#[🎙] matty — talk time

[minbulas]

rumor has it the casting director was shortly called to his boss’s office then ended up packing his office after an hour.. 🤭

WELL DESERVED! that's all he deserved for acting like an asshole.

[stealanity]

hii! do you mind sharing some of your fav tbz fics🥺

hey hey pretty, i don't mind at all ! i just apologize in advance because i have a lot, lot, lot favorite tbz fics. also, you can find some of them in my recommendation list (which i need to update by the way). anyway, beside the works i'm about to mention, you can check the authors' others writings, because they're all so good and they're really talented (and some of them have a special place in my heart). i swear to god they deserve so much more attention. and i hope you guys know that i love every works of yours, you're all so talented, and i promise i'll always be here to support you, and your works, and to remind you every days, how much amzing you are.

anyway, enjoy !

kidult (changmin) by @hvae — i know the length can be scary, but i swear to god, it's well worth the time to read it, you won't be disappointed, i promise (in case you haven't read it yet)

letting go (younghoon) by @hvae — one of my personnal favorite, and one of the first one-shot i've read

stereotype (juyeon) by @hvae

just a sting (eric) by @hvae — posted yesterday but didn't miss to hit me like a truck

officially yours (juyeon) by @hvae

a step behind (sunwoo) by @hvae — comfort story if you ask me, go read this one when you feel down

we've got chemistry (juyeon) by @mavericsohn — A FUCKING MASTERPIECE, i like this one a lot lot lot

princess' journal (juyeon) by @luvrbin — if you like e2l and soft rivals au, this one is made for you (juyeon is a softie)

i quit drinking (juyeon) by @changminurheart

just friend (kyunyu) by @changminurheart

dance with my demons (changmin) by @changminurheart — i can't express how much i like this story, it's painful but beautiful, and i've reading it like hundred times

and the night was made for loving (eric) by @changminurheart

home (eric) by @juhakx

st. fratty's day (sunwoo) by @jjacob

kiss me if you can (eric) by @sankyeom

break your rules (sunwoo) by @sankyeom — i enjoyed this story A LOT, it's the first smau i've read (or it's maybe it's idolised... i dunno) but it's good

make or break (eric) by @sankyeom

idolised (changmin & juyeon) by @sankyeom — i was team jichang since the beginning, come tell me if you're team ju or kyu when you'll read it 😼

love playlist (hyunjae) by @juyoens

loveline (sunwoo) by @juyoens

coffee, waffles & the boy next door (eric) by @juyoens

out of the blue (changmin) by @flrtwoo — i enjoyed e-ve-ry chapters of this one, and i was impressed by the bad luck of the protagonists

12 days of the boyz (eric vers.) by @tbzhub — soft e2l on a cute christmas event

melting heart (sunwoo) by @starrytxt

to my ex (best friend) (juyeon) by @bbangsoonie

drunk on you (juyeon) by @bbangsoonie — i love this one a lot and i can't remember the many times i've read it, juyeon is ☹️ the cutest

by fate (eric) by @cuppasunu — MY FIRST FIC EVER, and probably the one who will stay in my heart forever, it's so well written and you can't help but want to keep reading to find out what's going to happen

series of events (sunwoo) by @yeostars — i don't think i need to express myself on this one, i already recommended it and it's on my rec list so, just go read because sunwoo is Perfect and my comfort boy since the beginning

who do you love? (kyunyu) by @tbzhours — it's been a while since i've read this one but, i remember that i had no idea of ​​the ending before reading it

bloom into your heart (juyeon) by @snuhee

make me love you (eric) by @kurosism

best friend (changmin) by @kurosism — this one just HIT ME LIKE A TRUCK LIKE my poor baby

scientist (sangyeon) by @kurosism

death of an angel (jacob) by @junjungsunwoo

i wish you were dead (eric) by @junjungsunwoo — a good angst for some good tears with a broken heart supplement

one thing (eric) by @pockyandme — need to had this one to my rec list because, zombie apocalypse trope is my thing (with lee cheongsan)

four time we've met (eric) by @moonieric

2:19 (sunwoo) by @defjcm — this :( just this :( pretty cute

the art of getting ghosted (eric) by @cloudykyu

unstan (sunwoo) by @cloudykyu

jumpshot by @deputyjuyeon

enjoy your reading time my dear<3

[stealanity]

please, i'm trying so hard to pass over my writer's block, so can you please send me an idol and a number? im sorry to bother you with this

50 Types of Kisses - Writing Prompts

Send in a number and a pairing!

Small kisses littered across the other’s face.

A small, fleeting kiss - which is immediately followed by a passionate, hungry kiss.

A breathy demand: “Kiss me” - and what the other person does to respond.

An accidental brush of lips followed by a pause and going back for another, on purpose.

Throwing their arms around the other person’s neck, hugging them close before kissing them passionately on the lips.

Wild, breathless kisses brought on by a heartfelt gift.

French kisses where they trace every tooth with their tongues as though trying to memorize them.

Laying a gentle kiss to the back of the other’s hand.

A kiss that lasts so long, they are sharing each other’s breaths.

A hello/good-bye kiss that is given without thinking - where neither person thinks twice about it.

Morning kisses that are exchanged before either person opens their eyes, kissing blindly until their lips meet in a blissful encounter.

Sneaking away to a hidden corner to share a secretive kiss.

Butterfly kisses against the other’s cheeks.

A kiss so desperate that the two wind around each other, refusing to let go until they are finished.

A fierce kiss that ends with a bite on the lip, soothing it with a lick.

One person pouting, only to have it removed by a kiss from the other person.

Tucking their hands beneath the other person’s shirt, just to watch them break the kiss and gasp in surprise at the sensation of cold/warm hands on their skin.

Teasing kisses where one person blows air into the other’s mouth and runs away.

One person stopping a kiss to ask “Do you want to do this?”, only to have the other person answer with a deeper, more passionate kiss.

Kissing in a stairwell, giving them an artificial height difference.

A chaste kiss given to each other because they are in mixed company.

A kiss that is leading to more, but is interrupted by a third party.

A kiss that tastes of the food/dessert they are eating.

Deep kisses where they have their hands tangled in each other’s hair to pull them closer.

Wet kisses after finding refuge from the rain.

Brushing a kiss along the shell of the other person’s ear.

Kisses exchanged while one person sits on the other’s lap.

One person tracing the other’s lips with a fingertip until they can’t resist any longer, tilting their chin towards them for a kiss.

Staring at each other’s lips for a moment before moving closer, as if drawn together by some unseen force.

Weak, sweaty kisses because it’s unbearably hot.

Pulling away from a kiss, whispering words of love against each other’s lips.

A kiss so passionate, so perfect - that after they part, neither person can open their eyes for a few moments afterwards.

An unexpected kiss that shocks the one receiving it.

Kisses that start on their fingers and run up their arm, eventually ending on their lips.

An awkward kiss given after a first date.

Starting with bunny kisses before moving on to soft kisses.

Cleaning the other person’s lips with a lick and a kiss.

Whispering “I love you” before a chaste, delicate kiss.

Kissing tears from the other’s face.

A gentle kiss that quickly descends into passion, with little regard for what’s going on around them.

Kisses shared under an umbrella.

Distracting kisses from someone that are meant to stop the other person from finishing their work, and give them kisses instead.

A kiss pressed to the top of the head.

Tentative kisses given in the dark.

Kisses exchanged as they move around, hitting the edges of tables or nearly tripping over things on the floor before making it to the sofa, or bed.

A lingering kiss before a long trip apart.

A kiss paired with a tight hug, knocking the breath out of the person being hugged.

One person has to bend down in order to kiss their partner, who is standing on their tip-toes to reach their partner’s.

Short and sweet kiss after meeting up for a date.

A kiss, followed by more that trail down the jaw and neck.

[minbulas]

No but you’re reblog tags on my Eric fic made me so happy 🥲🥲🥲

You’re such a good writer, thank you for liking what I wrote skdddosnslfn

totally deserved honestly, you're also a talented writer and i truly love your writings, i need to take a better look to some of yours works (like i want to check them all) but for the ones i already read, THEYRE SO GOOD

[stealanity]

this year has been a complicated year for everyone, even though i have the impression that it has gone by extremely quickly. we didn't really know where to go with this pandemic, we couldn't really travel or live properly. and i don't know how you found any comfort through that, but personally, coming here to post my works was arguably the best decision of my year. i already told you, but i was really afraid at first about posting my fics, i was afraid because of my english and i didn't really trust myself. but i'm here now, i have surpassed 1k followers, and i'm proud and satisfied with what i wrote. but above all that, i especially had the opportunity to meet some incredible people who made my catastrophic year much more bearable.

you probably have no idea how happy you make me. talk with you, about anything and everything, or even just seeing you in my dash or in my notifications, makes me smile all the time. you have all become a big part of my life, and i am more than happy to be able to call you my friends now. it is thanks to you that i am always there, that l improve day by day and that i continue to write. you guys are my first motivation and my first moral support, and your feedback on my work is my greatest gifts, i could never thank you enough for all you bring me. even just staying by my side is enough to warm my heart. so just thank you all, for being you, for being the most precious peoples in the world and being here with me, and don't forget that i love you all many many, with my whole heart ane whole being 💗

tagging my closest moots, because they're really the reason why i'm still here, and by they i mean @hvae , @changminurheart, @kurosism, @wooyoung-a, @i6swoo, @bloom-bloom-pow, @moonieric, @yangkiwi, @junjungsunwoo, @snuhee, @hooniiverse, @deputyjuyeon, @tbzhub, @lost-leopard-beanie, @littleaprilcherryblossom, @armysantiny, and the new pretty moots with who i can't wait to became closer, @luvrbin, @mavericsohn, @pockyandme and every other persons i followed back these days 🥲 i wanted to send you all an individual message, but i quickly forgot who i had already done.. so i gave up, i hope you're not mad at me <\3 honestly, i can't wait to make some new friends in 2022, so if you want to be moots with me, just interact with me ! i promise i'm cool 😎

and obviously, i need to leave a special thanks to all my readers, because i really want you guys to know that, without you all, i'm completely nothing here. nothing matter more for a writer than having people who appreciate their works, and whenever i get a note or a feedback, it's the most beautiful thing for my writer little heart. to all my anons and my readers, i love you dearly, and i can't wait to drop every ideas that i have in mind just to please you through this new year.

again, thank you for everything. i wish you all the best, good health and happiness, because you deserve it. the moon told me you guys are the bestest people on earth.

[minbulas]

hi ur reblog tags means so much to me as a small writer :( thank you so much, that literally made my day. and i just knew that this is ur reading blog acc? so like..did my fav writer? just reblog my timestamp? pLS im so happy☹️💗

hi hi there, no need to thanks me my dear, you totally deserve it okay? your works are SO GOOD, and you're rly talented. DARLING YOU'RE SO SWEET, i loved your timestamps so much, i absolutely HAD to reblog it here, im so happy that you're happy ☹️💗

[stealanity]

this is me :

[minbulas]

just to let you know :

stlyrec → mav-eric-k

[stealanity]

minnie as tbz 12th member.. yena as enhypen 8th member.. *thinking*

[stealanity]

if u guys are bored then im bored too

spotify wrapped is HERE! send me a number 1-100 and i'll tell you the song it corresponds with on my top 100 playlist!

[minbulas]

TSYM FOR THE SUPPORT ILY PLS ACCEPT MY LOVE 😡😡❤❤❤

AJDSIDJIEJEEJE I ACCEPT YOUR LOVE BABY PLEASE ACCEPT MINE!

[stealanity]

♡⃗ EVEN(MA)TTY : ✉️ — dear, you.

♡⃗ LOVE NOTE : i can't express how grateful i am to have such beautiful people who follow and appreciate my writing as much as you guys do. as a writer, to see that people read and like what we have done, it's the most beautiful gift. so now, it's my turn to give you a gift : as i already mentioned, i have almost 1000 followers on my writing blog, and wanted to organize something special to thank you all for your endless support.

please my sweethearts, never forget that without you, i am completely nothing.

♡⃗ THE EVENT : find the letter your crush / lover left in your locker.

♡⃗ DETAILS : drop a tbz, enha, txt or skz member in my ask box, with one random word (like flower or board) or a song, and the genre you prefere. you can add a specifical date (like valentine's day or your birthday) and i will write the letter your crush / lover, slipped into your locker one morning at school.

♡⃗ ATTENTION : you can send a maximum of three different ideas, with different members and scenarios.

♡⃗ EXEMPLE : for the event : eric from tbz, with the song why i should love you by r.stevie moore, & make it all fluffy please !

♡⃗ ANON : if you want to stay in anon, please add an alias, a special word, or a random emoji that i can use to dedicate you the letter.

♡⃗ ANON PT.2 : emoji already used — 🦋, ☀️, 🌸, 🍓, 🍇, 🍒, 🐿, 🌻, 🍤, 🪐

if you have any question, do not hesitate to ask them !

♡⃗ MORE : i hope that my idea is not too bad, and i'm sorry that i cannot offer you more actually :'( thank you so much to stay close to me even if i post less writings than before, and to always support me as much as at the beginning. you guys are the best, you know that? you're all so wonderful, and i'm so happy to be with you. i hope we can continue the journey together for a long time, and i promise to improve myself more and more, so that you can be proud of me. i love you all with my all little heart. <3

♡⃗ TAGLIST : @deputyjuyeon @sunfics @changminurheart @littleaprilcherryblossom @junjungsunwoo @wooyoung-a @from-xero @chareadingpurposes @allyg-onz @carolnina55 @zvae @i6swoo @changmin-wrlds @99outros

♡⃗ MASTERLIST HERE !

[minbulas]

THE USER CHANGE I LOVE IT ITS SO SMART OH MY GOD YOURE SO SMART MATTY BIG BRAIN

PLEASE IM SO HAPPY THAT NOBODY TAKES IT BEFORE ME BC :(((( I LOVE IT SM

[stealanity]

okay lets go >:) PLEASE

put three names & a number in my ask

some fmk alternatives

stab, shoot or drown

fist fight, get drunk with, share a flat with

fight aliens with, fight zombies with, fight capitalism with

write a book with, read a book to, hit with a book

go on a six hour road trip with (no car radio, you choose who drives), sit next to on a six hour plane flight, sit across from on a six hour train journey

go clothes shopping with, go to ikea with, go grocery shopping with

go to a wedding with, go to a party with, go to a museum with

share a car with, share a bank account with, share a cake with

watch a soap opera with, go to a play with, watch your favourite movie with

netflix and chill with, go ice-skating with, play dodgeball against

[stealanity]

im really sad, im just rly worried about him and i just hope that he will have all the time he wants to get better, on all points, mentally and physically. it just makes me very weird to think that for the moment, he won't be there anymore, and we'll have no way of knowing how he feels. but i understand better why he avoided social networks, and i sincerely hope that everything will be better for him and that he will come back in better health :( i just miss him so much already, he deserve the best

[grapesodadarkchocolate]

We are all alike within our differences

COVID-19 this week: 

Trauma decontextualized in a person looks like personality.

Trauma decontextualized in a family looks like family traits.

Trauma in a people looks like culture.    

— Resmaa Menakem

What does it mean to be human? “Human being, a culture-bearing primate classified in the genus Homo, especially the species H. sapiens… [Having a] more highly developed brain and a resultant capacity for articulate speech and abstract reasoning.”

I think it is important to document this time in some shape or form. It is tragic beyond measure and has changed us all in ways we will yet claim, having knocked our socks off and thrown us to the ground. Will we stand up and just dust off our pants and march on our way hoping no one has seen us fall? Or will we take this as a mighty opportunity to say we are all different and in that way we are all the same? Our differences are our gift, not something that should tear us all apart.

None of us is like another. So it is not about asking certain “them’s” to join the “us’s”, but it is saying there are no “them’s” or “us’s.” We are honestly not like one another, any of us. So in turn we are alike because we are all uniquely different. That, for me, creates a flip switch. It says to address each person I cross paths with simply and straight forwardly as “human.” Next, we are all loved unconditionally by God. Each and EVERY human. Thirdly, we are all unique, not like another. So, as I cycle the lake scanning the others in my midst thinking — snappy hairdo or swanky shoes. Nasty attitude or fine singing voice. Not labeling by anything other than the humanness that each person uniquely offers.

Beautifully different. Different by divine design. Why do we fight that truth so? Why is our take away, after an alarming disruption happens in our city, conversations about guns or moving out of town, walling ourselves up or hunkering ourselves down? We need to stare our discomfort square in the face. We all want to feel safe, and I know the run reflex means not having to address the tough stuff. Most of the tough stuff that we all carry deep within ourselves.

My hope is that we can collectively rise up through all this sadness and pain. Not recoiling from shame or shouting out blame. That rhetoric isn’t the game we choose to claim. That it all becomes more expansive than that. That we can honor George Floyd’s memory with an enormous transformation of how we look into one another’s eyes. Knowing that we are all alike because we are all different. Taking this point in time to wholeheartedly acknowledge that fact. +++

Resources:

On Being podcast: Resmaa Menakem: Notice the Rage Notice the Silence 🎙

Brené Brown podcast with Ibram X. Kendi: How to Be an Antiracist 🎙

“Non-Violence is Still a Winning Strategy” by Mihir Sharma, June 3, 2020, Bloomberg Opinion: click here 📰

Richard Rohr’s Contemplation and Racism: June 7, 2020: Am I Next? 📰

Movie Trailer: Just Mercy 📽

Bryan Stevenson TED Talk: We need to talk about an injustice📽

James Mattis Denounces President Trump by Jeffrey Goldberg, The Atlantic, June 3, 2020:  click here 📰 

A Modern Day Tribute to the Victims of Duluth Lynching: click here📽

June Marks 100-Year Anniversary Of Lynching Of 3 Black Men In Duluth: February 25, 2020:  click here 📽