#ᆞ ★ hayden lutz.

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closed starter for @angelsdvsts !! muses. hayden & iri 👀

"pick your poison. joint, beer, or your choice of riding any of these fine men." even as the words left his mouth, someone off to the side puked into the bush. "slim pickins' huh?" hayden smirked, offering her the butt of the joint. ophelia knew better than to bother coming to a part thrown by any of his buddies, but clearly iridescent and her new group of girlfriends didn't.

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while the bickering between the two of them had always been their thing, it wasn't fun anymore. clearly, because she hated him — how could it be? the slap wasn't a surprise in the slightest and for a brief moment there was a smirk left in its stead, however it was short lived. hayden knew better than to follow her at that point knowing that nothing good would come from it.

she was sick and tired of hearing the same thing over and over again. it was always something wjth him, should’ve known from the start that it was going to end poorly, but she was stupid enough to believe that it wouldn’t. “just shut the fuck up!” she exclaims, unable to hold back much longer. all the build up anger, her hand slaps him across his face before walking away; hoping he took that as a clear sign to stay away for good.

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closed starter for @mccntower muse. hayden lutz, christopher briney fc.

"You know I'm not good with ultimatums." For as much as his father had tried to push him away from growing up the same way he did, Hayden still ended up exactly like him. "So if you have to walk away cause I can't give you what you need, then that's what you gotta do."

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closed starter for @missperfectlyfinewrites !! muse. hayden lutz.

"So, you want me to fix this for free? What makes you think I'd do that out of the goodness of my heart?"

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even before the apology was on the table, he knew it was just a word. so, when she reminded him of that he wasn't surprised, but again — what else could he offer? "yeah, well, sometimes i wish i didn't have to know anything." hayden said with more of a bite this time, wishing that sometimes his father would treat him with kid gloves the way hers did. "i'm doing what i can, here. trying to keep promises to the best of my ability. but i'll stop making them, alright?"

she loves her dad, she does. so dearly sometimes it kills her to also hate him. the way he treats her differently, like a fragile doll who needs to be moulded. who is never let into business matters simply because she's a girl. " it's just a word though, isn't it ? it's just a word you'll use time and time again if i let you. " because she's heard it ever since she was young, and it used to hold weight . . . until it didn't. " i can't tell you anything, because i know nothing. "

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there's still guilt there. there probably always would be even if the girl underneath him ended up finding out and forgiving him, but the thought was far from his mind at the moment. his head tilted to the side, lips moving away from her neck to peek at her expression again. still trying to consciously remind himself not to hurt her, but he knew the first time was always uncomfortable to a degree. he obliged, pressing himself deeper till he filled her to the hilt before moving out again — slow, a couple of times before picking up speed. a hand slipped between them, brushing down her body till he found her nub and his thumb pressed against it. rubbing it as his hips rocked into hers, the sound of skin smacking as his actions quickened. "c'mon, babe." he murmured between his own groans, "cum for me."

before the party, her group of friends all came up with someone they wanted to occur during the party.. and all of them encourages her to step out of her comfort zone. eyes slowly flickers up over towards him, feeling him brush against her folds before slowly pushing in. her tight velvety walls hugs him tightly. a moan falls from lips, eyes shutting from mixture of pleasure and pain, "fuck, you're so big!" she exclaims, in a breathy groan slowly easing and gaining comfortable with his size. it felt odd, but strangely good? as his head dips, lips brushing against her neck, it sends shivers down her spin. fingers lace through his locks, hips slowly rock against him as they gain a perfect rhythm. "faster," she pleads, "i want you to go in all the way."

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this had been so much easier than he thought it would be. it was almost as if she had went to the party wanting to hook up. but there was no way she was that tight and not a virgin like she claimed. a hand fisted off to the side of her head, while the other held her at her knee, fingertips brushing against her skin lightly as he moved slow. "fuck, you're so tight." he groaned, his hips pressing flesh against hers for a moment before drawing himself out. he didn't want to make eye contact, didn't want to make it more than what it was or give her the wrong idea anymore than he already had. his head dipped down, lips brushing against her neck while his hips rolled into her. actions a bit faster as they went on, a few light groans against her skin.

feeling rather clueless -- his grunts and moans were indications to her that she was somewhat pleasing him.. or at least he hoped, it wasn't like he was voicing out much. wishing she could get out of her mind for a split second, tries not to overthink it and just experience. the foreplay got them both ready for one another, just enough watching as he rolls the condom on his member. biting down on her bottom lip, adjusting her feeling his tip brush against folds. "n-no, keep going," voice was breathy, as he pushes himself into her. the sensation was weird, mixture of pain and pleasure swarms feeling him stretch her out. moan falling from her lips adjusting to his size.

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it wasn't like virgins couldn't be good and hayden was lucky that she didn't just lay there and wait for him to do everything. it made it all the more interesting; more fun for him. almost made him feel less guilty for the way he went about making this happen. his cock hitting the back of her throat causing a grunt, but he was determined to move passed the foreplay nonsense. as he rose to his feet, he let his jeans drop to the floor while reaching for a condom to open. feet padding back to the couch to kneel on the end. a hand moved to angle her legs, while the other rolled the condom onto himself. hooded eyes lifted as he leaned over her, his cock brushing against her as he got situated. "let me know if you want me to stop." he murmured, one hand around her the outside of her knee while the other tapped his cock against her folds. pressing against her and rubbing before moving to glide himself inside her slowly.

as he continues to work at her folds, she could feel herself growing even more arousal from him, lust grows and eyes darkens ever so slightly. impressed by the way his fingers still works her even as her mouth takes him in. making sure to suck in her cheeks, giving him even more suction; tighter fit to prepare him for herself. moaning against his member, sensations of his curling fingers getting to her. his words encourages her to take him deeper, allowing his tip to hit the back of her throat until his hand came to cover hers. eyes slowly flickers upwards to look at him. breathing was heavy, mouth releasing his throbbing cock as she lays back -- whimpers escaping from the loss of digits pumping in her, yearning for the pleasure again.

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unlike the female, hayden had the tendency to always live in the here and now with the occasional plan for the future. at least when it came to this stuff, but then again — he was a dude. he could tell she was feeling more comfortable with his actions and also pushing ahead to her own. his fingers didn't stop as she adjusted, watching as she eyed him before taking him into her mouth. fingers still dug inside her, curling as his wrist flicked quickly while his other hand worked into her hair. not big on the foreplay, but wasn't about to stop her as her mouth worked his cock. cupping at the back of her neck, he made sure not to force her down, letting her do it at her own pace. "fuck, just like that." he hummed gruffly before his hand covered over hers, a gentle move to halt her actions. "lay back." he commanded, before his fingers left her clit, wiping along the bottom part of his jeans as he leaned over to the table for a condom.

for the first time her mind wasn't thinking about what could possibly happen in the future -- only was able to focus on the present; live in the moment of experiencing her first time. gasps and throaty moans falls from plump lips as he continues to pump before inserting another finger in her tight hole that he was definitely stretching out. hips bucks along with his digits, yearning for that pleasure. back arches soon as he flick her nub, a moan falling freely as eyes falls upon his member. noticing how big he was -- wanting a taste. "it feels so good," she moans, desperately; wanting him to feel good as well. adjusting herself without pulling his fingers out -- grateful for being in gymnastics when she was younger, femme had a better look at his member; delicate fingers stroke him up and down and without uttering anything she wraps her tongue around his tip to get a taste. eyes flickering upwards to look at him, before taking more of him in her mouth.

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her first time didn't have to be terrible, but he still teetered on the edge of being nice and ensuring she didn't get attached to him after the fact. his finger continued for a few more thrusts before inserting another one, gaze flickering between her face and the task at hand. digits curled inside her as his hand picked up speed a bit, pushing in and out of her as her arousal coated his hand. lips pressing together in a thin line as her hand found his bulge, already well formed and fighting to be released. thumb flicked at her nub lightly, before his actions slowed just a bit to work at his own pants to shove him down with his free hand. "how's that feel, hm?"

feeling fingers between her folds, she was nervous -- though she could feel her moisture building up. core aches to be touched as he tugs off her shorts. large callous digit rubs against her delicately, in inserting as his finger disappears inside her tight walls. a soft moan falls from the back of her throat, a new sensation forming. it felt weird, yet oddly good and she was thirsty for more. her hand moves to find his bulge, rubbing him through his jeans -- wondering just how big he was and how he'd stretch her out. that thought alone had her dizzy, unsure of where this lust was coming from.

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even if he didn't particularly care that she was a virgin, he wanted to be mindful of it as much as he could be. there was no reason to actively make her first experience bad for her in any way. his hand slid further down, fingers slipping between her folds. while he wasn't much for foreplay, he wanted to stretch her a bit at the very least. tilting his head down between them, his hands shifted to push her bottoms down to allow him easier access. hand moved back over to find it's spot once more, gliding along her arousal before slipping a finger inside her.

it was as if she was having an out of body experience, feeling like she had no control… doing what just felt right, what felt good. hands upon her body fuel a passion within — igniting a desire as hips rolls against his bulge. in one swift motion her back was on the couch and she felt extremely turned out. moisture was building between her legs, as eyes flickers over towards him. “don’t stop,” voice was soft and delicate — warm and welcoming. allowing his fingers to slip down into her panties. eyes slowly trails down his body before looking back over towards his features, wanting to remember the first time she’s been touched by someone.

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his head ducked, allowing her to pull off his t shirt. admittedly, he was surprised by her more aggressive actions, as he expected someone more passive considering her virgin status. part of him wondered for a moment if that was really true. his hands had found their way to her waist, leaning back as she shifted to climb on top of him. "mmhmm," he hummed in response, ironic hearing the question from her when he more or less expected to be the one asking. his hands gripped her hips, pushing her down more as his own pressed up, forcing her to roll against the bulge in his pants. one hand moved to undo the button on her shorts, before deciding to readjust them completely. heaving upward, he moved to flip her onto her back against the couch, "you tell me if you want me to stop." he instructed, allowing his fingers to brush against the skin of her lower stomach before slipping them down into her panties.

reassurance was all she truly needed, his words easing her racing heartbeat. allowing her body to relax and enjoy the sensations formulating from actions. allowing her body to take control and do what felt right, what felt good on both their parts. striving for a new experience as heated kiss parts. chest was rising up and down, breathing heavily as he removed the hem of her shirt — leaving her in her lacey floral bra. her own fingertips graze upon his t-shirt, pulling it over his head. light touches move down his chest as she slowly climbs on top of him, legs on each side of him — straddling him as eyes lingers to meet his. hint of innocence flashes in her hues, yet it was slowly getting overpowered by desire. “this okay?” she mumbles, hips wiggling upon his innocently trying to get comfortable, unaware of the friction she was giving through the buckling of hips.

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again, he was a guy — it was very easy to turn him on. grunts were all part of the package, but for someone that was a virgin, it made sense for her to not be aware of that. "you'll do just fine." he whispered, his voice husky, mouth cutting her off before she could say anything more. talking wasn't his thing even when he wasn't trying to get laid. besides, just because she was a virgin didn't mean she was completely inexperienced — right? at the very least, she could kiss. a hand slips to the back of her neck, hand tangling in her hair as he tugged back lightly. forcing the kiss to part for just a moment, his free hand moved to reach for the hem of her shirt. quick to discard it over her head

a buzzing feeling submerges within at the sound of his laughter, “i’m glad im safe from any dick drawings on my face. though to be safe, i better hide all the markers.” she teases, giggles falling from her lips. iridescent knew that it was a big deal — not really wanting to place the pressure on him about being her first. it was sort of embarrassing, how inexperienced she was. his touches were soft, her pulse steady as she listens to his words. “well, i still want to be able to please you… hear your grunts and moans…” first time voicing anything like that out loud, glad that his lips captures hers before she says anything else that would embarrass her even more. lips moves in sync was his, feeling the intensity behind it rapidly, hand slides up his thigh furthermore, as her other wraps around his neck tugging him closer.

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"my family's way of living." he answered, almost sadly as he glanced over at her. once more his feet paused. "my dad did it to my mom once, you know. sure, i wouldn't have been born but she also wouldn't be dead now either." he wanted to scare her, but also hit her with a truth that made it seem more real. "i'll see you around."

of course, a part of her knew he was right -- but that didn't stop her from being stubborn and wanting to stay in his life. watching as he takes a few steps backwards, she frowns. though a piece of her was relieved that her friend wouldn't get hurt in the end. "so you're just forced to push everyone you care about away? how is that a way of living?"

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he couldn't help but let out a laugh, "no, i wouldn't draw a dick on your face. that's kind of something dudes only do to other dudes. we're very mature." a smirk tugged at the last bit as he joked. hayden wasn't big on taking virginities, if only because he didn't want to deal with making them feel better the whole time. but he was determined, so he would play the role of a nice guy. smiling, his hand shifted to cup at the side of her neck, just brushing lightly against her jawline. "i'll tell you a secret, as long as a guy has a hole to stick it in, he's always gonna be the one to get off. so it'll always be enjoyable." he spoke softly. it was the truth. leaning forward, he allowed his lips to brush against hers tentatively before kissing her fully.

skating on the thin line of losing her innocence, maybe she was caught up in the moment — the charm of the other and the way he eases her. knows exactly what to say and do. “so, if i were to be passed out around you, would you draw a dick on my face?” question falls from lips, rising her brow in curiosity. “yeah, i’m fine,” the brunette nods her head, noticing how he shifts and takes a seat besides her. “i’m just nervous,” she admits, cheeks flesh as her big brow eyes slowly falls over towards him. as he moves the hair away from her features — it was like she was stuck in a trance hypnotized by ocean blue eyes. “i know, it’s just — i never done anything like this before… i just want to make sure that it’s enjoyable for you…” cheeks felt like it was on fire as hand slowly shifts to rest upon his thigh.

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it was frustrating that she didn't even believe him, or believe that being around him was a legitimate risk. "honestly, if there wasn't a real risk to your life, do you think i'd still be doing all this shit to push you away? i'd have given up by now." he points out, his feet taking a few steps back. "hooking up with someone once isn't something they'd bother with, they'd go after someone i actually care about."

words said one thing, yet the male still remains put. neither one of them truly wanted to walk away, did they? but there wasn't any true happy ending to this no matter the outcome. "bullets in my body? there's not going to be any! you're so dramatic." yet there wasn't a thing she could do to change his mind was there? lingering question remains in her mind, pausing for a split second "if you say there's going to be bullets in my body does that mean that the same thing will happen to her once they find out she's involved with you?"