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[kitaryu]

OUTCAST. hey tumblr STOP FUCKING ASKING FOR EMAILS TO LOG INTO MY ACCOUNTS

[kitaryu]

an open letter @osavior

firstly, i want to make it very clear that my intention in this post is not to attack daisy, also known as the popular mercy blog osavior (previously valkiriya, and serenidae before that), but rather to spread the truth. the intention of this post isn’t to hurt her, but to increase the awareness of people who have no idea what she’s done and decide for themselves what to do from there. all urls, names, discord tags, and aliases shown here are done so with permission - those that requested anonymity were blocked out. colors remain consistent with people throughout all screencaps, so as not to confuse anyone. in this post ill be discussing how daisy has directly catfished mun photos, lied about being a med student, potentially lied about her age, potentially lied about having cancer, manipulated several people and tried to turn multiple unaffiliated people against each other.

before i get into the details, i want to establish that i considered myself very close friends with daisy some time ago (here is proof, if you need it. there are posts upon posts upon posts of interaction both ic and ooc between us in which we both make our affiliation with each other very clear). therefore, none of this is shown out of any sort of petty jealousy towards her, but rather as a way to open peoples’ eyes. whether you choose to continue interacting with her or not is up to you, but please at least keep this post in mind. with that being said, let’s continue:

catfishing

beginning with the most concrete claim, multiple people have said that daisy has posted fake images of herself. in fact, she took it from specific sources, which i will provide in a moment. while i couldnt find any posts of her putting up her “mun pictures” (i believe she deleted them after people mentioned it), many who there at the time can confirm that she did post pictures. for those of you that remember, here is @beijide​ (andy) finding the source she took her pictures from:

andy isn’t the only person who saw them, however. multiple people mentioned it:

we’ll come back to the last screenshot later, but here are four people specifically who remember her using the photos from this instagram and this pinterest, run by the same person. you can ask any of the three of us who have opted out of anonymity if you want to confirm that she posted those photos, or anyone else who remembers it. “but, wait,” you might say. “what if daisy really is the person who runs this blog?”

at first, it’s easy to say that she is. after all, her area of living, according to her old skype account, is the same as this woman’s. however, the owner of mod med blog’s real name is mary ella wood, very publicly announced. it’s no secret. daisy’s real name, however, is leonie - a name she used to go by, back when i first met her in october of 2016 (she gave herself an alias after a little while and then changed it multiple times afterward). what’s more, daisy claims to be a medical student. what kind of medical student has enough time to run a popular instagram, pinterest, and on top of that, a very powerful roleplay blog for tumblr? i think i’ve made my case for this part.

lying about education and potentially age

well, just because she lied about her photos doesn’t mean she lied about being a medical student - but there is evidence to support this, as well.

a year ago, when i spoke to daisy on a daily basis, she said that she was six years into med school:

only a little while before this, she claimed to be graduating in about a year:

please note the date on this screencap. october 20, 2016, she says she has about a year left. at the time of posting this, it is november 10, 2017, and her rules, which have only recently been updated (as she just remade her blog within the past few days) claim that she is still a full-time college student:

the text on this is very small, but it says: “gonna make this short and simple.

i’m a full time college student. i will not always be active !”

she also claims to be 20 years old at the time, so 21 now:

however, if daisy was in med school for 6 years as of the time she sent these messages, that means that she started med school when she was fourteen years old...which is literally impossible. so, how old is she?

honestly speaking, i don’t know how old she is. however, she has given some unintentional hints.

in the last screencap, daisy is talking about her mom asking when she’ll get married. so, we know that her older half sister is 20, so she can’t be any older than that, which proves that she can’t possibly be a med student in her 6th year of college.

but just because she isn’t in her 6th year doesn’t mean she’s not a med student at all. however, her work ethic doesn’t at all match what is required out of a med student:

but, wait, that doesn’t sound right. typically, med students are known for being hard workers - and there’s a reason for that.

remember where she said that her gpa and grades were terrible? yeah. i dont have any way to specifically disprove her being a med student (though she can’t be in her sixth year) but at this point, it’s very doubtful.

manipulation and hypocrisy

now that i’ve proven the basics about her, let’s move on. there is so much to talk about here, and honestly speaking, this section and the last are the main points of the whole post - because the body count of daisy’s grasp is terribly large, to the point where i have counted 9 personal victims, including myself, and that’s just who i know about.

so, let’s begin with her direct manipulation:

she was talking about playing heroes of the storm here, because oni genji had just been released, back when he was a promotional event exclusive. this is pretty direct, honestly, because it’s so passive aggressive it hurts - but i had just gotten home from a marching band competition. i was really tired.

don’t get me wrong, wanting attention and nice comments once in a while is fine. there’s nothing wrong with that. but getting upset because you specifically asked for compliments? baiting me to send you compliments? what’s even worse is that multiple people sent things, and were often ignored:

i would send things, too. i sent a lot of nice things, and she would ignore them and then say that no one sent anything.

i poured so much love into my relationship with daisy. i absolutely adored her, and i told her that all the time, over skype, over asks, anon and not. i wrote with her every day, i spoke to her every day, i talked about headcanons and life stuff and shared my joy and pain with her, because i loved daisy. she was one of my best friends for a long time, and as much as i would like to say that maybe, she was just venting to me, she made her feelings very personal. so...

...how in the world did she get this idea? why did she think it was okay to make this personal? it definitely seems like she was trying to get me to talk to her more, or maybe even to only talk to her. i dont know.

she had been baiting me to ask what was wrong for about five minutes if i remember correctly, and then in an effort to respect her privacy, i let her be, and offered my support in case she needed it, where she instantly took the opportunity to complain about how little i spoke to her despite the fact that i spoke to her on a daily basis. whats more, a large portion of my inactivity when it came to speaking to people was that i was constantly exhausted because of marching band, and also because i had so little time outside of it.

i’ll address it more in the next section, but this mercy (we’ll call them red) was constantly under daisy’s scrutiny. on top of that, she was very subtly hinting two things - the first being that i shouldnt even so much as think about complimenting another mercy, and the second being that i should give her compliments, instead.

why is she trying to act like i’m some sort of popular jock here? daisy has always been a more popular blog than me. and that never really bothered me, because i liked her, at the time, but i still have no idea what sorts of “things i was included into,” because there really wasn’t...anything. i’d play overwatch a lot with my friends, but that was genuinely about it, and was more due to the fact that i played the game every day, with or without people to play with me.

as for the shipping, i never even had that many ships. i had one with her, one with bibi, one with michael, and before she deleted her widow, one with tay...and thats really it. she shipped a lot more often than i did, but she would drop her ships and blame it on the other person (which i’ll get to here soon). daisy has been through tons of ships and i spoke to a good amount of people she used to ship with when gathering information for this post. they were the ones abandoned.

not only does this imply that she’s a perfect angel who is wronged for no reason, but it also shoves the idea that you dont have the right to unfollow people for whatever you wish. you are under no obligation to keep following people. even if there is no reason at all to unfollow someone, that is your choice. you do not have to follow anyone you dont want to follow.

this was honestly one of the most direct and passive aggressive things she ever sent to me. i was tired, i had just woken up from about an hour (i think) accidental nap after a stressful day of marching band (which was always very tiring), i was very groggy, and she had the gall to say this right to my face.

its still so strange to me. i remember being confused when she said this, but i didnt say anything...but i have never heard anyone say anything like this. more often, youre asked how you cant like children, or told its different when theyre your own, or told that you will learn to like them and change your mind.

this is still confusing considering the fact that daisy has been arguably the most popular blog in the fandom for a very long time. tons of people liked her, and i know i, at least, absolutely adored her. plus, no one, from my knowledge, has ever called her crazy. no one has called her deranged.

probably the most ironic thing she ever said to me? this. because, i dont know how many of you are aware of this, but daisy dropped me. she quite directly replaced me for another genji blog because i “wasnt active” even though i actually was on this blog, slowly coming back to it with some lowered amounts of replies because i was a week from graduating high school and my focus was more on that than on doing my drafts. and she didn’t just do this to me - she did it to multiple people, as i’ll touch on later in this post. here is what it looked like when daisy dropped me:

considering daisy was always going on about how she didnt want people to replace her, this is pretty obviously hypocritical.

she was talking about people who had dropped me as mains before, here. she says here that i was the longest friend she had and her favorite and her number one (while dropping me? lmao) but after this conversation, she talked to me exactly once, one message, and she never spoke to me again. she never tried. she deleted me off of skype (i never deleted her, so while i cant message her on skype, i still have access to everything we said over it) and we unfollowed each other on tumblr after some time and we never spoke again.

this is the one and only time ill say this publicly: daisy was the reason i went on an indefinite hiatus. i was tired of being dropped (it was the third time i had been dropped so that someone could main another genji, or at least it seemed that way at the time) and it hurt me a lot. i was tired of it. i was tired of getting replaced over and over again.

daisy was talking about how she didnt ever have a real relationship (romantically) and when i tried to explain to her that romance is glorified and she shouldnt value herself based on that, she turned my words completely around. my mom used to do this all the time when i lived with her. it is extremely manipulative.

the funny thing about her trying to convince me to send her stuff here is that i basically liked every one of her starter calls. i would send her almost every meme. i would give her anons and talk to her all the time. she would constantly get things from other people and ignore them:

and then she would complain about people not sending things.

she only apologized for things she said to me when looking for attention for it, or at least it seemed that way. she would purposely say shes not okay vaguely so that i would ask her what was wrong and comfort her, which is the same problem im currently having with someone else - but that’s a different situation.

daisy used her illness as an excuse all the time. she would blame anything toxic or manipulative that she was called out for on her bpd, and the only time she apologized for anything, it was extremely self-deprecating - she clearly wanted me to pity her, despite the fact that she had just fucked me over.

and then there’s this. daisy spoke about this a lot - basically, any d.va ship was considered borderline pedophilia to her. she wanted people to tag their ships with large age gaps, but really, considering she was okay with around a 20-30 year age gap between mercy and soldier but not with a 7 year age gap between d.va and lucio, it was less about age gaps and more about d.va specifically. in fact, she specifically mentioned in her rules that she wanted any and all d.va ships tagged, but didnt specify anything else at all. and considering she claims to be only a year older than d.va? considering daisy was talking to an eighteen-year-old? d.va is a fully matured adult, whether she still occasionally acts immaturely or not. ffs she is in the south korean military. she has a career, and one that requires a lot of mental preparation, at that.

before her mental illness is used as a shield for her, however, whether by her or anyone else, please read this post and this post.

potentially lying about cancer

daisy never spoke often about this, so i’m not entirely certain, but there are definitely things that dont add up here. remember the mention of skin cancer earlier?

well, i always felt it too personal to ask her more about cancer, but out of everything she told me of her own volition, daisy did tell me a few things that didn’t quite make sense.

she is pretty clearly saying that she’s had chemotherapy here. she says she had cancer.

i dont know about most people, but when i had a benign tumor in my brain and needed neurosurgery to remove it (a pituitary adenoma, for those of you who know what that is. my case was apparently extremely rare because it was a tumor inside of a cystic mass, but it was necrotic and not cancerous), i was not okay with tumor jokes. it took a year and a half, maybe two years, for my parents to stop joking about it, and i wasn’t okay with them making humor out of something like that. but, what really doesn’t make sense is this:

she says here, november 23, 2016, that she has only been in remission a month.

but she says here, 5 days earlier, that she is donating blood (and has donated multiple times before), that she is healthy.

i dont know what the specific requirements are, but i know that despite me being physically healthy now (at least as far as illnesses and whatnot are concerned), i was never allowed to donate blood (or plasma) because i took hormone regulation pills as a result of my tumor. if blood drives wont accept someone who takes a hormone regulation pill to stabilize their prolactin levels, why would they accept blood from someone who literally had chemotherapy? someone who supposedly had skin cancer?

im not the only one, either, though. one of the people she claimed replaced her (again, other way around) found out that she was faking cancer, too, and their friend apparently had evidence, though they didnt think people would believe them - which is understandable, considering daisy is an extremely influential figure in the overwatch rp community.

turning people against each other

here is quite possibly the part most directly affecting people. on multiple occasions, daisy would turn people who were completely unaffiliated against each other. people who had never met, or at least never spoke much.

i was talking to @beijide about the upper screenshot, because when daisy dropped andy for another widowmaker, she vague posted about andy (who, mind you, has a hard time speaking with people personally, though they found it understandably easier to jump into a group conversation) the whole time. andy summed up their situation pretty well when i showed them what daisy said to me - though it’s only a guess, and she may not have been talking to me about andy specifically.

and then, later:

she pretty clearly says here that this person (ill call them orange, for the sake of this post) replaced her. i didn’t know orange at all, but with this, daisy convinced me to avoid them. i was under the impression for a year that orange dropped daisy - but in reality, when i spoke to them, they explained the truth:

daisy ostracized people from the entire fandom on multiple occasions - not just once or twice, but all the time, because she found someone better or because they werent active or just because they played the wrong character.

at first, i wasnt going to say anything about this situation. i wasnt going to talk to anyone about what she did to me, even though it hurt, because i thought that the only thing she did was replace me - just a problem to do with me, nothing to hurt other people. i didnt realize just how detailed everything she did was.

and i’m not the first to make a post, either. red (remember when i mentioned them earlier?) tried to make a callout for her before over the same things and was written off as a jealous mercy who faked evidence to make daisy look bad:

this was after daisy had already turned me against red early in our friendship by convincing me that red had stolen headcanons from her:

i’ll come back to this last bit shortly.

she convinced me that red was stealing her headcanons - even though these headcanons are fairly common for mercy players, since she has a certain air about her. i tried to find red to ask them about the truth of the situation, but was unable to find their blog. from my knowledge, they have since left the overwatch community.

later, she sent messages which very intentionally ostracized red:

and then, regarding the callout red made:

but red is hardly the only person who got turned against as a result of her. she also turned against @climxtologist, who was originally her friend, when talking about red:

when i spoke to nicole, however, she told me the truth of what happened.

even if it had only been orange, red, and nicole who had been ostracized by daisy, it would be far too many - but unfortunately, her body count doesn’t end there.

i don’t know specifically who she was talking about here, because there were many stories she told that sounded like that, but i had an idea when i was speaking to orange. i started speaking to nikki about everything daisy did, and though he wasnt directly victimized by her, he felt the affects of having friends who were, as well as being a mercy when daisy made sure that other mercy players would never get so much attention:

daisy, despite saying that she wouldnt keep people from rping or interacting with other mercy players, subtly kept them from ever talking to them. in fact, i was talking about it on discord, too:

i didnt want to upset daisy by talking to other mercy players, and i know that i wasnt the only one who felt this way. she was extremely possessive of her mains:

yet, although she would get upset when anyone else talked to another mercy, she spoke or interacted with other versions of someones muse all the time. so why was she allowed to talk to other genji players when i couldnt talk to other mercys?

she even got extremely nasty about people who i used to main who i had thought dropped me (the circumstances were a bit different when i actually got around to talking to them about it, so my disposition here is pretty gross as well, admittedly, and i dont have any excuses for it):

she was extremely rude about red, who she had never actually held a conversation with. she directly called red a trashbag, called all of their friends trashbags, and claimed no one liked them or their blog, as well as calling it irrelevant. that’s nasty.

but possibly the worst is when she tried to turn me against one of my mains, and closest friends:

i really should have stood up for bibi here, but i was too scared to upset daisy about it. when i spoke to bibi about it, they said this:

yes, she said that void was in the wrong for what they did - but she also spoke about them like what they said to bibi wasnt that bad. and that isn’t okay.

conclusion

daisy pretty explicitly manipulated and lied about a lot of things, including things that would actively harm other people. i am not telling anyone to stop interacting with daisy, but i want people to be aware of everything shes done, because she is actively harming other people, and if anyone decides to break off contact and interaction with me about this, i understand completely. please do not attack or send hate to daisy, as that is not the intention of this post. it is not created for retribution. it is not made for revenge. it was made to protect people and give them the knowledge to make their own decisions.

also this was really funny to me:

[kitaryu]

             you can pretend you don’t ( miss me. )

[kitaryu]

OUTCAST. so...damn. i started this blog september of last year, and even though i took a really long break, im back here a year later and honestly? this has been an amazing journey. i did bias lists for every 100 followers for a while but this...is the first one ive done since my return and so i want to do it a bit differently. this time, im just going to say a few words about the people closest to me on here. thank you all so...so much for all you’ve given me here.

even if you arent on here, every single one of you guys means so much to me. that sounds cheesy and fake but im serious - this is just the people i talk to on a regular basis.

ive been through a lot these past few months, and the people on this list are really what have made life worth living of late.

( art cred )

                              ❤  thank you so much.  ❤

@westsurvived - MICHAEL. / god. id be lying to myself to put you as anything other than the first person on here and ive been trying to decide what i would say right here for the past several hours. i just...i can never put it into words because describing how i feel about you without just saying “i love you” is like trying to describe the taste of water, so let me try to express it another way. you were exactly what i needed, when i needed it; something really nice back in the midst of everything i left behind here. youre one of the biggest sweethearts ive met, and youve been nothing short of incredible. im so happy i came back even though i dont rp as much and even happier i came to know you better, because ive never been so genuinely in love with someone before. i hope you realize how special you are. you know ive been hurt a lot and youre still here anyway, watching all these dumb musicals and shows and playing games with me all the time. i fall more in love with you every single day, and honestly speaking, i dont deserve you at all, but im so happy youre here anyway, and i love you so, so much.  ❤

@aoiiryuu - RURI. / oh my god, ruri. youve been here for me through thick and thin, and thick, and thick, and thick. youve become one of my best friends, and biggest pillars of support, and i can only hope to be the same to you. thank you so much, for not only listening to me when im down, but also for spending time with me when im not. playing games, watching things, and just generally talking to you are honestly some of my favorite things to do, and i hope you realize just how important you are to me.  ❤

@riobeats - BIBI. / ohhh my gosh the amount of love in my heart for you is actually ridiculous, okay? bibi, youre so important to me and im so happy youve stuck with me all this time. youre so passionate about everything and i love to see it, honestly. thank you so so much  ❤

@motherswrath / @westdrache - BANSHEE. / i dont exactly have a lot of warcraft friends, seeing as most of my connections are through playing overwatch, so having someone i can yell at about various warcraft things is super, super nice. youve been here since...damn near the beginning, and thats hella cool, too. im so happy to know you, banshee!  ❤

@huitohil - ISRAEL. / ill slam dunk you into the dumpster next time i see you if you ever offer to buy me anything again ok. youre such a sweetheart and i appreciate your sentiments so much. youre kind to the point that you forget to take care of yourself but honestly youre really relatable and i absolutely adore you, okay? knock em dead  ❤

@liightheld - BAMBI. / gosh even though i dont talk to you daily, youre still super chill and im so happy to know you! thank you so much both for talking to me and creating the group chat - youve introduced me to a lot of really good friends and i wouldnt give any of them, or you, up for the world. i would love to get to know you better! keep shining, bambi, you’re a star  ❤

@beijide - ANDY. / youve helped me do one of the hardest things ive ever had to do, and im so happy to have met you. thank you so much for being here for me, even if we dont talk every day, okay? i hope this year is a beautiful one for you  ❤

@infrasnipe - NAOMI. / naoooomiiiiii!!! you are a wonderful person, okay? your widow is on point and youre one of my favorite people to see on my dash and to play with in game. youre a smart cookie and youve got some crazy skill, too. thank you so much for everything  ❤

@failedflight / @ohcaptaiin - ROBIN. / so my conversations with you are mostly down to whats said in the group chat but nonetheless im so happy to know you. thank you so much for talking to me and playing with me and whatnot, because it really does mean a lot!  ❤

@wundertater - MORO. / what a sweetheart!! im so glad to have gotten to know you, honestly. your doggo pictures are so important to me, and i love seeing you on my dash or just talking to you, okay? thank you so much and i hope our friendship lasts a lot longer, too  ❤

@foxkept / @hishonor - CHANDA. / gosh! im so glad 2017 seems to be ending on such a positive note for both of us! im so happy things are going so well for you and honestly youre an absolute darling. thank you so much for talking to me, i love holding conversations with you  ❤

all of you meant so much to me. thank you so much for existing and talking to me  ❤ ❤

[kitaryu]

OUTCAST. ok so like im...very late with this but heres some ATLA stuff for genji. im makin a verse for this too:

genji comes from a very prominent, very proud firebending family that spans back generations (possibly of relation to the firelord, though i havent decided). they have lots of money and lots of resources, and take huge pride in their bending. genji and hanzo were both prodigies in this respect, nearly even in skill, but when genji disobeyed the family and was challenged to an agni kai by hanzo, he refused to burn his brother and was punished with near death

his family thought him dead, and with his dishonor, he could never return to the fire nation. however, a particularly spiritual airbender by the name of zenyatta healed his wounds and began teaching him how to live without summing his worth up by his abilities and his honor.

genji incorporates airbending styles into his firebending, which surprises many people who expect him (by his mannerisms, clothing, and movement styles) to airbend before he breathes fucking fire. that being said he can still resort to traditional firebending techniques, knowing both styles extensively

despite the loss of his limbs (more that they were burned to uselessness and replaced with prosthetics) genji can still bend. for a time he lost his ability as he struggled to learn how to bend with prosthetic limbs

genji’s agni kai left him severely injured, and he covers his face and body very modestly. he is very self conscious of his burns, despite how much zenyatta has taught him

zen and genji, despite both being very talented benders, do not rely on bending. zenyatta has taught him how to live without using his fire for everything he needs, and many things that he could simplify by bending, he does instead as a nonbender would, making some people completely unaware that he can bend

[kitaryu]

idk if any1 brought this up w u but like sum1s mental illness isn’t your place to judge / add to…like ok call people out for being vile but don’t mention their mental illness as if these are absolutely necessary to mention when trying to expose someone’s shitty attitudes / actions. and bpd differs on the person, u can't just... take one persons word for it and roll w it

OUTCAST. i was going to respond to this privately but im starting to see some posts like this and i would like to address it and you gave me a good opportunity to do so (thank you)

the biggest reason i wanted to include bpd in the post is because it does affect a lot of people and i understand your concerns (as well as those who expressed the same concerns) and its a very serious personality disorder. my intention was not to police mental disorders, and i understand that it differs from person to person. i did consult multiple people about it (i spoke to bibi and beru, both of which have diagnosed bpd, as well as some others and they all agreed that it didnt sound like bpd she was portraying)

but also because her saying that she has bpd provides a terrible image for people who do have bpd, which is another big reason i wanted to address it. like i said, she may be misdiagnosed, and personality disorders are tough to talk about and who knows, maybe im wrong. i apologize that it came across as an attempt to police mental disorders. my intentions were to prevent her from trivializing the problems of bpd people or to blame her behavior on her mental illness and further stigmatize it

[kitaryu]

OUTCAST. i know its not munday but also consider: fuck u

[kitaryu]

OUTCAST. callout post for @westsurvived hes too cute

[kitaryu]

OUTCAST. thank you all so much for your positive reaction and for spreading that post around. for some, it was no surprise at all, and for some it was very shocking, because she was someone people liked. a lot of people had their suspicions, and i dont blame any of you for being shocked - a lot of people, myself included, fell for her charming demeanor. please do not attack any of the people she interacted with. the people she was closest to tended to be the most in the dark about her.

i really didnt intend for her to deactivate her blog, and i really hope i didnt give off that vibe. but i hope that other mercy blogs can start to flourish again, and that as a community, we can begin to heal.

more people are beginning to stand up and tell their stories about her interactions with them, now that no one is afraid any longer. and im so proud of us all for moving forward.

[kitaryu]

name. nikita age. 19 pronouns. he/him zodiac sign. libra taken or single. taken three facts. 1. i fucking love cats 2. i just realized i think ive done this meme before but uhhh fuck it ill do it again. thats not really a fact though so uhhh. im a complete idiot but im fairly booksmart so thats cool, im the kind of person who never had to study to understand stuff 3. i cant really multitask. like to the point that if im playing a game (overwatch included) then ill get too focused and i cant talk at the same time. its better than it used to be though, when i was little i wouldnt hear people calling for me or anything, i would focus on the game so hard that the rest of the world kind of just didnt exist

* EXPERIENCE

platforms you’ve used. tumblr, discord, eliteskills, vsoh, neopets please dont laugh at me best experience. its really hard to pinpoint a favorite ngl. ive had a lot of really great and really bad experiences with rp, ive stuck with rping for a long, long time. genji has been a lot of fun for me but honestly i probably have to say that rping the will of the abyss was the best experience - tiny fandom, not a lot of duplicates, and my partners were all total sweethearts. no drama, no bullshit, just pure chill

* MUSE PREFERENCE

female or male. tbh i used to not be able to write male muses, but recently ive kind of...switched around. i can still portray both comfortably, but my interest in female muses has waned least favourite face(s). jack morrison

* WRITING PREFERENCE

fluff, angst or smut. i dont have a preference tbh though im really bad at smut so i tend to shy away from it long or short replies. usually short, just bc i lack the attention span and motivation for long replies, but if im in the mood then i love having the space to really write everything out

tagged by : @foxkept

tagging : i dont rly like tagging ppl in this stuff but feel free to steal it

[kitaryu]

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MUNMADA. ( accepting ! )

     OUTCAST.     4. If you could tell your muse one thing, what would you tell them?

oh jesus. i dont really have anything i want to tell genji, honestly. i mean, the dudes like 16 years older than me and way more experienced. hes easily been through far more and honestly, i dont think i have anything i would need to tell him.

11. What do you hate about your muse?

i hope you realize how hard this question is for me to answer fkdjsbhnui i just?? i really cant think of anything i hate about genji. like...does fandom interpretation count? because then i would say i hate how often people want to ship shimadacest. like...im sorry but thats literal incest and its kinda nasty yo.

18. What aspect of your muse’s personality is most important to you? What aspect of your muse’s personality do you think is most important to them? Is it the same? Why or why not?

ummm lets see. to genji, the most important thing is how much he has healed, because hes come so far from the man he was when he fought hanzo. to me, however, the most important thing to characterize is how far he has left, because while im super proud of him for coming as far as he has, he isnt quite done yet. there are a lot of very important aspects, but if i have to choose just one, thats definitely it.

[kitaryu]

10. What do you love about your muse?

MUNMADA. ( accepting ! )

OUTCAST. oh gosh. ask anyone who knows me - i will speak for HOURS on how much i love genji. hes just…i connect with him so well, and hes serious but silly at the same time. hes been through so much and moved past it all to become the best person he can be. i just…really, i cant even properly word my thoughts and feelings. i just…i just love genji so much. i love everything about him.

[kitaryu]

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POSITIVITYMADA. ( accepting ! )

OUTCAST. ok im not gonna lie you scared me a little bit at first cause your aesthetic style is very similar to someone i dont associate with anymore but you really are nothing like them and the longer i followed you the more i realized that. you play your character beautifully and its honestly so nice to watch them get such a good characterization from such a sweet person!

[kitaryu]

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POSITIVITYMADA. ( accepting ! )

OUTCAST. gosh youre a sweetie and im so so sorry im so slow with replying to things kldnvasior but also like ??? the animal pictures u post in discord all the time REALLY uplift me even when i dont say anything abt them ok. theyre little ways of making everyones day better and its so nice. and honestly im still in shock that u said u used to look up to me from afar cause like...your writing is so good??? you have such a good grasp on your character and thats so refreshing honestly???

[kitaryu]

OUTCAST. as for the name thing...please dont worry about peoples aliases vs their real names. with most people it isnt a problem, but no, daisy isnt her real name. it was an alias; she used to use her real name on her blog much earlier. however, ive spoken enough about daisy and while i do want to answer questions people have about her or my callout and address concerns people have, i dont want to fill my blog with any more about her than i have to. so, if you have anything you wish to ask me about or clear up or even call me out on (such as the thing with the disorders) please feel free to visit my inbox and ill reply privately, but im going to try to keep anything more out of the public.

[kitaryu]

OUTCAST. however i just want to remind everyone that although genji is much better about morals now (on most things) he legitimately did not know that things he was doing before (murder, assassination, etc) were wrong. he was somewhat rebellious as a child, wanting to live normally like other children, but he legitimately was groomed to believe that what he was doing was okay

overwatch used most of this to their advantage, so it was only when genji began learning from zen that he realized just how much the way that he was raised affected his morality, ideals, and values. he tries to fight for these things now but he honestly sometimes still doesnt know that some things are morally ambiguous or incorrect