#{/and murder and stuff. he may or may not share it with caim in his certainty or what his theory could possibly even be in WHAT tho lmao}

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Leonard thinks Caim is...

| Admirable | Attractive | Absentminded | Amusing(?) | Abrasive | Aloof | Arrogant | Brilliant | Bizarre | Bland | Caring | Charming | Clever | Confident | Courageous | Creative | Cute | Careless | Childish | Clumsy | Cowardly | Cruel | Dignified | Dramatic | Desperate | Devious | Disrespectful | Elegant | Energetic | Emotional | Excitable | Faithful | Forgiving | Friendly | Flamboyant | Foolish | Frightening | Generous | Gloomy | Greedy | Gullible | Helpful | Honest(? Very blunt, at least) | Hateful | Intelligent(? When he wanslts to be) | Ignorant | Impulsive | Insensitive | Irresponsible | Lovable | Lazy | Mature | Malicious | Misguided | Monstrous | Narrow-minded | Optimistic | Obnoxious | Peaceful | Persuasive | Protective | Power-hungry | Quirky | Reliable | Romantic | Ridiculous | Sexy | Sophisticated(? He can see his upbringing when he wants to show it) | Selfish | Trusting | Treacherous | Understanding | Unpredictable | Unstable | Vulnerable | Witty | Weak | 

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What is an aspect of your muse’s canon material or canon existence that you never had the opportunity to explore but really want to?

//Ooooh I think about this a lot,,, SO IM GONNA GO OFF OKAY

//, so if we go based off of ONLY what's seen in the game/novels/etc. It sounds a bit generic but I'd most DEFINITELY wanna explore the whole Ending D thing from when Manah was killed to his ending. Since Leonard can't really see the grotesqueries that'd also be REALLY interesting to write about,,, like he knows they make baby noises, are insanely powerful and feel humanish? and just,,, the team dynamics till his parting. No doubt he'd be keeping an eye on Seere, but like Caim and Arioch???? Would they really even be able to come up with words to say to each other or would it be like a loose every man for himself situation where they're just focused on staying alive and MAYBE sticking together????

//I think ALSO I may have done this???? I don't know, I don't think so but among him meeting Caim/Seere (Since there's not a scene where he specifically meets Arioch, bummer. I'd love to write that too though lmao), I'd also like to write a bit more on how badly he got fucked up post-Leonard's Regret chapter, like,,,, though it's canon status is LOOSELY loosely debatable from a timeline standpoint rewatching it I just get bummed it wasn't touched on more. Because like and I only RECENTLY thought about this, not only is seeing and having to kill children shortly after your brothers were killed fucked up, but also???? LET'S NOT FORGET HOW LEONARD HAD TO HEAR A DYING CHILD THAT SOUNDED JUST LIKE HIS BROTHER GET MURDERED AGAIN. like especially if he doesn't even have his sight to keep him from seeing his brother there like,,, like after hearing the absolutely RAW Japanese reaction where it sounded like he was about to start throwing up and crying? mmmmmmmm so like writing the whole cool down after that where Leonard's reasonably traumatized and probably needs a moment before he can even start thinking about functioning would be good. maybe some stuff gets spilled/confirmed (I don't like how the game did it in either version lmao). maybe he ends up getting ill for a time idfk

//Another thing I'd like to do that's in canon material is write his meeting with caim. I SWEAR they're deadass having another conversation via pact the player can't see because the way his spoken lines skip around is as if they wrote Caim's parts in the conversation and then just cut it out lmao. what were they saying??????

//This is a good fade-in point to go to canon existence which is just,,, yeah general Lenny stuff that happened. I'll just list it off since it's a lot more straightforward

1. Like Caim, his initial meeting with Arioch/Seere. seriously I think there's ONE scene where all the allies are on screen together and they ALL clearly share some kind of dynamic and the fact we never see that again makes me :( I get the player might not have all the characters but uuuuugh

2. I want to write more about him being a normal man and then like,,, his whole process finding out about his paedophilia and his initial denial of it, until it just,,, becomes too apparent and he turns from a relatively chill guy with a nice life ahead of him to like the depressed hermit we all know and love(?) I don't know if I have the guts to go as deep into the whole ordeal as I want, but by god am I willing to try XD I wrote something like this once before I believe but not exactly. It was more the snapping point where he decided he was that much of a threat if he didn't get out

3. I don't know how I'd do this really well outside of drabbles/hdcs, but I'd like to write of his life in the forest before his brother's came along and he was just,,, kinda living day to day. How he got around, the kinds of thoughts he had, did he make lots of animal friends and become a depressed Disney princess? I like to think so lmao

4. I'm still in the process of sorting it out but OFC I'd love to write about his whole DOD2 going's on, like...... my guy we had so much going for us. why are you a dialogue cameo girl come back-