#[ chat: aria x serena ]

[luriddaze]

aria smirked at the blonde's comment. she could silently curse herself for not making a move sooner. despite her sometimes 'strong' personality, aria was rather shy when it came to this sort of thing. now that the tension had officially been broken, she knew that she wouldn't hold back ever again. if serena would let her, aria was happy to make this a regular thing. the teasing from the beautiful blonde only encouraged her further, her tongue relentless in it's pursuit - lapping her clit with quick and precise strokes. "- and you taste fucking amazing, baby," she muttered sweetly, moaning with satisfaction as she focused on sucking the sensitive bud for a few moments, wanting to offer her every sensation.

“well, you should’ve… by now we could’ve been having a lot more fun than we have been, babes.” a teasing smile laces her lips, of course she had these thoughts about her best friend. she was stunning as hell, serena always found ways to tease the other , yet no actions were ever done … not until now. “so much? well , don’t keep me waiting then.” she states with a smirk dancing across her lips, curious to see what the girl had planned for her, wants to see the exact talents that her best friend has. feeling the femme’s tongue against her, she couldn’t help, but gasp at the friction. “fuck, you look so hot between my legs,” she mutters, bundling her hair up for her. as she completely buries herself into her wet folds, she couldn’t help, but yelp in pleasure — moans filling the air.

[serenaew]

Serena's Masterlist: Meta

The ramblings that Serena calls meta cause she can't help going crazy about her own work.

Interview on the Fanfic Maverick Podcast (Snarry & Severitus)

In which I had the chance to chat with ChaosBlue about Snarry and Severitus.

Thoughts on Wish not for a soul that is full of sin (SS/HP, fic)

In which I break down the sources for the elements / motifs I used in my fic Wish not for a soul that is full of sin, most of which can be found in the attached playlist.

Of utter destruction and unbelievable loss (about Surrender, Severus & Harry podfic)

In which I explain why I went for the least obvious of background music choices.

Thoughts on the Loving Deeply backing track (Severus & Lily, podfic)

I couldn't help but write something about how perfectly I think Bach's soprano aria "Aus Liebe Will Mein Heiland Sterben" from his St Matthew's Passion fits this work.

Behind the scenes of Nocturne (Snape x OC / flute solo filk)

Serena's rambling about her composition process of her flute solo filk Nocturne: what songs she was inspired by and some technical fluting details, plus some (read: a lot) of whining about things I struggled with… In the hopes of, perhaps, showing that composition is something very human and achievable.

A Beginner's Trial-and-Error-Approach To Asynchronous Multivoice Polyphonic Filking (about multivoice filk, written for (Voiceteam) Over the Rainbow)

In which I wrote down Do-again's, Don't-again's and some other thoughts from my first time arranging and editing multiphonic filk.

[luriddaze]

"i came close more than once, babe. you have no idea how bad i've wanted you. no fucking idea," she admitted, her voice dripping with seduction. resisting anyone else would be much easier, but the woman she loved the most - her best friend? it was impossible from the moment she realized her attraction to the beautiful blonde. her heat ached with desire, desperate for friction, yet she wanted to take the time to focus on serena. her time would come soon enough, and tasting serena, well - she was sure she had never tasted something so mouthwatering in her life. "gladly. i'll do so much to you, i promise." aria grinned. her tongue was eager to please the other, taking the time to lick every inch before turning her focus to the woman's clit with relentless flicks of her tongue and gentle sucks. "you're beautiful," she mumbled in praise, wrapping her arms around the woman's thighs for a better grip and more friction for the woman, her face completely buried in her cunt as excited moans from aria mixed in with the sweet sounds from serena.

“ooh? well, i definitely want to take a peek and see just how dirty your mind is. didn’t realize that those tight little outfits did it for you, though i’m surprise that you haven’t jumped my bone until now.” the female playfully teases the other. wondering just how long she felt that way about her. “i’m sure i will and i’m definitely going to cherish it,” thing about serena was that she was definitely a giver and given this is their first time together, she wants to give her the full experience. a moan escapes her lips as she brings her breasts in her own, toying with her nipples — feeling them grow harder as the pool between her legs began to form. the female was turning her on and she was excited to see how eager the other really was. “yeah? you going to pin me down so i can’t squirm?” the idea was hot and watching her work her pants off was even better. legs spread open and wide as she stares are her throbbing vagina. praising has her feeling on top of the world, “you like what you see?” she mumbles, knowing she was beyond wet for the other. loving how she wasted no time to duck her head between her legs. tongue swipes over her causing as soft moan to escape, brows furrowing. “mm, fuck — aria,” she whimpers, hips buckling up, requesting for more friction.

[luriddaze]

"you have no idea how dirty my mind can be. there's only so many times i can see you in those tight little outfits where i could actually resist.." she admitted, knowing that she was admitting that her feelings were far from platonic. at the moment, she didn't care, and was willing to deal with whatever serena felt going forward. aria giggled sweetly with a hint of deviousness. "mmmhm. you'll see that soon enough.." she gently purred, her eyes looking up at the woman lustfully, serena's words immediately causing an aching arousal between her thighs. the brunette moaned against the woman's perky nipples, giving them equal attention before pulling off with a 'pop'. "you're about to find out, princess. can't wait to feel your pussy grip, feel your squirm." aria slowly moved down the woman's frame, pressing gentle kisses between the valley of her breasts and slowly down her stomach. with a smile brimming with lust, she pulled herself up a bit to tug the woman's bottom layers down her legs slowly. the moment her deep brown eyes caught sight of the woman's glistening pussy, a proud smile crossed her face at how wet she had already made her. "oh my god.." she audibly spoke in awe. "look at you." she wasted no time spreading the woman's plush thighs apart further, gripping them as she maneuvered herself between them. there was no point in teasing or waiting because she had imagined this for so long. with hunger, the woman ran her tongue slowly through serena's soft folds, moaning as the woman's sweet arousal coated her tongue.

“nope you weren’t,” though there were some moments where she thought the other had a thing for her, but she brushes it off. a smirk appears across her lips from the females words, shaking her head ever so slightly. “mm, such dirty thoughts. who would’ve thought your mind was thinking all of that?” the female allows her to explore, moving to lay down as the other climbs on top of her, a chuckle falling from her lips. “oh, you’re prettier spread wide open, huh? mean, i can’t wait to see it.” indulge in it and give her everything that she ever wanted. “yeah? think my tits are one of my best features.. next to my amazing power gripping pussy.” serena mutters out before a moan escapes her lips as the females lips wrap around her breast, feeling them grow more sensitive and hard due to her actions. “fuck, wonder what’s it like to have that mouth in between my legs.”

[luriddaze]

"i guess i wasn't as obvious as i thought i was being," she replied with a giggle, the shy smile on her face quickly replaced by a more lustful one. aria couldn't wait to get her hands on her best friend, to get the taste she had always wanted. "every. single. time. your fingers, your tongue... all of you," she admitted to the blonde. her lust guided her next actions and before she knew it, their shirts were thrown to the floor and she crawled on top of the beautiful woman eagerly. "you think so? you should see me with my legs spread... and you will," she teased with a nip the the woman's bottom lip. her kisses to the other's neck were heavy and sensual as she moved lower and lower before finding the top of the woman's breasts, her hand slinking expertly behind serena to unclasp her bra and toss it aside. "i'm hot? look at you, babe. your tits are so perfect," she breathed out with a seductive smile before her lips moved down serena's breasts, her tongue teasing and her lips wrapping around them one by one, moaning with excitement as she brought them to stiffer peaks.

"i never knew that you've felt this way about me," serena admits, quirking a brow -- was she blinded to her friend's obvious crush regarding her? smirk forms across lips at her words, amused by the way she had no shame admitting what she does to the thought of her. "and how many times did you wish i was laying right besides you using my fingers instead?" question flows out, watching as she tugs off her shirt. eyes darts over her stunning body, how could she not check her out? before she knew it, her own shirt is over her head and discarded somewhere in the room. "you're just as hot," she states, before lips crash against hers -- intensity causes the wind to be knocked out of her as she breaths heavily soon as her lips began to move down her neck. "mm, aren't you a little eager?"

[luriddaze]

"oh, i know i'm pretty, but you? those curves, that smile... those eyes. i guess i'm a bit of a simp for my best friend." aria giggled sweetly, feeling the excitement build up at what was obviously about to occur between the two of them. "mm, how did you know that? i've touched myself to you more than you could believe.." she admitted with a gentle shrug. her gaze darkened lustfully, leaning into the woman's touch eagerly. aria didn't want to waste any time, reaching down to pull her own shirt off her petite frame, revealing her thin bralette that left little to the imagination, her perky nipples barely covered by the fabric. she then reached over to pull serena's shirt off of her, tossing it to the floor haphazardly. "you're so fucking hot, babe," she praised as she moved to kiss the blonde's lips again, this time with much more hunger and desire, her lips then moving down her jaw and towards the woman's neck, sucking and nipping at her pulse point eagerly.

"me? try looking in the mirror sweetheart.. you're drop dead gorgeous, as to having a taste all you needed to do was ask." it was clear that serena was no stranger to getting freaky in the bed -- even if it was with her best friend. "you ever walked in on me in the shower then touched yourself afterwards at the thought?" the blonde inquires, inching closer towards the female, smirking a bit more. "go right ahead, do whatever you desire." she encourages, hand trailing up and down the other's frame.

[luriddaze]

"how could i not? i think you're, like, the most beautiful girl, ever. i'd be crazy not to want a taste," she boldly admitted, her cheeks burning pink as she eyed the blonde with a total lack of subtlety. the idea of pleasing serena made her ache between her thighs, squirming a little as a devious smile crossed her lips. "i'd love to. i've thought about what you look like naked far too much," she breathed out, leaning in once more to offer the blonde a searing kiss. "can i take all of this off you?" she muttered against her lips as her hands began to trail slowly over the woman's frame, desperate to feel each curve.

serena must admit that she’s a little surprise by the others words, yet she easily recovers — charming smile dancing across her lips. “i just never thought you felt that way about me,” she admits to the other — knowing that they shared a deep friendship where they told each other practically anything. “i could promise you that it does.. do you wanna give it a shot?” question comes out easily, eyes darkening ever so slightly.

[luriddaze]

"of course, i'm talking about you, serena. i mean, you do happen to be the hottest blonde i know. plus, i trust you. why wouldn't i want yo be with you like that?" she admitted, her cheeks flushing a deep shade of pink as she grinned up at the woman, setting to vodka aside. "i kinda wonder if kissing other parts of you is as enjoyable as those lips, to be honest." she could blame it on the booze if she wanted to, but the lust and desire was what truly guided her.

bringing the shot glass towards her lips, she downs the drink allowing the liquid to slide down, brow slightly quirking at the female's words. "if i didn't know better i'd say that you're talking about me." a smirk dance across her lips, "unless you are.. you could tell me and i could teach you and thing or two about pleasing woman."

[luriddaze]

"oh no, not at all. just making a very true statement, babe," she teased back with a laugh. there was a bit of a pep in her step following the kiss, and she couldn't shake the butterflies in her stomach that consumed her. aria smiled brightly at the woman as she took her own into her hand, nodding in response. "and here's to hoping they might just be hot blondes," she added with a bold grin before she quickly took the shot, bringing a bit as the harsh liquor moved down her throat.

"there a problem with that?" she quirks a brow in a playful manner, it was no surprise that she prefers females. they just simply know how to please another female way better. as the female left to grab the vodka bottle, she gets comfortable in her seat -- wondering if there was a shift in their friendship after a shared kiss, but decides not to push the topic. instead, she takes the shot glass and hums lightly, "to finding some better people to entertain you?"

[luriddaze]

"wow, serena. that's a hot take. a hot, gay take, no less," she playfully responded as she practically melted at the sight of the beautiful blonde's soft smirk. aria had always found serena beautiful and tempting, but after kissing her, she wanted a taste even more. "good, i'll get the vodka," the brunette replied before pulling herself off the couch and towards the cabinet with the booze and two shot glasses. she wouldn't admit she needed some liquid courage, a little afraid of disappointing serena. aria plopped back down and poured them both a shot. "what should we toast to tonight?" she asked with a small smirk.

"exactly -- if anything, i feel that two pretty girls kissing is way hotter than any kiss a man can give a female." she states with a smirk growing across her lips. of course, she had her far share of male flings -- yet they always end in disappointment. it was quick for her to realize that woman was better in all the senses. "i'll be sure to be honest." she nods her head before chuckling. "you know i'm down."

[luriddaze]

aria was more of a relationship girl, but they never seemed to work out - especially since she only seemed to date men. she had been with women in the past, but never anything beyond casual. she had no doubts in her sexuality, but women intimidated the hell out of her. "mm, i guess nothing. two pretty girls kissing is the furthest thing from weird." the brunette smirked at the woman's next words, feeling a small sense of confidence that serena seemed so into the idea. the thought alone made her squirm. "well, you'll have to let me know how well i did," she teased her with a sweet smile. "so, do you want to take a shot or two with me?"

“eh, i guess some do,” she shrugs her shoulders, shaking her head. it wasn’t like she had much to go off of. all the relationships that she’s been in were terrible, leading her to not believe in love and fall in the casual sex category. “what’s weird about a little kissing?” she states, rising a brow at the female in question, although, she could see where the other was coming from. serena quirks a brow at her friends words, surprise that she even uttered them. “guess i have to see if your tongue’s as good as people say.”

[luriddaze]

"they'd just have to deal with it. relationships come with sacrifices, right?" the brunette giggled softly. aria was more of a romantic than she'd be willing to admit, but serena did know everything about her. she craved love, but casual sex had to do in a world where nobody seemed to want an actual serious relationship. "i wouldn't call it scared, but more of a... i don't know, maybe a little nervous. i was afraid our friendship would get weird, but i should've known better." aria bit down on her bottom lip as she looked at the blonde, her mind running wild with less than appropriate fantasies. "maybe i planned on being your sweet little bottom, while also making you feel incredible. i've been told my tongue is pretty good."

“exactly because who’s going to end up protecting you when you need it? i mean surely you can save yourself, but it’ll be pretty embarrassing for your significant other,” lifts her shoulders up into a shrug. serena knew that the dating pool wasn’t ideal in today’s society, everyone was looking for a hook up and nothing serious. eyes darts over towards face, noticing how she got all giddy. did the actions of her kiss do that? “you’re the one who’s always been scared to kiss me,” she teases back, chuckling lightly before rising a brow at words. “oh? and what are you planning on doing to me if i stay over?”

[luriddaze]

"sounds about right. i'd rather be alone than with some pussy. the correct way to look at it, right?" the brunette replied with a smirk. she liked to think she had pretty high standards, but that didn't change the fact that she had been on plenty of dates with total losers. it was hard to wipe the giddy smile from her lips following the kiss, a soft giggle falling from her lips at the woman's confirmation. "oh yeah? good to know. surprised we didn't do that sooner," she teased with a flirtatious wink. "... you're staying over tonight, right? may or may not be because of this conversation."

"the ones that come out scarred emotionally are too weak to be with you regardless." she shrugs her shoulders, one things for sure was that she was willing to be brutally honest with just about anyone -- not really caring if she had a good standing relationship with anyone. "kudos to you, you've hacked the system." the blonde jokes, laughing ever so slightly. the kiss shared was something she didn't expect, but it didn't mean that she didn't like it -- matter in fact, she enjoys it much more than she'd like to admit. eyes scans over the females features before lifting her shoulders into a shrug. "i mean yeah, you're hot. who wouldn't?"

[luriddaze]

"the question lies in would anyone truly survive? would they come out scarred emotionally?" she teased the woman with a playful smile. her words caused a laugh from the brunette, and she shrugged her shoulders in response. "i own that i'm a bottom. bottoms get all the power when they just admit to it," aria responded with a grin. following the kiss, she felt most flustered than she thought possible. after all, lots of girls kissed their friends. yet, the flutter of butterflies deep in her stomach pointed to something dangerous. "just curious... would you ever want to sleep with me? you can totally say no, and my feeling won't be hurt. just kind of wondering where you place me on your attractive scale."

"the only one you can trust? those are big words, aria. i don't mind intimidating people, maybe that could be a trail run... bring them around me and if they survive they'll be good enough for you." smirk forms across her lips at the thought. "you do seem very much like a bottom bitch," blonde teases her even more, laughter erupting from within. eyes darts over towards her, a growing interest forming. "how lucky, whoever she may be."

[luriddaze]

"how could i? you're the realest person i know, and the only one i can trust. anyone who actually wants to date me will probably be intimidated," she stated with a small smile, one that just barely masked that she didn't want anyone else. "no arguments at all. i'm a little bottom, so it works perfectly." the brunette wiggled her eyebrows playfully, admiring the way she looked at the playful hair flip. a shy giggle fell from aria's lips, her deep brown eyes perhaps a bit too lustful to be 'joking'. "oh, you know... touching, kissing other places... that much would happen with the right girl."

"you just need to find the right person to be able to let down your guards because like you said people fucking suck. although, i'm honored to know that you don't think of me in that sense." smile forms at the corner of her lips before rolling her eyes and letting out a chuckle. "oh, definitely am the big top. do you have any arguments? because you can argue with the wall." she jokes, flipping strands of her blonde hair to the side. the kiss was something that she didn't expect, but definitely something that she enjoyed. "next steps? and what exactly are those next steps?"

[luriddaze]

"if i showed everyone my soft side, i think i'd be walked all over. people kinda suck, well.. most people. not you, not ever." the brunette grinned. aria couldn't help but laugh at the blonde's next words, her smile only brightening. "are you saying you're the big top in this friendship?" she teased playfully. kissing serena felt like a long time coming. she had always been attracted to her, but it seemed to grow a little more apparent with each passing day. now that she got a taste? aria wasn't sure she'd be able to resist too much longer. her cheeks flushed as she bit down on her bottom lip. "yeah, well... it was all practice. i probably shouldn't show you the steps after that, but i think you probably have a good idea."

“you’re the furthest thing from a bitch. it’s not your fault that you’re not scared to put people in their place.” growing up with the other, they’ve developed a good sense of one another. “maybe i want to be the only one with that power.” serena states in a playful manner, smirk appearing across her lips as it seems that her friend got lost in the moment. allowing herself to meet her gaze, as she leans in and press a soft kiss upon her lips. she could feel her own lips moving with hers before the other swiftly pulls away. “why are you apologizing? it’s all practice, right? and i’m just your helping hand.. although, i’m sure you’ll get whoever you want if you pull some shit like that.”