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malleleothreesome · 1 year ago
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YOUR MALLEUS POST IS JUST!!!!! AGDKFFLSVFL!!!! WHO KNOWS HOW MANY TIMES I RE-READ THAT THING BUT IT WAS WORTH THE WAIT!!!! 😫😭👌🖤💚
I'm so late to this but thank you so much Knight!! 🖤💚🖤💚 I'm so happy you enjoyed Blindfolded Malleus... I was so excited for you to read it, and I'm very happy it lived up to the hype and anticipation!!! Truly, I am so honored and grateful that you would re-read something so long 🥹 it amazes me how supportive you are!! I hope I can continue to write things that you enjoy! One day in the [regretfully] far future I swear to you that I will put out an Idia fic just for you hehehe. I'm so overwhelmed by the amount of things I am excited to write, but I guess that is a wonderful problem to have! I only wish I had more time in the day to write, but alas, such is life. Why the fUCk am I writing so formal right now daiohssadoi;hdSAO not me saying BUT ALAS. SUCH IS LIFE????? It is so.
I'm actually taking a TWELVE DAY vacation from work starting on the 22nd so I might actually do a little request event where people can send me like kink prompts or something. I think that'll be fun!
Okay and FINE I'll do some fluff prompts too for the fluff people but please don't judge my fluff too harshly, I'm still learning!!! For some reason smut just comes naturally dhaDSAHIDDASijdsan I'll start gathering some prompts and we will do a little ask game or something.
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📣 By the way FELLOW HONEST THIGH RIDING ANON if you SEE this first of all, ONCE AGAIN: I wish to express my undying devotion to you and your exceptional thought process. I am positively frothing at the mouth over your request and I am PLEASED TO ANNOUNCE I am finally making good progress and it WILL be out soon. We WILL make him cum in his pants. We WILL make him cry, whimper, and moan.
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#sorry knight i took over your ask to make a desperate PSA for my hero: fellow honest thigh riding anon#ILYSM KNIGHT THANK U FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#does my millennial show when I key smash#as someone born in 96 i am actually right on the cutoff for millennial and gen z#so i choose to identify with whoever is getting the best press at the time#just kidding im sorry gen z i can't relate to yall at all...#i still like ugg boots and my hair will forever be side parted#most of my millennial cringe comes from being a tumblr user between 2010 and 2014#it is engrained#the cool thing about getting older (young people heed my words):#i am unbully-able (and one day you will be too)#you simply cannot make me feel bad about doing things i like to do and enjoying things that make me happy#take pride in what you enjoy and don't let societal norms stop you#also you don't have to worry about getting bullied anyway because adults literally don't do that to each other#everyone in their mid 20s and beyond have learned to stop caring about what other people do for their own enjoyment#because like... lets be real... seeing and learning about what makes people happy... is super cool. the world needs more happiness#this is also a call out: if your friends or online spaces make you feel bad about your interests... gtfo of there#thats not the norm. curate your spaces for what makes you feel good!!!#your 20s are shit enough without so much negativity during the times you are supposed to be relaxed and surrounded by loved ones#this post was made by ugg boot gang#‧͙+ ̊*・༓☾ Erica Answers ☽༓・* ̊+‧͙
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higherhell · 1 year ago
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happy bitten by a brown recluse spider sunday to all who observe (me.) (unfortunately.) (presently observing.) (not very happy about it.)
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empatheticxangel · 1 year ago
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echokelly · 1 year ago
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I think the half poetry/half brain dump I wrote in my notes the morning after I took acid for the first time is one of my favourite poems I've ever written, and it was not intended to be that. I wrote it while I was walking home the next day, still tripping, and I just found it in my notes so here u go.
the night before the eve of moving out of my childhood home, I took a tiny piece of paper and ground it between my teeth, it was barely big enough to tear, the size of my bandmate's pupil, a speck in the floating sea of the summer night. later on that night, I'd say their pupils were massive, able to fit whole suns. or a tiny piece of paper.
two nights before I moved out of my childhood home, a tiny piece of my soul with ginger hair could not stop laughing at how my sandals squeaked when I walked and marveled at the colours in the water, and I wanted to touch the same stars and planets as they were.
I did. they tasted like ice-cold Pepsi from a bottle, chasing away the sweat that kept pooling in the crooks of my elbows.
two nights before I moved out of my childhood home, the world looked like someone reached a hand into my brain, and turned up the saturation levels. the lights of the hot tub had never been this dazzling. I can still picture it so clearly, teals and oranges. my friend smiled at me gently as the world lit up.
two nights before I moved out of my childhood home I was in a headrush, a kaleidoscope of muffled giggles and then my bandmate said "Look down".
"my feet don't look like feet anymore"
and two nights before I moved out of my childhood home I could not care less about what my feet were doing, they certainly weren't on earth anymore,
because the floor looked like it was breathing
and when I wiggled my toes, the carpet rippled out away from my feet like liquid sand, and the walls melted diagonally.
two nights before I moved out of my childhood home, I ignored all my better judgment and looked at myself in the mirror. they tell you not to, that it'll screw with you, send you into a bad trip. my friend led me in with them, and we stood in the bathroom together, holding hands, giggling uncontrollably. I think I looked beautiful. I also thought my eyes were way too big and my skin looked wrong, but none of that mattered.
they feel like a childhood friend though I've only known them a few years. I don't know how that happened. I'm glad it did.
two nights before I moved out of my childhood room, I had a private browser tab open on my phone to "What To Expect The First Time You Take LSD". I haven't needed to use a private browser in years, but a nagging voice in the back of my head tells me my mom will know if I don't.
I'm walking home now, from my friend's house. I chose to walk because I don't think my stomach can handle a car right now. the heat of the sun still doesn't feel quite right. neither does the fact that I'm moving out tomorrow. I think that's scarier than the trip I just went on. I think in still on it.
if you're ever in my shoes, don't overlook the insomnia part of that article.
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stil-lindigo · 1 year ago
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Comics Masterpost (organised by collection)
Please heed relevant content warnings on each post. Completed collections have physical and digital copies available for purchase on my store.
Soliloquy Down to Three [COMPLETED]
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Soliloquy down to Three is an anthology of dark sapphic comics, all of which are a mix of both old and new inspiration. Its title is a line from 'craters', indicating that the phrase "I love you" manages to fit a whole monologue worth of feeling into three words.
The compiled version contains exclusive illustrations for each couple, as well as a secret ending to 'craters'.
1. fishing twine 2. hook, line and sinker (sequel to 'fishing twine) cw: suggestive imagery 3. RED cw: suggestive imagery, blood, murder with an axe 4. RED - epilogue cw: blood 5. patchwork canary cw: mouth + neck mutilation, blood 6. craters cw: implications of suicide
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10PM [COMPLETED]
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10pm is a collection of introspective comics that covers feelings of aimlessness, alienation and finding joy in creativity again. Its full title is "It's 10pm. Do you know who you are?" which is a twist on the old PSAs that used to play on American TVs reminding parents to check up on their children.
1. the parade
2. the elevator
3. the machine
4. the candle
5. the stone
6. the dredger
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Hearteaters [COMPLETED]
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Heart-eaters is an anthology about the ugliest, gory-est, most heartfelt and most brutal parts of love. Sitting at a whopping 180 pages, Heart-eaters is the longest anthology I've made yet, and took over a year to finish in full.
The compiled books available for purchase on my store contain an exclusive joint-comic to "Shallow Grave" and poem named "Laozi's bowl", as well as 9 original full-page art splashes unique to their assigned stories.
1. the sunset cw: gun violence, death, blood 2. the calamity cw: eye scarring, blood, eye mutilation, gore (minimal) 3. seeing clearer (epilogue to 'the calamity') cw: biblical references 4. shallow grave cw: gravestone imagery 5. bite of winter (joint comic to 'scorched earth') cw: gore, blood, death, cannibalism, dismemberment 6. scorched earth (joint comic to 'bite of winter') cw: blood, death, burning alive, beheading 7. ashes to ashes (prequel comic to 'scorched earth') 8. little dove (prequel comic to 'scorched earth') 9. warmth 10. the fox god cw: emotional manipulation, animal abuse 11. the fields cw: blood, animal death, mild gore and blood
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sam-is-my-safe-word · 10 months ago
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(K)not for Sale
Dean Winchester (Supernatural) x Soldier Boy (The Boys) Rating: Explicit Tags: Alternate Universe, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Omega Verse,  Rape/Non-con Elements, Dubious Consent, Mating Cycles/In Heat, Smut, Shameless Smut, Alpha Dean Winchester, Omega Soldier Boy (The Boys), Top Dean Winchester, Bottom Soldier Boy (The Boys), Canon-Typical Violence, Blood and Injury, Anal Sex, Knotting, Orgasm, Multiple Orgasm, Aftercare
Word Count: 4,245
Summary: Every six months, Soldier Boy goes into heat. Vought can't afford to let him go without a knot and end up sick - again - so they bring in a compatible alpha to see him through. Whether Soldier Boy or the alpha want it or not.
Notes: PSA time - heed the tags. Non-con/dub-con for a/b/o dynamics. Y'all know the score I'm participating in @jacklesversebingo and this part will fill my "bend over, I'm not kidding" square.
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Every six months, Dean gets the call. He can pin-point the exact day it will come, even though most omega’s cycles aren’t that accurate. After a decade of calls, his own body starts to respond in the days before it arrives. 
He hates it. 
But you don’t argue with Vought, and when they’d tracked him down, a newly matured alpha at just twenty-two, offers to see Sammy through Stanford and into an excellent law firm had been enough to convince him to sell his knot twice a year. 
And when Sam had graduated and was safely in employment with said excellent law firm, Vought's assurances that Sam could disappear with just a word had kept him compliant. 
Sam knew. He figured it out when the college offers came in with no mentions of scholarships. He’d been furious, but turning down the place wouldn’t have got Dean out of the contract he’d signed. 
And now, ten years down the line, it’s just another fact of life. Death, taxes, and calls from Vought. 
He hates that his body is tied to someone else's like this, a sick parody of a mated couple going into heat and rut together. Hates the exhausting drive, hates NYC, hates Vought Tower and everything that goes on in there. 
But the time spent in a secured room with Soldier Boy… he loves that. 
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The same Vought lackey walks him down the same corridor every time. The jumpsuit they gave him itches, some kind of fancy-pants body armour that looks and feels like normal clothes but will protect him from Soldier Boy ripping his limbs off or something. He didn’t really pay attention when they first brought out the duds. 
The lackey pauses outside the usual door. The way Dean’s body is responding, you’d think the corridor is drenched in the scent of omega-in-heat. But it smells of nothing. This is pure pavlovian. 
The guy is reading from a clipboard. He was just a kid when he started leading Dean down this corridor. They’ve grown up together. Dean wonders if he hates this as much as Dean does. 
“Right, so remember to keep the suit on at all times. Don’t let him have access to any area you want to protect.” 
Dean clears his throat and when the man looks up, he gives his crotch a long, pointed look. 
“Any area I’d want to protect? Like my cock, you mean?” 
That gets him a half-smile. 
“Oh, no, he wants that part of you. Just anything else you want to keep. Arms, legs, guts on the inside, y’know.” 
Dean wills his stare to incinerate the other man, but he didn’t get the Supe gene and the man just shrugs, the ‘your choice’ as plain as day. 
“Okay, see you in twelve hours. Have fun.” 
Dean rolls his eyes. 
The door opens, not revealing the sparse room Dean knows is beyond, but an ante-chamber of sorts. It’s decorated in the same bland, beige colours as the corridor. Dean thinks it should be all white and medical sterile. It serves a similar purpose as a decontamination chamber, except it’s one way. Keep what’s on the inside, inside. 
No scent gets out, no sounds, certainly not a semi-feral Soldier Boy. 
The door behind him shuts and Dean feels the vibration as deadbolts the size of his forearm lock into place. The inner door won’t open until he presses the large green button on the wall. But once he does, it’s twelve hours with no escape.
He takes a deep breath. It’s not difficult after so long, but there is still a headspace he needs to get into before he enters the room. 
Dean needs his omegas willing as a bare minimum. If he has a choice past that, he likes them to be small, frisky blonde women that give as good as they get and leave him walking funny the next day. Or guys bigger than him that bend over beautifully and call him daddy. And he doesn’t treat his partners meanly. Doesn’t call them names and say cruel things. 
But this, here. This isn’t sex. He isn’t wanted here. He doesn’t want to be here. This is a battle. He has to be faster, smarter, and trickier than his opponent. Otherwise he’ll end up dead. And what happens to Sammy if Dean isn’t here to sell his soul knot? 
In the early days, Dean tried to be understanding. He tried to treat Soldier Boy with the same kindness he’d treat any other omega in his bed. It earned him two broken arms and a shattered orbital socket. 
He didn’t attempt kindness again. 
Feeling like an overgrown baby in a onesie, he pops open the split in the crotch of his jumpsuit. The panels of fabric that now hang loose get attached to the legs by more button popper things. 
He’s gone from overgrown baby to assless chaps - almost. But it gets the important bits accessible without compromising any of the squishy bits he wants to keep in his stomach, thanks. The fact that his cock is a sometimes squishy part that he really wants to keep seems to go over Vought’s head. 
He’s already hard, pre-cum running down the length to soak the skin and trimmed hair at the base. He jacks himself a few times then rubs his hands together to get the scent on them. Soldier Boy will respond a little better if Dean smells excessively alpha. 
Another deep breath. Just twelve hours and he can go back to his hotel, take a blisteringly hot shower and drive home. Go back to his life for five months and three-point-five weeks. 
He presses the button on the wall. 
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The room where Soldier Boy is waiting is a cold white colour. Dean has wondered more than once if Vought just repaints it instead of trying to clean the blood off the walls as needed. 
There’s no furniture, just a mattress against one wall. Dean knows that it gets tossed out after one use. 
It’s not a very large room. Probably for safety. If Soldier Boy got up some momentum, he could probably bust through a wall or something. Best to give him less space. 
The space is absolutely saturated with the scent of heat pheromones and slick. It overpowers the scent of Soldier Boy’s fury. Dean can’t even smell himself over it. He hopes Soldier Boy can, otherwise this is going to be a nasty fight before the omega submits. 
As always, Soldier Boy is facing away from the door, completely naked and staring at a blank wall. Dean can see the camera in the corner, knows Soldier Boy is completely in frame, but he’s never worked out if Soldier Boy is watching the lens or just staring at the wall. The muscles in his broad back twitch randomly, and every so often a shiver makes its way down his spine and the smell of slick gets even stronger for a few seconds. 
“You gonna play nice this time, Omega?” 
“Fuck you.” 
This call and response has been happening since Dean got a new metal bone in his face and hardened his heart to everything that goes on in this room. 
“We both know that isn’t how this is gonna go down.” 
Soldier Boy’s shoulders are shaking now, a sign of his anger. 
“Fuck. You.” 
Dean cracks his neck. He always hopes Soldier Boy will just submit and make it easier on both of them. But he always prepares for the fight. 
“C’mon, the quicker you show me that ass, the quicker this will all be over and you can get back to burning down orphanages or whatever the hell you Supes do.” 
That gets Soldier Boy to turn, to try and stare Dean down, even though they’re the same height. 
Dean takes the opportunity to look Soldier Boy over, starting at his feet and moving upwards. Tense legs, trembling thighs - slick coating the inner skin. The usual. Diamond-hard cock, flushed deep red, drooling pre-cum that Dean longs to lap up. Also usual. He’s flushed red from his chest to his temples, a mixture of the heat and his anger. His bangs are plastered to his forehead with sweat. Three for three, full steam ahead, captain. 
Dean has seen Soldier Boy in action on the TV, in the green suit and gold shield. In front of a camera, he always looks perfectly put together, hair shiny and styled into soft waves, bangs that hang artfully over his forehead. It’s a far cry from the panting, sweating omega that stands before him now. 
Soldier Boy takes a step forwards. Dean crouches just a little, gets ready. 
“Leave. You’re not fuckin’ needed here.” 
“Aww, c’mon, Omega. You'll hurt my feelings. We both know you’re desperate to bend over for an alpha.” 
Another step, but Soldier Boy doesn’t stop at one. He keeps walking until he’s nose to nose with Dean. 
“Never.” 
His lip curls in disgust, but Dean can smell the fresh wave of slick. 
“Always. Always, little Omega. You can shout all you want, but you always end up begging in the end.” 
Dean leans in, pressing their foreheads together. 
“Bend over, I’m not kidding.”
Soldier Boy crashes into him like a linebacker. It’s more luck than any kind of planning or judgement that they land on the mattress and not the floor. Even heat-weak and from a standing start, he still feels like a Mack truck smashing into Dean. 
Soldier Boy winds up straddling Dean, both trying to grip the other's wrists. The constant shifting rubs their cocks together perfectly and Dean stills with a hiss. Soldier Boy freezes, face screwed up to hold back his moan. 
He recovers a fraction quicker than Dean and manages to get Dean’s wrists in one hand. He raises his other arm, fist clenched. Dean might be about to get another metal bone in his face. For just a second, he wonders if Vought will pay to replace his whole skull or just leave him to die and find a new alpha. 
He thrusts his hips up sharply, causing Soldier Boy to freeze again. Pulling up his knees, he thrusts again, throwing Soldier Boy off balance, pitching him off Dean’s hips. 
Dean scrambles to get off his back, get his knees under him, get the higher ground. 
Soldier Boy tries to turn onto his back, get his legs up to kick Dean away. But Dean’s alpha pheromones are draining the fight from him now. His omega is taking over, making him pliant. 
Dean shoves him face down with both hands on a shoulder. Even completely flat on his stomach, Soldier Boy’s ass looks incredible. Dean can’t wait to see him present properly. 
For now, though, he lays himself over Soldier Boy, chest to back. His cock slots perfectly in between Soldier Boy’s ass cheeks and is coated in slick within seconds. He can’t help rocking his hips, just to feel the glide. The body under him shudders violently. 
“That’s it. You’ve had your little bitch fit, but this is where you want to be, isn’t it.” 
Soldier Boy tries to rise on his elbows, but with Dean skin to skin, he’s unable to fight his omega anymore. Dean’s own alpha is snarling to fuck and claim. Dean rubs his neck against the sweaty skin of Soldier Boy’s shoulder, smearing his pheromones as close to Soldier Boy’s nose as he can get them. Soldier Boy’s arms shake and he faceplants on the mattress again. Dean catches a whisper that could be ‘Alpha’. 
“Yeah, say my name.” 
Dean doesn’t think Soldier Boy even knows his first name, but Alpha is close enough. 
“I don’t know why you fight every time. You could just bend this ass over and we’d have a good time.” 
Dean drives his point home with another thrust, drawing a bitten-off moan from the Supe under him. 
“Fuck you.” 
It’s mumbled into the mattress, but Dean can still hear the lack of bite in the words. 
“You know you don’t really want that, Omega. This sweet ass is just begging for my cock, begging to be knotted.” 
The base of Dean’s cock is starting to ache in the best way. He’s past ready to fuck and knot the omega in front of him. 
“You gonna present for me like a good omega or are you gonna get fucked on your belly like a bitch?” 
Dean doesn’t even see Soldier Boy move, but the back of his skull smashes into Dean’s face, breaking his nose and spraying blood everywhere. 
“Not. A. Fucking. Bitch.”
The words are spat from behind gritted teeth, but they just don’t have the rage anymore. It’s a token effort, one last act of defiance. Dean is still going to need to see a doctor to get his nose reset… again. He’s still blinking away tears. He can still feel the bruising that’s going to come up around his eyes. He’s still dripping blood into his mouth and into Soldier Boy’s hair. He’s still furious. 
“Fuck! Fucking asshole.” 
It takes some effort and shuffling to get up on his knees, but he manages to pull both of Soldier Boy’s arms behind his back and cross his wrists so Dean can hold them in one hand. It helps that Soldier Boy has gone mostly limp and compliant now. 
“Get on your fucking knees.” 
He uses his free hand to push on Soldier Boy’s ass. 
“Up! On your knees. Fucking present, Omega.” 
Soldier Boy shifts, pulling his knees up under him. 
“Look at you, all bent over like a good bitch.” 
Dean hisses the last word, lets his fury colour it. Soldier Boy twists in the grip Dean has on his hands, but it’s weak. Dean can hold him.
“Ah ah ah, you’re gonna stay where I put you, Omega.” 
Dean reaches down to stroke his cock, getting ready to line himself up. He can’t smell himself over Soldier Boy’s pheromones and the scent of slick, but the omega must be able to smell him, or at least the scent of fresh pre-cum, and shivers, trying to suppress a whine. 
“You be as loud as you want, I wanna hear you beg for my knot.” 
Dean lines up and pushes in. It’s tight and wet and hot and perfect. He doesn’t stop until he’s as deep as he can go, thighs pressed tight to Soldier Boy’s ass. Soldier Boy who is now shaking from head to toe and still trying to hold back his moans. 
But Dean doesn’t have to hold back anything. He can groan and curse as much as he wants. 
“Fuck. So tight, Omega, so good.” 
He forces himself to hold still, to not pull out and slam back inside, to make Soldier Boy squirm and beg. And squirm Soldier Boy does, hips undulating back and forth in an effort to make Dean move. It’s tempting, so very tempting. But Dean’s pissed about his nose and he’s going to hear the omega beg. 
Soldier Boy holds out for more than a minute, a whine building in his throat. Dean wants to put his hands there, just to feel the vibration. But just like Dean knew he would, Soldier Boy breaks. 
“Please.” 
His jaw is clenched so tight, the word is almost garbled beyond recognition, but Dean knows what it means. 
“That’s it. Beg for it.” 
Dean rewards Soldier Boy by pulling out and thrusting deep again. 
“Alpha!”
“Yeah. This what you need? An alpha to put you in your place? Big powerful Supe, huh. Out there. This is what you need, though, isn’t it. Need to be bent over like a fucking bitch.” 
“Fuck you, you worthless kn- don’t stop.” 
“Not gonna stop. Not 'til you’re hanging off my knot. If they could see you now. So fucking full of yourself in public, begging on your knees in here.” 
“Alpha. Please. Gonna, gon-” 
Soldier Boy freezes and then goes lax, the scent of omega cum filling Dean’s nose, even over the blood.
“Fuck. Get so damn tight cumming on my cock. You like this, huh? All that strength, those special Supe powers. But you’re on your knees for me, a random alpha you don’t even know. Better hope there isn’t some new intern manning the camera room today, recording the feed so he can jerk off to it every night.” 
Soldier Boy goes tense. 
“Ohhh, that scares you, doesn't it? I bet whoever's watching is tugging themselves raw at the sight of you. Face down, ass up. Begging for my knot while you cum all over yourself again and again.” 
“You wish- Oh, god. Bet I’m the only one that’ll - fuck - have your knot and that’s by force, motherfu-uck-” 
Another orgasm grips the omega and by extension Dean. 
“You keep cumming on it, though, can’t hate it that much. You better hope this doesn’t get out, don’t want the world to see you begging to be bred.” 
The mention of breeding makes Dean’s knot start to swell and makes Soldier Boy groan. 
“Please. Alpha… please.” 
Dean’s an inch from cumming, so close he can taste it. 
“Can you even breed? Ten years I’ve been filling up your cunt, I’ve never got a ‘congratulations, daddy’ call.”
The omega whimpers. 
“Do they keep you dosed? Or did they have you spayed?” 
A twitch tells him it’s the latter. Something about the knowledge that one of the most powerful men in the world can be rendered societally worthless while Dean is whole sends fire up his spine.
“Makes sense. Can’t have you ruining the Supe genes any further, can they.” 
Right there, right fucking there. His lip curls with malice. 
“But damn, a disgrace to Supes by being an omega and a disgrace to omegas by being barren. Wouldn’t want your life. But hey, at least you get my knot to look forward to.” 
Soldier Boy tenses up on another orgasm, a sob breaking out at the same time, and Dean follows him over the edge. His knot swells fully and ties them, cock pumping gush after gush of cum deep inside the omega. 
As the initial high of his orgasm wears off, Dean guides them down to the mattress - away from the wet patches of slick and cum - and arranges the limp omega on his side, with Dean pressed against his back. 
They’ll be tied for a little while yet, so Dean closes his eyes, tries to fight off the nausea welling up at what he just said. Soldier Boy brings out cruelty he didn’t know he had. 
Deep, even breaths from the man almost - but not quite - in his arms. Soldier Boy will sleep until his heat flares again. At least Dean doesn’t have to look him in the eye. 
He busies himself running his hand over as much bare skin as he can. From the way Soldier Boy melts at Dean’s touch, Dean doesn’t have to be a genius to work out that he’s touch-starved beyond belief. It's part of why Vought brings him in at all. Dean can’t imagine anyone but him getting close enough to touch Soldier Boy, much less try to comfort him. So he tries to give everything he can in these quiet times between knottings and then leaving. Hopefully his touch lingers for a little while and brings some peace to the man. 
Dean wasn't joking when he said he hates everything about this place and everything that goes on in here, but he doesn’t hate the time locked in this room. Not just for the sex, but so he can have these quiet moments and delude himself that he makes a difference in Soldier Boy’s life, a tiny little difference. That he does some good instead of just bringing the man low with cruel words and a knot he never asked for. 
He knots Soldier Boy a few more times, but it’s little more than fucking a fleshlight. The first time is explosive and violent. After that, omegas just need the sensation of a knot and fresh alpha cum to soothe the heat. 
Or so Dean assumes. Soldier Boy is the only omega he’s ever seen through a heat and it’s been this way from the start. The only thing he knows for sure about omega heats is that without an alpha to knot them, they get sick. If they go long enough, they get really sick. The first time Dean was brought to Soldier Boy was proof of that; already unconscious when Dean was shoved into the room, it was the closest this thing had ever felt to true rape. But Dean had no choice, the scent of the half-dead omega had made his alpha feral. He was as much in control of his body as Soldier Boy at that point.
Past that, he’s flying blind. 
He knows Sam is working with some research group to get funding and approval to try and formulate synthetic alpha cum so omegas won’t need to rely on alphas anymore. Maybe one day, the calls will stop and Dean and his cruel words will be forgotten entirely. 
Eventually Soldier Boy cools to a normal temperature and his breathing shifts to real sleep instead of semi-consciousness. Dean’s knot shrinks for the last time and he can pull out. He could leave now, pace around like a caged animal until the door unlocks. 
But he doesn’t. He stays pressed to Soldier Boy’s back, running his hand along now-clammy skin, trying to leave a memory of his touch there. He tries to ignore that he’s smearing the drops of his own blood along the way.  
As much as this whole situation - Soldier Boy himself, even - brings out the worst in Dean, when it’s over, it brings out the protective side of him. Maybe it's part of being an alpha seeing an omega through heat, or maybe it’s just a part of Dean himself. The man never asked to be born an omega, never asked to be born a Supe, and never had a choice about his life. Dean can relate. 
The hiss of the ante-chamber door makes Dean startle. Time to go. 
He pulls away from Soldier Boy, who curls into himself a little as the air replaces Dean’s body heat. Keeping his hand on the man’s arms as long as possible, Dean gets to his knees. 
“Stay safe out there, Ben. See you next time.” 
He doesn’t look back, just lets the ante-chamber door close behind him while he redoes the poppers on the stupid crotch flap of the jump suit. Whoever watches the cameras has seen enough of his dick and he’s not going to walk back to the ‘dressing room’ where his clothes are with everything hanging out. 
Being suddenly cut off from Soldier Boy’s scent leaves him reeling. He can still smell the slick on the fabric over his thighs, but mostly he can just smell his cum, his sweat, and the blood now dried on his face. He wrinkles his nose at the way he stinks and his whole face throbs with pain. Vought better get him a doctor before he leaves. They owe him. 
The same lackey is waiting in the corridor. They don’t speak on the way back. 
~~~ 
“-even breed? Ten years I’ve been filling up your cunt-” 
Ben is still locked in the fuck-room, as he’s nicknamed it. 
Vought won’t let him out until he’s been out of heat for a full one hundred and twenty hours. The fact that his heat breaks and finishes before they even let the alpha leave never seems to get through to them. Idiots. 
They give him food, water, and access to the camera feed. That��s it. Like he’s a fucking prisoner. 
So he watches the camera feed, again and again. 
It disgusts him. 
Seeing himself on the screen, bent over and begging, makes him want to hurl. He fights so hard - against his biology, his desires, his own omega. And this fucking nobody alpha gets picked off the street by Vought and cuts through it all. Strips him of everything that’s Soldier Boy, even everything that’s Ben, and leaves him a panting, needy mess, nothing but instinct and omega. 
The alpha meets Ben’s fury with his own cruelty, though, and it’s exactly what Ben needs. He fights and he’s overpowered. He can just about accept that; he can give in to his omega knowing the alpha earned him. 
He stops the tape as the alpha moves to lay him down after the first knotting. He can’t watch this part. He’d have to hunt the alpha down and murder him, and then Vought would have to find a new alpha and they wouldn’t be anywhere near as good. 
He pulls up his email. The message won’t be sent until his laptop is allowed back online but that’s okay. It’ll get there. 
‘Winchester, 
Regarding your attendance at our bi-annual meeting. Your performance was somewhat lacking, as always. I expect to see improvement by our next meeting. 
Much obliged for your continued collaboration.’ 
~~~
A few days later, when Dean is back on his side of the country and elbow deep in Baby’s engine, getting her spic and span after two cross country treks, his phone beeps. 
He wipes his hands on a rag and pulls out his phone. A smirk lifts the corner of his mouth. 
A thank you from Soldier Boy is almost double-speak, but Dean can decode. 
It’s nice to be appreciated.
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Luke 21:7-38 KJV
7 And they asked him, saying, Master, but when shall these things be? and what sign will there be when these things shall come to pass?
8 And he said, Take heed that ye be not deceived: for many shall come in my name, saying, I am Christ; and the time draweth near: go ye not therefore after them.
9 But when ye shall hear of wars and commotions, be not terrified: for these things must first come to pass; but the end is not by and by. (Rev 1:3)
10 Then said he unto them, Nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: (Rev 6:2-12)
11 And great earthquakes shall be in divers places, and famines, and pestilences; and fearful sights and great signs shall there be from heaven.
12 But before all these, they shall lay their hands on you, and persecute you, delivering you up to the synagogues, and into prisons, being brought before kings and rulers for my name's sake. (Rev 2:10)
13 And it shall turn to you for a testimony.
14 Settle it therefore in your hearts, not to meditate before what ye shall answer:
15 For I will give you a mouth and wisdom, which all your adversaries shall not be able to gainsay nor resist.
16 And ye shall be betrayed both by parents, and brethren, and kinsfolks, and friends; and some of you shall they cause to be put to death. (Rev 6:9; Rev 12:11)
17 And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake.
18 But there shall not an hair of your head perish.
19 In your patience possess ye your souls. (Rev 2:2-3; 3-10; 13:10; 14:12)
20 And when ye shall see Jerusalem compassed with armies, then know that the desolation thereof is nigh.
21 Then let them which are in Judaea flee to the mountains; and let them which are in the midst of it depart out; and let not them that are in the countries enter thereinto.
22 For these be the days of vengeance, that all things which are written may be fulfilled. (Deu 32:43; Psa 69:22-28; Psa 149:7-9; Isa 65:12-16; Zec 11:1-3; Zec 14:1-2; Mal 4:1)
23 But woe unto them that are with child, and to them that give suck, in those days! for there shall be great distress in the land, and wrath upon this people.
24 And they shall fall by the edge of the sword, and shall be led away captive into all nations: and Jerusalem shall be trodden down of the Gentiles, until the times of the Gentiles be fulfilled.
25 And there shall be signs in the sun, and in the moon, and in the stars; and upon the earth distress of nations, with perplexity; the sea and the waves roaring; (Isa 13:10; Isa 13:13-14; Isa 24:23; Eze 32:7-8; Joe 2:30-31; Amo 8:9-10; Rev 6:12-14)
26 Men's hearts failing them for fear, and for looking after those things which are coming on the earth: for the powers of heaven shall be shaken.
27 And then shall they see the Son of man coming in a cloud with power and great glory. (Dan 7:13; Rec 1:7; Rev 14:14)
28 And when these things begin to come to pass, then look up, and lift up your heads; for your redemption draweth nigh. (Psa 98:5-9; Isa 25:8-9)
29 And he spake to them a parable; Behold the fig tree, and all the trees;
30 When they now shoot forth, ye see and know of your own selves that summer is now nigh at hand.
31 So likewise ye, when ye see these things come to pass, know ye that the kingdom of God is nigh at hand.
32 Verily I say unto you, This generation shall not pass away, till all be fulfilled.
33 Heaven and earth shall pass away: but my words shall not pass away. (Isa 40:8)
34 And take heed to yourselves, lest at any time your hearts be overcharged with surfeiting, and drunkenness, and cares of this life, and so that day come upon you unawares.
35 For as a snare shall it come on all them that dwell on the face of the whole earth.
36 Watch ye therefore, and pray always, that ye may be accounted worthy to escape all these things that shall come to pass, and to stand before the Son of man.
37 And in the day time he was teaching in the temple; and at night he went out, and abode in the mount that is called the mount of Olives.
38 And all the people came early in the morning to him in the temple, for to hear him.
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mjilightworker · 1 month ago
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Dreams, Visions, Prophesy, Trance, Meditation, Revelations
(292 verses in the Bible relate to the above)
Acts 2:17-19  And it shall come to pass in the last days, saith God, I will pour out of my Spirit upon all flesh: and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream dreams: And on my servants and on my handmaidens I will pour out in those days of my Spirit; and they shall prophesy: And I will shew wonders in heaven above, and signs in the earth beneath; blood, and fire, and vapour of smoke: 
All scripture is God spoken. All scriptures are God, which is the Word, which is alive. Therefore, humankind is always in the end days. All scriptures are in the NOW. Is it YOUR now, maybe, maybe not.
Meditation;
1Ti 4:15-16  Meditate upon these things; give thyself wholly to them; that thy profiting may appear to all. Take heed unto thyself, and unto the doctrine; continue in them: for in doing this thou shalt both save thyself, and them that hear thee. 
(See Also; Jos 1:8, Isa 33:18, Luke 21:14, Psalms 1:2, 5:1, 19:14, 49:3, 63:6, 77:12, 104:34, 105:5, 119:15, 119:23, 119:48, 119:97, 119:99, 119:48, 143:5)
Psa 119:97  MEM. O how love I thy law! it is my meditation all the day. 
The definition of meditation in the Hebrew;
H7881 שִׂיחָה Feminine of H7879; reflection; by extension devotion: - meditation, prayer. H7879 שִׂיחַ From H7878; a contemplation; by implication an utterance: - babbling, communication, complaint, meditation, prayer, talk.
Scriptures were penned by the souls that lived and spoke in their own way-language-understanding. Visions and prophesies are expressed through that soul but the Word that comes from the spirit world, by way of God, Jesus, spirit guides, the Holy Spirit, angels, your “higher” true perfect spiritual self.
Act 10:19  While Peter thought on the vision, the Spirit said unto him, Behold, three men seek thee. 
We see in this vision of Peter, the Spirit spoke to him.
Vision in the Greek;
G3705 ὅραμα From G3708; something gazed at, that is, a spectacle (especially supernatural): - sight, vision. G3708 ὁράω Properly to stare at (compare G3700), that is, (by implication) to discern clearly (physically or mentally); by extension to attend to; by Hebraism to experience; passively to appear: - behold, perceive, see, take heed.
2Co 12:1-4  It is not expedient for me doubtless to glory. I will come to visions and revelations of the Lord. I knew a man in Christ above fourteen years ago, (whether in the body, I cannot tell; or whether out of the body, I cannot tell: God knoweth;) such an one caught up to the third heaven. And I knew such a man, (whether in the body, or out of the body, I cannot tell: God knoweth;) How that he was caught up into paradise, and heard unspeakable words, which it is not lawful for a man to utter. 
See also; (2Co 12:7, Num 12:6, Eze 1:1-28, Eze 11:24, Dan 10:5-10, Joel 2:28-29, Acts 9:10-17, Acts 18:9, Acts 22:17-21, Acts 26:13-19, Gal 1:12, Gal 2:2)
Num 24:4  He hath said, which heard the words of God, which saw the vision of the Almighty, falling into a trance, but having his eyes open: 
Acts 10:10  And he became very hungry, and would have eaten: but while they made ready, he fell into a trance, 
(See Also; Num 24:16, Acts 11:5, Acts 22:17)
Trance in the Greek Concordance;
G1611 ἔ��στασις From G1839; a displacement of the mind, that is, bewilderment, “ecstasy”: - + be amazed, amazement, astonishment, trance. G1839 ἐξίστημι From G1537 and G2476; to put (stand) out of wits, that is, astound, or (reflexively) become astounded, insane: - amaze, be (make) astonished, be beside self (selves), bewitch, wonder.
In today's world, “trance” is the same as channeling. Channeling is an established connection and communication with the spiritual world in through a focused state of consciousness. A meditation, or displacement of the mind.
MJI (LightWorker)
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allsoulspriory · 1 year ago
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In my heart, I store up your words so I might not sin against you. — Ps 119:11
The Prayer: “Teach me Thy statutes” occurs eight times in this wonderful Psalm. It may be said to be its keynote. God’s statutes are the path of purity. If a young man will take heed to them, his way will be cleansed. The passage of the Word of God through the heart, like the running of clean water through a pipe, will purify it. Constant study of the Bible is the condition of soul health.
Consecration is closely associated with Bible study (Psa 119:10). Holiness is wholeness—that is, the whole-hearted devotion of a whole nature to God, the consecration of every power to His service. This leads us to lean hard on God and to seek His companionship and fellowship. Psalm 119:11 tells us of a good thing laid up in a good place and the result. Amid a London season and the stir and turmoil of a political crisis, William Wilberforce wrote in his diary: “Walked from Hyde Park Comer, repeating the 119th Psalm in great comfort”; John Ruskin said: “It is strange that of all the pieces of the Bible which my mother taught me, that which cost me most to learn, and which to my child’s mind was most repulsive the 119th Psalm, has now become, of all, the most precious to me in-its glorious passion for the law of God.”
The study of the Bible enables us to bear witness to God (Psa 119:13). An inspector on one of our railways once told me that he had a vision of God while studying his Bible and kneeling in prayer. From this, he went to his duties on the station platform. At one end of the train, a man offered him some whisky, but he was able to answer, “I have had a better drink than that,” and pointed him to the Water of Life (Jn 4:14; Rev 22:17). At the other end of the train, another man asked him for a Testament, the slang phrase for a pack of cards, and my friend was able to pass on to him a Pocket Testament! It is when the Word of God fills the heart that it overflows through the lips and actions, and it is what flows over from us that helps and blesses our fellow men and women. “‘Out of him shall flow rivers of living water.” Let us live in fellowship with God through His Word. This will light up our lives with gladness amid many sorrows. Wait not for Heaven, but here and now, daily, be joyful in heart and life (Psa 119:14-16).
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Open Thou mine eyes, that I may behold wondrous things out of Thy law. Amen.
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god-whispers · 2 years ago
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apr 19
don't believe your lying eyes
"those also who seek my life lay snares for me; those who seek my hurt speak of destruction, and plan deception all the day long." psa 38:12
i feel the Lord wants me to issue a warning to everyone out there.  there is coming a great deception.  it is already here.  i don't know how many of you have heard or read about the false abduction scheme the other day.  i'll briefly relate it here.
"then a man gets on the line and claims he's kidnapped her 15-year-old daughter, brie.  he says: 'listen here, i have your daughter.  you're not going to call anyone, you are not going to call the cops' - 'and i just, i put the phone on mute and started screaming for help,'" she tells inside edition.  the kidnappers demand $1 million before reducing it to $50,000.
but here's the thing — her daughter had not been kidnapped and it was not her begging her mom for help.  her voice had been duplicated by a scammer using artificial intelligence.  even her own mother could not tell the difference.  "'i did not for a second doubt her voice,' brie's mom tells inside edition."
i don't know how many of you have been watching tucker carlson's interview with elon musk recently, but elon is worried about artificial intelligence.  he says it has the potential of civilizational destruction.  i, for one, don't doubt it in the least.
in like manner, on america's got talent last year, a contestant on the show actually managed to reproduce actual video showing the four hosts singing and performing - doing something they had not actually done.  but there it was for all to see - them actually appearing to sing and dance.  then they even managed to resurrect elvis presley for a "live" performance.
i know this daily might not appear on the surface to be spiritual and enlightening, but i feel the Lord wants me to bring it forth as a warning to all who would heed it.  the deception is growing so strong in these times, one cannot believe what they are actually hearing with their ears or even seeing with their own eyes.  Jesus warned us of these times.  "then if anyone says to you, ‘look, here is the christ!’ or, ‘look, he is there!’ do not believe it." mark 13:21
"for false christs and false prophets will rise and show great signs and wonders to deceive, if possible, even the elect." matt 24:24  we cannot depend on our fleshly senses alone.  the Holy Spirit and the written word must be our only guide in these terrible times.  it is only those who are rooted and grounded in truth that can escape the deception coming - and believe me, it is coming in greater ways than we can even imagine.
one must be able to say - i know, that i know, that i know.  my Lord would not do that.  my Lord would not say that.  "I am the good shepherd; and I know My sheep, and am known by My own." john 10:14
i can still hear the voice of my friend and mentor, who started this ministry and just kind of drug me along with her.  those of you who have listened to me for awhile know that i never considered myself as anyone of significance; like i was just a passenger on the bus - not the driver or even a tour guide.  boy, did i decide to hitch a ride with the wrong person - or as God would say, "the right person."  all i can say is we all grow into whatever God has purposed for us.  the only options are to quit, to remain stagnate, or to go with the flow; the latter being the only fruitful response.  we must all get in agreement with God.
anyway, she used to say, "i know my Father's voice and anothers' i will not follow."  we too must now know our Father's voice just like she did.  know it and follow it.  it is obedience and not sacrifice our Lord requires.  it is obedience and strict adherence to the truth we know that will deliver us to a safe harbor and a full deliverance.
"that which was from the beginning, which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which we have looked upon, and our hands have handled, concerning the Word of life." 1 john 1:1  have you heard?  have you seen?  have you yet handled the Word of life for yourself?  i would entice you to taste and see for yourself that the Lord is good.
don't believe your lying eyes.  don't allow yourself to be deceived by our fleshly senses and comely desires which are subject to deception.  know your God and where you stand.  "for satan himself transforms himself into an angel of light." 2 cor 11:14  to be forewarned is to be forearmed.  evil exists and it's desire is to rule over us.  stay tuned tomorrow for "the armor of God;"  what it is, it's use, and how to apply it.  He has not left us defenseless.
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taxes-and-laundry · 2 years ago
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Hold up I will not tolerate this printer slander. Just because yall keep buying the "cool" new HP printers with all the bells ans whistles doesn't mean all printers suck. I have a cheap printer that does exactly two things: print & scan with no internet connectivity at all. It has never done me wrong. For the love of god, just buy cheaper printers. This is an intervention and PSA. The less bells & whistles it has, the less points of failure it has. You might think you need internet connectivity but that's actually the devil talking. Just use a nice reliable USB cable to connect. Heed my words, before it's too late. You will not be warned again.
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pistol247 · 2 years ago
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Give ear to my words, O Lord, Consider my meditation. Give heed to the voice of my cry, My King and my God, For to You I will pray. My voice You shall hear in the morning, O Lord; In the morning I will direct it to You, And I will look up. Psalms 5:1‭-‬3 NKJV https://bible.com/bible/114/psa.5.1-3.NKJV https://www.instagram.com/p/CnExerluzVM/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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ophidae-a · 4 years ago
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empatheticxangel · 1 year ago
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Undetermined Verse - { v: a feeling unknown }
Main Verse - { v: refined sentiment }
Past Verse - { v: unvarnished feelings }
Child Verse - { v: innocent minority }
Teen Verse - { v: pubescent heart }
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Please Heed My Words || PSA
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vjesticka · 5 years ago
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OUTOFCHARA . people who constantly remake their blogs for whatever reason makes me uncomfy btw .
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hakamorraf · 6 years ago
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{+}// Hey everyone, since a ton of us use Gmail, I wanted to let out a HUGE PSA notice.
My email address has been emailing other people, in this case my MOM of all people! With repulsive words, insults, and links to God knows where.
I do not see any signs of a hack (I’ll be changing my password nonetheless) but I think since Google has been yet another thing furkin with people, they’re using your name and email address for themselves just because they can.
Whether that is the case, I do not know.
I advise everyone with a gmail, heck, any email address, to message/talk to someone you email you personally know and ask if they have received anything along the lines of random links with no context, and/or with something completely out of character for you.
Change your passwords anyways. It’s annoyingly, I know, but I’d make it a priority to do at this point. And make every password you have and use on other things not the same. Another super annoying thing but it needs to be done.
Write your passwords down in a journal or notes in your phone. Do NOT use google Docs! For me, I’m using the Notepad in my iPhone and a journal for notes and reminders I have and know no one messes with.
I ask that you please share this with others. Reblog this and let other people know on other sites as well. People you know irl, family members/friends, let them know too.
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