#{ ♡ } logan tombes / conversations.

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logan chuckles softly as he sets the vibrator to the side , leaning down to gently press a kiss to sebastian's forehead. " you don't have to worry baby , nothing you don't want , " he promises him, brushing his fingertips along his sides before leaning down to gently brush his lips over his . " you're so good for me . i just want to show you how much i appreciate it , " logan coos , fingertips brushing along his sides .

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sometimes , he wonders how someone like him managed to land ben . he knows he shouldn't think like that , not when everything seems to be going so well for them . but he can't help it sometimes . logan smiles at his words , nodding as he just tugs the other a little bit closer . logan has had a long shift , but he'll stay up with ben however long is needed . it's not just logan uprooting everything , ben is going to have to do it too . hand comes up to cup the others cheek , nodding his head as he just holds him close . " i'm not surprised . it's a lot to deal with , but i'll stay up with you as long as you need ." he tugs ben a little closer , arm wrapping around his middle . " 'm sorry . probably smell like smoke , it was a rough shift . "

Ben has no idea how he ended up here next to Logan. He had never been sure he would ever be with a guy like this. Yet somehow Logan made it so easy. Ben's fears weren't so prevalent when it came to the other. Even if he sometimes fought against Logan needlessly. Could be stubborn to a fault. Logan always seemed to bring him back. Always put up with him too. "I promise I'll make it worth your while." Ben smiled fondly before it fell. He was so thrilled the other agreed yet he still couldn't hide his disappointment. His sadness. Ben knew he didn't have to pretend in front of Logan either. He pressed an eager kiss to the other mans mouth this time, nudging into his space further. "I was scared." Ben admitted and it's more then he's ever said before. "I need you to stay awake with me for a little longer. Don't wanna go to bed yet, too wired."

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" i like it when you play with my fingers. it's really nice. "

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"It's just a little cut, it's not... oh. I guess that's deeper than I thought."

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logan takes a breath , chuckling a little bit as he wraps his hand tighter around his to-go coffee cup . " i'm trying to flirt with you , but clearly . it's not working , " he's always been a little bit awkward - so he just hopes he's not making them uncomfortable .

logan tombes. late 20s. firefighter. bisexual - switch .

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logan chuckles at lola's words , shaking his head fondly as he looks over at her . he runs a hand through his hair , before padding over to the blonde and pressing a kiss to the top of her head . " morning , you sleep good ? " he questions , before sitting on the edge of the bed to pull his socks on . her words are still playing in his head , he's not sure if he would ever fuck her on camera - but it's something to think about.

"come on, you guys know my page is just about me." she grinned, letting out a small chuckle. "logan's a bit camera shy." she shrugged and gently traced her fingers up and down her own arm, softly licking her lips. "we will think about it.. i'm heading off for the day, don't forget to fill up my tip jar if you guys really want to see us together!" she smirked, blowing a kiss and then shutting off the live. she tossed her phone to the side, glancing at logan. "morning baby."

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" i'm trying to flirt with you , but clearly . it's not working, " the fire fighter says , hand wrapping around his to - go coffee cup.

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" in every ending , there is a new beginning. you've just got to remember that. "

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logan had always done his best to keep things respectful with bartholomew, especially knowing that he'd never done anything with anyone. eyes flicker over his face , licking over his lower lip before he crawls onto the bed with him. he chuckles at his words , nodding his head. "alright , i can do that," logan speaks softly , before he tugs his shirt off over his head - throwing it off to the side.

bartholomew had wanted this for so long, yet was so terrified at the same time. he felt so many things at the same time that it was hard to focus on any one thing. "yeah, let's;" he said and did as his husband suggested after kicking off his shoes and then looked at logan with excited, nervous and most of all, very dreamy eyes. logan was so handsome and bartholomew looked forward to sharing everything with this man. especially this evening. "i want to see you." he suddenly said, he had felt around logan's body a bit as they dated and sometimes their kissing escalated, but he'd never seen what was underneath his husband's clothes and now, he was dying to know.

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logan feels like them going for a walk around the hotel is just inviting trouble to their doors , but he also feels like they need to go look around just for the sake of his own sanity. "yeah, the silence is what's bothering me the most i think." he makes sure he's got everything before he catches up with aimee. there was something very unsettling about being here.

         "and is there anything we can do about it? help you distract yourself or something?" she asked, unsure of the possible answer. it was like they were going to wake everyone up just by stomping the floor a little harder. "the silence is really bothering me." aimee laughed nervously, straightening her posture as she headed down the hall. "do you want to explore with me? it's not possible that we won't find a living soul in this hotel."

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logan laughs softly , nose scrunching a little bit before nodding his head as he glances at him . " you have a weird definition of impressive , " logan mutters , before he does it again .

"no, not weird." he assures, "impressive." the correction falls with ease, biting into his lower lip. "uh, do that again -- please?"

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logan bites on his lower lip as he watches him , tilting his head to the side as he just presses the toy into him. " you look so fucking good like this , " he mutters , leaning down to press little kisses along the side of his jaw . " you have no idea, " he smiles against the other's skin, gently nipping at him. he slowly pulls the toy out before he pushes it back into him , just watching his reactions .

sebastian laid back against the mattress, preparing himself while logan got the toy ready. his blue eyes were half lidded when logan hovered over him and pressed the toy against him. his eyes rolled in his head as the vibrating toy made its way inside him and practically took over every inch of him. a string of curses slipped out of his mouth, gripping to the sheets as logan played with him. "jesus, fuck, babe . . ." sebastian groaned, chest heaving with heavy breaths while his world spun out.

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Logan smiles softly, looking over at Auggie as he nods his head. "I think that dinner sounds great, do you need help with it?" he questions softly, just gazing over at the other.

Auggie had been a little worried since they weren't able to give Logan their complete attention when they first returned home.

"Good." They said putting down their pen and tuning a smile on the other man. "I'm finished with work now how about dinner?"

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it took logan a while to believe that ben truly wanted him. it's not like he had a lot to offer, he was a firefighter working long hours and not always present when he needed him to be. but they'd worked through that, and here they were. he smiles softly, fingers just absently running along his waist as he listens to him. he gently digs his fingers into his sides, "don't be so rude," he teases, pressing a kiss against the hinge of his jaw as he holds him closer. he nods his head at his words, "i know. i'll always come home to you," logan speaks softly, nodding his head. he hums softly as he kisses him back, nose brushing along the others. it takes him a second to realise what the other means, tilting his head back to look up at him. "you mean it?" he asks softly, fingers curling into logan's shirt to keep him in his lap.

ben doesn't know why he ever fought against this. why he told himself it would never work. that he didn't deserve this. logan was his. had always been. he didn't think he would ever feel so comfortable in his life. he never thought he would be given that luxury. "yeah, not like you were easy or anything." ben nodded sagely. he always gave people a hard time at the beginning. tried to scope out what they really wanted from him. but with logan it all felt so natural. it was frightening at first and he had to fight the urge to push logan away. to run. ben's glad he didn't. couldn't imagine what his life would look like without him. "you are a mooch." he snorted as he rolled his eyes. "it doesn't matter to me what you do. as long as we come home to each other. it's all good." he tried to reassure the other man. he ducks his head down to kiss logan's mouth softly. "yeah, yeah what about taking it too?" is it too risky to ask? would logan get what he was saying?

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He keeps his hand in Ben's, listening to him as he talks. It's reassuring to know that it's not just him feeling this way about their relationship. Logan wants things to progress, he's almost certain that he wants their relationship to stay as steady as it is. They both understand long nights and how draining it can be, not to the same extent but enough. Logan squeezes his hand tightly, before bringing it up to his lips to brushes kisses along it. "I -- I want to stay with you, Ben," he speaks quietly, nodding. Is the prospect of uprooting his entire life for a relationship that could fall apart scary? Yes. But it also feels worth it. It feels right. "I'm sure Seattle need fire fighters, yeah?" Logan teases, watching as he sips from his drink. It's something so simple, but it settles something in his chest.

Ben can only shiver beneath the other mans touch, just the brush of his fingers and he's a goner. There's no way he couldn't ask Logan to come with him. Ben couldn't even imagine his life without him. And it scares him. He isn't sure when the other man had become so important to him. Ben figured it was around the time when he stayed up late after a late game to make sure Logan got home safe. Could only sleep when he knew the other was safely in their bed. His bed. Ben didn't know when everything became theirs in his head. But it had. It terrified him. Ben can only nod slowly as he peers at Logan's face. He can't imagine anyone else by his side going to this new city. "I want you there with me. If you want. You don't need to decide now." He reassured the other. "I just wanted you to know I want you to come with me." Ben chewed the inside of his cheek as he distracted himself by grabbing Logan's mug and taking a quick sip. "Felt sick all night waiting for you. I don't want to go without you."

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He's glad that he can feel Ben close to him, otherwise he'd be worried this was all a terrible dream. Logan feels like he's put a lot into this with Ben, and he doesn't want it to all crumble now. Not when he's certain he can see this going somewhere in the long term, or at least hoping it's going somewhere in the long term. Small smile pulls on his lips when Ben presses a peck to his lips , letting him remove the mug from his hands. He swallows, nodding his head before he turns his hand over; lacing their fingers together. "Seattle is really far away," he responds, slowly just brushing his fingertips along the ridges of his knuckles - across a barely there scar as he just stares at him. He feels sick, he doesn't want to lose him. Breath catches in his throat at the question, adjusting himself slightly so they're looking at each other. "You want me there with you?" he asks quietly, tightening his grip on his hands.

It feels too intimate to be sat this way. Like it says everything Ben never could. He feels safe when Logan's knee is pressed to his thigh. Ben isn't sure why he feels so floaty, like he's hardly tethered to his body. He's afraid that he's put too much into this thing between them. What if it's not the same for Logan? He doesn't know if it's normal to just ask someone to come along for the ride. Ben can only stare at Logans' mouth before he leans over to press a barely there kiss to his mouth. The same mouth that whispers to him every night, the one Ben can find solace in, he's everything. So why is he so afraid to ask him? "Logan," He sighs softly, "Seattle is far away." Ben's stomach hurts as he reaches for the mug and sets it down before his hands close around the other mans. "You think it's pretty enough to live there?" Ben knows he'll feel homesick the entire time, knows having Logan there would be like having a piece of home.