#εĭз musings.

[mister-chu]

hello everyone! it’s me, moth, your fav enby. ~ i’m gonna be honest, i don’t usually write femme muses because it makes me dysphoric but i’ve been obsessed with chuu (and loona in general) for a while now so why not try it out? i can’t wait to bring you all along on this journey with me. (: anyways, below the cut i put some info on this sweetheart but i am working on a carrd for her also so be prepared for an update post. once again, i can’t express how excited i am to have muse again so let’s have lots of fun, okay? ♡

application:

{ moth, 23, cst, they/them } —— look who’s joining the infinite tour! only JINAE "LOLA" JUNG, who is the MAIN VOCALIST of FLORA. i’ve heard whispers that the TWENTY TWO year old is pretty BUBBLY but lowkey SENSITIVE. also, doesn’t she remind you of KIM JIWOO (CHUU)?

quick facts:

ꕥ jinae, or lola, was born and raised in a lower class section of seoul by her father after her mother passed away shortly after her birth due to struggles with addiction.

ꕥ life wasn’t easy but her father did his best to provide, he worked hard and laborious jobs, often dangerous as well. he is a skilled handy man that is now retired due to flora’s success so don’t worry. 

ꕥ singing came naturally to lola, her father often brags and shows off family video tapes of her singing well at an early age. she isn’t religious anymore but as a child, she sang in the choir at their local church.

ꕥ other than singing, lola enjoys art of all types. visual, classic, digital, written, drawn, painted, all of it. she often shows off her art to fans on live and it’s become a way for them to connect to her personally.

ꕥ speaking of fans, she has a real connection to them and her love for them is genuine. without them, she’d be struggling with a minimum wage job, barely making it, doing a job that she doesn’t have passion for.

ꕥ now, lets back up again. lola is one of those rare cases where she performed at a local talent show and was scouted by an infinite team member. she was only fourteen and trained two years before debuting as lead vocalist in flora. 

ꕥ since lola is so softhearted, she does struggle a lot when it comes to idol life and hurtful words thrown by netizens. they often pick on her, especially for her upbringing, making it out like she isn’t worthy since she wasn’t highly educated. this makes her work harder, however, and the only way is up for her.

ꕥ due to the bullying, she is in therapy and takes anti-depressants as well as anxiety medication multiple times a day. she is open about this in attempt to end stigma surrounding mental health and in attempt to be a good role model for her fans.

ꕥ although this hasn’t been plotted, i really see her being a genuine and true friend to her group mates. she really thrives off of feminine attention since she grew up without a female guardian and definitely shows her appreciation with affection plus skinship.

 ꕥ lola does have a large group of supporters, despite the hate, and often gets extra gigs on the side like mcing or small drama roles. she’s even released a few osts! some even call her korea’s sweetheart because she is a happy and bubbly person, it’s hard to hate her once you know her; you just have to get past shallow level thinking.

wanted connections:

!!! fair warning !!! i’m a big softie and don’t like enemy plots. me and lola don’t have a mean bone in our bodies, okay? don’t judge us. ):

ꕥ a bad influence since lola is pretty straightedge and hasn’t done anything except socially drink, she gets nervous about the consequences but i wanna see her let loose.

ꕥ a girl that she experiments with romantically and sexually because she’s a closet bisexual but she’s never been with a girl, despite having crushes on them since she was a child.

ꕥ a few friends that she trained with or debuted around the same time as her, they would have been someone that supported her emotionally (she’d do the same back) and she’d be eternally grateful for them. 

ꕥ her absolute best friend. they love to do each other's nails and gossip about cute idols together. they are bluntly honest but also loving with each other. they’re soulmates and she could never replace them. 

ꕥ maybe someone she mc’d with or a co-star in a drama she did. or even did a song together or a special duet stage. just a co-worker other than her group mates!

ꕥ childhood best friend or even crush because i love cute stuff like that. >:)

ꕥ someone she loves, someone that loves her back, but things are just too hard for them to be together right now. they could be end game or not, idc, just give me angst!!!