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Bruh I just woke up and @mushangaa/@havethetouch wrote me a whole ass buffet. Like hot dayum that essay barely fits in my screen, how can I not call it out X'DDD
I dunno how many times I've read it (and the other comments, bless you all amazing godsends) and like.... omfg they get it |DD And it makes me so giddy, like hell yeah Leo and Dee would be an absolute menace because (okay totally responding to mushangaa's comments now) they're right Dee's creation skills with Leo's strategy and spontaneous thinking and both being able to pop around the battlefield no probo. And omg you read the expressions perfectly and I'm so glad you could tell they more or less switched bodies for a moment for the expressions I was worried the opposite ninpo on the eyes wouldn't be enough to convey that and HHHHHHHHH thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you for all the comments and compliments and pointing things out I'm so happy I'mma flail my not so lil hands TT7TT
#my art#reaction art#mun#me#internal screaming#people who comment are my absolute favorite#you're all so awesome#bless you
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((Pot calling the kettle black @magioffire ))
#;;ooc: mun muttering#;;ooc: inbox commentary#I'll reply once I stop laughing and internally screaming 'yeah and??????'' lmao
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*drenched nervous and distressed produced sweat*
I hate leaving voicemails to my own government officials that the government of TN is in the process of committing a coup because the only 3 Democrats were illegally removed from office for echoing their constituents on banning guns in the chamber today (April 3, 2023)
Like wtf do I do? There’s no footage starting around 9pm cst when they kicked all protesters (who are mostly unarmed young adults and children under 18), audience members, & media
It’s just silence & there’s no national coverage because everyone fucking focused on that shitbag Trump
AND OF FUCKING COURSE NOBODY IN DC HAS A 24HRS HOTLINE, I CAN ONLY SEND VOICEMAILS AND AAAH ahahhhh ARE ALL THOSE KIDS IN NASHVILLE OKAY?!? F u c k
#*internally screams at the void*#mun post#us side of tumblr#Tennessee#donald trump#god what the fuck do I tag this#I’m like a handful of people who know what’s happe who isn’t in Nashville and all the offices closed 8hrs ago for the day#I swear to the universe if any of those kids were killed because nobody is armed- nobody is prepared for an escalation like a fascist power#grab like this- some of those kids were in the upstairs part of the chamber- watching and reacting in real time too - were they let out?#and that one reporter who almost had his phone taken too I- wtf can I do now?#trump indictment#they cut footage from the gov building the moment it all went down I- fuck fuck fuck
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friend, i've missed you!!! so excited to see your take on this character, especially since i've loved every other one i remember you writing!
SHELLEY my dear ! i’ve missed you and our brainstorms for plots and dynamics for our characters so much !! i’m so glad you’re still around please let’s write together again 🖤
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btw Y'all, I admit that sometimes I do look up insects. IDK why I do... But I do sometimes. I will say though that I am responsible for my own triggers and squicks. Insects/arachnids are most definitely something I do not want to see first thing though, so definitely tag them LOL. If I decide to look, I might look but also no promises or guarantees for I am responsible for my own triggers and squicks.
#screaming internally all day everyday (ooc)#ooc#//once upon a time i was in a t[o]uken r[a]nbu rp server#someone had an oc that collected spooders...#yes spooders#and the mun would post pictures of whatever spooder their oc has.... ene;;;#'twas definitely something i did not want to see first thing or even at all e.e#i did tell ask them to censor it tho#idr if they ever responses to my request for censoring dem spooders tho...#but oh well. i ain't in that server no more. got kicked out due to inactivity
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by the way if you ever really want to experience bouncy, rambling /passionate nix just ask him about boots+laces and all that (also complimenting his boots can totally fluster him)
#<<insomniac vampire speaking>> mun post#(just an fun fact or two :p)#(its an love language that can work for any number of dynamics too obviously)#(that being said he very much has melted for people who used his boots or the topic as an way to flirt)#(like it's an catered type of way to flirt so that's already extra charming to him but it's such an weak spot)#(nix the instant somebody pulls an ;) your boots would look great on my floor or by my door just internally screaming is such an concept)#(you get him on directness+complimenting his boots and just charming flirting overall)
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"...I am so tired..." Perhaps a cup of coffee will do her some good. However, she finished her second one for today.
#my door is always open (open starter)#muse is tired#mun is tired and internally screaming#perpetual internal screaming#and spent the entire morning data collecting and processing#so…many…numbers#and math!
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//Astor: I am uncomfortable with the energy we have created in the studio today
#lmfao#the exact energy i expected Astor to have meeting Val just internal screaming because he talks so much shit lmfao#mun speaks
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One of my favorite things that I love making Fin suffer through every time I RP in MHA...
They meet All Might.
They find out he's their soulmate.
They spiral into a repressive loop of 'this guy is literally Earth's No. 1, he's surrounded by hotties, he would never like me good GOD the universe wanted to fuck me over didn't it' once they find out All Might's status (since they don't know tons about Heroes, they always look up All Might after first meeting him/realizing he's their soulmate).
They interact with Yagi (Weak Form) and develop an instant-crush.
Fin feels awful about having an insta-crush on his Weak Form, since they have a soulmate already.
Some factor leads to Fin confessing to Yagi about how they feel bad about having Earth's No. 1 as their soulmate, because he deserves someone better/is probably in a relationship already and they don't want to break whatever the guy has going. Bonus points if Fin admits to finding Yagi attractive or something similar.
Yagi reveals he is All Might, and Fin's feelings are returned whole-heartedly (he insta-crushed on them the moment he met them).
Fin.exe crashes both metaphorically and literally.
#but i swear it feels real/when you take my hand | writer/mun#//like- if I could do this in every MHA RP I have it would be perfection#//I just enjoy writing F1n's internal screaming#i'mma put you on the schedule/but i can't make any promises | queue#It’s my grand design/I’ll never ever leave you behind | Finley Well/The Quirkless Hero#i will take your hand and/we'll rise up from the dust/standin' up/everybody's gonna see it | toshinori yagi/all might#I can be your safety/Somewhere you can hide/Wrap you up in my wings/In these harder times | YagiFin
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For anybody who wants a glimpse into what my demons look like:
Currently arguing with myself to save up money for a trip where I will go and collect a bunch of rocks for a week but also arguing that my place of living needs more inexplicable decor so I should commission more werewolf weeb artwork and then get that turned into a paint with rhinestones experience so I can truly enjoy it.
#and all of this on top of saving for a house and my future#i put up to company matching in my 401k so retirement is whatever for now but also#screaming internally because that will not cover every event like i want a house and when house shit breaks it will all be on me to fix#and my car probably only has 4 more years so i need to start putting away for that because cars are stupid expensive and ya gal does NOT#wanna be driving a toyota like yeah sure its financially sound but it isnt fun#mun rambles
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What is it you want from love?
yearning
restless minds at night and listening to melancholic songs in the dark while thinking of them. you spent so much time loving while going unloved that you’ve found comfort in it. it’s the only way you know how to, your heart learned to love in the same beat you learned to lie about it and you’ve found a home in the unrequited.
#thewaywardsnowflake#[dash games]#Isolde vc: yearning? I do not understand… but okay#[the mun is internally screaming]
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The comments section of this manhwa I'm reading are both hilarious and thirsty!!!
This one is my favourite:
#mun things#Jou's looking at it like a challenge and Tomoya is internally screaming at the size of it
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How long do you think Chung Myung would be in denial for when he catches feelings? And how do you believe he admits/realises he's in love?
he can be in denial for so long and when i say long, believe me, it will be YEARS but it depends on which chung myung is this: pbss chung myung will be oblivious to his feelings but he pretty much catches on a little bit late. he can go lengths and lengths for the person of his affection and never realize he sees them in a romantic light until the universe sends a signal — in the form of chang mun sahyung dropping cryptic hints to chung myung about his feelings. he’ll be pretty skeptical at first. he will undergo the denial phase for many years because ya know ╮( ̄▽ ̄"")╭ he can be quite good at keeping his emotions in check. chung myung can deny but his actions will say otherwise HAHAHAA ꉂꉂ◟(˃᷄ꇴ˂᷅๑)༡
mhdd chung myung, however, is too focused on rebuilding mount hua and keeping in check to make sure mount hua will surpass its former glory — HE WILL HAVE NO TIME REALIZING HIS FEELINGS. the people around him??? they aren’t blind ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧ who can resist seeing their youngest one experiencing the winds of sweet spring? even more that the youngest in question is chung myung. they will be intrigued and having second thoughts — because how???? yeah. and so, jo gul is the one first to speak up and oh boy chung myung is hella confused until he gets angry about whatever love nonsense and threatens him to do hard drills <(ꐦㅍ _ㅍ)> this will be followed by the others until the sect leader and the elders hear of it: hyun young is proud, un gom and un am are surprised, hyun sang prays for whoever got chung myung’s heart, and hyung jong is excited to hear more about it from the lover boy himself (they don't know chung myung doesn’t know he has romantic feelings…) once brought up in front of him and everyone leaves him alone with his thoughts, he is having crisis HHAHAHAHAA ꉂꉂ◟(˃᷄ꇴ˂᷅๑)༡
the similarity between the two is that during the in-denial phase, chung myung keeps giving the person of his affection dirty looks and mumbling to himself (͠≖~≖ ͡ )
as for admitting his feelings, chung myung is internally screaming and raging and just (he has been using his brain to think for fourteen hours now he says, ( ◡̀_◡́)ᕤ ‘fuck it’)…admits. will he confess? nopeee, he will not confess right away. he is most likely to see if the other person also sees him in the same way and even if he does notice, he’ll never say a thing. chung myung is the type of person to place friendship and family above of all else and with the conflicts surrounding the sects, he doesn’t want to hurt the other person or lead them on. then again, you just know chung myung treats a special someone by attaching them with an object that reminds him of them, he openly shows his affection like that.
#geru.talk#return of the mount hua sect#return of the blossoming sect#rotmhs#rotbb#return of the mount hua sect x reader#return of the blossoming sect x reader#chung myung#chung myung x reader#rotmhs fluff#rotbb fluff#return of the mount hua sect chung myung#cheong myeong#cheong myeong x reader#cheongmyeong#cheongmyeong x reader#return of the mount hua sect chung myung x reader
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Do you focus on Erik’s Jewish heritage at all with your portrayal?
-- MUN ||:
(Let me try to keep this short. If you want to know more about an aspect, I would love to answer another ask! I will sometimes name only examples)
I Do.
But not every character gets to see as such and I get intervals where it is stronger or weaker represented in my writing. And I hate that I probably only scratch the surface.
I try to portray Magneto's Jewish heritage in a nuanced way, not always overtly-- not screaming it out, I admit. And I try to do good research. Please do not kill me.
I let it drive his actions and thoughts-- making it subtext. Let me try to break it down briefly.
SHORT VERSION
WHEN IT APPEARS:
with family
similar connections
reflection of conflict
children
plots
era dependent
HOW IT APPEARS:
him speaking more Yiddish
references and metaphors of art, quotes, writers, folklore, cultural events, traditions, music
his cooking
memories to his family, how he grew up, differences of Max vs Magneto, Polish and German influences
love languages and the way he loves
appearance
chaotic relationship with god
FULL VERSION BELOW
WHEN IT APPEARS:
Heavy Emphasis with Specific CHARACTERS: Some interactions draw out the Jewish influence more directly, making it less subtext. This happens with:
Obvious Examples for that are his family (Wanda, Pietro, Lorna, Luna, Billy, Tommy,...),
characters with similar believes (Moon Knight),
people who can be similar or oppositional (Dr. Doom, X-Men, Charles),
children like the New Mutants or children on Krakoa.
ERAS AKA. PLOT: Magneto's connection to his heritage fluctuates. Sometimes, it's at the forefront (90s, Krakoa/Arrako), with reflection on his history and family. Other times (2014), it's more detached or even betraying, creating an internal conflict. The eras also tend to turn to other aspects of his heritage. (Arrako - family, Krakoa - mythos, 2014 - historical trauma, parallels to dark times)
HOW IT EXPRESSES:
YIDDISH LANGUAGE: The first noticable thing is that I try to use Yiddish. Though rare, as I fear mistakes, he uses Yiddish names for his children, and occasional phrases.
JEWISH CULTURE: Instead of the predominantly Christian metaphors in the comics (Pieta), I reference Jewish writers, folklore, myth, music, quotes, and art. Golem, Leviathan, and creation myths are often referenced, alongside Kabbalistic ideas.
My FOLKLORE tends to always circle back to the Golem or Leviathan, or myths from creation and Kabbalistic doctrine. Some folklore aspects I love but lack to mention enough is gilgul (reincarnation until being worthy of god), Dybbuk (possessing evil).
Magnus also cooks Jewish food in my RPs. A lot. Food is a comfort language for him.
TRADITIONS AND RITUALS: Life cycle events or traditions and actions is something I try to add more and more. Just to name a few, this includes writing of Bar/Bat Mitzvah (Birthday celebrations) for his children, Sabbath, when the roleplay storyline is darker (referencing Genosha or similar events), I think back to traditions of shiva. Krakoa is related to Pentecost in my mind.
LOVE LANGUAGE: His romance is based on Yiddish romance writing and poetry and how it is viewed. Like, everyday acts of love mattering far more. His love is actions, constant, not bursts. (Also, I remember old Jewish love movies!) example source as this could be its own endless post.
FAMILY- MAX VS MAGNETO: I give his family a more significant role. A ground he can be based on-- because that is a core all of Magneto will always return to. There is more reflection to what Max was given-- taught how to make jewelry, stories he was told, how he grew up before Auschwitz and during it (fighting for survival, being a thief, having especially good eye-sight to spot gold in the pits,...).
Max, Erik, Magnus, Magneto-- Using different names reflects different aspects of him. Max connects him to his core, his family, and his youth. I use it more often. It's a return to his pre-Auschwitz self, similar to Al Ewing's return to the name in X-Men: Red.
Furthermore, he is more of a 'typical' Jewish dad to his kids, with predominantly German and Polish influence.
APPEARANCE: Though not noticable in my writing, I suppose, in my mind, subtle details like his nose, skin, and hands influenced by jewelry-making with his parents, or his naturally curly hair, hint at his Jewish background. I also like the idea of his helmet being kind of his Kippa (I do not remember where I read that once)
GOD: Magneto's relationship with God requires separate discussion. However, I do show him reflecting on his faith at times, calling upon God, even. And he tries to atone in the way his heritage has taught him to.
Add-on edit: Jewish heritage aesthetic influences.
#muse:magneto#--HATE AS YOU BREATHE || HEADCANONS#--FATHERS SOUL || DADNETO#--BLOOD & METAL || FAMILY
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Hiii mun. If you met your muse, how do you think that convo would go?
🧋— i'm running for the damn hills.
rafayel is so damn fine, that fucker could smile at me and i would melt. (thank fuck i write him) sighs. like... there's no way he's gonna notice a silly blob like me, right?
but then we gotta meet because the 4th wall has been broken and by some unknown force, i am meeting my demise muse.
for example:
me: *chilling, vibing, in my own little world with my music and phone* rafayel: hey you. me: *chokes on boba* pardon? huh? me? *pointing anywhere else but myself* rafayel: *rolling eyes with an amused smile* yeah, you, who else? 'm not stupid. *sits next to me* whatcha doin'? me (ma, pick me up i'm scared): doomscrolling on tiktok, tumblr or some shit, uh... you lost or something? *screaming internally* rafayel: nah, not anymore. me: cathy.exe has stopped working. do not reboot. rafaye: you good? me: i'm fucking great.
but if we're being completely honest and my muse somehow had manifested himself into the real world and we bump into each other like some cliche type of meeting in the halls of college or bookstore or whatever... he'll immediately catch my attention not just by his looks but just how he holds himself? and... if i'm interested in you and wanting to get to know you like forreal wanna go on a date with you... i will deadass ask you if you wanna go to the movies or hang out with each other sometime, get to know each other. after i get over my initial shyness, dying inside while i ask.
but, yeah, genuinely. it's gonna be a whole ass mess if i were to officially meet him at first until i get comfortable with him because then it'll be a whole 180 turn. we would probably be clowning people left and right, laughing at his stupid remarks, playing pranks on each other and being complete little shits to each other but that's just how we are and how i am once i get close to people.
we'll be complete menaces.
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{Fluster you meme}
*I teleport you into this room*
https://www.tumblr.com/ask-xiao-official/742048291079012353/upon-verrs-insistence-xiao-had-decided-to?source=share
{I really hope Xiao's mun does not mind}
Try to fluster my muse in the asks, and will rate your attempt
Surrounded by a sudden light, the blonde disappeared from her current location as if it was some kind of magic, leaving her flying companion completely speechless.
"...Traveler!? Where did she go!?"
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"Nn..."
When Lumine opened her eyes again after being blinded by the light, she found herself in a bathroom, a pleasant scent of bath oil lingering through the air. The steam from the hot water had shrouded her surroundings in a dim mist, making it difficult to see where she was going. ー And surely enough, she slipped on a bit of water on the floor before tumbling into the water with a loud splash.
"Wah!"
( Just my luck...Hm? )
While trying to get back up on her feet, she finally noticed that she was not alone - now face-to-face with a certain teal-haired Yaksha.
"..."
Not a single sound came from her mouth, but you better believe that internally, she was screaming.
( Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa )
Flustered level: OVER 9000--
@ask-xiao-official
// please do let me know if you don't like it when anons link to your specific posts/etc. and then I'll ignore asks like this in the future. <3
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