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[https-dandelion]

one of my playlists / letter from last summer by charlie burg / please stay by lucy dacus / high school in jakarta by niki (x2) / on earth we're briefly gorgeous by ocean vuong / facebook friends by niki / nonbeliever by lucy dacus / his car isn't yours by wendy / autumn by niki / please stay by lucy dacus / in my head by maisie peters / oceans & engines by niki / before by niki / in my head by maisie peters

[thegreyunderstanding]

Praying Drunk

Our Father who art in heaven, I am drunk.

Again. Red wine. For which I offer thanks.

I ought to start with praise, but praise

comes hard to me. I stutter. Did I tell you

about the woman whom I taught, in bed,

this prayer? It starts with praise; the simple form

keeps things in order. I hear from her sometimes.

Do you? And after love, when I was hungry,

I said, Make me something to eat. She yelled,

Poof! You’re a casserole!—and laughed so hard

she fell out of the bed. Take care of her.

Next, confession—the dreary part. At night

deer drift from the dark woods and eat my garden.

They’re like enormous rats on stilts except,

of course, they’re beautiful. But why? What makes

them beautiful? I haven’t shot one yet.

I might. When I was twelve, I’d ride my bike

out to the dump and shoot the rats. It’s hard

to kill your rats, our Father. You have to use

a hollow point and hit them solidly.

A leg is not enough. The rat won’t pause.

Yeep! Yeep! it screams, and scrabbles, three-legged, back

into the trash, and I would feel a little bad

to kill something that wants to live

more savagely than I do, even if

it’s just a rat. My garden’s vanishing.

Perhaps I’ll merely plant more beans, though that

might mean more beautiful and hungry deer.

Who knows?

I’m sorry for the times I’ve driven

home past a black, enormous, twilight ridge.

Crested with mist, it looked like a giant wave

about to break and sweep across the valley,

and in my loneliness and fear I’ve thought,

O let it come and wash the whole world clean.

Forgive me. This is my favorite sin: despair—

whose love I celebrate with wine and prayer.

Our Father, thank you for all the birds and trees,

that nature stuff. I’m grateful for good health,

food, air, some laughs, and all the other things

I’m grateful that I’ve never had to do

without. I have confused myself. I’m glad

there’s not a rattrap large enough for deer.

While at the zoo last week, I sat and wept

when I saw one elephant insert his trunk

into another’s ass, pull out a lump,

and whip it back and forth impatiently

to free the goodies hidden in the lump.

I could have let it mean most anything,

but I was stunned again at just how little

we ask for in our lives. Don’t look! Don’t look!

Two young nuns tried to herd their giggling

schoolkids away. Line up, they called. Let’s go

and watch the monkeys in the monkey house.

I laughed, and got a dirty look. Dear Lord,

we lurch from metaphor to metaphor,

which is—let it be so—a form of praying.

I’m usually asleep by now—the time

for supplication. Requests. As if I’d stayed

up late and called the radio and asked

they play a sentimental song. Embarrassed.

I want a lot of money and a woman.

And, also, I want vanishing cream. You know—

a character like Popeye rubs it on

and disappears. Although you see right through him,

he’s there. He chuckles, stumbles into things,

and smoke that’s clearly visible escapes

from his invisible pipe. It makes me think,

sometimes, of you. What makes me think of me

is the poor jerk who wanders out on air

and then looks down. Below his feet, he sees

eternity, and suddenly his shoes

no longer work on nothingness, and down

he goes. As I fall past, remember me.

- Andrew Hudgins

[sunniewr]

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[chipadequeso]

weird freak femme x failure incel butch

[misanthropicdoe]

♡ a little bubble for me to simply exist and blog in peace ♡

♡ content and trigger warnings for: venting, mental illness, self harm, violence etc etc ♡

♡ likes: manga, kdramas, videogames, kpop, reading, animals, nature, coffee, chocolate...

♡ @bpdbunnyy4ngel @hanahakibunni @bunnic0re @traumatizedbunnii @sweetbunnibabii ♡

[bisexualgoth]

dykefagoth -> bisexualgoth

dan ★ bisexual bigender tme ★ he/she ★ 22 ★ white + polish ★ autistic adhd ancom ★ blood & horror enjoyer

terfs and zionists fuck off and die

under 16 don't follow

icon / stop time / eyes / i have no phone

i don't tag bones / blood / gore. if that bothers u closest thing u can blacklist is #🫀. my tagging system is a fucking mess at the moment lol sorry

typos are frequent bc im dyslexic :) you're welcome to correct me (in fact please do) but if you're gonna be rude about it i will kill you

i am autistic. if anything i say sounds rude or mean there's 90% chance i did not mean it that way. if we have a misunderstanding im always open to talk it out in private. im all niceys i promise my brain is just wired wrong <3

minors blacklist #5265

blank blogs or hp url = block, ageless = softblock

transandrophobia truthers & pansexuals & bi lesbians etc just know that i think youre annoying as hell

[tinogiehd]

this is a topic i have strong opinions on in general because ive always hated the idea of coming out. its completely heteronormative but it at least made sense way back and in like the early 2000s because it encouraged other queer people to come forward and accept themselves and gave young queer kids role models

but in 2023? u want a mcyt to? come out? just for u? like if people want to come out thats obv great for them if it helps them but its such a stupid thing to expect from every lgbtq+ person

while i have come out to 1 or 2 people personally, the people close to me just started pointing out how gay i was as a joke and then just . accepted it . like no srs stupid stressful convo they just accepted it an adjusted their wingman abilities accordingly

paperclipogie

people expecting every queer mcyter to come equipped with a 45 minute long power point on their queer trauma, journey, and labels are like actually crazy I think. that's the type of mindset that kept tubbo in the closet, and helped perpetuate the response to dream, and made people so afraid of acknowledging ranboo's very clear coming out as a coming out as well. like it's genuinely something that we've seen can be dangerous and is just generally extremely weird. And when people don't fit into that formula they get written off as panderers or everything being a bit for funsies or however else people want to call them queerbaiters without saying the word queerbaiter

[wtf-is-religion]

Chinese pure land buddhist, Bg3 pagan, beginner Shinto practitioner (Ise Faith + Inari Faith)

work with catholic saints and spirits of a folkloric, mythological and cryptic nature.

venerate and caretaker of my ancestors.

∘₊✧──────✧₊∘

Buddhism

Amitabha buddha

Guan Yin

Ksitigarbha

Tara - green and white

Sun Wukong

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Amitabha Buddha's birthday - December 17

Guan yin's birthday - March 28

Ksitigarbha's birthday - September 2

Tara day - August 23

Sun wukong's birthday - February 16

Bodhi Day - December 8

Hungry Ghost Festival - August 15

Pop culture paganism

mystra

selune/selene

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the apotheosis of midnight - September 15

the Mystery of the Night - every full moon.

Key;

⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽ RELIGION ☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅

📿 = buddhism.

⛩️ = shinto.

🕊 = Catholicism.

🌌 = mystra worship.

🌙 = selune/selene worship.

⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽ WITCHCRAFT ☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅

🪡 = witchcraft.

🎱 = divination.

🖇 = sigils.

🪶 = folklore.

📚 = library.

⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽ SPIRITUAL WORK ☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅

🎋 = ancestor veneration.

🪷 = spirit work.

🪭 = saint work.

🎻 = demon work.

[sunflowerseraph]

A guy loses the jedi in their brain and all of a sudden cant crochet anymore? This world is a prison

[nkogneatho]

size kink is so fucking hot.

"too big for you, right?", "c'mon doll you can take it.", "you came? but i just put my tip in baby." "shh i am here princess, hold onto me.", "attagirl, you're taking it like a champ.", "look at you, fucking yourself on a cock that was too big for you.", "cum on it baby. fhuuck. you're squeezing me."

[dogbitesy]

any girl you want on demand

[sunniewr]

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[ladymadame]

hate me , love me . . .

. . . your heart is mine to devour.

[diilchasp]

Focus on improving yourself, not proving yourself.

[tinogiehd]

expecting an official coming out from every queer person in the year of our lord 2023 is insane, my first gf and i literally did not tell a single soul that we were dating either people knew and assumed we were tgt because they had eyes or they didnt because they were homphobic. really helped avoid hate crimes because we just let people think wtv they wanted

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paperclipogie based

[slxtmeri]

give me some people ur okay with me spilling brainrot about love

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literally anyone, i just don't personally write about some people ;)