#[outofchilifries]

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((hi hello it you are confused, this is based on an old meme that albedoofthegalvan did that involved killing my muse uwu This was actually pretty interesting to do because I wanted to try a little color/lighting effect.

Albedo and Ben are both colored in the second panel, but Ben loses all his color after the Omnitrix is taken from him. One of the reasons I did this is because that is basically the last thing you'd need to do to fully kill Ben. My whole thing with Ben is without the Omnitrix, as much as I love him, he wouldn't see himself as complete. He'd see himself as an empty shell- dead. The lack of color is supposed to show that he is 100% dead. No way of ever returning.

Albedo is in color obviously because he is still alive, but I made sure to have some dramatic lighting on him- I tried anyway, I need to work on lighting. This is because if you read the meme, you'll know that he wasn't really ecstatic of killing Ben. He just wanted the Omnitrix, and that was kind of attached to Ben's wrist. Inevitably, something like this was going to happen. But it doesn't look like Albedo was ever really going to savor the moment where he kills Ben Tennyson. It was a bitter sweet (maybe not even much hint of sweet to be honest) victory. The lighting on him is mostly to indicate that Albedo feels remorse for all of this. Maybe not complete guilt -after all, I'm not in control of what the muse feels, this is just what I got from the mem o A o- but he's probably won't be feeling fine and dandy after an event like this))

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On indefinite hiatus.

I started playing because my friend was gonna play Rook with my. Stuff has come up and it hasn't happened that way, and it's just not as much fun, playing without interacting with anyone from Ben's universe. I met a Gwen player, but we can never seem to get online at the same time. So I'll be on indefinite hiatus until I can make some more Ben 10 friends to play with.

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Guess who's back~

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PSA

My sister's in the hospital after getting surgery for her ovarian cyst. I think. No one bothered to tell me anything was even up until like, the day OF the surgery, so I'm still not 100% clear on just wtf is going on, but the point is, my sis is still in the hospital, so me and mom got roped into helping her hubby with their brood of hellspawn until she's better. No worry necessary, from what I hear she's recovering fine, and me and my sis haven't exactly been on the best of terms, so while I'm not happy she's in the hospital, neither am I glad to be assisting with her three kiddos either.

Won't be able to reply to posts today, but I know I owe silverstardreamer, goodwitchofspace, itsmonstressdearie, and seethroughprincess replies; also, Hati, if you see this, I haven't forgotten about you, I just need to catch you on Skype so we can talk again. XD If there's anyone else I didn't mention here, send me an ask or something, kay? I'll reply as soon as I get a chance.

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((Okay heading off now be back later maybe))

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OOC

Going to bed now, have another late shift tomorrow, will reply to RPs next time I'm on a computer

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OOC

That feeling you get when you send an ask (or multiple asks) and get no response... then start getting increasingly anxious about it. Did Tumblr eat it? Did they not receive it at all? Are they too busy to reply? Should I send another just to be sure? Am I annoying them? Oh god I must be annoying them they probably think I'm such a loser oh god D'= PLEASE JUST LET ME INTERACT WITH YOU AND YOUR MARVELOUS MUSE, I SWEAR I'M NOT A CREEP OR A STALKER JUST LET ME LOVE YOU ahhhhhhh....

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OOC: So tonight's my first day of real work.

I'm gonna be leaving church soon and when i get home, probably gonna just flop on the bed and try to nap for a while. The event I'm supposed to go to for work starts at 9:30 PM and the boss said they can last anywhere from four to eight hours on average, so... Probably not gonna get home til sometime after 1:30 AM at the earliest. Personally hoping it lasts longer so I can get as many hours as possible.

Then again, if I can get on Skype, I'll probably be there, harassing people.

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OOC: Okay, done catching up here.

And even managed to restock my queue to last me two more weeks! Will be on intermittently, I just (FINALLY!) got a new job and am still stuck helping my parents out at the shop, so my free time will be scarce for a while until I get my schedule established.

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OOC: So my life is like a goddamn roller coaster.

Had a yelling match with my dad that has left me crying, feeling stressed and nauseas for the past several hours, even after getting away from him and spending some time in the local library to try and calm down. Yeah, this would be one of those times I feel like a fucking pussy, but I'm terrified of my old man for reasons that go back years and he pulled some dick moves while chewing me out for shit.

On the bright side, while at the library, I found out that a place I'd applied to had gotten back to me. I now have a job interview lined up for Thursday.

Now I just have to deal with my dad until then, and try not to be a total fucking wreck when it's actually time for the interview.

Wish me luck. Don't feel like RPing much more today, but I'll try to be back tomorrow. See ya.

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Okay gotta go now BYE

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OOC

So I wrote a few stupid headcanons relating to how the Omnitrix works, would anyone be interested in reading them?

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((Have to start working now, bbl))

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((GOING TO BED NOW G'NIGHT))

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((BBL))

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((Switching to awfullysneakyinvisiblekid for a bit, then will be going to work.))

((See ya'll later!))