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i-cecapades · 21 days ago

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❜ you are doing so well, my pet. ❜

darker vibes meme || still accepting.

⛸️ — ʰᵉ ʷᵃˢⁿ'ᵗ ˢᵘʳᵉ ʰᵒʷ ˡᵒⁿᵍ ⁱᵗ ʰᵃᵈ ᵇᵉᵉⁿ ˢⁱⁿᶜᵉ ʰᵉ'ᵈ ˡᵃˢᵗ ˢᵉᵉⁿ ᵃⁿʸ ᵒᶠ ʰⁱˢ ᶠᵃᵐⁱˡʸ ᵐᵉᵐᵇᵉʳˢ, whether it was his parents or his siblings, there was no real way for him to tell. Perhaps it had been days? Weeks? Maybe even months? All he knew was that he'd been brought to this god forsaken house against his will, much like many of the things he'd been forced to do in his life, and now... he had to somehow survive all in a place he was unfamiliar with. Oh how he wished he hadn't talked to that suspicious stranger on that one fateful day, the very day that changed his life for the worst. His psychiatrist had told him that speaking to others would help him break out of his anti-social shell, that it would help to blossom a new version of himself, one that his child could look to as a role model once he was old enough. But so far it seemed that said advice only lead to the same situation he had been in before: isolation, intimidation, and fear. The same exact situation he had thought to have escaped when leaving his ex-fiancé. Regardless of that though, ⁱᵗ ʷᵃˢ ˢᵃᶠᵉ ᵗᵒ ˢᵃʸ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᵃⁱ ʷᵃˢⁿ'ᵗ ᵍᵒⁱⁿᵍ ᵃⁿʸʷʰᵉʳᵉ ʷⁱᵗʰⁱⁿ ᵗʰⁱˢ ʰᵒᵘˢᵉ ᵒᶠ ʰᵒʳʳᵒʳˢ. He didn't have the drive to try anymore, not after all of the hard work he'd done to make a better life for himself... for his child. Come to think of it, he wasn't if sure where his child was or if he was safe? He didn't know if the stranger had taken him after securing Ai or if he had simply left him back at home all by his lonesome. Those thoughts were more than enough to bring tears to his eyes. His child. His poor precious Sung-Hoon. His only reason for living. His little light of hope.

⛸️ — Though he isn't able to dwell on those thoughts for long when the sudden sound of a tea kettle whistles loudly nearby, ᵒʰ ˢᵒ ᵈᵉᵃᶠᵉⁿⁱⁿᵍˡʸ ᶠᵒʳ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵒⁿᵉ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ʰⁱᵐ, but it's enough to cause him to jump and quickly rush over to the source — taking hold of the black handle and lifting it up from the stove before placing it onto a small coaster to prevent it from burning the counter. Hands move to take hold of two tea cups (or were they called meoto yunomi? He remembered hearing something like that at some point) he had placed beside himself, carefully placing them onto a small wooden tray with handles — after all, the stranger... no, Envy would surely be unpleased with a proper presentation of his favorite tea — hence why he begins to pour the contents into the small cups before placing both the coaster and kettle onto the tray. ˡⁱᶠᵗⁱⁿᵍ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗʳᵃʸ ⁱⁿᵗᵒ ʰⁱˢ ʰᵃⁿᵈˢ, ʰᵉ ᵠᵘⁱᵉᵗˡʸ ᵐᵃᵏᵉˢ ʰⁱˢ ʷᵃʸ ⁱⁿᵗᵒ ᵗʰᵉ ˡⁱᵛⁱⁿᵍ ʳᵒᵒᵐ, lilac irises glancing ever so slightly at the small flickering flames of the candles that dimly lit the room (casting almost a haunting glow upon the much taller male's features). He places the tray down onto the table before taking one of the cups into his hands, with his head lowered... he offers the cup towards Envy and waits patiently for him to take it, not once daring to lift his gaze from his hands. After standing in silence for a few moments, Ai takes hold of the other cup within the tray before taking a seat beside Envy, though he makes sure to put a small space between them. He was hoping to sit in silence with the other to avoid any unwanted conversation, but the other's words cause him to swallow thickly. ❛ y̯̤͑́́̓́ȍ̸̢̢̮͚̐̚û̶͙̽̿͆̈ ă̶̸̝ͦ͊̿͋͞r̶̷̲͍̭͐̾̀͟ę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ d̸̡̩͍̔ͥ͜ȍ̸̢̢̮͚̐̚i̵͓͙̱͚̎͟n̷̶̯͉̊̽̐ͦ͘g̴̶̛̮̣͙͠ s̩͙͖̋͛͟ȍ̸̢̢̮͚̐̚ ẅ̷̷̢̟͇͈̒ę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊ḻ̸͈ͧ͑̓̓̀͡ḻ̸͈ͧ͑̓̓̀͡, m̶̷͔ͪ̽͡y̯̤͑́́̓́ p̶̸̨̺͊̍̒̓̀ę̷̵̧̖̫̗̆̊t̴̀��͖͓. ❜

⛸️ — ᵗʰᵒˢᵉ ʷᵒʳᵈˢ ᵃʳᵉ ᵐᵒʳᵉ ᵗʰᵃⁿ ᵉⁿᵒᵘᵍʰ ᵗᵒ ˢᵉⁿᵈ ᵃ ᶜʰⁱˡˡ ᵈᵒʷⁿ ʰⁱˢ ˢᵖⁱⁿᵉ ᶜᵃᵘˢⁱⁿᵍ ᵗʰᵉ ʰᵃⁱʳˢ ᵒⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵇᵃᶜᵏ ᵒᶠ ʰⁱˢ ⁿᵉᶜᵏ ᵗᵒ ˢᵗᵃⁿᵈ ᵘᵖ, but... if Envy believed he was doing well in his adjustment to his new... lifestyle... maybe he could make a request of him? Maybe he could... and the other wouldn't get upset with him? "Thank... Thank you for... praising me." He starts out small by thanking him for his kindness. "Since I've... I've been doing so well, um... do you t-think that... I could make a request?" He could feel his anxiety slowly beginning to spike the more he spoke to the other, but this was something that he had to ask. Something that he absolutely had to request of the other. "Do you... Um... Would you mind if... if I could see my baby? I... I have a newborn at... at home and he... he needs me. I just... I just need to... make sure that he's alright. S-Surely that... would be okay, r-right?"

#.⛸️ ~ [ ' ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ɴɪɢʜᴛ; ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʙᴏᴅʏ's sʟᴇᴇᴘʟᴇss. ɪᴛ's ʀᴀɪɴɪɴɢ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs ɴᴏᴡ. ' ] - ✡ ɪɴ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ ✡#.⛸️ ~ [ ' ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ɢᴇᴛ ɪᴛ ʀɪɢʜᴛ; sᴇᴀʀᴄʜɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ��ᴇᴀɴɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴛʜɪs ᴄᴏʟᴅ ᴀɴɢᴇʟ ᴛᴏᴡɴ. ' ] - ✡ ᴀɪ ᴜsᴀɢɪʏᴀᴍᴀ ✡#{ Envy tag pending. }#{ s-talking tag pending. }#{ Envy & Ai tag pending. }#{ Asks: Ai Usagiyama }#{ Thank you for sending something in! }#{ I apologize for being slow but I always look forward to anything you send me! }#{ I hope you don't mind that I kinda based the thread off of the starter you wrote me a while back. }#{ I figured that at some point Envy would probably bring Ai to his house like he did Mika. }#{ And given how Ai is not confrontational at all... he would have been terrified to act out against Envy especially given that Ai is only-#{ 4' 11" and has basically no muscle aside from in his legs from all the ice skating he does. So he would have waited a very long time to-#{ even make a request like this towards Envy because of all the fear he has but he's definitely been thinking about his little baby. }#{ I also liked the idea of Envy's words being kinda like... glitched visually any time Ai hears them due to the stress he's under. }#{ I hope that it's not too hard to read for you. If so... it's literally just what Envy says in the ask! }#{ I'll start working on the next ask you sent me very soon! }

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