#· ୨୧ · 𝚍 𝚒 𝚊 𝚕 𝚘 𝚐 ˛ lily gan ෆ .

[sunkisseds]

​｡   ⋆   :   lily to ?

        "    i'm  starting  to  think  you  like  wasting  my  time  .    "

[lovegates]

｡   ⋆   :   lily to ?

  “    perhaps you’ll take me out one day , or do i have to make an appointment ?  “

[lovegates]

｡   ⋆   :   lily to ?

      "    you  pick  another  fight  ,  trying  to  find  another  thing  wrong  with  us  .    "

[lovegates]

   “    it’s  not  funny  .  nobody  losing  their  life  is  funny  ..  what’s  wrong  with  you  ?    “    eyebrows  will  scrunch  together  in  dismay  ,  tense  shoulders  relaxing  only  slightly  when  the  pad  of  his  thumb  will  swipe  across  her  cheek  .    “    no  !  haven’t  you  seen  all  of  those  crime  documentaries  ?  that’s  the  perfect  victim  .  someone  nice  and  easily  taken  advantage  of  .  i’m  scared  that  i’ll  be  next  .    “    voice  is  in  the  tone  of  a  squeal  ,  trying  her  hardest  to  portray  to  indomitable  male  just  how  petrified  she  was  to  be  alone  by  herself  ,  or  even  be  in  the  same  room  as  the  ongoing  list  of  potential  dance  partners  .    “    but  i’m  talking  about  supporting  financially  .  i  can’t  lose  my  house  ,  because  where  am  i  gonna  go  ?    “    pulled  into  the  embrace  of  his  muscular  ,  feeble  body  is  practically  melting  into  his  touch  as  arms  will  extend  around  his  torso  .    “    yes  ,  because  we  need  to  pay  our  respects  and  i  still  care  even  though  we  didn’t  dance  together  long  .  —  how  do  you  even  know  that  ?  they  didn’t  tell  us  that  ,  and  i  didn’t  see  it  in  any  news  articles  .  besides  ..  i  would  probably  do  the  same  ,  i  jump  every  time  there’s  a  pop  up  in  a  scary  movie  .  he  doesn’t  need  to  protect  me  ,  but  i’d  really  love  you  to  tell  me  what  to  do  if  you’re  not  around  .  should  i  get  some  mace  ?    “    genuine  concern  in  her  speech  ,  a  creeping  suspicion  growing  in  the  back  of  cranium  about  his  behavior  towards  death  ,  but  she’ll  ignore  it  again  ;  just  like  always  . 

               ˚₊· ͟͟͞➳❥      "it's a little funny, babe. c'mon, what are the odds all of your male counterparts got killed?" fighting back a smirk, he reached out to brush his thumb over lily's cheek. "yeah, around you! i'm sure the guy who's doing this knows you're far too ... sweet, loving and gentle to harm." humming out his own thoughts on his girlfriend, they were the exact reasons she was still safe. "i'm supporting you by being here and— if i could dance, i'd be your partner. that way, you'd never need to be around any dead dudes again." snaking an arm around the back of her head, he pulled her closer to his chest. "do we even need to go to this funeral? we've been to so many and— you could just quit the show ... y'know, no more guys around you to die and you'll be alone with me? besides, he was a bit of a pussy— apparently, he pissed himself when attacked. do you really want to respect a guy who couldn't protect himself, and who definitely wouldn't have protected the prettiest girl?"

[lovegates]

   “    be  so  honest  ,  would  it  really  matter  if  i  blocked  your  number  or  not  ?  because  you  would  show  up  at  my  house  anyways  .    “    will  roll  her  eyes  in  opposite  direction  at  how  persistent  he  could  be  ..  but  only  when  they  had  broken  up  ,  and  he  didn’t  seem  to  have  this  much  charisma  when  the  twosome  were  together  .    “    did  you  really  run  a  background  check  on  him  ?  you  can’t  just  do  that  about  everybody  i  come  into  contact  with  .  especially  when  i  know  your  background  check  wouldn’t  be  superb  either  .    “    perhaps  it  was  her  fault  for  showing  up  to  his  house  like  this  ;  with  a  vulnerable  habitus  pressed  up  against  the  door  where  he  once  had  her  pressed  against  the  door  for  other  intimate  activities  ;  ones  that  had  sent  butterflies  shooting  through  stomach  ,  and  knees  wobbling  at  his  touch  .    “    you  could  get  me  flowers  every  hour  but  i  never  got  any  of  that  when  we  were  together  .  see  the  difference  ?  you  only  noticed  what  you  had  when  i  left  you  .    “    jaunt  across  floor  to  where  he  sat  at  desk  ,  looking  down  at  the  papers  that  seemed  to  be  his  area  of  focus  .    “    i  gave  you  so  many  chances  .  i  was  there  for  you  through  everything  .  i  gave  you  every  single  part  of  me  ..  and  you  know  it’s  not  fair  for  you  to  ask  for  that  again  when  you  had  taken  it  for  granted  .    “    empowerment  coursing  through  veins  ,  because  two  weeks  ago  she  would  have  been  a  sopping  mess  on  bathroom  floor  . 

𓄹  ㅤ ࣪˖  ㅤ⌢  ㅤ‎‎✶    didnt   really   care   if   doublet   were   an   item   or   not   —   would   always   do   as   he   pleases   at   the   end   of   the   day.   if   that   included   messaging   her   and   ruining   chances   of   any   future   relationships,   would   happily   do   so.   ❛   you   could   just,   i   dont   know   ...   block   my   number.   but   you   dont.   i   wonder   why.   ❜   theres   hum   to   words   as   curiosity   stings   him   like   a   bee.   knew   no   matter   how   tumultuous   relationship   was,   princess   garnered   very   little   strength   when   it   came   to   resisting   him.   ❛   i   dont   need   to   know   him   to   know   he's   the   most   mundane   man   to   walk   the   face   of   the   earth   —   his   background   check   might've   came   clear   but   doesnt   mean   he's   any   good.   ❜   there's   a   shrug   of   shoulders   as   obsidian   irises   falter   back   to   paperwork   at   mentioned   background   check.   would   screen   anyone   she'd   give   time   of   day   that   wasnt   him,   such   measures   only   coming   to   fruition   due   to   deep   desire   of   ensuring   beauty's   safety.   ❛   so   what   ?   i   could   get   you   flowers   every   single   fucking   hour   if   thats   what   you   want   —   leave   him.   let's   have   another   chance,   me   and   you.   ❜

[sunkisseds]

        "    what  else  is  there  to  fight  for  ?  i  could  ask  you  the  same  thing  .  seemingly  you  just  stayed  quiet  when  i  did  end  things  ..    "

( 💌 ) closed starter for: @sunkisseds

"did you wish you'd put up more of a fight?"

[lovegates]

   “    you  need  to  do  it  because  we  broke  up  ,  and  we  broke  up  for  a  good  reason  .    “    quips  in  response  to  his  question  nearly  instantly  ,  hues  finding  his  own  once  he’ll  decide  to  turn  his  torso  and  forget  the  stack  of  paperwork  that  seemed  to  be  far  more  interesting  .    “    you  don’t  know  him  .  and  you’re  saying  he’s  boring  because  you’re  jealous  .  he  treats  me  really  well  ,  flowers  every  week  and  i  don’t  even  have  to  ask  .    “    will  shake  head  ,  pointing  out  simple  gestures  that  other  failed  to  do  throughout  their  tumultuous  relationship  .    “    i  should  leave  him  ?  we  already  had  a  chance  ,  rhys  .    “ 

𓄹  ㅤ ࣪˖  ㅤ⌢  ㅤ‎‎✶    knew   sincerity   in   resonance   all   too   well   —   darling   never   once   lying   to   him   before.   ❛   why   would   i   do   that   ?   ❜   cranium   looks   up   from   pile   of   documents   to   settle   on   beauty   who   was   far   too   distant   for   his   liking.   ❛   he's   not   the   guy   for   you,   and   even   if   he   was   —   you   and   i   both   know   how   fucking   boring   he   is.   ❜   probably   a   real   gentleman,   someone   who   treated   princess   how   she   should   be   ...   but   he   wasnt   him.   ❛   you   should   leave   him,   stay   here   with   me   instead.   ❜   back   falls   against   chair   as   gaze   is   fixated   on   her   entirely.   

[lovegates]

   “    what  ?!  —    “    is  all  she  can  manage  out  in  pure  shock  at  his  receptivity  ,  eyebrows  sprucing  together  before  scoff  is  audible  out  of  the  side  of  her  mouth  .    “    why  are  you  being  such  a  dick  about  this  ?  it’s  not  funny  at  all  ..  because  what  if  i’m  next  ?  this  person  is  clearly  targeting  dancers  .  and  ones  that  are  around  me  !    “    couldn’t  believe  boyfriend  of  hers  could  be  so  insensitive  to  her  danger  .    “    you  do  realize  this  is  how  i  make  my  money  ,  right  ?  this  is  my  livelihood  .  you’re  not  going  to  fully  support  me  .    “

💌 NEW MESSAGE RECEIVED: @lovegates !

               ˚₊· ͟͟͞➳❥      "aw, shit. i— fuck, another one?!" fake gasping at the news about another passed partner, both hands came to clutch his hips. "damn, that's crazy ... at this point, shouldn't you just keep away from men? y'know, except for me?"

[lovegates]

   “    i’m  not  ..  i’m  not  fucking  him  .    “    she’ll  say  the  vilification  as  if  it’s  some  sort  of  bitter  taste  on  tongue  that  she’s  dying  to  spit  out  ..  back  pressed  up  against  the  door  to  his  bedroom  ,  swearing  toes  are  cemented  onto  floor  .    “    it  can  only  work  if  you  stop  texting  me  .  which  is  what  i’m  here  to  tell  you  .    “

𓄹  ㅤ ࣪˖  ㅤ⌢  ㅤ‎‎✶    ❛   why   would   i   be   mad   ?   you're   only   fucking   him   to   get   over   me.   ❜   attention   is   glued   to   mountain   of   paperwork   on   mahogany   desk.   ❛   it's   too   bad   it's   clearly   not   working   for   you.   ❜   @lovegates