#̗̀ ♡⃗ 𝔰𝔱𝔲𝔡𝔶 | headcanons ♡⃗.˳⁺⁎

[wiredsmi1e]

small hc but ive determined that suzie's stammer/stutter is absolutely brought on as a psychological response to her abuse coupled with witnessing what happened to her mother , & believe that in verses in which she doesn't endure that abuse from james as long that it would slowly dissipate & she would find herself able to go without stammering/stuttering nearly as much once she's happy & living in a healthy , nurturing environment . she still struggles with it when nervous/upset , but not as much as normally otherwise .

[naivespice]

sunday thoughts today but suzie is SUCH a pillow princess until she feels 100% safe & comfortable with a partner/hookup ... she's so unsure of how to initiate things & has never been sexually open about her desires , she's always afraid of being seen in a bad light or perceived the wrong way by being eager when it comes to sex or by asking for something specific rather than letting her partner be in full control . BUT once she is comfy & has gotten past that fear stage ; girl is literally a fucking MESS when she's in the mood just a whiny lil thing she's def gonna be ready to grind against your lap & whimper until she knows you want it too then she's in FULL PEOPLE PLEASING MODE & will do anything you ask of her with those big damn eyes looking at you through her thick , long lashes SHE KNOWS WHAT SHE'S DOING ....

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plot twist suzie would ALSO have a panic attack seeing any of the survivors post fog :))

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suz is such a cuddly girl ...

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mel/anie marti/nez is such a fucking vibe musically for suzie

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suzie loves rodents .... she has three pet mice as well & it's one of the few things she will argue with ppl about when ppl say all rodents are disgusting or anything like that

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when butters explained to stan & the goth kids that to be happy , he has to deal with being sad , but that's not bad bc then he can remember the things that made him that happy in the first place ??? suziecore

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my brother informed me that dbd mobile has individual mori's planned for legion & that suzie's is actually like , the fastest kill animation in game & i just wanna say that is 100% ACCURATE bc she wouldn't want to have to fight ... she doesn't relish the hunt or the brutality , she doesn't want too kill ; she has too & just wants to get it done & over with as quickly as possible

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mom watching this say yes to the dress clip has me emotional & thinking about suzie picking out her wedding dress & now IM EVEN MORE EMOTIONAL

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modern/post fog suzie would also love måneskin i don't make the rules

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also just saying suzie would've loved jpop & kpop if she were born modern day

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thinking about suzie's slight accent when speaking ... ♡

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suzie gets so puny when she's sick but she won't complain about it ; sweet girl doesn't have the heart to cancel plans or break promises so even if she feels terrible she's still making it to hang out-- just don't be surprised if she ends up passed out against ur muses shoulder or something tbh

[wiredsmi1e]

02!

- ̗̀ ♡⃗  ʚïɞ ― 𝙰 𝙼𝙾𝙼𝙴𝙽𝚃 𝙸𝙽 𝚃𝙸𝙼𝙴 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝚃𝙷��𝚈 . . .  (  accepting !  ) 

  02.     wish they could do one thing differently in.

- ̗̀ ♡⃗  ʚïɞ ―  the moment in time suzie 𝙼𝙾𝚂𝚃 𝚆𝙸𝚂𝙷𝙴𝚂 that she could've acted differently in just one simple way would absolutely have to be the night of the janitors death ; she wishes constantly that she could've , no , WOULD'VE stood up for herself . for all of them . she wishes she hadn't stayed silent , that she hadn't been so terrified , wishing she would've just simply turned & ran right out of that store the moment that knife in frank's pocket came into view .  she wishes she would've ran just as fast & as far as her legs could've carried her away from that store , but she knows she never would've had the courage to do that . she knows that deep down , she needed her legion— she knows she'd be lost without them , or at least that's what she's been convinced of . 

[wiredsmi1e]

just something that's been on my mind so much these past few days about suzie , & idek why it has been but anyways , is the fact that she loves frank ( @filthysmile ) , she really does once she gets close to him . she genuinely thinks that he loves her back ; which makes the way he manipulates & tricks her even more tragic bc she genuinely connected to him & thought that bc their lives were so similar , bc he says nice things & protects her ( mostly ) from bad ppl , that means he's a good person & that he loves her . she doesn't comprehend or understand that frank does those things for his own good , bc he wants that control over her , he needs that control over all his legion . & suzie , raised by a man who told her that his ab*se of her was out of love , to protect her , simply can't see the red flags-- she overlooks the gaslighting , the ways he will treat her poorly & force her into situations like the night the janitor died , bc he says he loves her , & that's all she wants . she's just a lovesick fool , desperate to be cared for & not feel alone . she thinks that ab*se & manipulation & controlling natures = love .

[naivespice]

suzie wants to be edged until she's in tears