy with. However, your sister got a new phone for one Christmas, so your parents got you a new one too. You’ve been using it ever since and with how often you drop it, it’s surprising that it’s gone so long without cracking. This current phone you have was given to you before the pink version of the iPhone was released, so unfortunately, you didn’t get that cute baby pink color. However, you’re content with the white that your parents picked out for you since white goes with everything.

Your lock screen is just of ot7 Enhypen and you (aka you and your boyfriends). Honestly, the picture isn’t anything special, but it’s still one of your favorites. It’s just such a cute picture. and your home screen was one you found on TikTok. Being a huge fan of anything pleasing on the eye, you adapted the style to your own electronic immediately and haven’t changed it since.

Sunoo got you your phone case for your most recent birthday. Originally, you wanted the Wallflower case that had the design of pointe shoes and ribbons, but it had been sold out in the iPhone 13 size for what felt like forever. So, Sunoo chose a different design and you ended up liking it even more than the first.

You have all of your socials and games located on this phone. Honestly, there isn’t a huge difference between this phone and your work phone, apart from this one containing the contacts of your family and non-idol friends. That being said, you rarely bring this phone out in public with you now both because of your group’s partnership with Samsung. Also, as the years have gone on, your privacy has become more and more important to you.

ꔫ ˖ 작업 || ⵌ WORK ?? model silver samsung galaxy flip4 lock screen you n ENGENE home screen plain layout case clear hello kitty case ordered from etsy

᱖ You had firmly believed that you would’ve never gotten a Samsung phone. This was only because phones are expensive and you’ve always had an iPhone that worked so there was no point dropping 1000+ dollars on a new one. But when Enhypen began endorsing Samsung, you had to get one. You decided on one of the flip phones because it was the same style your mom had and because you’d been influenced by watching ‘Business Proposal’ ><

Fans will zoom in on videos or take peeks in public to observe your guys’ phones so you weren’t able to make your lock screen a picture of your boys and you. But you settled for the next best thing: a cute interaction between you and ENGENE at one of Enhypen’s comeback shows! As for your home screen, you left the layout mostly basic. only adding some things like cute pictures, a calendar, etc.

You’ve always been a huge Sanrio fan, so it only made sense for you to have a phone case that was related to it in some way. You had planned on getting one with Cinnamoroll on it, but after finding two matching cases with Hello Kitty on them, you just had to get them. You have the clear version and Sangmi has the black version! Fans think it’s adorable that you both have matching cases. It was only an added plus that the cases came with an added charm to help you carry your phones around.

This work phone also has games on it, but you don’t have any socials on it except for Instagram and EN-line (like Phoning, but for enha!). Most of the time the staff films TikToks for you and posts selcas on Twitter, so you didn’t bother with downloading the apps on this phone. The only contacts you have on this phone are your members and your staff (manager, stylist & bodyguards).

ꔫ ˖ 연락처 // CONTACTS ⵌ !! whore 1 (affectionate) heeseung 쭌이! / jjongie! jay / whore 2 (affectionate) jake 남편🗣️ / hubby🗣️ sunghoon 꿀벌☺️ / honeybee☺️ sunoo 양양🌷 / yangyang🌷 jungwon no.1 sasaeng!👽 ni-ki

ꔫ ˖ EN라인 || ⵌ EN-LINE ??

᱖ Very similar to Phoning for NewJeans (except this was released before they even debuted :P) and Weverse. Except it’s solely for Enhypen and ENGENE!

Main features include… Data & Voice Lines (messages between members and voice notes you’re able to leave for fans); Physical Media (photo albums for each member); Class Schedule (calendars each member can post updates on like what they’re doing for the day, if they plan to go live, etc); Audio Transmission (where the members can make and share playlists / what kind of music you’re listening to or creating); SIGENAL (video lives); and DARK MOON (contains all Webtoon and stories related to Enhypen’s lore)

There is a premium version of the app called EN-Line+ but there are quite a few benefits that come with it! For example, it allows ENGENES to access chat rooms that are separated into ‘clubs’ and they can talk to each other. Sometimes you and your members join the convo, but it’s more fun to watch everything happen. This version of the app also gives exclusive BTS content on vlogs, concerts, filmings, etc. And! For every month ENGENEs are subscribed to EN-Line+, they get the option of 2 photocards and 2 other pieces of merch that are exclusive to the app!

마리셀의 노트 , just a little smthing while I finish up some other works☺️🌷thank you all so much for your patience and for the support!💕😻

[spiderrem]

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⠀୨୧ㅤㅤ੭⠀In a world of boys, he's a gentleman !

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happy birthday Mark 💘

[donatellosmuse]

Only a little bit... | Kylian Mbappe: 🌶️ wc⤷ 607

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“I won’t keep it in long, okay baby?” Kylian's shaky breath wavered against the back of your hair as he slowly dipped his precum covered tip into you. Tomorrow was the 2nd leg of Champions league against Real Sociedad. Usually he’d sleep in a separate room to keep himself focused, but it's been a tough week at practice, so he convinced himself he’d only keep just enough in for both of you to be satisfied. But not before making you promise no movements, no kissing, and no excess touching.

Yet here he was fingers nervously hovering over the helm of your night gown, only leaving a faint touch when you suddenly relaxed your back onto him. Kylian croaked a groan into your frizzy hair, when he felt the head of his cock move up your walls. You were trying to uphold the agreement, but the forepart of his cock kept grazing your exposed nub, applying pressure that had you aching for more. You bent your back again moving closer to him, his throbbing tip slid a little deeper than before. "Fuck, stay right there" he swallowed some saliva closing his gaping mouth for a moment. You accidentally tensed around his shaft when the rough sensation of his veiny cock twitched, sending Kylian into a panic. "chérie please don't" he held onto your hips to keep you from moving.

"Just once, please baby", you begged. Those filthy words ignited an animalistic spur in his mind. "Only one?" he questioned feeling you nod in response. "Just one pump... my baby wants one pump..." he repeated almost as if he was trying to persuade himself. You could hear his unsteady breathing behind you as he kept quiet battling your dangerous invitation. He bit into your shoulder in an attempt to still his quivering mouth, finally gliding his swelled cock through your wet cunt. You let out a sultry moan causing Kylian to bite even harder onto your flesh in an attempt to compose himself. Your hand that were once obedient to the promise moved to his thigh, in need to hold onto something. This was too much for him: your pretty sounds, your hands, the squeezing your pussy was doing around him. "fuck" he groaned into your ear. You then felt his arms wrap around your waist tightly as he slowly withdrew his dick. Thinking it was over your hand eased off his skin.

Kylian frantically started thrusting back into you. His once low groans turned into grunts with each piercing charge he made. "you.knew.what.you.were.doing." he let out in periodic growls while he penetrated your wet walls. His fingers dug into your sides with such possession you knew it'd be evident tomorrow. "ky you knew we wouldn't be abl-" you bit your lip when the head of his cock scraped your sensitive spot. It didn't take long for you to feel the warm feeling in your stomach, as he continued to fuck you from that angle. "Kyl- kylian" you cried out, "I'm gonna cum." Your words falling on deaf ears of the man who's mind was fogged with pure pleasure. He showed no signs of slowing down his sweaty skin colliding against yours with relentless urgency. You let out a moan as you gushed down his shaft. "Oh fuck" kylian croaked feeling you coat him with your slick. He was close to his own release, you felt him twitch even harder against your walls. His arms grabbing you even harder. "chérie chérie fuck fuck" his hot seed filled you as he nuzzled his nose into the back of your head.

He steadied his breathing,"we better not lose tomorrow" he jokingly whispered.

╴╴╴╴╴⊹ꮺ˚ ╴╴╴╴╴⊹˚ ╴╴╴╴˚ೃ ╴╴╴╴╴

A/N: MY BELATED BIRTHDAY SPECIAL here’s a treat from me to y’all, shout out to all the leap year babies!!!! 🍰 ˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ also I need Kylian to win CL with psg this year please and thank you.

Manga: Toire no Jimi-ko to omukae no gokusotsu

[reimouness]

|| ‧ ⋆୨୧˚ MHA DR introduction 💗

𝜗𝜚 Basic Informations ||

Full name ;; Natsu Hajime

Age ;; 15 years & birthday on 25 dec

nationality ;; Japanese (was born there and her biologic dad is blasian, japanese and Congolese), Congolese, French, Egyptian

Quirk ;; Illusion and a mutation quirk bunny that come from her dad

Hero name ;; Circus sweetheart/Circus baby (I'll see which one I'll choose..)

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𝜗𝜚 Quirk informations ||

Users can manipulate illusions/hallucinations, causing targets to see, hear, touch, smell or taste things differently from what they truly are. At its base, users can distort the shape and size of an object or area. More complex applications include causing targets to misinterpret the distance or number of an object, causing objects or entire landscapes to appear or disappear, distorting the sensory experiences of targets etc. With its near-limitless potential, the user can achieve a plethora of effects, like being extremely stealthy, or discombobulating and confusing targets, hiding and masking objects or places, causing targets to unknowingly hurt each other, and so on. Though most illusions only affect sight, more powerful users can manipulate illusions that affect any and every other sense, thus making it no different from reality to the target.

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𝜗𝜚 Her appearance + hero costum ||

Face claim Curl aspect Her ears!!

whole costume Accessorie shoes and tight

(Just imagine the color palette is brown milk chocolate kinda, gold and white cream)

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𝜗𝜚 Some facts about Natsu ||

— Is inlove with long skirts 70% of her Wardrobe has long skirts, with really fancy tops that look like she's from the 1800 century (they actually look very pretty)

— Has a flip phone despite the timeline it's a very advanced one you can even have TikTok on it (lol)

— Used to scare teachers with her quirk in kindergarten before revealing her quirk, they thought the school was haunted

— Like to cook randomly at night

(I'll probably post about some change I made in this dr, then I'll attack with my demon slayer dr💗)

(Absolutely nothing is mine, i got too lazy to draw my drself actually..)

[r0botluv3r]

Hiiii - I’m new to Tumblr

I will be sharing art and pieces from my collections. I may also occasionally post about computers or my other special interests. I’m so excited to see where this goes!

╰─ - ̗̀♡ About me:

୨୧┇Name: Wes

୨୧┇Gender: male

୨୧┇Age: 16

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╰─ - ̗̀♡ My Favorite...

୨୧┇Food: chicken and gnocchi soup

୨୧┇Color: hot pink

୨୧┇Songs: Undercover Martyn

୨୧┇Anime: jjba

୨୧┇Games: Pokémon/Okami

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╰─ - ̗̀♡ Interests & More!

୨୧┇Interact: jjba fans/mlp fans/pokemon fans

୨୧┇Do NOT interact: proshippers/bigots/weirdos

୨୧┇Birthday: feb 12th

୨୧┇Timezone: central

⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣ ‧₊˚✧

Other socials -



[sungtny]

☁️ ִ° ⋆Belated happy birthday sunoo, love his smile, his eyes, love his way of being, I love everything about him, I love you sunoo. <3 Ꮺ ִֶָ :

[eun-luv]

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Happy Birthday ARII! @y-vna I can't imagine my life without our special friendship literally talking about boy drama but js overall being dumb together seeing a notification for you commenting on my posts literally can make any day so much better you’ve been a big inspiration to continue my blog and moodboards and you always were one of my first friends on tumblr anyway I hope you’re birthday is as wonderful as you and I appreciate your support so much LYSMM MWAHH💋

, love Lili✨✨

[torawro]

HAI BABIE :3 ‘m missin u && smoochin u ! ! wat hav u n’ yuannie been up to lately ?

i am on my KNEES. begging you for your forgiveness for answering this ask extremely late :( i haven’t been on here as chronically frequently as i used to and have been struggling to get around to answering asks but i am here ! for my sweetheart coco !!🥺 i was a little surprised but happy that you came and visited me bc it’s been a while and i have missed you sauurrrr much more i prommy !❤️ smooching both of ur soft cheeks tenderly !!!!!!!

yuannie and i are doing well < 3 i’m not sure what it is about this time of year but he’s been really busy lately and i have been too w school starting back up and i miss him :((( but at the end of the day i get to cling to his arm and be all up under him for as much as i please and that makes me feel better 💕 the moment he steps in the door he just swoops me up n cradles my face and gives me a kiss 🥺🥺🥺 ah ! i wuv my strong general 😇

[karinasbaby]

PARK SUNGHOON SMAU | I WISH SUNGHOON WAS MY BOYFRIEND..

PROFILES !

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LEE JENO: model, 24, was recruited alongside jimin & sunghoon by chaeyoung, most of his brand deals are in paris + his schedules align a lot with jennie’s hence why he’s constantly travelling between seoul & paris, is close with the other two.

PARK SUNGHOON: model, 23, was recruited by his manager chaeyoung to odd atelier aka jennie’s fashion & design company, is really close with jimin & jeno, a smug and obnoxious asshole (he’ll hopefully get better eventually 😞)

YU JIMIN: model, 25, was also recruited by chaeyoung for odd atelier, besties with jeno & sunghoon, does runway more than the other two, on her way to become the top female model of sk.

UCHINAGA AERI: photographer, 23, got into photographing (mainly) & video editing bcs of yn’s influence, has been besties with day ones + jake since childhood, really sweet but .. concerning.

KIM YN: photographer, 25, has always had a special passion for photography since she was younger and that somehow migrated to her friends making some of them become photographers as well, an artist at heart, day ones founder.

NING YIZHUO: photographer, 22, youngest out of her group and had a rocky relationship with them in the beginning but they’re inseparable now, is attached at the hip with day ones.

JENNIE KIM: CEO of odd atelier, 30, picked up fashion designing at a young age before moving to paris to establish OA. travels between both seoul & paris constantly for the headquarters, recommended the triplets to chaeyoung personally after finding them on the internet. doesn’t have the best reputation around her personality as the industry always attempts to bring her down.

PARK CHAEYOUNG: manager at OA, 29, jennie’s best friend, in charge of the triplets, recruited the triplets around the same time after jennie’s request, also does CEO work for jennie in whichever opposite headquarters jen is at when needed.

JEON JUNGKOOK: supermodel, 27, was the most popular model in sk and had won model of the year award multiple amounts of times, highly praised and placed on a pedestal by the entire industry, is GOLDEN’S (the company he’s under) first and only supermodel. (horrendous personality i love u kook but sorry)

KIM MINJEONG: professional makeup artist under OA, 24, got hired after she graduated and applied for OA, was personally picked by chaeyoung from over a thousand applicants, is mainly hoon’s appointed MUA, a part of day ones and is yn’s best friend.

SIM JAEYUN: model, 23, born and raised in korea but moved to brisbane at a young age, now he’s pursuing a career in modelling, yn’s & day ones’ childhood bestfriend, a sweetheart and your go to gossip corner human version.

a,note. the profiles were rushed! a bit unclear as i didn’t know exactly what to put bcs i don’t want to accidentally spoil smth 😔 hence why some things might not make sense for now but trust me they will in future chapters! so this will have to do! enjoy & happy birthday chels !!