#´ ❇ 𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐒 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌𝐒 𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐫 .

[silknoise]

💭, 🍼, 💀 <333

"it was actually a dream about ilho!! he was teaching me how to make flat dumplings, and i was actually able to do the brunt of the work myself! they tasted delicious... something i made was actually edible! that's how i knew it was only a dream when i woke up."

"yes, my mom would always bring me into the living room before bedtime and sit me beside her on the piano bench. she would play one of my favorites, while my dad would sit on the couch humming along and sometimes even singing the words. he always denied this, but he had a really nice voice. it was really soothing and matched my mother's playing perfectly. those kinds of memories have come to mean so much to me that they're hard to let go of sometimes."

outgoing message to ↺ 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗘𝗫: 𝘀𝗲𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗵: fuck talking. my window's open if u wanna come over.

[silknoise]

🌇 🍚 👹

"definitely sunset! i love being out when the sun starts to set. the sky starts turning orange, then pink; and the lights in the city start to pop on one by one. it's just one of those relatively mundane things that holds a lot of magic behind it."

"i'd probably have to go with soft pretzel bites. they aren't as easy to come by in korea, but whenever i can get them shipped, i am in heaven. and when i have those and honey mustard dip? i always do a little dance."

"it was awful. i dreamt that it started raining really hard and wouldn't stop, and then the river started to rise out of its banks. the walls of the sharehouse started to break away because of the water, and we were all trying to get to the top floor so we would be safe. when i got up there though, no one was with me, i was...alone. it was like everyone had been washed away, and there was nowhere to go because all you could see was destructive waves of water for miles. thankfully, right as the water started coming over the floor where i was, i woke up. obviously it was just a dream, but every time it rains now, i'm gonna have to side eye the river extra hard."

[silknoise]

🛌🏼

"my room isn't very big, so neither is my bed (it's just a single), but it's more than enough room for me! i sprang for memory foam because it feels fantastic, and everything's up really high so i admittedly need a step ladder to hoist myself up. i have a total of four pillows usually with white cases on them that i wash pretty frequently along with the sheets. i'm personally a fan of clean, plain white sheets because it's more simple and goes with pretty much everything. my comforter is green and has little black cats all over it and i bought it from my favorite store in long island right before i moved here! my headboard is an ornate white brushed metal and has fairy lights strewn through it because i'm basic like that, but i think it looks nice!"

[silknoise]

🎧, ⭐, 😴

LATE NIGHT PLAYLIST PART II

i. neon by john mayer. / ii. solitude by billie holiday. / iii. stairway to the stars by dexter gordon. / iv. body and soul by coleman hawkins. / v. wait by m83.

⭐ (already answered)

"i tend to sleep on my stomach a lot, though there are times where i get really restless and have to turn over on my side. the couple of times i've fallen asleep on my back, sleep paralysis has set in, so i have no desire to do that again!"

[silknoise]

🎧👻🌠⭐️

LATE NIGHT PLAYLIST PART I

i. cool girl by tove lo. / ii. in a sentimental mood by duke ellington & john coltrane. / iii. heart in the pipes (kauf remix) by tony castles. / iv. girl like you by toro y moi. / v. lotus blossom by paul gonsalves.

"i don't really know? i mean, it's nice to think about there being visitors from an afterlife or something, but i just don't think there's any solid evidence. photos and videos can so easily be faked, and it's usually pretty obvious how they did it. so i'd have to say i'm on the fence."

"i know the obvious wish would be to bring my parents back, but that's never gonna happen so... i guess i wish for my tuition to be paid off so franklin and delisle can sleep through the night for once?"

"stargazing is definitely something i love that requires it to be night. that's also the greatest cheap date idea of all time. i guess camping does kinda require nightfall too? that's something i've done since i was a kid and it's genuinely one of my favorite things!"

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🪐

"hmmm, i guess i'd have to say pluto. something about me feels really far away and lonely sometimes, and what could be further away and more lonely than pluto? though i have to say, a lot of the astrological symbolism of pluto doesn't fit me at all, but one thing definitely does. sometimes, more lies under the surface of the subconscious than exists above it in the conscious mind."

[silknoise]

🤳🏼 🍾 & 🍸

(trying to figure out what i want at crescent moon)

"oh god, why would you make me relive this? okay, so this happened when i was back in new york. it was actually my 21st birthday weekend, so some friends from msm took me out and got me drunk at a bar in the city. the school was so prestigious that i never wanted to fuck up in any way, but i decided i'd allow myself this one night of debauchery. i was turning 21! well apparently, on the cab ride back, i was not exactly on my best behavior. i was so hot from the alcohol that i just sort of...took my underwear off?? and then i forgot they were my underwear and started using them as a slingshot for my lipstick. eventually i lost them, and even worse, when we got back to the dorms i just fell out of the cab in the...worst position possible for someone who had lost their underwear if you catch my drift. if all that wasn't bad enough, i ended up taking that cab again incidentally. my underwear were now decorating his rearview mirror. i was officially too mortified to ask for them back. thank you for dissolving my remaining dignity."

"ooh, they make this cucumber melon vodka drink that's really good, but it's kinda pricey. if i had a good week, i'll get it as a treat for myself!"