#[algonquin voice] oh. i see. no one is ever going to care about me like slinkman again
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deadbeandrop · 2 days ago
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ahem. and if i may be completely unwell about the moose and slug for a moment,
i keep thinking about a post-story scene where lumpus and slinkman's relationship is still in rocky territory, and they have like... kind of a half-arguement getting ready for bed and it doesn't really go anywhere but there's still a tension in the air, and then a moment of silence as they settle and face each other in the dark. there's a beat. and then slinkman just... reaches over to take lumpus' glasses off (he'd always been in the habit of adjusting them over the years), and he's confused for a second, and slinkman's just like "you shouldn't sleep with those on. you're going to break them" which is like, ah, yes, completely logical action, and something he's told him a million times,
but it's Also like "Oh, God. even when you don't have to anymore, and you said you'd stop doing it all the time, and you're mad at me, you're still taking care of me just because you care enough to that it's complete subconscious instinct for you to do so. i'm gonna jump off a cliff"
because, when you're in the dark, in complete silence, sharing a shoddy pull-out couch bed in the basement of your stupid hand-me-down bait-and-tackle shop with your life-long best friend, your only friend, almost a bit like you used to when you'd push your beds closer together at night the camp you loved all those years ago, well, then there's also nothing else around to distract from the fact that you appreciate that more than anything in the entire world
and so lumpus takes a second and is like ....Right. (voice crack) Of course. and turns to face the ceiling and feels like he's going to be sick <- (i love nausea being one of lumpus' gut responses to feeling things ❤️)
#camp lazlo#talk#scoutmaster lumpus#slinkman#shipping stuff#majorly gay ass little post here sorry (moment of weakness)#ugh... like lumpus is a selfish person and he gets slinkman to do everything for him for a few different reasons right#but another part of that is that it's just become routine#it's a routine. it's monotonous. it's an expectaction. that's what their dynamic ended up becoming after all that time#so when slinkman is fed up with his bullshit and starts withdrawing his warmth and help then and only then does lumpus start to realize#the weight of everything and where it all began and how much the kindness and attention and safety had absolutely decimated him at the star#he hasn't been getting all that anymore and with slinkman that's a very noticable absence#so like reintroducing it into the ecosystem again there when there's nothing else to pay attention to but that#certified I'm Going To Throw Up moment#[algonquin voice] oh. i see. no one is ever going to care about me like slinkman again#there's almost something about jane's sweetness and the stuff shs and slinkman has in common y'know#but he's just been receiving it from slinkman forever now! it's different!!! until it's suddenly and very purposefully taken away!#if he can just pull his head out of his own ass for a second;#he is sentimental and feels out his loneliness and overall lack of love from the world#all of that does get to him and he does admire things like that in people like jane#slinkman is over here feeling like nothing he does is ever actually appreciated#but it wasn't always like that. not in the slightest#he's just forgotten what's in front of him#do you get it. huh. are you starting to pick up what i'm putting down#it's okay if not though cus that's what my other billions of words are for ❤️ yay ❤️#post-story
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nemesis-nexus · 5 years ago
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Darkest Greetings and Salutations My Family, how is everyone? I am doing fabulously, I have a new lease on life and I feel great, it gets a little dizzying but nothing I can’t handle! The only thing that I am NOT looking forward to is the severe cold snap that they say we’re going to experience this week, the coldest it’s been in over a century they're saying, oh joy! And now I shall do my impression of a popsicle encased in an iceberg! Hopefully it won’t be as bad as they say but for right now:
Full Beaver Moon 2019
HAIL THE ANCIENT FAMILY! The Full Moon is upon us and it is a treasure whose worth is beyond calculation. As I sit in contemplation of the things that have happened over the years, I feel a weight being lifted off my shoulders! The shining Moon has been the one thing that has the ability to neutralize any stress I might be dealing with and enables me to meditate on any situation for any length of time. When I sit outside in front of my Altar I can feel the energy flowing all around, especially when the wind starts blowing! The strength of each gust always increases the deeper I go, this is how I know that the energy is moving and the feeling while it’s happening is indescribable! Of course this occurs if one does a ritual inside their home and the feeling is similar but it’s not quite the same as being out in it!
As I looked out my front door I saw the Full Moon in the sky, lighting up the darkness so effortlessly and never asking for anything from anyone to provide this light that so many have relied on to make their way to wherever they were going at night without having to worry about walking off a cliff or into a fight with a beast they had no intention of disturbing! The moon itself is a wonder that many take for granted especially now because people are so busy developing their cities and literally flooding them with artificial light that they all but forget about the Moon and the Stars above them and why?
Because they can’t see them and because they can’t they take for granted that both will always be there since they have always been there. What these people fail to realize is that many of the technological advances that we have now come from studying the Moon and Stars! For example we know that the waves in the ocean respond to the pull of the Moon energy, when you know how waves will react at almost any given time and how high they will get you then can build walls along the shoreline to protect the city. You can also determine when a good time to set sail to a remote location will be as the sea is a harsh mistress and she takes no prisoners!
Tonight’s Full Moon was named the Beaver Moon by the Algonquin Tribe of North America, it was so named because this is the time of year when they would begin to lay traps to catch as many beavers as possible so as to fashion their furs into clothing warm enough to survive the very harsh Northern Winter! As someone who lives in the same general area I can say there are times when I wish I had a few beaver furs to withstand the cold!
During this Full Beaver Moon it is clear that we need to reevaluate many things about ourselves as a species; petty selfishness and instant gratification has lead us to the crossroads we are currently at and to the governments we have, the question is do we fight it or do we work with it and decide among OURSELVES if we like what the current and future ruling bodies have to say? Only one of these roads will determine whether we are taken seriously on any level, especially a political and more importantly an environmental one!
The other thing that has lead us to where we are is that we have forgotten ourselves on a Spiritual level and the proof of that is in our willingness to allow the Earth to be drilled into, fractured and blown open for its oil, gas, uranium and copper deposits, even if it means leveling yet another mountainside or National Park! We wonder why mudslides are occuring, it is due to strip-mining for mineral deposits! If there are no rocks or trees in place to keep the soil from moving, all that is needed is just enough rain to create mud that when it is on an angles WILL begin to start sliding downward! Who cares if ANOTHER THREE THOUSAND acres of rainforest is cleared to make room for grazing lands for cattle? Why should we care, after all the only thing that trees and vegetation do is provide us with OXYGEN! So what if we tear up the woods and natural habitats of Wildlife, how dare they want their homes to remain UNINVADED? Then we bitch and moan about how Coyotes, Bobcats, Wolves and OTHER predators are showing up in the streets and eating the Humans pets! They are doing this because they don’t see a difference between a dog and a badger! MEAT IS MEAT and if we want them to continue to hunt in the woods then we need to LEAVE THE WOODS ALONE!
Humans have forgotten what it means to coexist with the very ecosystem which enables it to live, instead choosing to believe that they are superior, then they don't know what to do when an Earthquake, Tornado or Tsunami strikes! They need to remember they are part of the system, not above or below it, we exist in MIDDLE SPACE and it is absolutely imperative that we work with it for the sake of the survival of the whole!
The reason we have the kind of intelligence we do is not a freak accident, but intentional! We were given the intellect to oversee the goings on of our respective parts of the Earth and to live in conjuction with it! To enjoy life and to protect that which is the most import to ALL of our survival - the thing that Ninhursag, Enki and Ningizheda created and what the Ancient Family as one functioning unit oversees - the HEART (EARTH) of our very existence!
As I gaze upon the Moon I can’t help but wonder if all humans will ever wake up to what they are doing, but one thing I do know for certain is that there are many who have woken up and can see what is happening, not just on a physical level but “between the cracks” if you will, they keep to themselves what they see because they know what’s to come and they also know most humans would deny it even if they were told! There is a reason why the Moon Pool and Trail look so hypnotic on the water… It is the silent voice of the Cosmos calling out to us, whispering those memories we all possess of a life beyond what we are currently living!
Father I implore you to help those whose allegiance to the almighty dollar has led them to not only jeopardize the LIFE giving element of Water, but to sue for the right to endanger it while brutalizing any and all humans trying to protect it! Remind them that not only is it a RIGHT, but that it is a NATURAL ELEMENT, of which EVERYONE deserves access to a clean, NONINDUSTRIAL tainted supply! Remind them that they are not more important just because they have more human currency, nor will they curry favor in your eyes for denying others that which you provided us ALL with simply because they feel entitled to do so!
If we keep on the course we are currently on, cutting down the trees, burning through the rainforest and other wooded areas, stripping the mountiainsides, blasting the ground and gutting the mineral deposits, poisoning the air and water, drilling the shale and messing with fault lines, we are going to cause a global disaster unlike we have ever seen before and we will bring it all down on ourselves!
Great Father who keeps track of everything, I implore you to not lose hope in us just yet because there ARE those who are still fighting and who are not willing to back down! We know that you did not give up on the human race the last time but everyone has their breaking point and if you do decide enough is enough, we are ALL in very real trouble and there will be no escaping the consequences of our actions or the wrath of the Ancient Family! I will not back up or back down to any human regardless of their aggression, until the very last breath leaves my body I will continue to strive, to move forward and to help others do the same!
Even though things seem bleak, even though the future is uncertain, we will continue to move ahead as we know that we can get through whatever rough time or arduous situation because we have our Blessed Father on our side and he has no problem telling us to get our shit together and be ready because we never know just what may be around the corner or on the horizon!
While you won’t fight our battles for us, we know that we are able to combat any situation ourselves because we were created in the image of the most glorious Beings in all the Multiverse! We also know that if we are ever in need of guidance that you will be there to help us along! You may not always use human words, sometimes instead choosing nature’s vocabulary, however if we pay close enough attention we know just what it is you are saying!
Endearing and Fierce Father, I know that we will get through these hard times, I know because as stubborn as people are they are also scared of the unknown and I think once those fears are ABLE to be cast aside that people will calm down. It sickens me that those who are rioting in the streets are most likely only doing so because it’s staged! That they would allow themselves to be bought off like that is a human embarrassment!
On this Full Beaver Moon I wish everyone glad ridings and the comfort of Friends and Family to keep you warm through the rest of the Autumn and straight through the Season of Death! I wish you the peace that comes with taking care of your own and doing what you can to help those that need it! I wish you the presence of mind to always stand up for what is right and to always stand against injustice no matter what form it takes or who the aggressor is! Most of all I wish you Spiritual Guidance and Healing to help you with whatever issues you may be facing, do not ever be afraid to ask Father or any member of the Ancient Family for help when the burden becomes too much for one person to carry! No man is an island and the Family will always stand by us so long as we do our part and do not expect anything especially for them to do all the work!
“If you understand or if you don't,
If you believe or if you doubt
There's a Universal Justice
And the Eyes of Truth
Are ALWAYS watching you.
-Enigma"
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"When The First Frost Falls And Covers The Ground,
When The Air Hangs Cold And No Creatures Are Found,
When The Earth Is Hardened And The Bears Take Slumber,
When The Birds Fly South Flocking In Number,
When The Snows Are Calling, The Heat On The Run,
When The Leaves Have Fallen And The Autumn Is Done,
We Come Together By Respect And Gratitude Led,
To Say Thanks For Father's Generosity And Put The Earth To Bed!
We Batten Down The Hatches And Get Ready For Winter,
The Resources Become Scarce, The Conditions Are Bitter,
But We Have No Anxiety And No Fear,
For Father Has Taught Us How To Prepare!
With The Skills We Knew And The Skills We Were Taught,
We Gather Our Rations From Father's Great Lot!
Through The Death Season We Will Pull Through,
Until Spring Comes Again And The Rebirth Is Due!
We Take Care Of Ourselves And Of Each Other,
To Ensure The Survival Of Our Sister And Brother!
Never Doubting The Support Of Our Family,
Knowing Always We Are One Even Though We Are Many!"
ZI ANA KANPA! ZI KIA KANPA!
MAY THE DEAD RISE AND SMELL THE INCENSE!
Etiamsi MULTA Et Nos UNUM Sumus Nos Sto Validus Ut Nos Sto Una!
Semper Veritas, Semper Fideles, In NINHURSAG'S Nomen Nos Fides! AVE NINHURSAG!
(We Are ONE Even Though We Are MANY And We Stand STRONGEST When We Stand TOGETHER!
Always TRUTHFUL, Always FAITHFUL, In NINHURSAG'S Name We Trust! HAIL NINHURSAG!)
AVÉ IGIGGI!
AVÉ ANUNNA!
AVÉ DRACONIS!
HAIL THE GREAT SERPENT!
HAIL THE ANCIENT FAMILY!
HPS Meg "Nemesis Nexus" Prentiss
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meditationadvise · 8 years ago
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This Taurus Supermoon Is The Largest Full Moon Of The Century: Here`s How To Make The Most Of It
Plant those feet on solid earth: The November 14 supermoon in earthly Taurus premises us after a psychological rollercoaster of a week.
As a complete moon lights the skies in the sign of the solid and also opinionated Bull, countless people are still grappling from the stunning outcomes of a historic political election that trembled the U.S. to the core. End result aside, we have to hone our expertise of all sides of the issues available, as well as equip ourselves as advocates of what we most rely on.
We can harness the consistent and relentless power of Taurus, choosing not to be quiet about injustice. Change is in the air, and also this basing Taurus power may lastly aid those of us who've been dazed and perplexed return into our bodies as well as sense.
This year's Taurus moon is also a powerful as well as potent supermoon. It's the largest moon given that 1948 and also if you miss it, you'll need to wait until 2034 for the next one. On November 14, the Taurus supermoon will be at its biggest and also brightest when it becomes full within about two hours of 'perigee'-- the point in its elliptical machine orbit when it is roughly 30,000 miles closer to the Earth.
Outside of national politics, this full moon can also catalyze personal goals that you've functioned long as well as hard for over the previous six months. If you've obtained your sights established on a target, this may be the day you pursue it full-throttle, similar to the 'toro, toro' billing at the matador's cape. Sensuous Taurus can likewise help us mimic calm Ferdinand the Bull, that beinged in the area munching clover all day. Get out in nature, delight your earthly appetites with some purchasing or a decadent meal, indulge yourself (who else could utilize a 90-minute massage therapy?). Do not dislike, luxuriate.
The Taurus supermoon is additionally called a Beaver Moon. According to the Old Farmer's Almanac, the moon that drops throughout the month of November was named after the beaver by both homesteaders and Algonquin people. The Beaver Moon noted the moment of year for setting beaver traps prior to the swamps adhered make certain a supply of warm furs that would certainly last the winter.
The two weeks adhering to a complete moon are an extension of the 'harvest' period.
Remember that full moons are harvest, where we gain the benefits of the matching new moon that took place six months earlier. Go ahead as well as get those bounties by the er, beaver-- in the most symbolic sense, of course. Inspect your calendar: The seeds you planted back at May's Taurus brand-new moon may be ripe and ready to bear their fruit today. It's like the old Mexican proverb goes: 'They attempted to hide us. They really did not understand we were seeds.' Incentive: Both weeks complying with a moon are an extension of the 'harvest' period, so collaborate with Taurus till completion of November (and past if demand be!) to see exactly what occurs. It's time to roll up our sleeves and also reach work.
Of course, under the headstrong as well as fired-up Taurus moon, we have to guard against also more severe acts, as individuals dig their heels in and defend their positions, lessening the chances of efficient dialogue. Take care, friends-- and also comply with the required of right-minded Taurus to do the best thing.
In accountable Taurus design, allow all of us hold ourselves as well as others answerable for defending everyone's humanity. As well as allow's hold The U.S.A.'s brand-new leadership answerable for maintaining everybody secure, stood for as well as protected.
Here are 8 empowering means to invite Taurus supermoon symptom right into your life:
1. Know the rules.
Taurus is traditional and a pragmatist at heart. As opposed to reinventing the wheel or throwing the system, try a novel technique: do things the way they were designed. Our society is obsessed with anything brand-new, and currently even more compared to ever before there's a worldwide contact us to squash the patriarchy. As an outcome, whatever's gotten annoyingly complicated. The Taurus supermoon reminds us that in some cases, trying also hard can filth up the whole process. At the Taurus moon, you'll prosper in your world-bettering as well as consciousness-raising undertakings with honesty, humility as well as great old-fashioned tough work. Complying with basic, thoughtful actions is the fast course to results now. It's going to take even more than hashtag advocacy: it's going to take genuine nose-to-the-grindstone effort.
2. Practice radical presence.
The concept of "being in the minute" could appear like a platitude, something your yoga instructor claims prior to everyone hurries off post-Savasana to examine their iPhones. The Buddhists recognize that being Zen is attained by finding the rhythm, circulation as well as grace in the mundane-- the notion of "washing your bowl" or "cut wood, lug water." Taurus controls the zodiac's house of daily routines and also is likewise ruled by sensuous Venus. At the Taurus supermoon, locate appeal in monotony, wisdom in waiting, sanctity in the routine as well as the examination within tolerance. We always joke that knowledge isn't determined by the length of time we could practice meditation, yet that it's enduring the crazy without shedding our cool. Attempt to take a breath with something that seems actually dark and also just ordinary bad right currently. Remember: it's always darkest before the dawn.
3. Accept your inner material woman (or individual).
Taurus policies the zodiac's 2nd house of work money, earned income and also material prosperity. It could be considered gauche to show off riches, and also component of the New Age culture is absolutely an unspoken derision for consumerism-- well, outside of approved brands these days (don't get us began). Naturally, capitalist greed is inflicting major havoc on our planet. But we're still "souls having a human experience" ... as well as that indicates we reside in a three-dimensional world, reliant on our 5 detects. At the pleasure-loving Taurus supermoon, investing money is a method of attesting the world's kindness by appreciating its concrete bounty. It sends a message to the cosmos: I trust you to look after me! Reward: We might all probably advantage from enjoying a little window shopping right now.
If you battle with anxiety or scarcity around cash, the Taurus moon is a tip that money is power, and we have to put it back right into the global supply by keeping it in circulation.
Indulging yourself is a must under this lunar spell. "Where is the joy in life without a taste of the finer points?" asks Taurus. Treating yourself like nobility sends an effective message of "I'm deserving" to the psyche. Given that Taurus controls our self-esteem, this luxe boost will be well timed. Nothing fancy or excessive please. Taurus has to do with timeless elegance and also stylish choices.
4. When doubtful, follow your nose!
Sensual Taurus understands the power of subtle hints, like the appearance of luxe textiles, the splendor of gourmet food, as well as the olfactory power of a fine eau de whatever. Taurus energy is particularly tuned into the feeling of odor. You may visit a perfumerie with a blending bar and also create your very own trademark scent. If you're more right into the natural, have fun with essential oils up until you discover the ideal combination. Your skin's pH also makes a difference. Get examples of fragrances you like as well as let them rest on your wrist for a few hours to see how they transform. A spray from the container alone will certainly not suffice to figure out if a scent is right for you. Set up a diffuser in your house so you're bathed in the glorious scents the minute you go through the door. Take a deep breath in and also allow the scents to gently alleviate the tension and also stress and anxiety you are unquestionably experiencing. Ahh-- currently isn't that better?
5. Shout it from the rooftops.
Taurus regulations the throat (and the throat chakra) and this meaningful full moon wants us to utilize our voices. Whether you're advocating a reason, vocal singing karaoke, or ultimately allowing a person know exactly how you ACTUALLY really feel, verbal expression is the name of the game now.
Caveat: moons are extremely psychological times, so if an unfiltered rush of feelings might create a disaster, duct to a neutral 3rd party before storming off on a tirade. Bear in mind that latest thing Bull can do damage after seeing red. A little rage monitoring goes a lengthy method. How can you get your point throughout in a manner that is positive instead of destructive? Contemplate that, then talk your piece.
If your words haven't been obtaining the action you desire, utilize the Taurus supermoon to bring your throat chakra back right into balance. Chanting as well as vocal singing can help with this, as can alcohol consumption whole lots of water to bring more circulation to the throat. This chakra is related to the shade blue. Put on a collar with blue rocks or slip on an azure turtleneck. Make even more of an indicate listen today also (even when you do not concur with exactly what you're hearing), as gathering details from all sides can help you much better shape your words.
Toning, or sound treatment, is likewise a great healing modality. For something really advanced (as well as oh-so Taurus), look into The Integratron, an amazing structure constructed on a geomagnetic vortex in the Mojave Desert, where site visitors experience an hourlong 'sound bath' from quartz crystal vocal singing bowls played at waves to match each chakra. (We visited ourselves on 11-11 in 2014 and also it was like we would certainly been called house to the Mothership).
6. Affirm your values.
What do you believe in as well as represent one of the most? It's time to obtain behind it! Be it gender equal rights, ladies's legal rights, civils rights or constitutionals rights, Taurus regulates self-esteem as well as values. No, you don't have to be favorable regarding your morals (specifically given that the Taurus moon falls hardly a week after Political election Day). But having a leading principle or more could provide your life form as well as instructions. Make certain to practice exactly what you teach-- and also if you're preaching, ensure that you are notified. If you've been loosey-goosey about your worths, ground on your own in a rule or a straightforward set of ideals that provide you some dignity.
7. Figure out what's REALLY going on.
Because the Taurus supermoon moon drops throughout investigatory Scorpio season, individuals could obtain riled up in an effort to reveal just what's really going on behind the scenes. Commonly, the no-bulls *** Bull could remove one of society's 'spiritual cows.' While we love Taurus power for its practical, bottom-lining approach, excessive of this could veer right into bullheadedness or black-and-white reasoning-- or perhaps bullheaded acts of craze that are straight-out frightening and unacceptable.
However, the Taurus supermoon does push us into unpleasant terrain, asking us to look past idealized views. It's time to open our eyes and also to tip outside our bubbles. The Taurus moon, at its greatest vibration, could help us promote integrity without destroying anybody's personality along the way.
8. Be a treehugger.
You don't have to be a patchouli-wearing hippie to obtain with Mother earth today (although that's fine ... if you assure to use a light discuss the body oil). Earthly Taurus is the 2nd sign of the zodiac, and also rules our rootedness, assisting us develop the capacity to develop and manifest from a solid foundation.
Nothing stands for that sort of security far better compared to a hundred-year old tree towering over our heads. If you cannot bring on your own to cover your arms around that trunk, rest beneath it or lean on it awhile. Visualize yourself absorbing its toughness, safety, ability to grow as well as restore. Give thanks to the tree for its lessons, take an image of it to advise you that nature is resistant and plentiful-- as well as so are you. And also hi, if you wish to meet a friend for a matcha and vegan tapas after that, we would not blame you a bit.
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