#{ she's hell in a basket just causing a racket || musing. }

[kieralopez]

𝙼𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚒𝚏 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚎𝚛…

𝙊𝙧 𝙢𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙚 𝙞𝙛 𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙝𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙞𝙛𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜, 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮

the crunching of leaves under worn-in dr. martens. aimlessly walking around a seemingly empty art museum. thrifted clothing loitering every corner of your bedroom floor. chipped black nail polish. using your headphones as a way to avoid speaking to people. substituting honest with sarcastic and then hating how mean you were once you walk away. sorrow is like a black cat that purrs as it rubs up against your legs. to you, a friend is always with you; counting the books at the bottom of your tote and the ghosts that plague your head. you're looking for something, but you just can't reach it. i thought when tragedy struck, you weren't supposed to let it change you?

𝙉𝙤𝙩𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙚 𝙏𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙠𝙨

Honey by Halsey || " She stings like she means it, she's mean / ... She's hell in a basket, just making a racket "

Final Girl by Chvrches || " Keeping secrets until everything became a bit too loud / I can wash it down / I could drown it out / ... By writing sentences I used to think were quite profound "

Panic Room by Au/Ra || " The lights spark and flicker / With monsters much bigger / Than what I can control now "

1980's Horror Film by Wallows || " She walked me back / Intro her room / But just to see / A 1980's Horror film / ... She said she's not really into guys "

Seashore by The Regrettes || " You're talking to me like a child / Hey, I've got news, I'm not a little girl / And no I won't give you a little twirl "

Nightmare by Halsey || " C'mon little lady, give us a smile / No, I ain't got nothing to smile about / I got no one to smile for, I waited a while for / A moment to say I don't owe you a goddamn thing "

Witches Burn by The Pretty Reckless || " Down on my knees when you call me a dog / 'I go cold like the change in seasons / 'Til I get close enough for a blade / To stick it in, then I'll spit on your grave "

𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝘽 𝙎𝙞𝙙𝙚 ( 𝘢 𝘷𝘶𝘭𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 )

original me by Yungblud feat. Dan Reynolds || " I'm self-critical, tryhard original / Oh, I pride myself on that, such a loser, I'll admit it / And I ask myself / When my time will come / Will I run away? "

Sincerity is Scary by The1975 || " You try and mask your pain in the most postmodern way / You lack substance when you say, something like, "Oh, what a shame" / It's just a self-referential way that stops you having to be human "

Baby, You're a Haunted House by Gerard Way || " And the nights, they last forever / And the days are always making you blue / In the dark we laugh together / Cause the misery's funny to you "

stfu by phem || " shut the fuck up with your self help shit / Roll me a blunt and let me handle it / Sittin' in the dark, in the silence / I cried all night and I feel sick "

madhouse by Nessa Barrett || " Go ahead, take a peek / Maybe let you under the hood / I'll scare the shit out of you more than anything else ever could / I scare myself sometimes "

Icarus by With Confidence || " And I heard / With every emphasis you put, on every word / With every lesson you taught but never learned / ... You think you really tried, did your best "

Numb by Linkin Park || " Can't you see that you're smothering me? / Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control / Cause everything that you thought I would be / Has fallen apart right in front of you "

[lokadottr]

LIST 5 SONGS THAT INSPIRE YOU TO WRITE YOUR MUSE.

bells in santa fe  - halsey //    But, Jesus, you've got better lips than Judas I could keep your bed warm, otherwise I'm useless. I don't really mean it, 'cause who the fuck would choose this? Well, maybe I could hold you in the dark. You won't even notice me depart. Secondhand thread in a second hand bed With a second man's head. Leaving through the door without a word You won't even notice little bird. Better off dead so I reckon I'm headed to hell instead...So don't wait for me Don't wait for me Wait, ah It's not a happy ending

929 - halsey //  That I wasn't in love then and I'm still not now And I'm so happy I figured that out. I've got a long way to go until self-preservation Think my moral compass is on a vacation And I can't believe I still feed my fucking temptation And I'm still looking for my salvation...i’m a liar, i’m a fucking liar

honey -  halsey  // She was sweet like honey But all I can taste is the blood in my mouth And the bitterness in goodbye Dripping like honey Down the back of my throat and out the front of my mind And now she's impatient and I'm complacent With just a little taste of wasting time looking for honey But she stings like she means it She's mean and she's mine Out and about Without a reason or rhyme And now she's dancing on a table And she spins on a dime She's hell in a basket, just making a racket I love every second, it's fucking fantastic Good things aren't easy to get I know that I won't regret

the tradition  -  halsey //    Oh, the loneliest girl in town is bought for pennies of prize We dress her up in lovely gowns, she's easy on the eyes Her soul is black and it's a fact that a sneer will eat you alive And the buyer always brings her back because all she does is cry So take what you want, take what you can Take what you please, don't give a damn Ask for forgiveness, never permission Take what you want, take what you can Take what you please, don't give a damn It's in the blood and this is tradition  

whispers  -  halsey  //  This is the voice in your head that says "You do not want this" This is the ache that says "You do not want him" This is the glimmer of light that you're keeping alive when you tell yourself "Bet I could fuck him"Why do you need love so badly? Bet it's because of her daddy Bet she was brutal and bratty Bet that she'll never be happy I bet that you're right And I'll show you in time But I Sabotage the things I love the most Camouflage so I can feed the lie that I'm composed  

& LIST 5 QUOTES THAT INSPIRE YOU TO WRITE YOUR MUSE.

“Now you are no longer a giggling child, smiling at whoever comes along. You are a woman with power. Learn to control your smile, and you can control what men will think about you.”     // michelle moran - the heretic queen  

“...she laughed and flirted, tossing her long neck back...I studied the way Nefertiti held men in her power. She spoke softly, so they had to bend closer to hear, and she gave her smiles sparingly, so that when she laughed a man felt like he had been bathed in her light. “ // michelle moran - nefertiti

“  Well. I'm not a poet, I'm just a woman. And as a woman I have no way to make money, not enough to earn a living and support my family. Even if I had my own money, which I don't, it would belong to my husband the minute we were married. If we had children they would belong to him, not me. They would be his property. So don't sit there and tell me that marriage isn't an economic proposition, because it is. It may not be for you but it most certainly is for me. ” // amy march - little women ( 2019 )

 “As my sister ascended the dais, my aunt’s eyes never moved from her face. Nefertiti was beautiful in a way that made even queens stare.”   //  michelle moran - nefertiti

 “Be careful here, my lady. Let history forget your name. For if your deeds are to live in eternity, you will have to become exactly what your family wants you to be.”  // michelle moran - nefertiti

tagged by: @twistedwit tagging: @viperbit, @stcrlght, @starsspin ( for any of the lockridges ), @vegvisr and anyone else who wants to do this meme!