#[ they don't love you until you're dead & they call you profound ; ayaz demirci ]

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                𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 '𝕥𝕚𝕝 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕕𝕖𝕒𝕕 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪                                 𝕔𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕪𝕠𝕦  𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕗𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕕 : 𝕒 𝕞𝕦𝕤𝕚𝕔𝕒𝕝 𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕣𝕠𝕤𝕡𝕖𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕧𝕖

Soul Food II - Logic || Karma - Taylor Swift || Rainy Zurich - The Fray  || Future Me - Echosmith || I’m Ready - Jack’s Mannequin || The Other - Tonight Alive || Orville - Logic (ft. Like, Blu & Exile) || Le Voya9e- Kep1er || 92 Explorer - Post Malone

ℚ𝕦𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝔽𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕤

(—) ★ spotted!! AYAZ DEMIRCI on the cover of this week’s most recent tabloid! many say that the 31 year old looks like  SERKAY TÜTÜNCÜ, but i don’t really see it. while  the PLASTIC SURGEON is known for being COMPASSIONATE my inside sources say that they have a tendency to be PETULANT i swear, every time i think of them, i hear the song Soul Food II by Logic.

𝔽𝕦𝕟 𝔽𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕤

Despite living in Ankara for the better part of his childhood, Ayaz is a huge Fenerbahçe fan. This is something that he inherited from his mother who was raised in Istanbul. 

He doesn’t talk about his mother a lot because she left his father when his sister was two years old and he was ten. 

Ayaz got his first tattoo after losing a wager on the world cup and has gotten the bug. He has a full sleeve on his left arm and right leg. He has a few other tattoos scattered about. 

He has a vintage porsche that had been the pinnacle of his father’s all american dream. 

𝔽𝕦𝕝𝕝 𝔹𝕚𝕠𝕘𝕣𝕒𝕡𝕙𝕪: ( tw: death, miscarriage, abandonment, cleft lip mention) 

Born in Ankara, he saw the marred reality of poverty taking hold of lower income areas. The lack of health care pushed him farther down the path towards medicine. Ayaz made landfall in California at nineteen after completing one year at Sabancı University where he transferred to Stanford on a full scholarship.  Once he completed his degree, he was accepted into Johns Hopkins University Medical School.

During his third year of medical school, Ayaz’s father fell ill. Ayaz scrapped together what little money he had to bring his father and his little sister from Ankara for treatment. Sadly, his father died shortly after coming here and left an insurmountable pile of debt in his wake. Confined to the hefty weight of his grief when his father died and the bills that pilled up, Ayaz abandoned his dream in working in pediatrics surgery to pick a specialty that had a more lucrative payout: plastic surgery.    

Ayaz worked nonstop to become the best and took quickly to the craft. His life had become a mundane dance between working and taking care of his sister. He was suffocating in his own self appointed nightmare. That was until his wife came waltzing through the corridor with all of the colors that his gaze had been blind too for so long. She painted in the gaps of his armor and provided him with the last push to accept what his life was and would always be; so long as she was by his side.

It took far too much convincing of her mother, his colleague and the literal MVP in the hospital to sign off on their marriage. Ayaz couldn’t imagine his life without her and would bend heaven and earth to have her. Birth from that effort, they were married and lived happily (until it wasn’t happy).

In their whirlwind romance, the two lacked the tact to talk about the elephant in the room: children. Ayaz wanted nothing more than to be a father.  

Ayaz anxiously awaiting the blessing of being a father. When his wife became pregnant, the child was a miracle as a gift for all of his suffering. He’s been waiting for this day since he’d married his wife; the only catch was that his wife wasn’t so thrilled. He hoped she would be warm up to the idea but before that could happen they lost the baby. The loss and her relief had been the wedge that divided them.

Ayaz loves his wife so deeply he knew he couldn’t put her through the misery of baring a child that she didn’t want. He filed for a separation and drafted the papers but never signed them himself. He continues to allow his lawyer to send out copies of the document to see if she’ll sign first; selfishly he hopes she won’t.

Ayaz recently went on a trip with Doctors without Borders in cooperation with Operation Smile to provide some reconstructive surgeries to children born suffering cleft lip.

He has returned with a renewed sense of self and purpose. Ayaz no longer takes on clients who are seeking cosmetic changes but to help with restorative operations.

ℂ𝕠𝕟𝕟𝕖𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟𝕤

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